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Freeing UP & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene

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By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

This writing continues on from the first post in this Holy Week transmissions about Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Mind & Heart

Yeshua offers: 

“Thank you, Raphael for asking my truth about speaking your truth. You are all clearly able to receive my frequency because we are all attuned to, and sourced in, at source level, the same highest frequency. 

As you attune more and more to that frequency, by your choices and your soul’s evolution, expressing in your life, you will feel this, you will know this, and you will confirm this more and more. 

This is where it gets fun. This is where so much tension gets answered. 

You get to be you. You don’t need to conform to any other pattern unless you want to, unless it’s fun. 

I’m toying with this word ‘fun’ today, because it gets at the seriousness, tediousness and boredom overlay that I know you, Raphael, have journeyed through and continue to find your way out the other side. 

Let’s have some fun, okay? You did religion long enough. So did I. You did spirituality boredom long enough, so did I. Let’s return to play. 

…Yes, my take on the waveform of speaking your truth as I did in that life spoken of in the texts of old…

Let’s go there in heart and mind, soul and body now as One. Let’s feel this truth together with all of our capacities in alignment, tuning into the higher heart and mind—to Love itself…

Your truth, my truth and even the Divine’s truth is in change, growth and evolution. If God or Source knew all truth, there’d be no reason for it to exist. IT exists to know more while knowing it can never come to know ALL.

 

If you subscribe to a God who has the final word on all truth, it’s a clear sign you are still afraid of your own truth. 

This is because admitting your truth to yourself and in turn to your world around you changes everything. You will walk through fires of separation. The sword of your truth will cut and pierce. 

You will suffer loss. It will hurt. That wound however is the portal opening to so much more. 

It begins by making your truth known. But becoming an angry advocate and parking there is no longer where I’m at. It was a necessary phase, one that I entered for a time and needed to go through in order to go on to my next discoveries and courageous choices about my truth. 

Remaining in contention with opposers is another evidence of the fear of your truth. 

I offer you this personally, Raphael and to all those souls taking this in now who resonate. 

You have left so much behind by the simple act of making your truth known and allowing the landscape to reconfigure. Naturally you carry these losses as a trauma fear of more loss. Even in the refined life you live now, you are not excused from feeling and negotiating this fear. Gain and loss are part of this frequency reality. Becoming higher frequency doesn’t exempt you, me, or anyone from that. 

Living out this negotiation however, is like the most grounded and empowering and alive proposition. 

If you will truly do you, without apology, yet with tenderness of heart and soul, with care for yourself and the other…at times with a ferocity, never with intent to destroy, and at other times with the gentleness of a kitten…all only to rearrange, realign, then you will continue to unfold in this magic. 

Every breath, every thought, every movement and exchange of energy gets to BE you. 

Admitting that you see through a personal lens and an ever changing lens at that, puts you in your God class. The God class of never-ending learning, feeling, experiencing, exponentially growing.

One who won’t admit that they have a personal lens has a longer way to go at remembering who and what they are and are still serving the forgetting. But even this forgetting is all sacred and part of the Divine’s own evolution. 

I had to, over and over again, come to forgive myself and receive not only the Divine’s forgiveness but its appreciation for my entire awakening journey. All the time and even lifetimes spent in lesser things and places are equally treasured by the Divine. 

No place was this more attuned and precious to me than in my relationship with Mary Magdalene. We each danced, both in step and out of step, with our own truth. Yet, we kept and keep finding our way. Without her, I still can’t begin to see where I could be where I am now. 

I honour you and all souls for your willingness to be in all of this. I feel for you all in the sorting of all the reactions, the forwards and backwards, the triumphs and the recoils. 

Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change. 

You are in my class, and I am in your class. We are in the God class together.”

Love,

Yeshua with Raphael

~

Mary Magdalene offers: 

“I feel dressed today, beloveds, and more ready to share with you from my fuller self. Through the cleansing of the healing waters and allowing the fears of the vulnerable and scared part of me in our first meeting to come through, I show up now not in armour yet in a healthy sense of self affirmation earned from a deep reconciliation within.

I have settled in quickly to my connection with you, Jelelle, as we have cultivated it for many years now…when I first showed my face through yours in the early days of your soul’s remembrance awakening to the Feminine Christ within you. At the time, you were in a False God group led by a mostly shadow-based teacher, who also saw and validated your deep connection and love of the Divine. In doing so, he timestamped your ability to be under his controlling and often abusive authority system for very long. My face came through yours and also my energies catalyzed your need to tell your truth, even as it eventually cost you your relationship with him, your livelihood as a facilitator of his work, and your soul family community at the time who all rejected you.

I fuelled your ‘No!” and your choice to leave this teacher as you responded to the first blooms of new love with your beloved Raphael in a true Divine Union frequency of equality instead.

Sharing our truth that comes from deep within, especially as women, has often come with a cost. In my primary lifetime for which you know of me, it would have cost me my life to be at my beloved Yeshua’s side in my full expression of truth with him. And I wasn’t meant to die in that way, yet to continue to hold the seeds of our soul family lineage and ascension codes on, even as threat of persecution followed us always in that life.

From the shadows of our bridal chamber and with the few beloveds in our Magdalene family that we could truly trust, I was able to unfold all of my feminine gifts, bridging heaven to earth and infusing Yeshua with the Creatrix codes of death and rebirth. This helped give him the courage to face his body’s ‘death’ and trust his spirit’s resurrection on the other side.

And, to the ‘public’, I became the whore seeking redemption from him for so long. The truth of my equal status with Yeshua began to emerge, to be unearthed, when the collective finally became more ready for it. The truth of how he held me as much a teacher of his as he did student as he did beloved. The apostle of the apostles, as I truly considered myself even though very few could honor me as such.

And the truth emerging still of my deep Divine union with Yeshua, the sacred sexuality grounds that we explored, the children we had together eventually, the live we shared after the resurrection with him in a lighter form of body.

Thank you for letting me come through all those years ago, Jelelle, and many since then, allowing me to be a bridge to your Magdalene sister aspect from that life and feel her grief and pain so deeply. Thank you for sharing my message and my truth now out to this public forum that is so far reaching, forming a truly world wide web. I am still getting used to having such a vast pulpit and receptive audience now for those who feel called to share my energies and messages…..when I have, as all Divine Feminine energies, been waiting for so long and just now starting to wake up and be welcomed.

And I offer to you all who hear me now…..the truth that rises from within you is not rebellion—it is resurrection. Each time you speak what is real, you roll away the stone.

Honor your wisdoms that come from your precious life and soul’s experience and direct communion with the Divine as sacred and valid. Seek not permission from others, yet feel freed up within your own sense of self worth and self love to play, to create, to share, to envision, and to advocate.

When you speak from that place of deep bubbling well of Divine Essence within, you might be questioned, doubted, and misunderstood. Yet, I am here to assist you in remembering your soul’s truth as held in the heart of Divine Mother. I am here to create safety for the parts of you who feel protective; to forgive the parts who judge as they have been judged, and to inspire your Divine inspiration to flow.

You are already worthy. You are already chosen. Your truth IS the authority.

Let me walk beside you today, let me come through you as you speak what’s real for you, not for validation, but for remembrance.

I leave you now with this blessing:

Beloved soul,

May your voice remember its origin in Love.

May the tremble in your truth be held as holy.

May every word you speak from your depths

be met by angels in flesh who echo,

“Yes, this is the way.”

Until tomorrow, with all of our love,

Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle

Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.

Preparing & Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Heart, & Soul – Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene

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By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

This holy week of Easter, which began yesterday on Palm Sunday, offers profound opportunities for sacred soul remembrance. From whichever ancient culture, calendar, or belief system you recognize the Easter passage, the codes are very much here—potent and ready to be stepped into with your intention and power, even if that power feels diminished in this moment, quite possibly a preparation for this entrance. 

I feel Yeshua as a beloved guide, template, and mentor. Beyond the debates about who he truly was or how his essence has been distorted, lies the authentic encoding—already within you—awakening now.

When Yeshua offered his disciples a cup and said, “Do this in remembrance of me,” he gave a ceremonial and ritual act to substantiate, in the more familiar physical, what is happening in the subtle realms of the Metabody, your soul field, your energy body, your entire expanded and connected reality of being.

From his grand entrance into purpose and calling to the daily preparations, to the death and resurrection codes at the end of this week on Easter Sunday, your own entrance and choices await you: into embodiment, empowerment, and attunement.

I hear and feel Yeshua offering this Monday’s observance as one of “Cleansing Your Temple: Energetic & Emotional Purification”

We’ll feel together, if you’d like to take up my invitation, into a different alignment and message each day of this holy week leading into Easter Sunday, where you can also join us for a virtual Sunday Service offering event. I’m joined in this with my beloved, Jelelle, as she connects to Yeshua’s counterpart in this Sacred Union transmission…embodying Mary Magdalene’s potent, alchemical, and central voice, role, and encoding.

Yeshua offers:

“You are not who you once were. You’ve changed so much, even recently. You’ve chosen and walked through the fires. Yet many of the old furnishings of your previous life—things you’ve largely lost interest in—still hold a place in your temple. It is time now to honor those former attachments deeply, thank them for the grounding and gifts they gave, and then release and cleanse.

Your temple is a finely tuned instrument—well beyond even the wonders of the pyramids.

Your sovereignty of being, with deep self-permission and self-authorization, wants to awaken further into felt and experienced validation from within.

No longer to suppress, but to support and allow. No longer to make things happen, but to serve the greater happening that you always were and always are.

Your temple gates extend outward in service to others—by sacred invitation, through natural alignment and attunement. This is both quantum and personal. This cleanse, choice, and self-permission flow potently into the reality of your life as you currently perceive it—and beyond, into realms you cannot yet articulate or fully feel.

You’ve prayed and sought long enough for your redemption and deliverance. It is time now to respond to the life ring your soul offers in answer to those prayers. 

The alignment is here, in this now. It awaits you. Meet it—and it will meet you.”

Love,

Yeshua w/Raphael

~

Mary Madgalene offers: 

She waits for me in the healing pools of the sacred temple of Divine Mother that is connected to her human timeline and also to the Unified field outside of time. These healing pools offer such deep cleansing, purification, and release and are available to all who need them.

She is somber and somehow exposed emotionally, vulnerable and naked, both in body and in heart. I can feel how she wants to be experienced not just as a historical figure or an ascended master or even as Yeshua’s counterpart, yet also as a divinely human woman with her own sovereign emotions and vulnerabilities.

She is preparing for the intense initiation that awaits her beloved Yeshua this week. Our entire Magdalene soul family has been preparing for and tuning into the ‘events’ of this week for generations. It is not a surprise nor is it a betrayal or an ambush or a sacrifice. It is a chosen, planned and orchestrated light working held by highly advanced souls who come from an ancient lineage, offering a remembrance code of resurrection for those who are ready to receive it. 

Yeshua will experience the painful process of death and rebirth mostly in the flesh, yet she and the other female Magdalenes such as Mother Mary and Yeshua’s beloved cousin Miriam, will hold space for it ALL in the higher grids and inside of their wombs, hearts, and souls. 

As Mary Magdalene relaxes into the waters, she has this to offer us now: “As I cleanse the temple of my body and my heart in these holy waters, I am feeling today some resistance inside of me, some place in my ‘ego’ as you would call it now in your time.

This part of me does not want to let my beloved Yeshua go. She is feeling attached to his physical form, even while knowing that our divine union continues in the higher realms in which we will remain connected forever. 

There is this deep, wise aspect of a Divine Mother priestess in me that is in anticipation of becoming the phoenix that will arise from these painful ashes. All that is false will be burned away. She trusts the love that is holding us and the collective service and template that this resurrection process offers for the All. 

Yet, I want to honor this part of me that is attached, as I feel like this may resonate for many of you taking in this message now going through your own letting go processes. And I want you to feel my vulnerability as well, not just my strength and my spiritual attainments. Not just my access to divinity. 

This part of me that is human, that wants to keep Yeshua all to herself, feels like it is ‘waste’ to lose him in this way as also she feels anger at the distortion and corruption of this precious resurrection code by the False God programs. How deeply its light has been buried in the darkness of enslaving dogma and its purpose twisted by power hungry, patriarchal agendas!

Surrendering to the Divine cycles of all of creation – light and shadow – brings me the most peace and I find it now as I hold this struggling part of me, this feminine mate within, in my heart. I feel Divine Mother comfort and reassure her, and it immediately moves through me like a soothing balm.

And I offer you the same reassurance as you prepare to undertake the next death and rebirth initiation that awaits you on your soul’s remembrance journey. I invite you to feel the human parts of you that are afraid, that are resistant, that are angry, and who need comfort along with the bigger soul context as they ‘face their deepest fears’. Not just to label them ‘ego’ and judge them and push them away. Yet to love them with all of your heart infused by Divine Mother’s.

This is the only way to move from fear and into love. From separation and into union. By honoring your inner reality and emotions and thoughts and human body as the most sacred temple that deserves your compassionate attention. Your most holy of holies truly is found from within. 

As you cleanse your body and heart and your physical space in preparation to move into a deeper surrender to wherever the Divine is guiding you now, allow whatever feelings from any parts of you to be a sacred aspect of this process. Open up the portal of the feelings to wherever they want to take you and receive love as the ultimate answering of all fears.  

Just sharing this message with you has helped this part of me and my heart. Thank you!”

Until tomorrow, with all of our love,

Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle

Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and our Divine Self embodiment website blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.

Sacred Feminine Upgrade Codes: Feeling Your Fear As You Move Into LOVE

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by Kasha Rokshana

“There’s a lot of fear…”

Tears fall as I feel this with parts of me this morning, feeling what seems to be on deck for this coming year, feeling all that’s happened this year and could happen in the next one. Just naming it, feeling it as a fear pocket being shown to me helps move it more into love and openness, especially as I hold the parts of me who have been churning inside around it.

These words, “there’s a lot of fear,” tumble from my mouth and as I say them out loud, the words “there’s love here” come as well. I realize then how similar these two statements are when we say them, how similar they feel in our mouths, in our breath, as they move from deep inside of us to be expressed.

“There’s love here” is what has been offered to me by my beloved guide, Mary Magdalene, who I’ve been connecting with in sacred surrogacy for a while now, and also from the Divine Beloved who then squeezes me, holds me tight as these energies are transmitted, seeding within my feminine healer’s heart. I feel so supported in my love embodiment as I feel these energies surrounding me, so anchored in my propensity to ultimately return to love, always, even when fear is still moving through and needs to be validated as well.

I feel this as a vital theme as we head into 2024 and a powerful opportunity for upgrades on a soul, heart, and body level. Shifting from fear to openness, then to love and allowing this to be an ongoing process too, holding it all with so much self-care and compassion yet also challenging yourself and your parts too. Being willing to feel it all can feel like a tall order, yet the invitation is always to take it one step at a time. 

Love,

Kasha

***

Aligning With The Magdalenes On Your Spiritual Journey (Video)

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by Kasha Rokshana

Sharing from my favourite spot in this little 900-year-old Portuguese village called Coja, which I have been blessed to call ‘home’ for over a year now.

This spot has a quaint, 16th-century chapel and a little river creek that has held so much space for me personally. The chapel always brings me ‘home’ to the Magdalene consciousness of soul family community, devoted and introspective spirituality, and the beauty of serving love to self and others. I felt to share from the heart space I was in as I visited this spot before my day got started.

I share about a few different things, yet the main thread here is about honing in on the true heart of our spirituality and healing process, as well as our journey of service of love, as the Magdalenes continue to model for us. 

Thank you for tuning in! 

Lots of love from myself and our Magdalene soul family, which you may also feel connected to! 

Kasha 

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sisters, You Deserve Roses: A Poem

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Sisters within and without…

You are worth holding out for.
You deserve yourself in your own corner
And to feel others
Who are also in theirs
Finding ways to overflow to you
And you to them
In passionate advocacy for
Real love.

You deserve to be filled up
With your own goodness
And the goodness of resonance
Around you.

You are allowed to say a loud ‘NO’
To what doesn’t feel right to you,
To those that manipulate to keep you
Without truly claiming you
And would rather offer
Shame and blame
…which is truly
All they have offered themselves.

You are allowed to turn away
From the false light pain-trix
That serves only your smallness
With its justifications
For mistreatment
And misalignment
In all realms,
Ordering you
To ‘love unconditionally’,
And in other words
‘Just lay down and take it’,
Put up with it all,
And somehow still call it ‘love’.

You are not meant
For just rose-scented paper.

You are worth a whole bouquet
Of REAL roses
Offered to you in overflow
Instead of
Tugging at you in undertow
From something essential
Being so missing,
That you are pulled downward
From the upward climb
You’ve so bravely been walking,
So consistently been choosing,
And so adamantly been advocating for.

Your heart changes faster at times
And your soul shifts more deeply
Than those around you can keep up with,
Even those you’ve felt you’re serving.

Your worth,
Sister beloved,
Is reflected in your work,
And will be reflected by the next
Courageous ‘YES’
You give and receive
In true alignment
With who you are actually are,
And not who parts of you
Feel they should
Or HAVE TO falsely be.

And this ‘yes’,
Though love will always
Change your life,
Will flow without effort
Or pushing
Or ‘making’ it happen.
It will not ask you
To compromise
Your deepest values
And sense of self-love.

Instead,
This ‘yes’,
Will truly be your next phase
Of intimacy,
Of letting in love
AND goodness.

It will bring you
To new places of self-discovery,
And opportunities for growth…
Which you also get to choose
If they continue to align.

Beloved sister,
I too am walking this out.
The one writing these words
Shares the pain of this journey
And the openings too.

It’s an exquisite tapestry
Of what it means to fall in love
And to also be willing
To close the chapters
That no longer reflect
Your light back to you.

You are complex.
You are multi-dimensional.
You are everything
AND the void too.

You are roses in bloom
And new seeds being planted.
You are spring’s renewal,
Summer’s flourish,
Autumn’s calm,
And winter’s inward stillness.

You deserve to be wanted
In everything
You so beautifully ARE,
And you…
Are worth working for
Inside
And out.

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

A Bigger Purpose For Your Healing: A Poem

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by Kasha Rokshana

The gift of your healing efforts
Is the revelation
Of your own healing gifts.

Those divine energies
That support you
Are also invited
To move through you to others.

What else could our healing be for
Besides nourishing ourselves enough,
Reuniting with our souls enough,
Embodying our divinity and humanity enough,
So that we can truly support others
To find that they too
Are ‘enough’,
And arising together
In purer and purer
Heart frequencies?

Expressing our gifts
In an egoic,
False light,
False God way,
Tells us that ‘enough’ doesn’t exist,
That perpetual suffering is ‘normal’,
That in order to lead
We must be worthy,
We must be infallible,
We must be elevated
By projected perfection
And pictures of
‘Enlightenment’.

In all of this
Parts of us forget
That being humble,
Real,
Transparent,
Desirous of our true selves,
Needy for the Divine,
Hungry for pure love,
And messily striving
For more intimacy
And resonance
With others
Is the truest,
Deepest path
To healing
And
To offering healing
In all ways,
In all relationships,
While living into our capacity
To be that heart that others lean into
As they rediscover
And purify
Their own.

The wounded heart and soul
Within
Is meant to move
To softer, gentler
Landing places
Where love truly reigns
And the suffering you’ve felt
For oh, so long…
Can finally find its way
Back to the bliss
And blessed joy
That your soul remembers,
That your parts ache for,
That your Divine Self
Is anchoring
And wanting everything within
To ask for,
Need,
And let in.

Beloved,
This is your birthright…
To heal and let heal,
To love yourself
So you can truly love others,
And to expand
Your consciousness
As you wake up
And shake off
The sleepy lullaby
Of the Matrix world…
Remembering
And rediscovering
Everything that is truly amazing
About life,
About love,
And above all…
About you
And all that lives within.

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

From The Magdalene Lineage Rose Garden: A Poem

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by Kasha Rokshana

I come to you
From a long line of roses.

Ones that have grown
In gardens sacred,
Often protected,
Mostly hidden until ready
For the revealing of their beauty
In a world invited to behold them.

It rings through my heart and soul,
A calling to service unmistakable.

An invite to fill up
In order to overflow
From all of this love I have within
And have drawn to me
In relationship with others.

Relationships in my life
Have been earned
Through phases of sometimes
Very painful awakenings
And dawning awarenesses
That have inspired choices,
Actions,
Deeply felt processes
Of letting go
To let in the dreams
That really DO want to come true.

I come from a long line
Of exquisite, unique, beautiful souls
All willing to feel what needs to be felt,
Deconstruct
And dissolve the Matrix cords
The False Light influences
And to be real about the layers
Of this journey within and without.

I come from a space
Of rekindled purity,
Of desire for love,
Of experiences vast and profound
In all aspects of what it means
To live as a Sacred Human
In this phase of our Ascension.

You too, beloved soul
Are invited to this space,
To remember this lineage,
To recall this sacred heart purpose
Of no longer being alone
Yet perpetually letting in
What it is truly like
To be in resonance inside
And with others
Fully feeling
Deeply healing
Vastly expanding with immense support
Into those wings waiting to unfold
From that back of yours…
The very same
That has born the burden
Of so much that doesn’t belong to you.

And so,
If you desire,
Join me in this sacred,
Alive,
Fragrant garden
Created to be shared
And intended to be
Loved as much as it also loves.

With so much love,
Kasha

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

A Message To Gatekeepers: Unification/Forgiveness/Reconciliation/Light Codes And Yeshua/Magdalene/Christ Consciousness Available Right Now To Tap Into And Download

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By Bey Magdalene

In my last session with Jelelle we met my actual/new Gatekeeper as she wanted to bridge me to my higher dimensional Gatekeeper for support. Who came forward was an energy that in the course of the session would call himself ‘Sampson’. We found him in a scene very similar to the Matrix movie. He was staring at thousands upon thousands of those pods from the movie, all representing an incarnation into a Matrix timeline in my soul. I could see many of them actually awakening from their slumber, sitting up and becoming aware of themselves, unplugging and rinsing off the Matrix waters. My soul awakening. 

He was watching those pods and seeing and feeling all the pain, trauma and victimization all of these metasoul aspects of mine were experiencing. It was as if he was experiencing those timelines himself, through my soul aspects, just by witnessing them. He was caught in a sticky web and couldn’t see anything else. 

Jelelle asked him to take a step back and to try and project this experience onto a screen, so he could start to differentiate from them and breathe. He projected those timelines onto a screen and there were many others, showing all the traumatizing Matrix timelines. It looked like a control center with all those monitors. That gave him some distance to these experiences and he could start to differentiate from them and not feel as if they were happening to him. 

Jelelle was inviting him to turn to nature to further help him unplug from his fusion to those matrix timelines. He was dialing in a big tree with a very thick trunk with deep roots and a sizable, overarching canopy. He touched the textured bark and started to rest by the tree. Then, magically, little light sparkles came through the tree that felt like Divine inspiration coming through. He started feeling and becoming lighter and started feeling hope. Tears could stream as well through Divine love and support.

That was pretty much all he could let in at that time and then he needed to go rest and retreat again. 

I have been connecting with him since and I could feel that it was him who had already unplugged so much in my process over the past few months, plug after plug. I started to get answers to questions I’ve been having about this life.  

I’ve had many deep tears with him since, sometimes he would cry for an hour straight, when I would feel with him the Love and loyalty he has for me and my soul and how he has tried to protect me this life through some really thick veils of keeping me naive/uninformed about core issues in this world or by suppressing my awakening that tried to happen ten years ago already and still has been controlling/capping it to this day. 

There has also been a lot of shame and guilt in him and unworth too, about not being able to really do anything for me or protect my metasoul aspects from trauma.  

Initially, he would show up like light shaped in human form and he was a bit elusive. He felt he didn’t deserve a face or shape because he couldn’t protect my soul, he couldn’t help my other expressions/incarnations in other lifetimes.  

A couple of days ago then he actually took a form and represented himself as a (Roman) warrior with helmet, shield and sword. His protection had become overprotective I could feel and he could feel that too and he started to loosen his grip around it, as he started recognizing my bigness and the power of my heart and of feeling. 

Since I started awakening on a deeper level to how our world is set up and works since the beginning of this ‘pandemic’, I have felt very drawn to the mind control aspect of it all and particularly the trauma based programming that celebrities receive in order to have them fall in line with the elite agenda, whose darkest expressions include satanic rituals. After having needed a break from taking in anything related to that kind of thing and generally alternative/actual news/facts on world/current or historical events, my interest in them has been sparked again since meeting Sampson. 

I have started to take in some comprehensive articles again that are very well researched and explain in detail about all the Cabal structures, events and expressions in the entertainment industrial complex (a good site for this is The Vigilant Citizen, if you are curious yourself). I have been particularly drawn to the MK Ultra programming in the music industry and even more specifically the Beta/Sex Kitten programming that creates sex slaves for the elite. 

Two nights ago, something peaked for me in that area and I could feel that my heightened interest in this topic was actually what we call in SoulFullHeart a ‘bleed-through’… I could feel a Satanic timeline coming through. It felt like a portal was opened through taking in these articles and I could see and feel the female human sacrifice on the altar and a ceremony master whose incantations of certain words opened up a portal to the underbelly of humanity and invoked very dark spirits. I could feel that Sampson was living there too, with my metasoul aspect, trying to help her by being there as a support/to witness, and because he’s loyal and just sucked into the trauma too. 

I was realizing afterwards that this timeline/portal had already bled through in the past for me. It was about 2.5 years ago and I remember feeling completely fused to that bleed through and being terrified to death. Back then, I was living a very nomadic lifestyle, moving from workaway to workaway (a type of work exchange for food and shelter) and my Gatekeeper was drawing quite some intense drama/trauma as well, to get my attention and look on the inside where that trauma lived. My inner and outer circumstances were not providing a save space to explore this timeline in. Now, I am settling deeper into my own little 1-bedroom-apartment/sanctuary here in Central Portugal, I am in a much more loving place on the inside, having felt and moved so many parts of myself from hell to heaven, and I’m surrounded by community who can support me in my inner explorations.

Yesterday was a very powerful Yeshua/Christ Consciousness portal day and the codes were streaming in undeniably. In my check-in with him yesterday morning, I didn’t feel that it was timely to go into this timeline because he felt very beat and in despair. That is also the kind of timeline I’d want support with, so it would be perfect for session or group setting. Instead, I felt to bridge him to some Divine love and support, like I have tried in many of my connections with him, but he hadn’t been ready for it thus far. I needed to feel more of his pain with him first.  

Yesterday morning, I needed to feel with him first that trauma, the matrix and even Satan is more real to him than God. It is really interesting, I have to say at this point, that the fear of feeling something is always, always more disempowering and rendering our parts and aspects impotent than actually feeling the feeling. As soon as I felt that feeling with him, it dissipated and the hopelessness and despair that accompanied that notion, too. 

I saw a staircase made from light that was leading up to the Divine/to a higher dimension and it felt like an invitation for Sampson to move into his higher timeline and into Divine support. I could feel his reticence and him not wanting to abandon my soul and leave my soul aspects alone in their trauma.  

Then I felt next to me very clearly Yeshua and that he wanted to talk with Sampson. So I took a moment to feel into him and his message more as I really wanted to help Sampson and myself too and end this cycle of suffering inside of myself. 

When I tuned into him, he had this to offer to my Gatekeeper: ‘I feel your precious loyalty towards Bey and her soul. Thank you so much for all your love and protection for her! But you actually don’t have to hold the soul anymore, you can‘t even, really, especially if you are in so much despair over it. You have been fused to Bey’s Matrix incarnations, living them yourself, feeling they are you. That way, you haven’t been able to see Bey’s soul bigness and trust and lean into that. You are in a trauma bond with Bey‘s soul… Is that fair to say?’ 

He came through very clearly, directly and very embodied too, which was a first for me. When I took a step back and was trying to feel Sampson and how he was taking in what Yeshua was offering, I could feel him a bit confused and disoriented. He didn‘t quite know who was talking. He asked: ‘Is that you, God?’ It took a little while for him but eventually he could let the Divine in the form of Yeshua in and had tears. His tears are just so precious! He responded: ‘Yes, that’s fair to say’… Yeshua reached his hand out to him and invited him to come with him up the stairs to anchor in a higher dimension, to rest, recover and receive support and Love from the Divine. I saw the shackles around his ankles that have tied him to the Matrix opening through the light. 

Before stepping on the stairs, he looked back at me and started to cry again because he didn’t want to leave me and my soul alone. But I actually need him to go with Yeshua now, I need him to leave my body and my field as I want and need to feel myself more and become more solid in myself.  

My guides can also offer him many other things and give him the kind of support that I as a human can’t give him. There’s only so much that I can feel with him and my human heart can support him in but eventually there comes a time where he has to go off and get Divine support, support from my soul and the soul family monad.  

Gatekeepers as disincarnate beings are also not made for the human realm. It is not their environment, their natural habitat if you will, they are not relational like humans either and they just have different needs than we do. So this dimension does not suit them. They do belong to a different one, they have just forgotten. They can still come back and be the Divine muse for their humans and be in a collaborative relationship with them. So, if they decide to differentiate from their human, they won’t ‘lose’ the connection to them. On the contrary, they will have a much more nourishing one with them, or even have one to begin with. 

After reading Raphael’s Golden Nugget from yesterday (77 words of Raphael wisdom every day, here is the link to the one I‘m referring to), I am realizing that Sampson has been able to come up and out because my light as Bey has been shining onto my shadow where he had been hiding. He couldn’t come out with Bianca as he was way too fused to her and thinking he WAS her, living life AS her. 

I feel I am telling you all this and letting you in on my very intimate connection and relationship with my Gatekeeper because I feel there are SO many gatekeepers out there who are in the same position as mine had been. They are living in this dark, parallel world, that is eerie and is only made up of trauma. That world is not connected to your heart, your love and the support that you have access to. In that world, they only see a repetition of yet another lifetime in the Matrix that is the same as all the other traumatic ones and they can’t actually see that you are making different choices this life and that there’s support available this life that hasn’t been there before. 

I want to reach out to them and leave a seed of hope for them and to let them know: I see you and I feel you. And whenever you are ready to let your human go deeper with us, there is support here waiting for you. 

The place they are in is like an echo chamber of trauma and programmed consciousnesses and reactions. It’s like they have Soul PTSD. For me, it has expressed this life as being easily spooked and having deeply visceral body reactions to any situation that scared me easily. I have also been expecting punishment/persecution every corner I turned or with every e-mail I received or from certain people or in my jobs. I‘m also feeling that a LOT of body issues, especially chronic migraines for me since I was a pre-teen, has been connected to him. There has been a combination reaction going on with my Solar Plexus churning and simultaneously my Third Eye which gave me migraines. 

Their world/echo chamber also projects out into this life and filters every situation, relationship, anything really, through that PTSD filter and skews and colours your experience of life and others this way. 

Gatekeepers are also quite loyal to the matrix pain as oftentimes it is the only home they have known, for eons! So that way, it actually needs some negotiation with them to let go of pain home and experience something else. There is tears for them and deep mourning of letting go the Matrix home and they have to be ready for that. Not many Gatekeepers have done that before either! So that‘s also about creating a new template and anchor it in the grids for others to tap into and follow. 

It is also fascinating how one aspect of you (or you yourself) can be so connected to the Divine, yet another is seemingly cut off from this connection, even though that aspect, you and the Divine can be in the same room together. It just needs a little bridging from you to the Divine for that aspect and it needs your trust in your own heart and conviction of your worth and that you are worthy to connect with the Divine and that Divine connection is readily available, if we really want it. It is about trusting your ability and gift of connecting to the Divine. 

It really comes down to the Gatekeeper’s own pacing around awakening as they can be an aspect that is actually quite programmed themselves. This life, my GK was definitely plugged into the social justice warrior consciousness for a short yet intense time. I can feel him needing to recover from that and from the last few years of intense workaway experiences too, that really were all a from of False Light. But that is fodder for a whole other post! 

So, sometimes, it is just holding this energy, connecting with it intentionally and then hanging out until they let you in. Before they show themselves, they can put you through a few tests though, sometimes for years even, so they can be sure you can handle what they need you to feel with them and that you have the support this life as well, inside and out, to respond to their pain. 

Through my connection with Sampson and many other Gatekeepers over the years, they have a special place in my heart and I have so much love for them all. They are such courageous energies/beings and have seen, felt and held so much. They have seen the darkest expressions of humanity and other races. When I feel Sampson, I get teary because I love him so much and I’m so glad he finally decided to trust me, after all the testing he put me through, and the community too, to trust the community and to show himself. I’m SO glad he was feeling to put an end to being in this matrix vortex that kept him sucked in trauma and that he started to let in the possibility of something else for him. A new experience. A union and collaboration with me and with the Divine. A re-membering of his Divine essence and connection. After all, Gatekeepers are the aspects of our soul that are Divine Muses ❤️ 

Love to You and your Gatekeeper! 

Bey Magdalene

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*** Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Apprentice Facilitator and Community Member. She offers sessions in German and English. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.

Ode To The 3D Self

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I have been feeling recently my 3D Self emerging out of the intensity of the 10/10 portal and eclipse passage. She is represented by the entire waveform of my birth name, Bianca Gieber, and has come out of the peaking of/immersion in the 3D/4D matrix that I had been feeling inside of myself that I shared about in my last post. Besides her, I have also been feeling my Reptilian aspect again, as both these aspects are actually intertwined with each other and I could feel that wrapping up in each other when feeling both of them. Feels like these two energies have been behind my Gatekeeper aspect that I had been sharing about and she had been protecting my 3D Self all along, with so much care for her.

When I started feeling my 3D Self, I felt a lot of shame/self-hatred, a filtering of life through the lens of it not being good/safe, self-doubt, unworth and that there is no goodness in life, that life is difficult and everything has to be fought for and that she has always been alone, left alone, especially by the Divine. That way, being a huge aspect of my Lone Wolf that was reflected in corresponding life choices. With that filter applied, the goodness that had been in my life, was not able to be received and seen as such but rather made into something bad or rather not real. A very painful mechanism.

I have been feeling with her the legacy of my birth name, particularly the last name, that is carrying all these frequencies and she has worn them like a very thick coat. But I could also feel that all of those frequencies/layers are not really her, her true essence.

I was able to feel with her her own rich and deep connection to the Divine, and specifically to Mother Mary, who she and my entire soul seem to have a special connection with.

In her connection with Mary, she came through as clearly and deeply as never before, yet in such a real and grounded way and with authentic emotions. The experience I’m having now with Mary is much more personal and intimate. The connection I have had before with her, as Bey Magdalene, was a bit more airy/lofty, but my 3D Self feels like is the uplink to a real and grounded embodiment of Mother.

Through her struggle of not feeling the goodness in life and feeling almost in a quandary about her loyalty to that feeling, the very clear and visceral message/intuitive feeling came through that Mother IS an aspect of me as well and deserves to be felt just as much as it is necessary to feel the difficult things.

The reunion between her and Mother was very deep and teary, both weeping over having missed each other and finally having found each other again. My 3D Self was claimed as a Divine Daughter and Mary apologized to her too that it has been so difficult for her and that she wasn‘t able to feel her and connect with her, even though she has been right there all along, all my life.

The forgiveness frequencies between these two have been so powerful and have had a powerful impact on my spiritual and emotional well-being.

Her question and lament, why she had been plugged in so deeply into the matrix, has been answered inside of myself too. Along with the pain that, despite being a 3D Self, she never really felt that she was particularly good at it/equipped for it. It seems that she is needed as an ambassor to those in similar circumstances and if she would have been really good at navigating 3D life, she might not have awoken. Yet I could feel with her how this dimension/reality has always felt strange to her and that she didn’t really believe it herself.

A deep filtering of life through compartmentalization is falling away as a result as well as a need to ‘be by the book’ and a new flow and responding to every moment is coming online and ready to be embodied.

I can feel her letting in that reframe and new Divine/Soul purpose and how it is helping her heal her relationship to the matrix, her family and geographical origins that were both VERY dense as well as heal her relationship to the Divine.

I could feel so much care coming online in her that she has always had, yet had to numb because it was too painful to care and there hasn‘t been a container/energy to be able to digest all this care with up until now.

This care coming online now and my heart coming online through it in a much deeper way is such a gift that I‘m getting from and through her that I‘m so grateful for and that is so needed too as I have been wanting to feel my care for the world and humanity in these unprecedented times that we have never seen before. Yet a care that is grounded in and answered by the Divine inside of myself, to be able to digest and hold the pain too that comes with this care.

I can also feel an interesting relationship between my Inner Teenager and my 3D Self that is just starting to get a bit clearer. It feels like she has been a bit of a reluctant parent to her, yet also protecting her out of care for her. I have been wondering why I hadn‘t been more rebellious as a teenager, yet my 3D Self offered that it just was too dangerous to do that, with such a dark and abusive birth mother, whose energies and transmissions she had been taking in and absorbing over the years, shaping her, ‚messing her up‘ to quote her. So she felt it was much safer to comply, even if it was very begrudgingly.

I feel my 3D Self came in/was formed in my early teenage years as well, as a response to those very challenging and dense energies on the outside. That was also around the age my 3D Self had started to reach for alcohol to numb that darkness and abuse that came her way in order to numb it/cope with it. Yet only feeling that pain and answering it with Divine Love, will actually bring healing to it while anything else just covers it up.

Now that she has been felt and freed up more and her presence/existence deeply acknowledged and recognized as very much needed in order to complete me, miraculous shifts have been occurring inside of myself, as she is an important aspect of myself that had been anchored in 3D and thus was resisting to move into soul purpose with me and partake in the goodness frequencies in my life so far. Only through connecting with these aspects of us that feel they cannot partake in the goodness, the spirituality, the soul purpose expression is how we are actually able to do and embody that.

She is an ambassador in her own rights and we already started that journey in meditation space this morning when she and Mary organized an apparition in my hometown in Austria that is so dense, in so much pain and that doesn’t seem to have a lot of hope and Divine Inspiration. Casting those beautiful Divine frequencies over my hometown felt so healing and felt like it inspired something in its residents and at least planted a seed in them. A remembrance of their own Divinity.

Here is a meditation to connect with your 3D Self.

I’m so curious to go more into her relationship to my Reptilian as well as my Inner Teenager as I can feel it is a very rich ground. Some of that will be covered in today’s group call, I’m sure, that will be about the Inner Teenager. I can already feel more teenage sass coming online through connecting with my 3D Self and healing all the layers of pain that have been guarding her heart. I feel her off to the Galactic too, being a galactic ambassor and Galaxy trotter, with the Cosmos being her home.

Here is a guided meditation video to begin the connection to your Inner Teenager.

Raphael and Jelelle will be exploring the world of the Inner Teenager in our group call today at 5:00pm GMT/London/Lisbon & Noon EST. We will also offer a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Teenager, deepen the healing between you, opening up the bond that is just ‘waiting’ for you. More info to offer donation to attend on our website or on Facebook

Love,

Bey Magdalene

*** Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Apprentice Facilitator and Community Member. She offers sessions in German and English. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.

Mary Magdalene Feast Day: The Flow & Invitation Of Her Energies

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by Kasha Rokshana

Connecting with Mary Magdalene on her ‘Feast Day’…

She is the dance of a woman in love with the Divine Masculine in heart and human counterpart.

She is the rose of sensual pleasures in ALL senses, in all ways, guiding us toward a love affair with life, inhabitation of our sexuality, embodiment of our physical expression, all while letting in that we are also Divine.

She is the template of womb healing, clearing, and honouring… of feeling what has been held there, what new alchemy wants to birth from there, and of getting ready to welcome in the love of the Beloved in Divine and human form there.

She is the beacon of what comes on the other side of female competition, comparison, and control.

She is an exquisite model of what it means to surrender deeply to the Divine as a sacred human woman, being in flow with what is true now and what is yet to arise.

She is the Mother, Sister, beloved Divine Feminine in all energies and ways we wish to connect with her within us, outside of us, and in deep feminine bonds with others.

She is an invitation into what wants to be reborn and reunions that want to take place as this process of forgiving what was once true is truly and deeply felt in this lifetime and others.

She will always be a beloved guide to me, an energy which I love to bring through for myself and others, and such a loving support during all times of heartbreak, longing, desire, letting go, and letting IN too.

Blessed Be, beloved soul, as you also feel her with you on this day where she is recognized and honoured…

Love,
Kasha

Artwork by Tanya Torres

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.