Category: MetaSoul / Other Lifetimes

Use Your Illusion During This 11/11 Gateway

Published on by Gabriel Amara1 Comment

The world is filled with false gods, paper tigers, smoke and mirrors, and karmic binds. As we all start to awaken to these illusions and conditionings there can be a deep disillusionment. It is this disillusionment that is a marker of growth and potential liberation.

I say potential because there is a choice. Always a choice to go back into the illusion, rearrange the furniture, or just leave the damn thing altogether. Each is a sacred choice. There is a profound courage that is needed to let go of each of those, whether it is personal relationships, dependencies, routines, or ideologies.

There is a plethora of externalities that will support our sacred projections, cows, and illusions. I don’t see it as my job to shatter those. I see it as my mission to bring love and context to what is happening in the world, just as my beloveds and my guides do for me. I offer heart space and my community offers a shelter from the deluge of sacred bullshit that is spewing from the mouths of those that are supposedly in the ‘know’.

The reality is YOU are in the Know when you are in the Now. The Now is pregnant and overflowing at the same time. Your expert, your news anchor, your leader is already inside of you. They can be overrun by all the drama trauma that has occurred in this and many other lives that are still cycling on tumble dry.

The reality is that you are the King and Queen of this co-created chess game called Life. Sometimes you have been the pawn, sometimes the Bishop, other times the Knight. There is a greater game of reconciliation happening right now that trumps it all. Vulnerable feeling is the Checkmate.
Once you get to the root of your own pain, fear, and rage, face it heart on with compassion and forgiveness, you begin to see and feel how it has always been an illusion, a game, and a process of coming home to your true power of Love.

We find ourselves on the eve of our next levelling up on 11/11. A powerful portal into New Earth that starts with you, not with them. Then you get to bring that you into a new community of Other that can see and feel you for who you truly are. An ambassador of love and creation.

If you are seeking some resonance and support into a new timeline that is re-illusioned into a Golden Earth frequency please join Raphael and Jelelle this Saturday the 14th for a group transmission and meditation space via Zoom. Visit www.soulfullheat.org/groupcalltransmissions for more info.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

This IS the Great Awakening Of Our Sacred Humanity

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by Kasha Rokshana

Our human story…

So afraid of our own power, we got used to giving it away.

We became accustomed to trusting sources and authorities outside of ourselves to hold the responsibility of truth-telling and making up life’s rules.

We chose, as an expression of our power, to authorize the very systems that govern us over and over again through our β€˜votes’, whether literal/physical, energetic, or just leaning in to the structures in place without question, damning those who choose to question.

Questions are a sign of awakening, especially when we question ourselves and where our leanings have come from. It’s a sign of prior influences shaking off our beings. It’s a sign of unplugging from what we CHOSE as souls to plug into for reasons that are both high and low-vibe and needn’t be judged, only felt, loved, and appreciated.

This unplugging is happening on a massive scale. Trusting only mainstream narratives, you miss the boat on your own and on feeling what YOU feel to be true and what you know on a higher level is just a false projection. There is an opportunity to feel what lives in your own soul’s history around capitulation and acquiescence as well as any tyranny you’ve been a part of or helped enforce too.

So, this Great Awakening we’re all navigating right now is as much about feeling and healing our own karmic ties to what’s shaking out (and needs to shake out, even though it’s intense), as it is about no longer saying β€˜yes’ to authorities that actually ran out of steam and substance a long time ago.

We’re standing in an echo chamber, hearing the reverb bouncing off of the now empty halls and walls, seeing the shadow of a cage that used to be in place but now isn’t any longer. We’ve been invited to actually fly again, but choose the safety of the madness and the suffering our souls experienced when the bars of the Matrix were still holding us captive.

Our Sacred Human story…

Holds our sovereignty intact, honours the victimhood that was while stepping into our power, recognizing our contributions to what has been, claiming our desire to be a part of the new.

We who can see beyond the mainstream story-spinning, are here to invite others to do the same, while also honouring their own unplugging process which life is ultimately facilitating. The way of the Sacred Human is to remember that we are ALL sacred, none are to be discounted, no view point invalidated, and, it’s in our power to choose to surround ourselves with resonance.

So much is sorting out, and it’s all for us, not against us…

From my awakening heart and soul to yours,
Kasha β€οΈπŸ•ŠπŸŒΉ

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Your Sacred Human Sovereignty Dismantles The Matrix

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Europe is in increasing lockdown and the US is in increasing tension. There is a storm brewing in the Northern Hemisphere as we enter into the middle of Fall. So many swirling energies that can take a toll on the subtle bodies. Division and derision are fomenting as well as resistance, confusion, and frustration.

As Jelelle Awen has pointed out in her recent posts, there is really no β€˜there’ there in deeper realms. What we are experiencing is really the death throes of the old guard. There is still a lot of power left in the tank (or the bank, if you will) yet when placed in the greater context it is a last gasp effort at control.

The power has always resided in our own Sovereignty. Our freedom to choose how we need/want to relate to these times we are in. I don’t have the gas in me to rage or convince anymore. I did that years ago during the financial boondoggle of 2008. What I do have in me is a passion to create my own reality by healing my fears, my shadow, and my karma.

We are all in the image of the Divine. We ARE the Divine. As such, we are therefore Creators as well as Players in the Great Drama of humanity. That is a LOT to let in. It is easy to be convinced that we are like pawns in a psychopathic chess game. Or are we the Kings and Queens that have chosen not to participate and be the beacons for others to choose the same?

Maybe you are like the Knight and need to continue the fight for the Truth and for that I hold no judgement. I feel the deep need for that as we walk in what feels like dark times. I personally feel the mission to provide my heart and soul gifts as a way for others to access something new inside of themselves that is not transcendent to what is currently real, but to envision and embody what is also another reality that only feels like a possibility in comparison.

Love is my resistance. My protest. My sovereign power to choose and create. It is not all nice and pretty. It is scary and messy, yet it is also alive and aware. It can never be taken from me, I can only give it away. I am choosing to reclaim that which has always belonged to me, has always BEEN me, and always been you.

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Join Raphael and Jelelle Awen for their monthly group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm GMT to connect to much needed Golden Earth/5D frequencies within. These are the seeds within us that hold the templates for the new world based in love that CAN emerge out of all this messy collapse starting from within us and eventually manifesting in the physical. They will offer teachings, guided meditation and some personal sharing space. You can join them live and/or receive the recording for whatever donation you can offer. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

From Star Family: Invitation To Move From Self-Righteousness To Humility

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by Kasha Rokshana

“Starseed… you’re not here to ‘change the world’.

You’re here to discover a template for a renewed, rebirthed, and gentler one from deep within you.

Beloved soul… you’re not here to force a new perspective on anyone.

You’re here to lead through the example of your courage to feel any and ALL perspectives that live inside of you… those that are based in fear, those that are founded in love. You are to become a sacred Love Ambassador to all parts of you that hold these different perspectives, to bring them through their traumas and pain and open up your heart ever deeper.

You’re here to seed the shifts, as a gardener does when tending to baby plants, to seedlings. Your entire species is learning, unlearning, relearning; finding and discovering humility with self-worth intact; seeking and finding the courage to own what is yours to own and acknowledge the impact of it all.

You’re here to propagate the New Earth. The one that you dream of, that you remained connected to as a reality inside of you when you first entered this planet and this density. This propagation, this replanting and reseeding, comes from remembering and a responsibility individually held and personally expressed.

Starseed, you’re not here to be or become ‘perfect’… but to humbly remember that just as all others are, you too are in a constant state of recalling what has always lived inside of you. You yourself are a seed, planted in Gaian soil. You yourself are here to discover, to claim responsibility for that which harms or hurts, to heal self-righteous patterns, to remember that there is a greater purpose and context accessible through stillness and feeling. The bigger picture is a portal, accessible through the heart… to enter it through any other means, will give it fear-colours.

May this transmission from our hearts to yours provide a gentle HIGHway for the learning of the truth of your path. An individually offered message, landing differently in each and every Starseed heart, is this. A path it is, with many curves and sudden turns, chosen each day you remain either small or courageously enter your truest bigness.

With so much love,

Your Star Family”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

A Soul’s Declaration

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β€œI am a Knight and Priest of The Magdalene Order of the Rose”. Those are words that came to me this morning in meditation. This could be Metasoul brother of mine, or it could be a soul awakening. Or both. When I let those words as a code enter my being, I felt different. I felt a coming home to myself within my masculine and feminine. 

Lately, I have been listening to music that has been connecting me to multiple masculine aspects within myself in multiple timelines. A Druid priest and teacher, an Essene co-leader, a knight of Arthur’s Round Table, and a Templar monk/knight. I have felt them surrounding my feminine in a calling for reconciliation and integration. I have let that process just unfurl itself through occasional journaling, meditating, and compassionate curiosity. 

Yesterday, I spent some time with my soul brothers Raphael and James on the Abbey grounds here in Glastonbury/Avalon. I could feel multiple timelines in our connection together. In a circle with Yeshua, around a fire as knights and a king, as priests/monks pontificating on the nature of and duty toward God. All of this supported what was going on inside of me as a background process until it was ready to come into clearer view for myself. 

I am a part of a lineage of male and female Metasouls that have devoted themselves to the process of embodied death and rebirth, of the ways of the mystery schools, and of the sacred feminine/masculine and Divine Mother/Father. This lineage is encoded in my cells as it is all those that are a part of it. From this I have become more clear as to who I am and what I am here to serve. 

I am not a practitioner. I am not just a healer. I am a leader, a teacher, and a student of this initiative order of Divine and Galactic revelation. It is deeply connected to many inter-galactic β€˜races’ such as Sirian, Pleidian, Arcturian, Lyran, Orion, and others. It is a path to the embodiment and remembrance of these lineages, timelines, and families. They are seeking a greater reconciliation as well. 

I feel a renewed reverence for what I have been called to serve through this journey with Jelelle, Raphael, and Kasha (and recently, James). They have been the biggest teachers and mirrors to me as well as my Higher Self and the Divine when I was not in contact with them. It has all been an undulating path back to clarity. I am grateful for it as I can serve those undulations and see where they may lead for others. 

So in the end here, I guess this is my Mission Statement. This is what I am here to β€˜do’, Be, and embody more and more. It is a call to other men and women who feel a resonance with that clarity and declaration. Who feel guided to heal the wounds within that lead to greater revelation about who and what they are meant to be and serve within that lineage of the Magdalenes and their galactic counterparts. I look forward to the new chapter that serves me, you, and the Divine whenever and however that reveals itself.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Entering The Season Of Mother Mary

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by Kasha Rokshana

The Fall season softens something in my heart. It’s the season I associate with Mother Mary. Hers is a tender invitation to go inward and feel, fast if you feel like (in whatever ways that means for you), and just soften the edges around the parts of you that get understandably protective at times.

Mother Mary’s energies of deep compassion are an invitation to β€˜come as you are’. This means feeling all you’re feeling in this and any moment, without concern about self-image, feeling any unworthiness that arises in Her presence, in the midst of letting in Her exquisite love.

Parts of me can have edgier moments sometimes, even after years of inner work. Sometimes it’s a Metasoul sister of mine in another timeline who is struggling with grief and reaction. Sometimes it’s a part of me who is scared to lose control and let go, whatever that means to them in any given moment. Sometimes it’s simply that I need to go inward and just be. Mother Mary’s energies, being so non-confrontive yet very powerful in their space-holding nonetheless, support this softening process for me as I open my heart to feel myself.

And when I open my heart to myself in this way, something magical happens… I can open my heart more to others, feel their side of things easier, and let in compassion for what they must be wrestling through at times too.

I think it’s more than appropriate to bring up Mother Mary’s example during such a time on this planet as this. There’s a lot to tune into, to allow into the heart space, to help the anguish be felt deeper and move too into another form when that becomes possible.

I’m honoured to be walking on grounds where she walked in her lifetime. To feel my soul’s connection to her powerful Magdalene lineage. To feel how humbling it is that I’m very much in my own journey of embodying this deeper in this lifetime. To be offering these energies from this place in particular feels powerful. She shines like a beacon for all who are ready to let in what’s possible in their own heart-healing efforts and desires, and is also a beacon of what’s possible relationally, between every being on this planet.

Much love during this continued Equinox passage unfolding…β€οΈπŸπŸ•Š

Featured Art: Virgin Mary in Prayer by Rebecca Mike

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Autumn Equinox Energies Invite Balance Of ‘Old’ And ‘New’ WithIN

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by Kasha Rokshana

This Equinox feels particularly powerful for bringing into balance the ways in which we look at ourselves, our parts, our Metasoul aspects. We’re being invited to bring what’s β€˜passed’ with us, what’s β€˜old’ with us into the NEW we’re always invited into.

It’s the journey into the new that churns up the β€˜old’. It’s meant to do so, to bring us back into what’s been real for us even in our darkest of soul journeys in other lifetimes, not to simply β€˜go heal it’ and β€˜release’ it, yet to get to know it all intimately. To bring everything, every being we discover into love within. To bridge it/them all into what can be real for us and for them in this new now.

The Equinox is always about bringing into balance… masculine and feminine, old and new. What facilitates and holds this process is love. Love’s lens is the one in which we can see the equality of importance in all things, all aspects of ourselves, all energies we’ve had and want to have. Love IS the great equalizer, the balancer. And today we are so invited to really feel that and let that in… as we always are when our hearts open up to deeper healing and our souls choose to align with that in different phases and processes as well.

It’s easy to access these ‘old’ soul stories, patterns, and scenes here in such a magical part of the UK… Glastonbury alone has helped me personally feel some very deep pieces yet also, this visit to Avebury yesterday was profound in bringing in the ‘old’ too. I could feel still some reactions surfacing to what used to be versus what is and how the energies, though still powerful and present, need to be uncovered somehow instead of so easy to access and feel. Through feeling this mourning of what ‘was’, I can feel myself landing more in what IS and the goodness of that too… and of course, this has been true for me in many different processes I’ve had over the years!

Much love to you on this Mabon/Autumn Equinox day! ❀️🍁

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Letting In The New Through Metasoul Healing

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by Kasha Rokshana

Gifts and signs from Nature the other day while at Glastonbury Abbey with Jelelle…

The branch bonked me on the head at a perfect moment while processing. It was a bit of a β€˜Rafiki-Simba’ moment I felt, and the interesting thing is that it came from the nearby tree I had been connecting with! She obviously wanted me to know this was for me, for the Metasoul aspect I was feeling and processing with too.

I had been feeling a timeline where Avalon collapsed. A priestess aspect had been alive then and she was experiencing deep mourning… of her mate (which she wasn’t supposed to have) and of her sacred soul home. I’m feeling and learning so much about how this grief has leaked through into my own life, my own heart aches that aren’t entirely β€˜mine’ as β€˜Kasha’. I feel how it’s been hard for her to let go of her timeline of deep pain because she just needs more space to roll it out with me and be felt. Plus, we ARE experiencing a deep death and rebirth as one big collective right now, so it’s a lot for her to feel that recapitulation…

This is what I feel is happening right now for so many, these epic bleed-throughs from other timelines/lifetimes, that are bringing up so much deep reactivity and overwhelm too. This process of meeting them, developing and nurturing a deep and loving relationship with them, is what truly begins to heal and shift these pieces. It’s just like working with β€˜parts’ of you in a way, yet on a multi-dimensional level where even the β€˜parts work’ goes to new levels of depth.

The two feathers I found yesterday near where Jelelle and I were, felt like symbols of sacred union… perfect for the mourning of mateship in my Metasoul aspect and her learning to let in new dreams and desires as her old world collapses and she is invited to create a new one along with me.

These gifts from Mama Gaia represent the deep shifting of old patterns as my inner world continues to move into the NEW, letting in NEW waves of deep goodness and self-love along with real desires for what’s next. I felt to share them with you, as their energy can then echo outward and bring you signs of your own healing as well! Nature is always gifting us omens and signals of what’s next for us to feel and heal… ❀️🌳

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Remembering The Soft Feminine

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by Kasha Rokshana

As soon as my feet are bare, my dancer comes out.

And they were bare on this day, in this place, because of stepping into a healing pool of precious waters. The sensations of which returned to me even more soul memories to integrate into my heart. And so the dancer energy coming forward reminded me of a gentle femininity that lives deep inside, that invites instead of tugs. That dances for herself in self-love first of all and can pull others in to join her when it’s time, when they’re ready, when she feels ready to embrace that sort of partnership, mateship, friendship that requires vulnerability in exchange with another.

Avalon’s legacies are sometimes used to bypass… to exit instead of enter. These feminine energies are misread, misused, taken over.

When you choose to enter Her sacred womb, Her healing waters, the embrace of Her sacred trees, you find yourself feeling more than ever before as your own femininity arises into deeper healing possibilities. This can feel scary and unknown in moments. Yet held in Her embrace you are, always…

Incredible journey. πŸ¦‹

This sense of the deep feminine is one that all are invited to feel into inside of themselves… all that it powerfully pushes up to feel and be with is important. When the need for ferocity alone is complete, you’ll feel the balm arise from within. To me, this is what makes the shadows worth visiting and getting to know, even when the edges are sharp and the cost seems great.

Much love to you and your own (re)discovery of your inner feminine, whether man or woman… ❀️

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Serving women in 1:1 sessions is a deep passion of mine. This process of healing the feminine within and experiencing her full range of expression is so profound and endless! For more info on what my beloveds and I offer in session space, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions πŸ•Š

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

The Sacred Wound Of Intimacy And Vulnerability

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Intimacy and vulnerability are the benchmarks of our sacred humanity. Without them we are avoiding our whole being, shadow and light alike. These are by far the most difficult parts of the healing process in my personal experience. Parts of us feel more comfortable on their own, with animals, or connecting to the stars than they do with other human beings. Given our vast soul stories, it is easy to understand why.

Authentic and conscious feeling is something that we have been conditioned and protected from doing. In feeling and owning what is real, there is a fear of being seen, of losing everything we have built up around us, or of getting swallowed up in the pain, and maybe even ecstacy! Being vulnerable is bringing to the surface that which is uncomfortable and/or sensitive.

At the core of this fear is a sacred wound that many of us are being drawn to heal. At the soul, or Higher Self level, we may find ourselves drawing situations that are meant to bring us to the precipice of this wound for in order to truly grown and evolve we are meant to face these wounds/fears once and for all. For me this is what has brought me into deep community with SoulFullHeart.

As I have moved back into closer proximity and soon heading off to Glastonbury with everyone, I am reminded that this is not just spiritual tourism. It is an opportunity to heal my intimacy wound as well as the Metasoul lives that are still in play in the 4D geography of the UK. What other lifetimes exist within me that struggle with intimacy? Being ‘on location’ brings me closer, more intimate, with these lifetimes and Metasoul brothers and sisters.

This becomes a prime example of how each moment is a portal into our sacred humanity if we chose it to be. We have access to so much inside of us yet we chose to acknowledge just a thin slice. Again, for very good reason. The true courage is not in the solving or the fighting, but in the feeling. The human heart is the first and final frontier. It is the doorway to our soul. The thing is, it has been through a lot of shit. A lot of fucked up experiences. It may still be. Yet, its healing IS our salvation, not the ignorance of it.

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Over the next two weeks in the last of the Free To Be 5D group call series, we will be addressing the Sacred Wound. The very thing that brings us around and around until we gain the courage and will to finally meet it where it is at. If this resonates with you, I encourage you to join us by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop to get the link to the call if you have not done so already. I also offer a free 45 minute consultation call to see how and if the SoulFullHeart process is right for you to support you in this sacred wound exploration and healing. You can go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.