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Avalon Activations: Visit To The Glastonbury Abbey

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By Jelelle Awen

Onward journey now in Avalon as yesterday we went into the ruins of what was once the most powerful and rich Catholic Abbey in the UK…the Glastonbury Abbey grounds right off of bustling High Street. The monastic teleportation started immediately once you enter the sacred and quiet grounds surrounded by the original stone walls. The earliest and most tender roots of Christianity are here…with Joseph of Arimathea’s simple sacred worship structure built here and two Holy Thorn trees.

We felt a mixture of energies as we explored the structures that have survived the fires, the dissolution and destruction of Catholic monasteries during King Henry VIII’s reign, and much more. We prayed in St. Patrick’s Chapel with its recreated paintings of Yeshua, Magdalene, Bridgit, and Mother Mary and felt the 500 years of Christian worship held there.

Exploring the remains of the Lady Chapel offered us some bridge to the Divine Feminine amongst the Patriarchal energies of dominance and grandeur. The Mary energy line hummed beneath us here in the Lady Chapel and we could tune into it in moments. We started calibrating with honoring to the graves of King Arthur and Queen Guinevere, with more personal Metasoul connection to open out in the future feels like.

I felt the most connection to my Essene/Magdalene lineage when touching the Holy Thorn tree. A wave of homesickness moved through my heart and sudden sense of missing being with my soul family group of pure devotees of the Divine and Yeshua….before Christianity became a exoteric religion and lost so much of the mystical sanctity and esoteric frequency of its origins. As a soul family group, we Essenes are finding each other in this life and especially in these lands of soul’s memory.

The ruins of the Abbey themselves offer a hint of how massive and grand it really was at the height of its stature. You can ‘see’ this with your third eye if you tune in. I found a lack of resonance with this outwardly bold and BIG expression of God devotion and could much more take in and feel the Divine frequencies offered by the large Yew, Ash, and Willow trees. The trees connected us through their roots to the purity of these Mary and Michael energy lines, more accessible through bare feet and outstretched hands on bark rather than in worshipping False Gods within vast stone structures.

The most potent moment of familiarity came when I sat on the Omphalos stone, a large egg-shaped rock with a divot carved on the top of it. It was unmarked and even seemed ‘abandoned’ outside the walls of the Abbot’s Hall. I could feel the times of my soul aspects/High Priestesses/Oracles sitting on this stone, during menstruation, and sharing the visions that would come forward with others.

The herb and plant gardens, apple orchards, fish ponds, and more wild spaces within the Abbey grounds offered an Earth-bound grounding in contrast to man’s lofty reach to the Heavens. Right there, in these natural landscapes as connected to Gaia’s energy frequencies, is available a potent sense of the Divine. And, going within, as always, offering the most sacred and profound grounds of God communion.

Lady Chapel at Glastonbury Abbey
prayer at St. Patrick’s Church
Sitting on the Omphalos Stone
Connecting with the Holy Thorn Tree

Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

Join Kasha and I for an Avalon Activation women’s group call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST (9:00am PDT) with teachings, meditation, and personal sharings by donation. More information at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 soul initiation/emotional-Karma Trauma healing sessions with me for women over Zoom and here in-person in Glastonbury at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Remembering The Soft Feminine

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by Kasha Rokshana

As soon as my feet are bare, my dancer comes out.

And they were bare on this day, in this place, because of stepping into a healing pool of precious waters. The sensations of which returned to me even more soul memories to integrate into my heart. And so the dancer energy coming forward reminded me of a gentle femininity that lives deep inside, that invites instead of tugs. That dances for herself in self-love first of all and can pull others in to join her when it’s time, when they’re ready, when she feels ready to embrace that sort of partnership, mateship, friendship that requires vulnerability in exchange with another.

Avalon’s legacies are sometimes used to bypass… to exit instead of enter. These feminine energies are misread, misused, taken over.

When you choose to enter Her sacred womb, Her healing waters, the embrace of Her sacred trees, you find yourself feeling more than ever before as your own femininity arises into deeper healing possibilities. This can feel scary and unknown in moments. Yet held in Her embrace you are, always…

Incredible journey. πŸ¦‹

This sense of the deep feminine is one that all are invited to feel into inside of themselves… all that it powerfully pushes up to feel and be with is important. When the need for ferocity alone is complete, you’ll feel the balm arise from within. To me, this is what makes the shadows worth visiting and getting to know, even when the edges are sharp and the cost seems great.

Much love to you and your own (re)discovery of your inner feminine, whether man or woman… ❀️

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Serving women in 1:1 sessions is a deep passion of mine. This process of healing the feminine within and experiencing her full range of expression is so profound and endless! For more info on what my beloveds and I offer in session space, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions πŸ•Š

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Avalon Activations: Visit To The Red Spring & Chalice Well

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By Jelelle Awen

Visiting these sacred places in Glastonbury is not like taking a tour of something unknown and foreign for me. It is more like unfolding reunions that reunite me with the memories of my soul and other lifetime experiences that are available to be accessed in the Now.

The veil of amnesia lifts as we reconnect with these places and that feeling of recognition is worth following to see where it leads us. Because I’ve been connecting with my Metasoul Aspects/soul fragments who have lived in Avalon in various ways and forms for a few years (as High Priestesses, as an Essene Priestess of the Magdalene Order, as one of the founders from Atlantis, as a Celtic Medicine Woman), there is an easier digestion of the memories that these places stimulate from these lifetimes. There is the capacity to BE with these energies and associate which soul aspect is feeling what in response to them. I am grateful to the SoulFullHeart process and my own soul and to the Divine for allowing this integration to occur.

Yesterday, it was a reunion with the Chalice Well and the iron-rich waters of the Red Spring. The Red Spring flows year-round from an unknown source, producing over 25,000 gallons of water a day, and always at a constant temperature of 52 degree F. The high iron content of the water has stained all the waterways and pools a deep red. These waters are also known as the Blood Spring with connection to Essene/early Christian Joseph of Arimathea burying the two cups containing the blood and water of Christ’s wounds below the Chalice Hill.

We played in the waters yesterday, soaking our feet and hand chakras in the pools and fountains. We prayed by the Vesica Pool and the Well Head that hints at the deeper chambers below where the Grail may be hidden. We reunited with the ancient Yew trees and the Holy Thorn bushes from the Essene legacy that have both a playful and a reverential energy.

Connecting to the Holy Thorn behind me and the Lion’s Head fountain
Dipping our feet in the chilly waters of the Red Spring at The Healing Pool and King Arthur’s Court
A moment of reverence at the The Well Head
Reuniting with a 700 year old Yew tree

I had the sense of practicality in relationship to these waters for my soul. They were recognized for their healing properties and for their uses for women during their menstrual cycles, more medicinal than for everyday use as the taste is quite metallic. From the sips of the water I took yesterday, I could feel them ‘working on’ my energy body with flushes and flashes of warmth moving through. I could ‘see’ the simple mud huts and more elaborate meeting hall of Avalon in the rolling hills and apple orchards beyond the public access area of the Well’s gardens.

It was wonderful to get an increasingly clear picture of how life was lived in Avalon, even in the necessary practical ways that still acknowledges and makes room for the sacred. There was a balance in this way of living of heart and soul with the Earth that I feel we are seeking in our modern age and aching to ‘get back to’ as well. Avalon offers us a template of New Earth communities that are and will continue to arise around the world where the spirit and matter split is healing.

Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

More information about sacred feminine activation and initiation healing 1:1 sessions with me for women over zoom and in-person here in Avalon at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Love Is Magic: A Message From Avalon

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by Kasha Rokshana

‘Magic’ doesn’t need to mean anything other than the powerful ways in which you can arise for yourself, life, and love, and others can arise for you.

‘Magic’ doesn’t need to be stirred by a hand or wand. Magic is a flow of intention, fueled by love, watered by love, lived into from the love within you.

‘Magic’ is who and what you are beyond the 3D anchoring, the protective 3D shell of existing in only the day-to-day without much energy to reach beyond into the beyond. Yet, magic exists in 3D too, grounds there, when received as such.

‘Magic’ lives in your beholding of yourself and others. The intimate love relationship with parts of you. The ways in which your inner work opens you up to more love experiences with yourself, with others, with the Divine.

Thank you, Avalon, for your lessons in this that are already integrating and grounding IN… being sacredly remembered! ❀

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Beginning Our Nomadic Phase Of Service Of Love

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by Jelelle Awen

We fly to Glastonbury/Avalon in two weeks from today! Finally, we seem to be in Divine alignment around it after being delayed for four months and needing to reschedule our flights and travel arrangements due to Covid. We’ll be landing at wonderful Rie’s Place in the center of Glastonbury for six weeks and staying in Glastonbury longer beyond that as well…..the beginning of our nomadic phase of service!

It is always an interesting process of detachment to reduce everything you own down to two suitcases and a carry-on! I actually quite enjoy it and the liberation/freedom it brings. Two years ago, we arrived here in Victoria, Canada after four years in Mexico with only two suitcases each and manifested a whole house full of wonderful stuff (usually free or very cheap) that is now mostly going to my daughter Raianna and her boyfriend Jasper to begin their exciting new life together here in Victoria in a beautiful house with the two dogs. We are sad to be away from them yet also already planning visits back and forth to stay connected.

The priorities for me in packing negotiated with my Inner Child/Star Seed….my most favourite clothes, stuffies and crystals/stones! β™₯οΈπŸ™‚πŸ™

I highly recommend a purge of stuff if you haven’t done it recently or if you’ve been in the same house for awhile and collected things that may not reflect who you are anymore. You quickly feel what things you actually care about and truly love. It actually feels so good also to gift and give things away. We have had wonderful experiences and connections doing that over the years when we’ve reduced down several times now, donating almost everything each time.

Arising and dissipating….owning and then letting go. A good practice in tuning into the impermanence of our reality!

love,
Jelelle

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Onward Inward Journey Into Magic And Surrender

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With only two weeks away from leaving Canada to embark on a new journey with my soul fam to the Isle of Avalon and beyond, this is more than just physical travel, but transdimensional travel within the physical plane.

I feel the seat of my Being in a state of active surrender. Letting go of some deeper layers of conditioning and relationship to alchemy and the unknown. I feel I am changing the channel of my soul dial and there is some of that void static in the space between the channels. A pregnant poignancy.

I was watching the movie Cocoon a few nights ago and had this feeling that although I am not leaving the planet, per se, I am leaving an old frequency of relating to this dimension without leaving my humanity behind. All the parts that hold fears, doubts, curiosities, and joys get to come with me along the way and I get to use them as portals in a brand new world of magic and divine creation.

I feel an emergence and birth of a more upgraded version of myself that I have not been previously privy to until the right conditions and healing had crossed paths. This is a sacred time of saying good-bye not only to geography, but a shedding of an old skin to make room for the new.

The only known we truly have access to is what we are feeling and relating to in each moment. The rest is speculative. There are intentions and desires, and then there is Life and Love with their own agendas and timings. In those waters I lay my heart in trust.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc. 

Beltane Sacred Union & Soul Alignment Activation

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by Kalayna Solais

Beloved that you are,
When the smoke clears
on life’s regulating ways
and gives way to the undulating meadows
of new love’s first spring,
there I’ll be
standing in the light
of the sun shining above me,
firm in the ground I walk on
yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,
singing a song
we will both remember.
In Beltane’s past, my love
we dined and danced
and brought together our intertwining
everythings
to mingle in the love light
of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.
In Beltane’s new arrivals, love
we’ll linger long
in embraces for only us to feel
in the eye of the mind’s connection
until the refreshing breath
of a crisp and ripe chapter
brings us closer
in all elements of this life’s wanderings.
In myself I stay here for you, love
finding more treasure long buried
to show you
in vulnerable ownership
echoing the also deep claim
you have inside of you for you.
The winds of change
and graspings of renewing tides
grip at our thrown-about clothing
to move us closer
to the edges
that keep US alive…
Together we will meet, my beloved
and there we will find
what we have been searching for…
a counterpart
not to bind, but to bond
not to cling, but to sing
not stifle with duty
but to bring out with bounding life’s alterations and celebrations…
of each new movement
here…
Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love
and see the power of our sunshines mingling
on a new insatiable appetite
of a love reunited
in a way that was agreed to
long ago and yet NOW too.
Even NOW I make a vow to you,
to be all the more loyal to myself
and dedicate overflow to you
to what we will create together
in our messy masses of alchemical baths
and swooning passes.
Love, when we do meet again
here
I will dress the moon in your honor
and harness the sun’s rays for your Kingdom to come
and our world that is being reborn…
On this Beltane celebration day,
As I ache for you
I prepare that place in my heart
that is you-shaped
where you already live…
and that place in my body’s life
where your essence will connect
so much
oh, so much…
with mine.

~

Art by Oshuna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.Β Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.orgΒ for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

My Nomadic Journey W/My Soul Mate Begins In Avalon

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By Jelelle Awen

After years of envisioning, teleporting, and ‘visiting’ in the astral, I am finally headed to Glastonbury/Avalon in the physical with my beloved soul mate! Yesterday, Raphael and I booked a month’s stay in a place near-ish Glastonbury, about 30 minutes away in the countryside, for this May. We’ll be purchasing our plane tickets and rental car soon, yet getting a place early felt important to align our intentions with reality.

Glastonbury, which in a fourth dimensional space is one of my soul’s homes, has been calling me since I first read Mists Of Avalon and began connecting with my Avalonian Metasoul /deep soul sister aspect Morra during meditation journeys there. It has been clear to me that I need to be there in the physical for a phase of time to ground in the karmic healing I’ve been doing into the physical space and places where so much happened. And, also to serve those that might be drawn to join us in whatever arises for SoulFullHeart groups there too.

This is the first landing place of what we are feeling to be a ‘second honeymoon’ adventure for Raphael and I. We are feeling a call to leave Canada and be mostly alone together in this next phase after living in community for many years. We are drawn to spend time in the UK (on the coast as well, in Scotland, Wales, etc.) and also in France, Greece, Italy, and more. The openness feeling of it, the unknown, following the call of our souls and the Divine, the simplicity of letting go of a ‘set’ home is something I have wanted to do my whole life, yet, felt so strongly the call to create a community too. It feels like the community will form organically when it is time as it is what my soul most knows how to do and how to live.

During this phase, Raphael and I will continue to hold 1:1 sessions over Zoom and in person too for those who want to visit us wherever we are. Sessions, group calls, events, book sales and donations will be our main livelihood as well so your ongoing support is so wonderful! And, we’ll also be offering virtual gatherings with our first one March 20-23 with more details about that coming soon. This virtual one will replace our in-person gathering here in Victoria that we had planned to do.

My sense is that this journeying will expand my range, move me out of any remaining comfort zones and serve as a constant and gentle reminder that ‘home’ is truly found from within. ~

Love,
Jelelle Awen
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Beltane Blessings & Celebrations Of Love & Healing

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By Kalayna Solais

Happy Beltane to you ALL… this day is a day to begin anew, to remember what you are worth as man or woman, to be in the ache of your springtime renewal inside, that wants and waits to share and BE with a mate that loves and cherishes you as much as you do… and cherishes themselves too. The Beltane fire helps us to burn away the old, the rigid, the now stale old harnesses of the ‘past’. Being with parts of you who have reactions to this process is important on this and every day…

This poem I composed two years ago and it still stands as one of my deepest, as my soul so knows Beltane from many sides of it and many roles within it. I feel personal themes emerging this year of letting in the bigness of this soul within me that knows how to gestate in inner healing processes and celebrate the emergence of a new sense of my bigness and desire to serve.

I dedicate this poem and all of the frequencies within it this year to my beloved husband/mate Gabriel Solais with whom I share my heart, body and soul and many exquisite layers of each, and I dedicate it to my beloved Inner Masculine too, who has been and always will be an inner rock for my feminine parts to lean into. ❀

I dedicate it to YOU as well, seeker of heart and soul, that you’ll find what’s next for you on your sacred path becoming revealed to you on a deeper level, whether wrapped in self-mateship or mateship with an other.

~

This Beltane Call, For The Love Of US

by Kalayna Solais

Beloved that you are,

When the smoke clears

on life’s regulating ways

and gives way to the undulating meadows

of new love’s first spring,

there I’ll be

standing in the light

of the sun shining above me,

firm in the ground I walk on

yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,

singing a song

we will both remember.

In Beltane’s past, my love

we dined and danced

and brought together our intertwining

everythings

to mingle in the love light

of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.

In Beltane’s new arrivals, love

we’ll linger long

in embraces for only us to feel

in the eye of the mind’s connection

until the refreshing breath

of a crisp and ripe chapter

brings us closer

in all elements of this life’s wanderings.

In myself I stay here for you, love

finding more treasure long buried

to show you

in vulnerable ownership

echoing the also deep claim

you have inside of you for you.

The winds of change

and graspings of renewing tides

grip at our thrown-about clothing

to move us closer

to the edges

that keep US alive…

Together we will meet, my beloved

and there we will find

what we have been searching for…

a counterpart

not to bind, but to bond

not to cling, but to sing

not stifle with duty

but to bring out with bounding life’s alterations and celebrations…

of each new movement

here…

Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love

and see the power of our sunshines mingling

on a new insatiable appetite

of a love reunited

in a way that was agreed to

long ago and yet NOW too.

Even NOW I make a vow to you,

to be all the more loyal to myself

and dedicate overflow to you

to what we will create together

in our messy masses of alchemical baths

and swooning passes.

Love, when we do meet again

here

I will dress the moon in your honor

and harness the sun’s rays for your Kingdom to come

and our world that is being reborn…

On this Beltane celebration day,

As I ache for you

I prepare that place in my heart

that is you-shaped

where you already live…

and that place in my body’s life

where your essence will connect

so much

oh, so much…

with mine.

***

Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.Β Β VisitΒ https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Blessings On Beltane Day & Upcoming Free Events

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By Jelelle Awen

My soul knows Beltane or May Day, celebration of the completion of winter and the beginning of summer. My soul knows dancing around the May Pole with ribbons that reflect the newly blooming buds. And my soul knows prancing around the bon fires that light up the night sky with a nearly full moon as a celestial feminine witness to the celebrations. My soul knows channeling the Goddess, floating out of my body and into the Infinite Spaces of near complete merging with Her.

It knows the reunion and coming together of sacred feminine and sacred masculine. The pursuit of the stag king and the claim of the priestess representing the Goddess during their sexual union. My soul knows the feeling of this claiming and communion, whether literal in the physical with a man or in a symbolic dance of masculine and feminine energies from within.

One aspect of my Metasoul deeply connected to Avalon is there today, celebrated last night on Beltane Eve and into today as well. My sense is that next year at this time, I will be in Glastonbury in the physical living there and participating in the festivities going on there. This will be a touching soul reunion for me, a bridging of many dimensional expressions into this one!

MUCH blessings and love to YOU on this Beltane Day of magical possibilities, desires coming manifest, and celebration of inner and outer sacred union! MUCH love beaming out from the heart of the Divine Mother to yours!Β Β 

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Join us tomorrow at 2:00pm CST for a free unity meditation call where we offer teachings and a meditation to connect to the 5/5 FIFTH dimensional consciousness and your 5D self! More info and registration link through eventbrite here:Β https://www.facebook.com/events/1895682390725143/

or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

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Raphael and I are also appearing again on The Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show with wonderful hostΒ Crystalline DiamondloveheartΒ on Thursday, May 3rd at 2:00pm CST. We will be sharing stories this time about challenges that we have faced, wisdoms/gifts that we’ve learned, etc. We’ll talk about how we met, our falling in love with each other, intense times at a remote ranch here in Mexico living without electricity/Internet or much money, etc. You can submit written questions if you want to or just listen live.

You can register here if you’d like to join us:Β http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/jelelle-…/

Here is the recording of the last wonderful show we did with her about embracing rather than resisting your shadow aspects and ‘difficult’ emotions:Β https://youtu.be/7LxyJVIfcV4

We will be sharing the recordings of both of the unity meditation and story telling show, so you can still take them in if you can’t make it live.

Thank you for your support and interest in what we are offering and sharing with you!

This is me talking about these events:Β https://youtu.be/UMdqv8w8ops

~

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author ofΒ four booksΒ about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…moreΒ information here.Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. VisitΒ our donations pageΒ to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.