Tag: consciousness

When you go still, when you stop all vibrations coming from you, when you stop generating any noise; in that moment, you can hear and feel and see all the noise, vibrations and sounds that are around you, or ‘in your field’ without being them.

You are holding still space.

What’s cool about this, is that a higher self version of you, which YOU also ARE, is the one that can go still. This higher self you then holds the space for the parts of you that can’t go still in that moment.

You don’t have to stop the noise. You just need to be willing to stop to hear the noise.

In the stillness, hear and feel all the nuances of the waveform sounds coming at you. A jackhammer from construction or birdsong in a nearby tree – go into it. What’s under the noise? What is there to feel? Feel your emotional landscape in the same way.

Then notice in the stillness, what moves or happens as a result of your alchemical stillness. What shifts in your presence as you let go of consciously holding still space and return to the focus of tasks or goals?

Imagine that. Things happening in the stillness, and as a result of the stillness! Of course it is, because even complete stillness is sourced in love, which isn’t still or passive in any way.

Love is in hot pursuit of you, and not in any ambivalent ‘I’ll be here when you are’ kind of stance towards you. Love is aching to connect with you, heart, soul and body.

Stillness is the voice and vibration of love that you can enter as your birthright, as often as you wish, where you can stay for as long as you like.

Happy SOLSTICE day!

So how could we self lovingly become more aligned with our built in native growth wiring? How could we spend less on efforting resistance and instead allow ourselves to be in more natural easy flow?

For those of us who consciously ache to grow, how could we settle into more native trust and rest around our growth?

We know it would look like more trust and rest, less anxiety, more childlike Joy and stuff like that…., but how do we ‘get’ there?

You get there by wanting it. You get there by holding the QUESTions. ‘But, how do you ‘do’ THAT’, you might well ask?

My truth is that the only real way to do that is to feel the part of you who doesn’t want to grow, who wants to stay stuck for its own reasons. Open your heart with curiosity to the parts of you who have their own valid reasons for resisting growth. What you learn and discover in getting to know these parts and their motives is that they are coming from love as they know it and feel it.

This is a strange feeling to go into feeling the part of you who doesn’t want to grow as this exercise becomes a supercharged entry into your deepest growth.

The solution isn’t overcoming your resistances to growth, but rather embracing them. Now, we find and feel how the resistance was necessary to growth and even part of the natural cycle.

Even a seed has a necessary hard and impenetrable shell for the time that it is needed to take it to the next place.

I had embraced this message quite deeply in my 20’s and then let it go because it was being related to so mechanically and the inevitable ‘word police’ showed up internally as well as in our social circles. The entire understanding hit our emotional growth ceiling, if you will and it just kind of floundered.

Now, it’s time to dust this awareness off and feel what wants to rise from those ashes.

‘I am the bright, bright, bright light of God’.

‘I am superabundant love and bounty’.

‘I have full access to every good thing imaginable’.

From the vantage point of seeing ourselves as the light and love beings that we are, it makes good sense that we came here for these kinds of challenges. We gave up our oneness with pure bliss to enter what feels like not-bliss so we could learn to appreciate, and then to navigate the difference.

What could be more valuable than being able in an ever increasing way to dial in any emotional state we desire and need, that doesn’t deny the state we don’t want, but instead answers it, fills it, and responds directly to it?

You see, love isn’t love if love is all there is. Love gets its feeling toned definition by comparative difference. We came here to navigate that gap of difference. The gap is the playing field. Without the gap, there isn’t any game.

And what better way to navigate any of this than by feeling the part of you who feels excluded from love’s bounty, and then inviting that part into your heart that can feel and access this love?

I am the bright, bright, bright, light of God, growing up into full remembrance of all that I already am. I am eternal and infinite love. I am already one with all that is.

I’m living through the process of forgetting and then remembering this all that I never actually lost. I chose and created this reality of time and this reality of physical space. It’s only one reality of so many more. I am ever being birthed into the more that is the very heart of the universe.

I get to do and be all of this with all of the seriousness of a child at play. And I get to do it with you, an other who only appears to be other, as we are all already all one. (‘Alone’ is really only feeling the ‘all-one’ state of the universe seeking to know itself by being in a relationship with an other) You are this relationship inside of you. You to you. You to love. You to other.

What do you want to be when you grow up? What are you longing for that feels missing? What dreams are aching to be lived out through you?