Feeling The Existential Part Of You To Heal Beyond Medication

I felt to share a response I gave to someone around the use of medication to alleviate deep depression and even thoughts of suicide. There is a lot that has been done to help many with this crippling and tragic dynamic inside, yet it is a way to get on rather than truly go IN and get to the deep roots of this very existential situation. I honor what medication has meant to those that have needed it, I had my own. If the desire is there to be curious and courageous then that is the first step in living a life of authentic feeling and joy:

“You are tapping into some deep existential territory. In my personal opinion, psychology has a hard time grappling with this existential quandary, so drugs are prescribed as a runaround. I don’t feel it as evil per se, just the only way to provide relief and a sense of control. But ultimately we need to reconcile this within ourselves so that we can feel what is the root in our souls around this.

The particular story is different for everyone, and we all have our own bone to pick with God. A fear, a rejection, persecution, abandonment, etc. We are to feel what our relationship is to this feeling if we want to ‘get back to God’, so to speak. If we truly believe or even want to believe that God is Love and that It/He/She exists in all things and has never abandoned us, then there is a story there. A reason for this feeling of being tried, tested, or played with. It is up to us to ask the questions, hold the space, and go into the murky territory that is this sacredly difficult place.

I believe that true awakening is a challenge but not one that we are in alone or outside of God’s Love. I feel this burden of proof from God needed by a part of you. Feeling our Higher Self and tapping into its own knowingness is what can bring us the much-needed space to go into this journey if we are willing and ready.”

Gabriel Heartman
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Unanchoring Your 3D Self To Fly The Skies Of Your Highest Timeline

By Jelelle Awen

In two weeks from today, I will be flying with my BEloved Raphael Awen and daughter Raianna Shai on an airplane from here in Puerto Vallarta to Victoria, Canada. Honestly, it has been YEARS since I’ve flown and I’m so curious how it will feel now with more multidimensional and galactic perspective. We are flying at night, so the stars will be close…the higher elevational frequencies just outside the window. I can already feel my star seed child so excited to be in the air again in the physical (even with many journeys to visit light ships through meditation recently)!!
 
While there is a TRUE sense of excitement about this life shift (which is about following Divine guidance to be in a geography that supports more in person service through sessions, retreats, and groups) there have also been rumblings in moments of tensions inside me…mostly brief and calmed with an inner connection to whichever part or Metasoul aspect is feeling them. Then, service of love calls again to write, share, sessions and I am elevated to the bigger picture sense of reason around it ALL.
 
Letting go of the comfortable and the known to step into more leadership/service/outedness of our soul gift expression always causes some tension for the parts of us that have become comfortable/safe in the familiar. It’s like we have to unroot these parts of us…….unanchor them with MUCH love and be open to feel their anxieties too without judgement in order for more joy and surrender and bigness to open up and become accessible.
 
In a session this week, a 3D self of a facilitant came through and this part of her was SO clear about what 3D consciousness thinks about all this awakening/ascension/spiritual ‘stuff’ as represented by her ‘science-minded’ and practical birth father. The 3D self has been conditioned to ‘maintain the status quo’, to ‘do what everyone else does’, to ‘climb the ladders’ and ‘fit in the boxes’ just like others. To be different is to risk being called crazy…..to reveal your awakening consciousness is to risk being totally alone. There are VERY real fears in these parts of us about being abused, becoming a ‘moving target’ and (in our metasouls) even being killed or persecuted if we step up and out into our gifts. We felt much love for this part of her together (who she really has known herself to BE most of her life) and she began the process of differentiating from this energy in order to continue her process of BEcoming more of her service of love self in ALL areas of her life without compartments and bubbles.
 
The versions/parts of you still anchored to 3D consciousness have good reason for being so. They’ve been supported most likely by your birth family, by schooling, by society/cultural standards. They may still be connected to relationships that are more resonant in 3D frequencies.
 
These parts of you are waiting to be ‘freed’ from the prison of expectation and conformity. They are waiting for your open heart to invite them out of the prisons and into the free fields of the awakening soul and the expanding heart. To directly connect with these parts of you allows you to separate from them….to become more of your 4D/5D self in that moment that you feel more compassion than judgement toward these energies inside yourself.
 
You are being invited to step up and step out. To become a bridge to those who are newly awakening through (firstly and primarily) becoming a bridge to all parts of you that are still clinging to 3D consciousness out of fear and familiarity. This inner differentiation work is critical right now and ongoingly. Gaia/cosmic/SOULar/lunar frequencies support this shifting to higher consciousness and can provide upgrades on ALL levels to ease this shift into flying your highest skies with all parts of you coming along for the ride!
 
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
1:1 sessions over zoom for women with me and for men/women with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman are available now. See link above!
 
I talk more here in this video about the 3D self and the 5D self: 
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Intense Wave Of Energy Moved Through 9/25-9/26

By Jelelle Awen

What an intense wave of energy that came through the last couple of days!! Gaia’s resonance showed big spikes during this period with some elevated SOULar winds (but not too high and no geostorms, probably a blessing in that!). THIS wave was meant to be felt, to pause us from ‘normal’ activity, and allow us to orient ourselves AS energy again and with our ever becoming light bodies. These kinds of waves serve to remind us of our increasing sensitivities to electromagnectics and plasmas and photonic light and how they serve our consciousness awakening and expansion.

As I shared about yesterday in my post, I experienced head/neck tension and pain (plus ALL over body soreness) for about 24 hours. I could FEEL the upgrades going on even at the bone level…my cranium itself and the densest of bone receiving the energetic stuff to transform. The pineal gland as well was impacted (feeling pain at the center of the brain), as the central operating system of the light body continues to decalcify and come back on line. Some of you described feeling these energies like being ‘drilled’ inside your head, which seems like a good way to describe it too.

On a chakra level, we really seem to be moving out of delineated chakras and into wide, sweeping vortexes that include a few of them in one. I have called these the Personal Sun, Higher Heart, and Earth Chakra vortexes. Even these are not in so much set and clear boundaries, yet more like very fluid sweeps of energy. I felt particularly the Personal Sun chakra vortex being upgraded as we awaken our galactic consciousness and tap more into the chakras above the seventh or crown.

I offer a guided meditation here to connect, clear, and activate these chakra vortexes (introducing new chakras here beyond the main seven): https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

The main thing I was reminded while I sat in discomfort was to see/feel/know these pains as temporary…so similar to birthing and labor pains before the arrival of new life. Bringing in the New us, New Earth, New galactic awareness, and New consciousness experience possibilities in every moment!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
1:1 sessions with me for women (and with men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman) to connect with your chakras, digest your awakening journey, connect to your galactic consciousness and MUCH more!

You can see the wave (white lines) on the Schumann resonance graph from yesterday!!

 

Upgrades! Getting Into Position To Serve Love

By Jelelle Awen
Tightness and even pain in the top of my head, forehead, and neck for the last 12 hours….spent mostly sleeping and drifting while sound bathing to ASMR tracks from Lokos Youtube Channel. When I could move into consciousness, thoughts seemed to ‘hurt’ my head even more to have them or think them. There was no space for them there, even as my dreams were active and lively.
This is what UPgrading can feel like. I could sense my crown, third eye, pineal gland, causal chakra (back of the head) and throat ALL going next level. This personal upgrading process right now is supporting the moving of my leadership/teaching expression and service of love from almost exclusively virtual and remote these last two years into the physical. This is why we are moving back to the Vancouver, Canada area in a little over two weeks. To offer SoulFullHeart sessions, retreats, groups IN person feels like the greatest gift of opportunity to serve love and for me to grow personally as parts of me have tended to be more comfortable in the virtual spaces….as feels true for many hybrid human/star BEings here.
It can be challenging to see and feel upgrades in this way of connecting them to your bigger picture AND the grander process going on here of Ascension. Being in physical pain is distracting, it is densifying, and even spacious thought can be difficult. Surrendering to the discomfort, going/withdrawing within, and riding it out (which usually means going unconscious) allows the process to unfold with less resistance from other parts of us.
I could hear and see Star Family in some moments, sitting as usual around the big round table on our light ship. The message they offered me and others was to ‘get into position.’ I took this to mean that we are being invited to find the physical geography that suits us, supports us, and allows us to go into our next level of service here. This was also about WHO is around us as our most intimate beloveds and connections. Soul family resonance inspires us to ‘get into position’ to serve love as they mirror our highest self back to us through loving support.
Getting into position is also about being in an even deeper place of self communion and understanding, self love….to feel and love the parts of you that are doubtful, skeptical, questioning, and still anchored to 3D thinking/conditioning about the ‘truth’ of your awakening and ascension. Feeling their position and offering them a much more expansive place within your heart space invites these aspects to come along WITH you….easing inner polarities.
An exciting time/phase of next level UPgrading is available to us….each of us able to activate ourselves in this as we ‘get in position’ to receive…..and to serve.
More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayolife.com/parts
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
1:1 sessions with me for women available to empower YOU, bridge within, and go next level. Info above….
Image is Dream Digital Art By Android Jones 14
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Equinox Energies: Finding Balance During Transition

By Jelelle Awen

The EQUInox passage happening ongoingly and peaking today….an invitation for balance in a phase of seemingly extreme upheaval in Gaia’s weather manifestations, SOULar storms, disclosure revelations, and some personal inner chaos too to push up the most tender and core wound levels to be felt and healed. How do you find balance in the midst of such a collective and personal time of transition and shifting consciousness?

Coming into balance has a changing definition during this phase of the Ascension process then it did before. It isn’t about just finding calm, peacefulness, centeredness, not being reactive, suppressing all ‘negative’ emotions. It isn’t about just meditating away your tensions and anxieties and fears. It is about integrating what got downloaded to you during the total eclipses and Lion’s Gate and all these recent SOULar activations that offered your highest timeline service of love here…integrating this download WITH the reactions that come up in response to this from your emotional body.

You are being given tastes, glimpses, dreams, senses, synchs, new connections, resources, transitions, death AND rebirth opportunities to embody this new timeline choice point by choice point. You are being offered external shifts that are ‘happening to you’ and yet really are happening WITH you on the soul level IF you hadn’t proactively made some of these changes yourself. Experiencing seemingly random ‘weather events’, for example, can offer this opportunity in a catalytic and powerful way (in collaboration with your soul/higher self) that parts of you may not allow you to make otherwise.

Balance in the Now comes from the return to a sense of trust and surrender even when (and ESPECIALLY WHEN) your life is in upheaval. Even when loss is much more common than gains; even when you are saying ‘no’ more than ‘yes’. Even when material things have been taken from you; even when what you previously thought was your soul purpose work has fallen away; even when your most beloved animal companions have left you (which seems to be happening quite a lot right now!); even when your previously comfortable relationships no longer work for you and need to complete.

When it seems as if the highest timeline dream is farther away than ever AS the old collapses around you, and yet somehow you return to trust that it is ALL right in the bigger picture. You feel how what is being lost is only making room for the new to come in. You are experiencing the necessary void before the new manifests.

Balance is discovered in holding space for the process of feeling it all, reliving it with the 3D parts of you that are experiencing it.

Balance sometimes looks like trusting that you ARE being guided even as you are more lost than found…..somehow feeling secure even in the jumping off of cliffs into the unknown rather than clinging to what has been known. Turning away from consciousness states that feel good and high in order to ‘go down’ to be with what most needs your attention.

We are being invited to TRUST what is happening to us as we align with what we are here to BEcome and live out as we continue to move into the new together……finding a NEW kind of balance from within as connected to Divine Source while going through sometimes extreme transition!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Photo by Johannes Plenio on Unsplash

Healing The Feelings Of Abandonment: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Sept 17, 2018)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week’s Museletter features a piece by Jelelle Awen, where she shares about her personal connection with Star Family and the healing this has offered her. She invites you to feel the textures of your precious Star Seed aspect that has been needing this connection with Star Family and has many gifts to offer you with regard to your Ascension process:

“Our Star Seed aspect is an awakening inner child that can unanchor from 3D as their traumas are processed and a galactic awakening occurs….an innocence and purity lives in the heart of this part of us. They are so often in deep longing and loneliness to feel their star siblings again, to feel the wonder and magic of multidimensional and porous relationship to life that this galactic union offers. Processing undigested trauma/terror from what they felt as ‘abductions’, which were actually visits with star family, they can arise into becoming the magical fuel for our Merkabahs or light body vehicles.”

There is a new live stream event coming up tomorrow, September 22, with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. They will be digesting the Autumnal Equinox and the energies incoming through this event. They will also be offering a guided meditation for you to tune into as you tune into yourself. You can check out this live stream on Jelelle Awen’s Facebook feed at 11am CDT.

There are many writings and audio blog offerings this week from Jelelle, Raphael, Kalayna, Gabriel, and Raianna. They include energy updates, personal process sharings and realizations, and ways in which to see, feel and celebrate your personal process right now, as challenging as it may be lately.

Raphael, Jelelle and Gabriel offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $77 USD min. donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Relationship Conflicts Offer A Powerful Mirror

By Jelelle Awen

It can be challenging to remember that everything and everyone is a loving mirror (ultimately) of YOU and of parts of you. Especially when the mirroring comes in the form of what can feel like ‘attacking’ or ‘kicking’ energetically. This is happening more lately with the increasing Ascension energies coming in to support higher vibrational choices. These conflicts can come very often as a result of raising your frequency and collapsing timelines that you were previously anchored to. These kind of responses can be a sign that you are truly leaving something old behind and moving into the New…as difficult as they can be to digest at times.

The parts of others that were connected to you and yours can ‘lash out’ as the previous agreements dissolve. As you shift the ground of the relationship during your awakening, this releases the previous congestion/toxicity that you BOTH transacted with each other. They were as ‘bound’ to you as you were to them, in the sense of on the Higher Self/soul level signing up to exchange together for a phase of time. This is especially the case in 3D birth family arrangements, as this kind of ‘bound for life no matter what’ conditionality is so supported in 3D culture.

Parts of them can feel like you have abandoned them and the response is very often hyper critical judgement, disdain, disappointment, and defensiveness. Feelings of betrayal and hurt are underneath these reactions to your growth. You are offering a mirror to them of something new, a new place they could go beyond these polarized reactions and 3D living…yet, they may not be ready for it and it HAS to be chosen by them, sovereignly and in their own pacing/timing.

There are often many timelines working themselves out here in these relationships dynamics….rarely are all these energies that have built up just from THIS lifetime. Souls shift roles and places with each other in order to facilitate MORE growth and learning. You can connect to what these timeline playouts are between your Metasoul and theirs through conscious connection with them. These timelines are very often overlaying and bleeding into this one, esp. in the case of soul mates and soul family connections.

There is an invitation to feel the part of you that the other person represents. Their judging mirroring an Inner Punisher part of you. Their defensiveness mirroring an Inner Protector part of you….perhaps in shadow still or ‘off your radar’ and now this other person has brought them forward for you to get to know. Going inward in response to conflict with others allows you to clear and feel and heal the ground from within that drew the contention in the first place.

Feel these kinds of interactions as temporary opportunities for growth. Eventually, you won’t draw them at all when you no longer need the mirror of them. When you have felt and connected to your shadow aspects. When you have let go of the previous dense, 3D timelines because it is complete. In the meantime, they are a gift from your Higher Self to show you MORE you.

Here is more about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Healing The Feelings Of Abandonment W/Your Star Family & Star Seed Child Within

By Jelelle Awen

I am letting in, soaking in….connection with my star family and Metasoul aspects/sisters/fractals that I know of now and have become so close to. These kind of weepy tears come up as I feel their TOTAL love for me that is expressed without effort, boundary, or conditions. I recognize this feeling of weepiness….it is deeper need for resonance being met and being let in that can only truly happen from within the self and one’s own soul and with the Divine. No other person can provide and meet this need FOR us…although they can transact love WITH us from the overflow we both are experiencing from self love.

Star family for me is not a concept, yet a visceral and real supportive energy that is transactable through BEing with them. It is feelings of coming home, no longer feeling alone/abandoned, sense of bigger soul purpose here. Reunion feelings can be bittersweet, as they so long went unmet and unfelt. An itch being scratched that you didn’t even realize was there. It is feeling an acceptance of your alienness that makes up the substance of so much of our DNA. This is when ‘activation’ truly happens…when it is offered through your own soul and can be let in through a needing heart/soul to receive it with transactable love.

I feel this pain so often in others of feeling ‘left here’ and not feeling like they truly belong here on Gaia. This is amplified by estrangement and being misunderstood by/with birth family. Experiences of abuse (emotional, physical, mental, energetic, sexual) just compound/reinforce this sense of not belonging here in this 3D harshness and polarized density. Deep feelings of depression, suicide/wanting to leave, panic attacks/anxiety goes along with this. Parts of us BEcome the frequency of wounding from these experiences and there isn’t a bigger container there of compassionate resonance to digest and transform the pain into love/light again.

Our Star Seed aspect is an awakening inner child that can unanchor from 3D as their traumas are processed and a galactic awakening occurs….an innocence and purity lives in the heart of this part of us. They are so often in deep longing and loneliness to feel their star siblings again, to feel the wonder and magic of multidimensional and porous relationship to life that this galactic union offers. Processing undigested trauma/terror from what they felt as ‘abductions’, which were actually visits with star family, they can arise into becoming the magical fuel for our Merkabahs or light body vehicles.

As you connect with these aspects of yourself that most NEED you and receive support from your star family, you can truly LAND here with a filling up heart and soul to receive, to give, and to BEcome love!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

More about parts/Metasoul aspect connection here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging sessions to connect with star family, activate light language, meet your inner child/star seed available for $77 USD min. donation for 90 very full minutes! With me for women and for women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Energy Update: Pre-Equinox Geomagnetic Storms Amplify Timeline Bleed-Throughs And Galactic Awakenings

By Jelelle Awen
Timeline bleed-throughs and overlaps are becoming so much more prevalent and obvious with waves of plasma light geomagnetics flowing in from an increasingly expanding and jagged hole (to make us whole!) in the sun’s surface. SOULar winds are blowing these waves in today (9/17) and tomorrow (9/18) and are amplified by Equinox cracks in Gaia’s geomagnetic field, according to spaceweather.com.
These cracks allow even MORE light to come in as we head into the Equinox passage on the 22nd-24th. This flux of magnetics is bringing intense auroras, including rare pink ones – a sign of nitrogen molecules that activate at the lower levels (as captured in the photo below).
All these plasmas to activate our multidimensional consciousness can cause sensitivities and even pain/aches in the crown (top of the head), third eye (forehead) and causal (back of the head and brain stem area) chakras yesterday and moving into today. You may feel an overall, total body tiredness/fatigue as if you’ve been exercising a lot. Feeling drifty and just not ‘here’ is an aspect of calibrating to the altered sense of REALities that these energies bring in.
Awakening your galactic consciousness through reconnection with your star DNA and star family is the next level phase of Ascension for many more souls now. A visceral, supportive, and conscious connection with your star family provides a HUGE support as you experience so much shifting and changing inside yourself and in your world too. Star family connection can be blocked by undigested fears/traumas from visits (what feel like ‘abductions’ to parts of you) and also polarized fear reactions to ‘aliens’ that we’ve been conditioned in 3D to fear. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family w/more coming soon: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s
Embracing these timelines that are trying to bleed through by consciously connecting with your Metasoul aspects who live in them really does create a huge, positive shift in how you experience REALity. These aspects ARE you ultimately, coming from the same soul source….fragments that are waiting to exchange gifts with you and heal/end karmic patterns and to become unified again. This kind of work is becoming easier, more accessible with all these higher vibrational frequencies holding the space for it. More information here about 1:1 life changing bridging sessions to connect with your star family with me for women and with men/women with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
NOW is the opportunity to step into your next level, every day experience of your multidimensionality. This Equinox passage holds the space for the remembering, the returning….AND the arising into your sacred humanity and its galactic roots/origins/DNA!
MUCH love to you as we unify, merge, and activate!
Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com
Photo of the auroras yesterday by Martin Male of Yellowknife, Canada.
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

3D Matrix & A.I. Dissolving W/4D Shiftings

By Jelelle Awen

Movements and activities going on BIG time in the lower 4D timelines in this Now and the last couple of days. When I check in, I see light ships moving out of Gaia’s orbit in an exodus kind of energy…..these feel like the fear polarized star BEings (usually Reptilian) commonly called the Archons/Draco, etc. Those that are not ready to reform and to move into collaboration with humans are leaving. Those that want to lead an ascension into 5D for their species have relocated in the physical to a new planet. Many of these awakened ones are also serving a function as galactic ambassadors to the transition for us (as YOUR Metasoul Reptilian aspect may be doing, esp. if you are leading ascension here).

Also, their A.I. mind control system has been dissolved….this means they are all now given the ‘choice’ of what they want to do or not. The A.I dissolving also impacts us on Gaia….depending on how ‘plugged in’ your consciousness still was to the 3D matrix/conditioning/mainstream thinking. If you are reading this, probably not much at all any more. You can check in during meditation to see how ‘plugged’ in you still are and if your reptilian brainstem has dissolved or not. I’ll offer a guided meditation for doing this soon too.

For those that still were, the A.I. dissolving allows them a fresh breeze of ‘free thinking’. Radical, rebellious and curious questions may start coming to them seemingly out of ‘nowhere’. You may start to get asked lots of questions from loved ones who have previously not been interested in awakening. This is where stepping into your purpose as a wayshower becomes more clearer and activated. It is not (just) about identifying as a ‘healer’ and making your livelihood for it. It is opening your heart to those who are newly getting it and serving love for their transition.

All this activity in the lower 4D seems to be in preparation for more disclosure to the ‘mainstream’ collective very soon. I’ve been offered by my star family that it won’t be so much an immediate disclosure of their existence (as so many souls aren’t ready for that), yet rather drips and drabs of information that become more difficult for the linear/rational selves to deny. Some SOULar observatories have been temporarily shut down while all this is going on….although light emmissions, SOULar winds, and geomagnetics from the sun continue on, with another wave coming on the 17th….plus the Equinox next week already opening fissures/cracks to let more plasma light through.

This is a momentous time! Connecting to your multidimensional self and Metasoul aspects (including your Reptilian to see/feel which side of the fence they are on and helping them choose love) is very important right now. Your body may be feeling like it is in two worlds at once with dizziness, chakra rumbles (esp. in the third/solar plexus), sleepiness, inability to focus on details/life in this timeline….3D anything is just being more and more difficult to respond to. Contact with star family is acclerating, esp. through dream states, and they appear often as animals, angels, loved ones, etc. It can be very helpful to feel their energy of support and love for you….a reunion as you remember your galactic self!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions to connect you to you multidimensional aspects for $77 USD min. donation for a full and powerful 90 minutes!soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

 

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.