Category: Guides

Clearing Your Divine Channel To Love

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

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You are channel of Divine Love. Connected to the Source of All That Is. It is how you, or parts of you, relate to that reality that makes all the difference in the world in how you will BE in that reality. It affects what experiences you will draw and manifest that validate, or invalidate, what lives as your Truth. But what is your Truth?

This gets tricky because inside of you lives multiple truths. Semi-solid beliefs that parts of you have held on dearly to due to clear experience and unconscious fears. These truths create an energy projection that alters your conscious reality. How is it that you feel one way inside but your outside is not matching up? You keep drawing circumstances that keep you from fully embodying and inhabiting your soul’s purpose. Going into the emotional landscape of your inner world holds the keys to some of your long held questions.

If you feel yourself as this channel connected to Love, it is not hard to imagine all the obstacles that get in the way from truly letting in, and through, the Grace that is being bestowed upon us. It is like a clogged artery. Calcifications of your 3D experience that are looking for love to set them free and dissolve into your heart. You may even have an intense overload of access and energy that sends your system into a shock state that is hard to function in daily 3D practical living. This too is a function of resistance and fear from a protective part of you designed to convince you that it is all too much to bear.

Obstacle or overwhelm, the reality here is that you are being summoned. Called to bear compassion and even challenge to what is preventing your natural state from being in the present moment.  In SoulFullHeart, we access parts of us that have received much 3D wounding which are beacons of this resistance. They call out to us to show up and help assist in both the inner and outer changes that need to be made to create an environment that is conducive to MORE healing, MORE opening, MORE growth.

It begins usually with connecting with an Inner Protector energy that has a love for you that is beyond what you can imagine. They have done life AS you for so long just to keep as much of your boat floating as possible until there was a time when you could show up in all your courage to begin to take the reigns back through compassionate negotiations. They love you so much that it is hard for them to let you go and let them in.

As you feel the roots of this protection and the pain that lies underneath it, the energetic clumps begin to set off into the ethers and more of your true connection, in human form, gets to be experienced and downloaded. More of what You really want and need in a healthy and growthful way sends out its beacon to the universe. Your channel is getting clearer, though not always easier, in the very beginning.

Expect your life to change. Your Higher Self, and even your Protector, are banking on it. There is all the support and guidance you can let in to assist you on the way. SoulFullHeart is one way that offers a path and process to clear the inner arteries of your Divine Heart in human form. A process that is in constant growth and clarifications as we enter it ourselves and with others that have found resonance and profound clarities. I invite you to take a deeper look into this unfolding universe that is calling out to you through your experiences and synchronicities.

The winds are changing and calling us IN and UP. The time is NOW to let in all you have always been born to BE.

Kalayna Colibri and I will be talking about our experiences with SoulFullHeart and what it has meant to us both individually and as a couple in our Live stream event coming this Saturday at 11am CST. More info here:https://www.facebook.com/events/1508742299214244/
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Energy Update: UPgrades To Highest Timelines Continue, Along With Cleansing Of Physical & Emotional Bodies (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

I felt to record a video today offering about the ascension energies coming in especially strong and intense since the Lion’s Gate in early August, continuing through November 11:11 portal opening and on through 12/12 as we head into 2018. These energies offer us INfluxes of light to upgrade ALL our systems to live out and BEcome our highest timeline service of love here.

As they come into our every living cell AND our emotional bodies, these light waves encounter toxicity in our physical bodies and emotional bodies from our experiences here in 3D. Our inability to digest these toxicities leads to the manifestation of all kinds of sufferings and stuckness, pains and wounds. It leads to emotional immaturity in our relationships and in many other ways as well. The ascension upgrade process is also a detox process as the light can not come in until the lower vibrations are cleared out.

I offer a bigger context around this process related to the cosmic energies and also a specific bridge to our SoulFullHeart process (and my own personal process too) related to HOW we move and heal the toxicities in the emotional body through connecting with parts of us. Raianna Shai and Raphael Awenhave both offered powerful and moving writings today about the inner family (and higher self soul family) parts work connections and what this process offers too.

I also energize at the end of the video the love and support that is available to you, and ALL parts of you from the Divine during this time of intense upgrade, transformation, and arisement into your sacred humanity. My heart OPENS to you, invites you in to join our (for the moment) small yet passionate SoulFullHeart tribe, and discover the deeply meaningful grounds of the inner re-union process!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Dearest Human, You ARE….

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Dearest Human,

You are Alive. Fully. Beautifully. You live in a world of wonder and magic from your limited perspective. It would cease to be so had you not so bravely and sovereignly chosen to “come here”. You are the wonderment of the heavens and those that are watching you. The Yous that live in many timelines are seeking your courageous explorations inward as you are seeking theirs. To heal the trauma of so many difficult yet necessary experiences.

You are Shedding. One choice at a time. Through the gut wrenching tears and the expanded out awareness. You are leaving the chains behind. The ones a part of you felt they were worth. The ones that felt like they were all they ever knew or were ever going to be. To the end. And then the end comes.

You are Beginning. Renewing. Remembering. This up and down roller-coaster of comings and going. Of openings and closings in order to be in a self-loving process. You are feeling the edges of your infinity and the stories that are being written on multiple levels of your existence. That can be overwhelming and exhilarating. It is the getting to really feel who and what you are by what you are truly not.

You are Joining. Coming together with those that are in your true heart and soul family. The pack of co-creators and deep inner healers that are meant to show a way into the reaches of consciousness and humanity. You are coming into romantic union with another that leads to greater depths of your wounding and experience of transactable and deeping Love frequencies.

You are doing all this through feeling it All. All the fears, all the joy, all the parts of you that have been created to keep it all safe and tucked away. The time to discover is Now. The day to begin is today. The way to it is IN through the corridors of your heart and soul. The feeling and negotiation of your inner protection. There is no step larger than your stride no matter how far it may seem.

In Loving Grace,

Your Divine Family

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Body Detoxification And UPgrading Using Sound; Service Of Love Next Steps

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By Jelelle Awen

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The energies activated recently in response to our unified intentions around 11:11 continue to offer downloads and activations if you are open to receive them. We were at the beach yesterday taking in some of them through sunlight and I felt the portals were ‘still open’. All day, both Raphael and I felt sleepiness and the familiar ‘here but not here’ sense. I was highly charged up and motivated on a soul level as I engaged in a new book project ‘assigned’ to me during this portal all morning, yet, my body’s energy level was low. On the beach, I felt as if I was watching a play or television show as families played on the sand and in the water. I told Raphael that it feels like surprising that people can still see us as we seem so much to be in an alternative reality to others. It feels like this may be how the dimensional shifts will eventually manifest. We will just cease to see and be in the same dimensional plane as those at different vibrations. Could be…and we will soon (ish) see!

I wanted to describe more of what you might be experiencing with these recent energies as offered to me by my Arcturian aspect, Binkh, who is assisting me (along with the rest of my Metasoul/Higher Self aspects collective and ‘team’) during this time of integration. There continues to be a strong detoxification and even, you could say, ‘realignment’ of the physical body as our ‘every living cell’ is upgraded. This requires a pretty major detoxification process to clear out what we have previously ingested all of our lives in 3D life and continue to ingest. One thing I have gotten clearly for myself this last week is that adding more toxins to my body in my everyday food choices just means that much MORE for me to clear out. The cleaner the food that I take in, the less work there is for the detoxification process. For me, this means light filled foods like fruit and occasionally nuts and vegetables. It feels like many of the body ascension symptoms connect to this detox process, in addition to the upgrading process as well that can happen once the cells are cleaned out. The less there is to detox and move out, the more can be upgraded with less resistance and pain.

Binkh has been emphasizing to me the power of sound frequencies to detox, heal, and upgrade the body. She offered that the Arcturians always have sound frequencies playing in their light ships and even have the technology to have a ‘unity consciousness’ radio station where they all listen to the same tones in their heads at the same time. I remember this from my visits to the ships as a child; there was always a hum going in the background, like a pulse or heart beat. She validated that this hum was set at the 528 HZ frequency or the higher heart/cosmic heart frequency. This means, of course, that music we listen to that is at a discordant frequency to the solfeggios (such, as it seems, all modern music) can be toxic to our bodies, especially during this phase.

Yesterday, she had me listen to this full body and immune system detox music to clear out more toxins at the cellular level. It was very powerful and I fell into a very deep sleep listening to it. When I would try to wake up before it was over, I would hear, “you are not quite done yet,” and would go right back to sleep. I could sense that I was in one of the Arcturian healing chambers (like an MRI machine without such a dense container). I do believe that this music, plus going clean in diet and getting sun codes with Gaia all help with the intense body process we are going through right now. This is the music and I recommend laying down, closing your eyes, and being open to falling asleep as well as much ‘work’ can be down when you are unconscious:

The other aspect to these energies is the offering of specific downloads for you about your next choice points, passion projects, healing processes/support, shifts in geography, etc. as connected to the manifestation of your highest timeline. These portals offer easier and deeper access to our Higher Self and all the aspects of our Higher Self that express out in other dimensions, galaxies, timelines (which we also call the Metasoul). This means that communication about next steps for you becomes more specific and clear. This communication could come through dreams, visions, synchs, resonances. You could also draw support in new forms and relationship connections that support this manifestation as well. Raphael and I co-led a guided meditation on Saturday during a group call (a definite manifestation of our highest timeline as it was our largest call yet) to connect with Divine frequencies for activation and integration of these communications, plus teachings about what you might be experiencing in the emotional, spiritual, social, and physical in this ascension process as connected to our SoulFullHeart perspective. The guided meditation starts at the 40 minute mark and we also guide in you in scrying or clairvoyantly seeing whatever these 11:11 codes are meant to show you here:

This ascension process is mostly focused on your internal integration of your Higher Self into your physical body. Yet, the reason for this integration ultimately is the service of love WITH others so that as many of us as possible can return more and more to this state. This is an invitation for mass and collective consciousness to raise their frequency and vibration as well. You may receive specific guidance and inspirations related to serving the collective or it may be much more personal at this phase of your process. The healing of self, the unanchoring of the 3D self aspects (such as the Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, etc.) that may lower your frequency is an critically important aspect of the service with others and where more overflow of love comes from. This is the ground we explore and offer in our SoulFullHeart process through sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

There is an opportunity in this now to go to your next level, whatever that means for you. Open up. Go within to receive. Feel the reactions from parts of you that come up in what is offered. Ask for the support that you need to move through these reactions. And, continue to let in the LOVE that wants to show you the way home to your sacred humanity!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

11/11 Activations & Integrations Guided Meditation And Teachings (Video) – W/Metatron & Mother Mary

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By Jelelle Awen

Feeling full and satisfied, like after eating a hearty and nourishing meal!! Thank you to ALL the souls who joined us live for the 11/11 group call today and those who donated to receive the full recording…this was our biggest group call yet! We so appreciated those of you who showed up with your intentions to learn, to share, to grow, to heal….and to BE in the space with us on this high energy day.

This is the audio recording portion of the group call below, the teachings and the guided meditation with the personal sharings edited out for privacy. Our teachings were about the 11/11 energies and how they may be impacting you on different levels – emotional, physical, spiritual/chakral, and social…from our unique SoulFullHeart perspective connecting back to parts work. The energies during the guided meditation with Raphael Awen and I (with help from Archangel Metatron and Mother Mary) were strong, yet very grounding…heart based and meaningful, at least as they moved through! Listening to it should help with activation and letting in/receiving of the codes available today and ongoingly too. We also guide you in a scrying or clairvoyantly seeing process to receive visions of your highest timeline or whatever you need to see as offered by the 11/11 portal. The guided meditation starts at 40 minutes if you want to go directly to that.

Our next group call is on Saturday, December 9th with more info. about it coming soon on Facebook and on our website.

Enjoy the rest of this ‘day’, this moment in the now, and the ongoing journey into our arising into sacred humanity!  

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Service Of Love Clarities, Connection To Sacred Humanity Available Today (11/11)

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By Jelelle Awen

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BLESSings and Love to you on 11/11!! The codes/downloads/upgrades/activations (ALL!) available today provide a boost to awaken, to support, to clarify, to motivate, to inspire, to enliven, to encourage, to catalyze. The degree and depth you let them in is, as always, UP to you and what you (and parts of you) are ready for and wanting.

All week I’ve had this feeling of molting and shedding…whatever was ‘old’, the previous skins and fittings and casings, that just are ready to go, especially at the physical body level. At times, this has been challenging to BE with, truly painful and uncomfortable….a necessity to go inward and stay inside, like settling into a cocoon space. And, yet, too serving love opportunities came all week for me through writing, responding here on FB, sessions, and, today, a group call at 11:11am with Raphael. Even when I was flat on my back, my heart would open in response and with love energy. It was amazing!

Your purpose of serving love becomes clearer, is meant to clarify with the 11/11 portal as many souls will be needed to support those newly awakening and those awakening and those even leading too! The most important service of love right now could be to yourself and your own healing, so that you can eventually overflow to others from a place of self love and goodness. A place of genuine overflow.

Take the space today to go within. To be with the inhale of Gaia and the outflow of the Universe. To FEEL yourself, your emotional body flowing like a river, and the deeper emotions that rumble and flow. To reach BEyond your mind and the content and details of everyday. To connect with the Divine as the source of YOU and of ALL.

Let in what is offered JUST to you with so much love from your higher self, guides, the Divine.

And these words come to me to share today, the second line coming in 2010 and the rest expanding out over time and my own awakening. MUCH love to you, sacred human….we rise!  

You are so much bigger than your current circumstances reflect.

You are a sacred human. You are an arising wonder.

You are powerful beyond measure and beyond limits.

There is no ceiling that exists on what you can manifest when you are in alignment with Divine flow and your higher self’s soul purpose.

You have the capacity to create and experience new worlds and a Golden Earth. This Golden Earth is a return to humanity at its best and beyond that too.

This Golden Earth exists now and can be experienced by choosing to heal and break free from anything that limits you, holds you down, suppresses or imprisons you. By choosing to let go of anything that doesn’t serve your higher purpose, the Divine, and love.

Golden Earth is the dimension of Infinite Love and love can hold the shadow journey you need to take for embodiment and healthy transcendence both.

You are Infinite Love and experiencing Golden Earth as your daily reality is your birthright as a sacred human.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

11/11 Portals Open Now To Receive Upgrades: Conversation With My Arcturian Aspect, Binkh

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By Jelelle Awen

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“The portals are open now, not just tomorrow on the date you know as ‘November 11th’. There are many of them, as many as needed for all souls who need them. We felt this was an especially important phase to provide as much boost as we could to those who want it and for those who are being called and stirred by their soul to serve and to lead during the transition.” This is what Binkh, my Arcturian Metasoul aspect/guide, tells me as I sit inside of her light ship in Gaia’s orbit. I am connecting with her through a meditation visit that is particularly clear and visceral because of the current portal openings available to us.

“I appreciate this message, Binkh. As I feel how time is not actually linear from a soul level…and, yet, it is still how our consciousness in 3D orients and tracks life. I get the sense you are providing us with these codes, downloads, upgrades on 11/11 because it will have meaning for us? Just like with the total solar eclipse and Lion’s Gate in August?”

“Yes, these repeating number dates have meaning for you as a species, so we align with them in order to maximize our efforts to reach as many ready souls as possible. And, from a sacred geometric perspective, they do have meaning as well. Most of this is beyond your current consciousness to understand nor do you need to track it. The main thing is to understand that you all are being given an opportunity in this now to accelerate your growth and your awakening if you choose it. This is important right now as the disclosure process of the 3D matrix reality is advancing and more souls are needing to be awakened to help those who will be in deep adjustment and shock.”

I feel Binkh’s love for us as a species, that comes through in our heart chord with each other. This has taken a couple of years to deepen and grow. Two years ago, parts of me were terrified to be around her and on her ship (even ethereally). I still had undigested trauma in my emotional body from experiencing ‘abductions’ from the ages of 8 to 17. Through deepening connection and healing with Binkh, I came to realize that these experiences weren’t against my higher self/soul’s will at all and were actually prearranged visits to calibrate me to Earth 3D life.

It occurs to me that I am not remembering this deepening of our bond and healing of my own fears for no reason. “There is a connection with these downloads being offered around 11/11 with ongoing contact with you and other Star BEing species, yes? You are preparing us for more direct contact and disclosure?”

Binkh nods her purplish-blue head with broad forehead, huge eyes, and tiny nose and mouth. She was once scary looking to parts of me, yet, now, she is beautiful. “We cannot just drop one of our ships, or one from our allies, into your skies. Most people are not ready for that and it would cause too much upheaval, panic, and fear reactions. It could even cause war, which is the last thing we want. This process of contact with us is accelerating, but, it is also a carefully orchestrated and felt one. We are particular about it and who we choose based on how open their heart is and where their higher consciousness is related to embodiment.”

“Contact begins from inside, not outside,” I respond, based on my own experience. “It begins with healing the 3D self aspects that still anchor to that density and have so needed to. With negotiation with the protective part of us that has needed to guard so fiercely in order to literally survive here. Connection and negotiation eventually with the Gatekeeper of our Metasoul opens up access to ALL of the fractals off of our individual soul sources and eventually with our Star BEing aspects too.”

Binkh nods again, smiling lightly at me. “Yes, this is the way that you are here to offer, Jelelle, with your BEloveds too through SoulFullHeart. This kind of deep, inner preparation allows for grounds of self love and trust to grow. It helps to heal the pains from separation that you have experienced. For those drawn to this way, and there are other ways of course too, they will find that they are so much more ready to integrate and expand and take in physical contact with us without so much fear or resistance.”

I feel my heart and soul light up from this confirmation from her about what I am offering, co-leading, co-creating, and been personally (even in this moment of connection with her) living out. It is my why of being here on Gaia during this time of such intense transition and change.

“I want to add too that the human body can be helped in this portal opening process by going in to connect directly with the portals. To see what they have to offer you personally. That doesn’t have to be with visualizations or visits as you engage with, Jelelle. This can be just in listening to in high tonal, solfeggios that open you up to receive. This can be during nap or sleep time too. You will receive, though, if you ask.”

“Thank you, Binkh. That feels like an important point. If we resist these upgrades, then I feel how the body ‘acts out’ more in pain, sleepiness, nausea, etc. If we go in and open up to receive, then the body too can become the sponge that it wants to be and needs to be actually.”

“Exactly. And, as you’ve been sharing the last few days and we’ve been sharing through you, you can prepare the body by eating more light-filled foods and less dense ones. By sleeping when needed. Many of these codes can go in better and deeper when the mind is quiet and consciousness resting through sleep. And, by trusting that this overall process is being held by so much love for you and with you.”

As she says this last line, I feel the heart chord between us light up with a pink glow and rush of love. I inhale and exhale of this love, feeling tears start to fall as I get the sense again how we have never really been alone. Not me, as an individual person. And not ‘we’ as a species. We can feel so alone when we accept what we have been conditioned to in 3D life about our solitary place in the Universe. We can feel alone when we battle each other, when we compare to each other, when we resist each other.

I feel how we are being watched over, cared for, reached out to, and being prepared to embrace our sacred humanity. Through the integration of our galactic self with the healing of our 3D self, we will become what we are meant to be as human embodiments of Infinite Love!

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Join all of us for a group call on 11/11 at 11:11am CST….we’ll be offering teachings and a guided meditation, plus time for individual sharings. The guided meditation will offer an integration of the 3D energies/shadow that are purging out with the activation energies that are coming in through the higher ascension chakras. To join us for a $11 min. donation, go here: https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647
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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

 

 

Energy Update: Ongoing Body Preparation And Star BEing Experience/Connection To Receive 11/11 UPgrades

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By Jelelle Awen

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We are in process still ‘being prepared’ to receive on a galactic level, to let in the UPgrades/downloads coming through even now, yet especially on the ‘marker’ of this Saturday 11/11. This being prepared feels like it is happening BEyond what can really tracked by our minds. This portal is about bringing MORE of our higher timeline self energies INTO our bodies. The main ground of preparation is of the body itself, as it is the densest expression of our BEing.

To help with the preparation of the body to receive these downloads, I’ve been guided to eat ‘very lightly’, as if I was recovering from the stomach flu and just didn’t want to digest anything heavy or dense. Fruit smoothies have been the best and maybe very light vegetable soups. The lighter your body is when it comes to food digestion (with less moving through), the MORE you can let in of the light frequencies coming in. Food digestion takes up much energy, expends it, so having less of that to do right now is helpful. Preparation also may involve some continuing purification and detoxifications on the body level.

Headaches, neck and back pain, infections/flus/colds (that feel that way but aren’t actually about bacteria as 3D relates to it,) extreme sleepiness and drowsiness, lightheadedness. You may be feeling some of these and ‘pushing through it’ to do ‘normal’ activities could be pretty challenging and just not possible. Even if you have to take this time ‘off’ from Doing, it will be worth it for what you can potentially connect with and receive in the resting.

This is an aspect of surrender to the process, to trust that something special is going on here, and that you are being held through it with Divine love on ALL levels, even and especially on the physical.

I had a meeting/session this morning with what is feeling more and more like my Metasoul collective…..a gathering of all the aspects of my Metasoul that I have met, connected with, exchanged gifts of healing, cried with, moved energies of karma trauma, found resonance with over the years as we become more unity consciousness WHILE remaining individual soul spark consciousnesses too.

The message I received from these aspects/guides about this phase of preparation prior to 11/11 is to surrender into it; to go within; to ‘journey’ with it and open up to what is available. My Arcturian Metasoul Binkh offered that they are VERY close now to us…not just in Gaia’s orbit as they have been for a long time, yet, also, moving vibrationally closer to us. As we move UP, so they can meet us ‘halfway’. I felt them yesterday when I was sitting by the ocean and it seemed as if a portal opened in the sky. The sun was radiating rays down from its center, emerging out of a cluster of clouds. These rays were intense as seen through my sun glasses, although not as clear in the photo that we took below. The rays offered that we are being connected to in ALL moments, we are being reached for, we are being WANTED by higher frequency BEings all over the multiverses. Certainly the message was that we are NOT alone and never have been.

As our eyes open up more beyond physical sight, we can see these things and certainly we can feel them, as our emotional bodies are more visceral, less run by the 3D mind control stuff. We can feel them with our higher/cosmic heart as it opens up too. As we come to more unity from within…connecting with ALL aspects of our 3D self and our Metasoul too….then, we can feel more this commUNITY connection energy for which we are being invited to embody and remember.

This process is accelerating in this now. Real movement INside and as a collective is occurring. ALL the support you need is available if you ask for it and open UP to receive!!

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Raphael Awen and I were guided to offer a group call on 11/11 at 11:11am CST….teachings and a guided meditation, plus time for individual sharings. I’m so glad now that we will be doing this on this day and really look forward to what will move and be offered! To join us for a $11 min. donation, go here:https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Energy Update: Revelation, Healing, And Integration Of Shadow Frequencies

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By Jelelle Awen

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The energies ARE personal. As personal as it gets as you ARE energy. You are a multidimensional, galactic BEing inside of a human form. You are connected to higher dimensional expressions, star BEing aspects of your Metasoul (soul source). You are BEcoming and merging with the consciousness of these star BEings from other timelines, other dimensions, other planets, other galaxies more and more in a process that is MEANT to impact you personally as this happens.

Does it feel sometimes like the ascension energies are outside of you?  The gateways and vortexes opening? The stargates activating? The sun flares and geomagnetic storms churning? Does it feel like these things are happening outside of you in a distant, vast, and irrelevant outer space with little impact on your daily reality? If so, this can lead to a sense of distancing from the ascension process and that it is less meaningful on a personal level.

All of these energies swirling around in the cosmos, all this galactic activity, is also represented inside of you. Making it personal, taking it personally, is where I feel the REAL gift of awareness about cosmic energies comes in and goes in. Connecting what is happening ‘out there’ with how it is impacting your emotional body, your process, your experience of experience leads to more self awareness and capacity to digest what is happening. Providing some context and overall picture to hold what you are living out can help with the digestion of the experience.

There is A LOT happening in the now, in the cosmos, that impacts us as a collective and on a personal basis. It is a major phase of transition for us as the shadows, the darkness, the underground and underbelly, are disclosed and exposed. There is no ‘going around’ this process as what has been so polarized during the 3D experiment needs to come back into balance. The only way is by going through it with manifestations of chaos, upheaval, and death and rebirth happening through intense weather patterns and political/social/cultural crises.

Finding our balance again requires the revealing and eventual release of the dark energies that have had so much underground influence on our culture and the formation of our 3D self AND on our Metasoul too. Making this process personal is feeling and BEing with the traumas created from all this polarization to fear-based frequencies. These traumas can remain undigested in your emotional body in your 3D self AND also in your Metasoul through repeating loops of suffering patterns and cycles and karmic binds.

All the photonic light generation activities in the cosmos creates a SAFE container for the revelation and healing of this shadow on a collective and personal level. The HIGH frequencies provide a padded room for the bombs to explode when needed; the fuses to ignite; the storms to roar….until they run out of fear to fuel them. This padded room of pure love and light is also provided to YOU as a shield from these necessary outgasses. You can connect with your safe padded place through meditation, through connection with your Ethereal guides/aspects, through commUNION with the Divine (and the Divine Mother esp.), through service of love, through BEing in relationships that are nourishing, soul resonant, through drawing the support that you need. Through our SoulFullHeart process, we provide a heartline through aprocess for you to explore the aspects of your 3D and 4D selves, your shadow, your Metasoul/other lifetime expressions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhprocess

This doesn’t mean that you transcend out of whatever necessary shadow revealing and integrating process that you need to go through. Yet, rather, you have a sense of being held WHILE you are in this exploration. You are not just becoming the shadow or the darkness OR suppressing it either (that is the old way), yet you are holding space FOR the aspects and parts of you that are overly polarized to it. You get to know and connect with these aspects and invite them into the safe, padded room of your HEART and soul, where they can finally feel safe to share, to be felt, and to BEcome something real….and, eventually, then to heal.

As you digest the shadow revelation that is happening ‘out there’ feel how it is impacting you on a personal level. Feel your reactions inside to what comes out. Feel if your ‘safe padded room of love and light’ is available and if you are using it. Feel what support you need to navigate your own process of shadow revelation. Feel the taking of it all personally and what that means for you in a way that also allows you to FEEL held by love during the process. Feel the integration that wants to happen inside of you as the shadow meets the sun of love and finally finds it way home in your heart.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

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Conversation With My Spine: Day Three- Feeling And Healing With Compassion

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

Osteopathic belly massage.

M: Good afternoon, spine. This has been a hard day.

S: Yes. A lot to take stock of. The spasms are a tough one to be with. I can feel the storm of energy that swirl in them. They remind me of solar flares. Interesting that they are in your solar plexus area.

M: I was catching that today. So much of a feeling of powerlessness, lack of control.

S: That feels significant to me. The wounded masculine heartspine is so very focused on control. The arising of the Yin will challenge that control in a very invitational way, but the old Yang can only see it as an opposite control. It is a sad state of lost in translation. One that is aching, no pun intended, to be healed and balanced within you and the collective. Let`s keep it personal today though. I feel that is where you need it the most.

M: Yeah, for sure. After all that has happened to me physically the last 6 months in regards to romance, it is all a clear indicator a part of me has some major resistance to going in. With the others in the past it felt as if I was trying too hard to feel something that just wasn’t there. But even that feels like a resistance too. With Kalayna, it has this potential for amazing heights yet here I am in a state where I can only feel pain and not love flow. It is a convenient way for a part of me to go back into a bubble. Then of course comes some guilt as well which really only serves to widen the space and block the love.

S: This type of romance is so unknown to your soul it feels like Gabriel. That you have many metasoul lives of tragic romance and if this has played out several times between both of your souls then it does make sense why a part of you, your protector, would feel major reservations. It has been easier for many of your aspects just to go solo and never let in the kind of love that can take you to realms forgotten.

M: When I feel my protector, he says that is very true. “Why go in when it only winds up in a tragic ending?” I feel where my heart wants to respond to this, provide the healing space for it, so that it can release and I can offer more of what I know I feel for her and to be able to let in more. In the moment I am feeling this goes the same for my protector’s relationship to the Divine. It has a been an up and down experience for him and I am feeling a more devoted time spent holding him in that.

S: I feel you are speaking to the collective spiritual wounding here as well, Gabriel. It is important for others to feel their own protection against love is also a protection against the Divine.  There is no greater press on our hearts than a romance that is centered on vulnerability and sacred sexuality. Takes you to the doorstep of your own fear and shadowland.

M: I am beginning to feel how this physical manifestation is in response to that. I feel a compassion in my heart around that now, whereas before I was feeling judgement and the fear of the pain itself. This is a portal in new territory that my heart has long “forgotten” or attended to with deep reverence and curiosity. The gift in all of this is arising new for me in the moment and that helps a part of me to rest into it more. Thank you, spine.

S: My pleasure, Gabriel. This is all happening in my backyard, amigo, so I too want to feel it resolve and integrate for you. To inherit all the GOODies you are being invited to let in and embody emotionally, spiritually, and physically. It has been a long time coming for your weathered and worn protector. All protectors for that matter.

M: It is a brave new world for us all, isn’t it? To take all this fear and show up to it with our compassionate and self-loving heart. To be willing to let go of all the things that parts of us have held on so tightly to in order to maintain some smaller version of ourselves that was sacred in its own right. It has actually taken more energy to continue the protection than it does to surrender to the vulnerability of the fear of love itself. I am feeling a new admiration for it all and expanded sense of the nature of my current condition…that it is all energy in a compressed and guarded state.

S: That feels like a big felt awareness toward the road to recovery and integration. The personal process that includes your 3D and 4D selves that also connects to the larger context of the birthing of the sacred human BEing. No simple road to take, yet not one that goes in circles either. It is a hero’s journey you and everyone are on to get to the heart of the heart and the soul of the soul. The challenges are different for all and this just happens to be one that you dialled up to get you there. Feel the sacredness of it all and the healing shall follow.

M: I will take those words with me through my day as I connect and feel the parts within me that need my love. I so appreciate our daily connection, spine. I am wanting to call you another name but I feel it is still important to connect you to what is current with me.

S: That is okay, Gabriel. That will be in time. Though in the moment I like LIghtnin’ Rod Steward.

M: I am almost afraid to ask….but I am going to step in it. What?

S: I am like a lightning rod, man. Moving energy from the heavens the earth below. I am a great alchemizer, brother! A spring-loaded love apparatus stewarding megawatts of joy and creativity, partner.

M: Oh….wow.  I don’t think I have any words right now.

S: That is what I am sayin’.

M: Um….yeah. Let’s chat later….Rod.  Oh, good grief.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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