3D/4D/5D Selves Guided Meditation – DAY 7: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/JELELLE AWEN & KALAYNA COLIBRI (VIDEO)

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DAY SEVEN: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Divine Mother Connection Guided Meditation

This is day seven of my 33 day series called Deepen. In this video today, SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Colibri joins me to talk about the Divine Feminine and Divine Mother. We share with you about what we feel are Divine Mother energies and which are more of a wounded masculine expression of warrior.

We share about how in our process it has been important to feel and heal our inner mothers as they hold a template of false mother and wounded daughter as well. These frequencies can block the letting in of Divine Mother, along with protective, wounded frequencies in the Inner Protector (inner masculine.)

In this video, we guide you on a journey to meet five common faces of the Divine Mother. We connect with Mary Magdalene, Kuan Yin, Mother Mary, Sophia, and Dark Mother in different ‘courtyards’. We describe each of their energies, what they offering us related to awakening and esp. emotional body healing, and invite you to receive any messages and images you need to from them. We also bring along your Inner Protector with us to connect with Her.

Thank you for joining us on this seven day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting two group sessions over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum donation per session. These will be on THIS Saturday January 12 and February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector and other precious aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Gabriel Heartman​ Kalayna Colibri​ Raphael Awen​

 

 

 

Energy Update: Solar Eclipse Brings Higher Timeline Activations And Reactions Too

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By Kalayna Colibri

As your higher timeline calls you, it stirs the pot in every area of your life, making your nest prickly enough that you start to fly straight for it as it moves more and more into your heart and soul field.

Energies coming in now from today’s solar eclipse are activating and supporting this process of making space for the feelings that come up as this happens… as this necessary phase of sorting through and moving on calls to you.

The Divine Father/masculine is especially here to help with the activations around finally being able to really see and trust what’s possible even if parts of you are having a hard time feeling worthy of it. The Divine Mother/feminine is here as well, to help with the integration of the activations and to guide you to create a safe space for yourself and your parts to feel everything that is coming up for you and for them and to make choices based in your truly expanding heart consciousness.

Our Divine Parents, however you want or feel to let them in, want nothing more for us than the best of everything we could possibly have… especially love. They are vibing to me in this moment to share that they are here to remind us of the journey that love IS. That it IS a journey, first of all, starting within. It IS a carrot dangling in front of us, a beam of light to pursue, but it is also always what’s possible and imminent, never just a moving goalpost. We have so many choices to keep making in pursuit of love, healing with love, and serving love, and they are with us in all of it, wanting the genuine BEST for us, helping us find the motivation to stick with the inner journey of discovering what that means for each of us individually.

There’s a ton of support available from them and with them, and my beloveds and I who are also being very activated at this time in many ways, have so much overflow to share with you in loving, compassionate support of your own journey. Please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more info on sessions with us.

Much love!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

3D/4D/5D Selves Guided Meditation – DAY 6: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/JELELLE AWEN (VIDEO)

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DAY SIX: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Meet Your 3D, 4D, and 5D Selves Guided Meditation

This is day six of my 33 day series called Deepen. In this video today, I talk about the 3D, 4D, and 5D selves that are anchored to these different consciousness frequencies. For more about what I feel that 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness is, please view this video from day four: https://youtu.be/3Ai-3RbeO5E

Your 3D self is a fragmented self that is formed in response to 3D density and polarity. These fragments are the aspects/parts that we connect with in our SoulFullHeart process through sessions, such as the Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Inner Protector, and Inner Punisher. The 4D self is the transitional self as the soul comes into your consciousness. The 4D self is often ‘torn’ between 3D life/matrix and what the soul knows/remembers as higher consciousness states. The 5D self is your service of love self, beyond 3D conditioning ego and self image, and has pure motivations of love and is freeing up from 3D trauma and 4D karma frequencies.

In this video, I guide you to meet your 3D self through connecting with your birth family home. Many parts may come forward to present as your 3D self. You also meet your 4D self, who is a more multidimensional, etheric energy and can present as your Gatekeeper and Star Seed child. You then meet your 5D self by moving your vibrational frequency UP to 5D and opening up to your energy to your service of love self.

Thank you for joining me on this six day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

I will be hosting two group sessions over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum donation per session. These will be on Saturday January 12 and February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector and other precious aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

The Passage To The Deep Masculine: Connecting With The Inner Feminine

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“The passage to the deep masculine is through, and with, the deep feminine.”

This was a quote I read once form a book about the sacred masculine. It was new I formation, but at the time it landed in me profoundly. Made more sense in my heart than it did in my head. It comes back around today as I continue on this deepening inner quest of my own sacred manhood.

The eclipse energy provided a softer tone in my inner environment. I could feel a contrasting presence from my experience yesterday. She lives in the forest and communes with the animals. She sings and glides gently from place to place. Swirls of energy dance around her as she seems almost etheric or misty in vision.

She used to feel like an angsty and irritated energy inside of me not knowing exactly how to feel or be in a man’s world and body. It was fusion to this energy that can be a confusing space for both the man and his inner feminine. A battle of sorts. I have also felt a suppression and a judgement of her as well. This is what gets highlighted in their presence. The shadow of our relationship to Her.

But as a man begins to connect and learn from her from this deep feeling place, he begins to see and feel life from a much different vantage point. There is a reconciliation that starts to happen and the layers of judgement, shame, guilt, control, and rage find their rightful place and we can then be with them in a real way. In a vulnerable way.

The inner feminine is like a catalyst of the healing process within each of our masculine hearts. She helps us to see the broader picture and feel the poignancy of each moment. The beauty of the Now. The flow of being that gives our doing a sense of magic.

On my journey she is like a beacon and a poultice of all the places I need to go to heal this one man’s heart and soul. She is the Yin to my Yang that will deepen over time and into a union that sparks more of my leadership and my creativity. She is the object of an inner romance that amplifies and deepens my outer one. This is the passage to what I believe takes Man-kind to its next level of its human maturation and evolution.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations

Inner Sacred Union Guided Meditation – DAY 5: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/JELELLE And RAPHAEL AWEN (VIDEO)

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DAY FIVE: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Inner Sacred Union Guided Meditation
 
This is day five of my 33 day series called Deepen. In this video today, my beloved Raphael Awen joins me to talk about the importance of feeling and healing the transactability of the inner sacred union between your masculine and your feminine.
It is the inner union, the healing of polarizations inside and inner ‘wars’, that allows for an overflow to be experienced then in sacred union frequencies with a mate.
 
Raphael and I share about a recent process we went through during the SOULstice gateway in which we ‘let go’ of the old ground of our ten year relationship in order to allow a new ground to arise. In this sometimes quite painful process, we both felt deeply the relationship between our inner masculine and inner feminine that had been ‘caught up’ in certain dynamics in the relationship, which we share with you the gifts and challenges of that. Through connecting with these parts of ourselves, we’ve been able to find new, arising, and magical ground together.
 
In this video, we guide you in a meditation to meet your inner feminine (however she shows up, i.e. inner child, inner teenager, inner mother, etc.) and your inner masculine (Inner protector, gatekeeper, inner punisher, etc.) Magdalene and Christiel join us to provide a template of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine sacred union energies. We also bridge you to your sacred union mate, in whatever form they come forward for you. Whether single or in a relationship or happily in an alone phase, this meditation will guide you to inner discoveries that illuminate all of your relationships with others.
 
Thank you for joining us on this five day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!
 
More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
 
I will be hosting two group sessions over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum donation per session. These will be on Saturday January 12 and February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/
 
You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.
 
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector and other precious aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

The Quest Of The Sacred Masculine: Healing The Inner Teenager

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On my current quest of Soul, I found myself on the other side of a ravine having just crossed a bridge that was inspired by one of Jelelle Awen’’s meditations a couple of days ago. Alongside me is my Protector/Gatekeeper named Rogan. He is feeling like the Lewis to my Clark for all you American history buffs. Or the Marco to my Polo. However you want to relate to it. We are a team, and he is there to help me access the areas in my emotional and spiritual body that is in need to be felt or related to for any reason.

This morning I had a hit in my heart from an old part of me that I have worked with in the past that goes by my birth name Chris. He was the part of me that related to life before awakening. More of a 3D interface at times, but now feels to hold a more 4D inner teenager energy. I felt just to go with the intuition and check in with him.

There were some remaining tears about the way he lived life and wish that it could have been different. Not really regret or shame, but just a sweet remorse. Leftover remnants that needed to be felt apparently as I continue this journey. I then felt his longing and ache for a father energy that was different than what he was raised with. This felt really tender and very poignant as a man delving deeper into soul and heart.

What I got from this experience is that as we heal in order to ascend (it does not happen with some effort), there are layers in the emotional body that need our attention. As a man, one of the more sacred layers is that of our inner teenager and his relationship to his father. This feels true for women as well. The wounded teenager holds so much of our relationship to all sorts of life be it sacred or mundane. It wanted and needed so much for sacred initiation by a masculine that had his own healing and quest of soul as a priority. Unfortunately, many of us did not get that. What we can feel is that we got the best they could give us even if it wasn’t much or quite a bit.

I felt the Divine Father come into our space together offering Chris his heart and an invitation to be held and supported by Him. We would co-lead an initiation together and heal the remaining reactions to a life that is increasingly in the rearview. Tears flowed at the possibilities to heal and experience what he had always wanted. This is the hallmark of transmutative healing from the inside out.

So now Chris is on this epic quest with me as I continue to retrace my steps back to Self, Soul, and Service. He remains an integral part of my inner world, as do all inner teenagers. As a man, this will open out into a deeper connection with inner masculine guides that will all be a part of the awakening and arising sacred masculine within us all.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Energy Update: Higher Solar Winds And Solar Eclipse Support Inner Masculine Healing

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: I woke up this morning at 5:55am on 1/5….this has happened before and usually points me toward an importance about the energies coming through and to feel into them. 5 activates the metaphysical teacher and student within us. I can feel Archangel Metatron in this number too. I feel this as a support to be sharing and teaching as I am for 33 days in my daily video series, Deepen, which you can take in all the videos so far and coming up here on this Youtube playlist and on my FB feed: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

 
So I’m feeling into the energies now as prompted…..there are geomagnetic storms that started yesterday and are continuing into today as well. SOULar wind speeds are UP in the mid 500’s km/sec as well, according to spaceweather.com. These winds ignite beautiful auroras in the skies of the higher altitudes, which is still high on my desire list to take in in person. Aurora codes feel powerful on a galactic activation level!
 
As usual, these storms and winds are being caused by the ever growing ‘hole to make us whole’ on the sun’s surface. SOULar winds and geomagnetic storms can cause tiredness, along with more dense feelings of 3D as it gets pushed up to be felt and released. High speed winds can also create an off balance feeling as the geomagnetics increase, putting us ‘off center’. Emotions of irritation, rage, distrust, and anxiety can be triggered by the sacred masculine SOULar activations too as the wounded masculine flushes up and out to be felt and healed.
 
To support these Sacred Masculine activations is a partial solar eclipse tomorrow, January 6. This solar eclipse is proceeding a powerful, total lunar eclipse on January 1/21 (good date for that!). SOULar eclipses offer us a revelation of, again, the shadow side of the masculine. The shadow is revealed so that it can be healed and embraced and loved. There is really SO MUCH shadow still in our masculine frequencies, especially in the 3D mainstream timeline. Whatever you can feel of yours and how it expresses from within you supports the collective healing and transmutation into healthy masculine expression, which is SO needed and valuable to bring us into Divine alignment and balance from within.
 
I feel Divine Father looking and watching over us. He is there to help heal the wounded father templates that so many of us received from our birth family experiences. He is there to activate our masculine leadership that leads to soul purpose driven clarity and action; loving truth telling; capacity to set healthy self loving boundaries and MORE. He is there to help heal the distorted “Him God” of religions that judges, punishes, and shames. I have recently been connecting more deeply with the Divine Father and His love is such a balm to the abandoned daughter part of me and a wonderful template to my masculine too.
 
As you take in these five energies amplified by the SOULar winds and the eclipse, you may feel a desire to connect more deeply and meaningfully with your inner masculine. It feels like this is often the more neglected side to receive true compassionate healing frequencies as it is often polarized against by a wounded feminine. Our inner sacred union happens as we embrace this masculine frequency. Raphael Awen and I will be talking about the inner sacred union process today in the Day Five video, which I’ll be sharing here later.
 
I provide in this recent video in my series teachings about the Inner Protector and a guided meditation to connect with them: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck
 
MUCH love to you and your masculine as we navigate these shifting, transitional and exciting times together!

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available with me for women to connect to your Inner Protector and other parts. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Pic of Aurora taken by Alexander Kuznetsov on January 4, 2019 @ Rovaniemi, Finland

3D/4D/5D & Seven Areas Of Life Guided Meditation – DAY 4: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/JELELLE AWEN (VIDEO)

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DAY FOUR: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – 3D, 4D, and 5D Consciousness In The Seven Areas Of Life Guided Meditation

This is day four of my 33 day series called Deepen. In this video today, I talk about the seven main areas of life as we identify them in our SoulFullHeart Process: emotional, spiritual, mental, social, physical, financial, and environmental. I share about how each area of life probably brings out a varying degree of consciousness expression from you. I explain about what 3D, 4D, and 5D are as consciousness states and how one area can be higher consciousness (such as spiritual) while another may be more anchored to 3D (such as social). This article describes more about each area of life and what 3D, 4D, and 5D, consciousness looks and feels like in each of them: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/3d4d5dselvesquestions

In this video, I guide you in a meditation to connect with ALL seven areas of life with the guidance and help of your Inner Protector. You move through the doorway of each area and notice what you see and feel there. You are also invited to feel both your frustrations and desires in each area. This awareness of each area helps you to locate where you are living in a higher vibrational way and where you feel a desire to expand your consciousness. This allows for more flow of a higher consciousness state in ALL areas of your life and not just a compartmentalized experience of them. Thank you for joining me on this fourth day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch each video in the Deepen playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

I will be hosting two group sessions over Zoom to digest your experience during this series for a $11 USD minimum donation per session. These will be on Saturday January 12 and February 2nd at 11:00am PST. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/21893…

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here and I will respond to your sharings. Jelelle Awen 1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector and other precious aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

During the video series, you are invited to share comments on FB or on the SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube channel for which Jelelle will respond and offer reflections/guidance. The videos will be posted usually in the morning PST, although you can watch them at your convenience once they are posted. You can view this video series through daily posts on Jelelle Awen’s Facebook Feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen; SoulFullHeart Blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com; SoulFullHeart Way Of Life Facebook Page; https://www.facebook.com/soulfullhear… and the SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHea…

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to compensate Jelelle for the time/energy she puts out in the offering of this series for free through paypal: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations.

Go here to watch Metamorphosis- the 33 Days video series with Jelelle Awen that ran from January 1st to February 2nd, 2018: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

 

The Quest For Soul

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I am not sure if every man (or woman’s masculine) feels the draw for a quest, but I can feel that desire inside of me. I remember my friends and I played all sorts of games that sparked the imagination and sent us to far off lands, both fantastically and galactically. Of course, there was always a battle where we would arise victoriously or fall in defeat.

However, the shift has turned inward. The outer battles getting old and tired. The fantasy turned to a hardened reality. I chose to go on a new quest where I wanted to end the battles within and find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. What I have learned is that the quest IS the pot of gold.

There is an epic world and story inside of us comprised of conditioning, beliefs, and experiences that have formed our current perception and feelings toward ourselves and Other. These energies are held as players in our Grand Play. We get to go back to the playground of our youth and use that free imagination to re-member our selves back into Wholeness. However, this quest is full of facing our deepest wounds and our darkest sides, in many realms of our interdimensional existence.

We are not out to battle them, defeat them, or deal with our “shit”. We are meant to outfit ourselves with the power of Love and go find these wounded, scared, angry, and powerful parts of ourselves. They are the real target of our INtentions. We go find their stories and see how they have manifested themselves in our lives. It is a real-life soap opera right inside of us. Though the point is to heal the suffering and eventually end the long-running show.

You are much grander and joyful than you may be currently feeling in this current consciousness. Turning the gaze and quest inward is a remarkable journey that, when leaned into and deepened, can provide the Next Level of your passion, purpose, and both inner and outer romance. As we each make our way, we all make our way.
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If you have not taken in Jelelle Awen’s 33 Day series, I would highly recommend it. It is the springboard for your own inner quest. It is better than Netflix because you are the writer, director, and star of the show. It can provide a lot of awareness to what may have been hidden or just plain afraid to face. As you follow the journey there will be checkpoints along the way to digest all you have taken in. There are two group meetings over Zoom scheduled for Janurary 12 and February 2. You can access this series on her page or on our YouTube channel here:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3&fbclid=IwAR0TxtgJfEYn206g83GiaCFctfCk0Z10XxTS0DUPM670JIJZYUpW83IaTHI

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Inspiration, Transformation, and Meditation: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Dec 31, 2018)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week we feature a very special offering from Jelelle Awen. This month she is releasing daily videos for her Deepen series and they are completely free to take in. You can find the videos on this week’s Museletter as well as on our YouTube channel: SoulFullHeart Experience and Jelelle’s Facebook feed. The featured article today is a summary of Jelelle’s first video from this series: a intro to the intention and overall concept of it.

In Jelelle’s words about this series: “I hope you can join me for the series and possibly the group sessions too! My intention is that this series offers a powerful and transformative bridge to a richer and deeper experience of your inner world, parts and aspects of your self and soul, Star Family, Divine Mother and Father, ascension chakra activation, 5D and higher frequencies, access to timelines such as Lemuria and Atlantis and MUCH more!!”

The first 3 days of Deepen are available for you to take in this week, each complete with a powerful guided meditation to help you feel into your highest timeline possibilities and ground them into your reality and to connect with different parts of you, especially your Inner Protector.

There a several new articles from Jelelle, Gabriel Heartman, Kalayna Colibri, Raianna Shai, and a new blog author who is a current SoulFullHeart Facilitant, Devon Heart Star. Catch up on some energy updates, invitations into your own process, ways to feel the incoming energies and digestions of what 2019 is set to activate and bring.

Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy receiving whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offerings. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Check out the latest Museletter here.