Tag: spirituality

Your Manifester Isn’t Broken

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By Raphael Awen

The hard part of ‘becoming a manifester’ isn’t the obtaining of some magical alchemical highly-hidden esoteric ability.

It’s something much more mundane.

It’s the self responsibility to see and admit that you already are this manifester, just maybe not of the kinds of realities a part of you was hoping to manifest.

You already fully are the creator. You don’t need to work on that to get it going.

What you can work on is the willingness to assume response-ability for that reality.

What am I,…what are parts of me,… creating in my life as powerful manifestations….?

Why? When? How? With whom?

Make a full-on quest of these questions.

Add in a bunch of love from your Higher Self as you explore these parts of you. They hold your present manifestation power and creativity. If you bridge to them with your opening and curious heart, you can get them on board with creating entirely new realities that never existed before.

Now, the courage you gained in your quest becomes called on in order to adapt to the challenges of the new super abundant reality. Higher timelines are not without challenge, and this is why the universe needed you to start right from where you were without skipping any grades.

I can help you with this process. If you’d genuinely like help, I’d so love to help you. Check into a bridging session at the link below with myself and let the quest begin.
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our sessions for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Join Our ‘Feeling Your Inner Masculine’ Live Stream On Facebook

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by Kalayna Colibri

Ah, I’m so excited to be doing my first solo live stream on my Facebook feed tomorrow at 3pm CDT!

I hope you will join your heart and soul with mine as I share about my current process working with my Inner Masculine and offer some ways to be in this process yourself, especially if you are a woman, based on what I’m learning and experiencing. Of course, men are welcome to come too and I’m sure the women would actually LOVE to feel you there with us! So much of this could absolutely apply to you and your own explorations of your masculinity as well.

The wounded masculine wants to be transmuted… it wants to ascend with us and be loved. It is an energy that has been in the forefront for SO long, yet in any moment we have the opportunity to go within and feel our own contribution to this collective energy. It’s another opportunity to love ourselves, ultimately, and LOVE our conditioning, which IS the way to transmute it for good! Also, even as women, we do need our Inner Masculine energies to really collaborate with us as we lead what we’re meant to lead and find our Queen-ness in response to life and to a Sacred Union mate too.

It’s in my heart to hold this as an opportunity for a Q & A experience for everyone and to share transparently about what I’m feeling within myself, so bring along your questions, comments and personal experiences and let’s talk for a bit.

The live stream will be on held on my Facebook feed only: facebook.com/kalaynacolibri

If you cannot make it tomorrow, you can catch the recording which I will be publishing Youtube and then here on the blog as well.

Much love!
Kalayna

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Meet Your Inner Teenager Guided Meditation

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by Kalayna Colibri

The Inner Teenager is often a part with a very strong frequency inside of many people. This part of you has many hopes, dreams, and desires, as well as much despair. It’s a true gift to connect with this part of you, who so wants to be met and heard as well as felt in his/her trauma and drama.

Join me as I guide you through this journey to meet your Inner Teenager part of you with the help and guidance of Mother Mary and Archangel Metatron. This meditation is offered as a bridge into the world of your Inner Teenager so you can start connecting to this energy consciously.

Music used for this meditation:
“Soothing ANGELIC MUSIC for Meditation & Healing [1Hr]” from the channel Meditative Mind: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MefovTGtNVI&list=RDODqGLPVJf_c&index=33

For more on the Inner Teenager, you can take in the following blogs/videos:

Inner Child, Star Seed, Inner Teenager Healing – Day 32: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen (Video)
Practical Ascension: 7 Key Areas Of Life – The Inner Teenager (Emotional Area)

Visiting With Your Inner Teenager

Our Inner Teenager: The Heart And Soul Of Our 3D Self

For information about a bridging session with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and ongoing individual and group sessions, visit
http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

Healing The Inner Masculine ‘Warrior’: Sharing My Current Journey

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by Kalayna Colibri

I’m sitting next to ‘Malcolm’, my Inner Masculine part, by a tree in an etheric realm that has many stars all around and is a mellow shade of dark purple. This tree has become his higher-vibe place to go and be, especially when he feels reactive or is projecting old timelines from this lifetime onto the present and old relationships onto those I love.

The space between us is tender, as he’s feeling with me his desire to change deeper inside of him, his attachment to the ‘tangible’ and how challenging it can still be for him to trust the etheric, the Divine, the feminine in me, and the love that wants to go into him, though he so wants to at the same time. He then reaches next to him and picks up an old, dusty book.

“What book is THAT, Malcolm?” I ask him, “It looks old-timey.”

“It’s Homer’s ‘The Iliad'” he answers.

I’ve never read The Iliad in this lifetime, so I quickly look up the SparkNotes summary to feel into it and why it’s a symbol he’s picked up on for himself. It turns out that this poem glorifies war in many ways, especially in terms of fighting the righteous fight and not running away from battles that need to be gallantly fought and gloriously won. Apparently, Homer includes details of the gory side to war as well, probably to balance it out a bit. I immediately feel the strong archetype that this book shows Malcolm and me, the strong legacy of the ‘righteous battle’ and the conditioning of being ready to bravely fight for your beliefs, your lifestyle, your relationships, etc.

I feel this with him and feel how this is what’s true for the wounded masculine in everyone… men and women. I also feel my heart wrap this energy and conditioning in love, finally understanding some deeper layer of why it’s been inside of me, even though, especially in this phase of my life, there are NO battles to fight, nobody to really fight WITH unless conflict of some kind needs to arise as a mirror for everyone involved. It illuminates too, the battle WITHIN, which is so strong and really is what leads to battle outside of you.

Malcolm is in no-space, no-time right now in the loving arms of the Divine Mother, who on precious waves of tears, he was finally able to let in. This movement feels momentous for many reasons… and it truly has taken the time it takes to get him here!

I’m transparently sharing this story to illustrate a few points that I feel Malcolm actually wants me to make! I’m also sharing because hiding away the light and love that flows from our personal process denies love the chance to go to others and support them in their own movements and openings.

Much love to you and your own journey with your Inner Masculine, in whatever part or form they are taking now, whether you are a man or a woman! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Tipping Point Of Our Pain

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By Raphael Awen

The simplicity in the complexity is stunning.

When we look at anything troubling us, we can see its roots in the loss of love, or said another way: fear.

We came from love, we still are this love, and yet we are also returning to this love. We attempted to step outside of this love to see and feel its edges. We gave ourselves the experience of what it would feel like to be away from love.

We had to form a resistance to love in order to do this. Like a sail hoisted in the wind, it is the resistance action that creates the movement and motion. Like a baby exiting the familiar womb, the time comes to push against. From the vantage point of our original estate of being so secure in love, of knowing nothing but love, we had no fear of losing love. We knew that growth would require at least the perception of the loss of love.

Actually losing love forever is no doubt the worst fear scenarios that our fears of eternal damnation stem from. But strangely, as great as this fear is, the greater fear we could not abide as consciousness beings was being imprisoned by love, with no way to escape it, with no way of knowing anything different. Without difference, there can be no deference, and thus, no reverence. What good is being a millionaire if you don’t know or appreciate that you are one?

Now, we can really feel the great dilemma that all of our everyday dilemmas stem from. We want love so bad, yet we must resist it in order to create the motions and e-motions necessary to learn of this love. We need fear in order to know love.

If this is true, then the whole point (especially the tipping point) of our pain is the willingness to feel it. The whole point of money is in the spending of it. It can’t do you any good until you spend it. Likewise fear can’t do you any good until you feel it.

We could say that everyone of our souls journeys is all about the willingness to feel our fears. All the dramas and stage sets of our lives are all directed by our souls need to feel, even at the most outlandish of production costs.

Yesterday, I felt a deep collision inside of myself, of feeling one part of my being so wanting to make big things happen, and another part of me so refusing to move a single muscle. I can feel how both of these aspects of my being have always been there, but we’re just wired up effectively to gain certain movements at different times and places. Now however, that wiring configuration isn’t what is working anymore. As I felt into the ache below it all and the triggers surrounding it, I was able to feel with and be with both of these parts of myself and deeply empathically feel their realities – how both wanted, and still do, to help me return to love. Waves of tears were able to move through as I was able to reach out to the universe, my Higher Self and particularly the Divine Father and Mother, for comfort for taking on such a wild ride.

This wild ride was and is the ride of being a being that is all love who needed to go in search of the edges of that love, only to discover there are no edges. We are nothing but love, where even our not-love is contained within the love that we all are.

There’s nothing left but reverence, tears and awe. You can draw upon this love, as this love is in total awe of you for taking on such a wild ride, for your willingness to undergo every feeling scenario that is moving through your circumstances, every bit of your history, from this life and beyond, every gain and every loss, every sorrow and every joy – all of it comes home to this hearth and heart of infinite love.

We needed to resist it in order to discover it, and to be forever changed by the journey.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Returning To Money Earning

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By Raphael Awen

This may be of interest to a few sweet souls here.

Late last month, Gabriel and Kalayna put me onto an app-based online English teaching company called Palfish from China that is seeking to expand their teacher base to serve the huge market of Chinese children and their parents seeking to get their children ahead with English.

I downloaded the App, got familiar, applied, and was easily accepted. In the 4 weeks since I’ve been with them, I’ve been teaching English through the provided app to young Chinese children and have earned over $700 USD by working a few hours in the early mornings each day. The pay works out to $18 USD per teaching hour and goes up from there. Teachers also receive a $30 bonus each time a student/parent makes a purchase following a trial lesson. I’ve ‘sold’ 4 of these already, 2 in the last 2 days! Raianna is about to jump onboard with Palfish as well, leaving another company that didn’t feel like a fit for her.

Palfish is quite entrepreneurial as each teacher must create an attractive profile within the app to draw students and build their student base. The company also books the teachers chosen and available ‘slots’ with the trial classes that they offer to their customer base. Students, parents, company personnel and fellow teachers, readily communicate directly with one another through the app, providing a strong atmosphere of everyone winning together.

If you feel drawn to working online, for decent pay, in a supportive atmosphere – you can take this opportunity with you wherever you may go! This is particularly workable for us here at SoulFullHeart as we transition to England this year. For me, I know this will be a fairly short term involvement as serving people in session space is picking up, but the gifts of serving these kids and re-inhabiting money earning after leaving behind career a while back is a HUGE gift.

If you’d like to jump right in, or just check it out further, you can through this link and I’ll receive 30 USD as a referral bonus just because you did (in the event you also become an approved teacher)! Other teachers that you in turn refer/draw to the company once you become an approved teacher will also net you a $30 bonus.

Note: The company is only accepting native speakers from the 5 following countries: US, Canada, United Kingdom, Australia and New Zealand. TESL (Teaching English as a second language) certification or college degrees are an asset, but ARE NOT required for Palfish. I have none of those, personally.

If you’d like to know more, please message me and I’ll help point you in the right direction.

Like I said, If you’d like to jump in, or wade in, you can through this link and I’ll receive $30 USD as a referral bonus just because you did!

Here is the link to download the App for Android or IPhone:

https://www.ipalfish.com/klian/web/dist/teacher/mobile/invite/teacher_invite.html?uid=5202379

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Love From Mystery Admirers

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By Raphael Awen

It’s been an interesting experience for Jelelle and I hearing from several people recently who have been following our blog or facebook page for a long time, but who we had never before heard from.

And what was so interesting was that the level of interest was so much higher than casual. Several people have told us that the tone and energy of what we were sharing was something that they readily saw as unique and different. One man told me in session yesterday, after contacting me for the first time the day before, that he immediately related to us because we were not ‘just loving and lighting everything’ in an ungrounded way, yet being REALLY loving to all aspects of the self. I was so amazed as he shared an intimate relationship with us through our blog that went back for three years, but that we had no knowledge of!

We digested together how this was a necessary phase of his process, to go it alone, and how this seems to be changing for him as well. I feel these kinds of changes are happening more and more for many others as well.

How about you? Are you one who has needed a sacred phase of holding your own process close to your chest, so to speak? Are parts of you becoming more comfortable and feeling it is time to issue your trust to an ‘other’ who can be mirror and guide, who can possibly earn your full and grounded trust, to assist you into what is dawning in your life now? Are you by chance one of our ‘mystery admirers’? 🙂

I’d love to be a mirror for you. Your esteem for me or Jelelle or the rest of us here in our SoulFullHeart club is actually a mirror of your esteem for yourself. You were seeing you! You are seeing you!

I offer a 90 minute bridging session for a minimum donation of $55 USD. The flow and results are amazing as you harvest the work that your soul has led. We just get to hold a birthing time together and see where it leads next.

I have time available this week coming up. You can follow the link below to make it happen! 🙂

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Returning To Stillness

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By Raphael Awen

Just spent an hour and a half sitting in a creek that flows into the ocean – never felt so relaxed this life! Jelelle, thank god, found the energy to break out the phone for a pic….. haaaaaa…..

All activity and motion is sourced in and returns to stillness.

The ‘trick’ for us is to be able to feel and resonate with this stillness in the midst of any of our activities. What better way to do THAT, than by feeling and holding the part of you who feels anything but still,…who feels stressed or anxious. We all have access to our Higher Self’s frequencies of stillness, infinite love and clarity, but we need to bridge this access to the parts of us who feel anything but.

Both are true.

One doesn’t negate or cancel the other. One cannot be accessed actually without the polarity and presence of the other. So stop waiting to become ‘spiritual’ and ‘attained’ as some condition from knowing the bliss you already are. Ascension is a come-as-you-are party, people! The universe doesn’t want your polished got-it-together self, as the universe would feel quite out of place with you showing up like that, looking all out of place. The universe is finding its way through you, through your struggle, through your desire and through your trial and what you’ve called ‘error’!

There aren’t any errors, not any more!

There’s YOU doing a sacred journey!

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Your Dreamer App Is Requesting Permission To Access Your Desires Folder…

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By Raphael Awen

We’ve all heard that for most people who win a big lottery, it ends up being a major negative effect in their life.

I heard there is actually a class action lawsuit in California of big lottery winners suing the state for the damages and havoc that the big money ‘did’ to them.

But why then does the idea of winning the lottery feel so appealing? I can dream quite easily about what I’d do with the first million, and the second, and keep going from there.

I feel it has to do with how we are meant to dream, but lack the permission to dream.

For many, they find the permission to dream in a lottery ticket. ‘I have a chance, even if a very small chance, but a very real chance nonetheless of really changing my circumstances.’

What we are missing in this is feeling how the lives we are living right now have been dreamt up by us previously. Everything that is created, is created twice, first in concept or picture, then in ‘reality’. We ‘real’ize things in the personal ‘fact’ories of our creative essence. Even someone who is reputed to be the most uncreative person has created that reality.

We are the creator, and we can’t escape that.

Life is asking us to dream. But to do that, your dreamer app needs permission to access your desires folder. This is why dreaming is a no go area for many people. Accessing the desire body and all that lives there, feels like opening Pandora’s box.

And it is.

Possibly there is nothing quite as life changing as the willingness to feel what you really want. This is how life itself is wired up, and this is how it lives in every cell of your body, in every dimension that your life exists in.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our sessions and process to jump start your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Love Is Always A Choice

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Art by Regina Lord of Creative Kismet

By Raianna Shai

It’s not easy being here. It’s not easy being in a human body, in a 3D world.

You may feel lost sometimes. Scared and alone. You may lose all hope of ever finding your way back to love, back to you.

Getting help is always an option. But the best thing you can ever do, is come back home within.

You are strong. You are capable. You are bigger than parts of you are even ready to understand.

You may hear a voice inside of you telling you you’re not good enough. That nothing you do is right. That you’re not worthy of love.

This voice, this part of you, is not evil. If anything this part of you is doing everything in its power to protect you. To keep your precious heart from feeling the pain of judgement from others.

You may want this voice to go away, to stop treating you like you’re small. And saying no to this is important. But what if we give it something it has never known before. Love.

Love is something that every cell in our body responds to. Love is something that can heal all wounds. All pain, suffering and anything we have made to be “bad”.

Because everything IS love. That voice inside of you that cannot bear to believe it’s worthy of any goodness. The people that judge you because their parts are judging themselves too. It’s all love.

In the grand scheme of things, we can be nothing but love. We can act in fear. We can protect onto others, we can get angry, we can harm, but we are still love. No matter what.

So why give yourself anything other than that? Why remain in situations that serve anything but love? Why stay in something that makes your stomach churn, that hurts your heart, that doesn’t align with your truth and passion?

Our soul knows what we need in order to heal. We draw situations that allow us to grow as souls and we need them in order to wake up to this reality. But we still have choices. We can still choose love. We can always choose love.

From my guides, heart, and soul to yours.

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, programs, videos, community, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.