Author: Jelelle Awen

I am a long-time healer, teacher, student, and facilitator of souls and hearts. My awakening journey really began in my early 30's in 2004 when I started a process to connect with and integrate parts of myself from this life and other lifetimes/timelines as well. I have been engaged with and offering 'parts process' work ever since then! I also awakened over the years to my multidimensional spiritual gifts, capacity to be a bridge to the Divine Feminine especially, galactic ambassador abilities, and intuitive empathic capacities to 'feel' the emotional body, energy chakras, and soul field. I offer 1:1 sessions with women, group facilitation and teaching experience with me through a monthly group transmission over Zoom with Raphael. More information about virtual and in person sessions and groups with me at divineselfembodiment.com I am also a writer, Soul Scribe and author of five books: Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out; Bliss Mess: The Wonders And Challenges Of Ascension; Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality; And Keep Waking Up!: Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond. All are available now as PDF, ebook, and print editions at divineselfembodiment.com/books. My writings can be found on divineselfembodiment.com and my facebook and IG feeds.

Energy Update: Timeline Bleedthroughs & Metasoul Karmic Transformation Opportunities

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The veils are thinning and lifting BIG time in response to these ongoingly strong cosmic energies. These are the veils of amnesia that we chose, each of us, to place over our access to remembering and connecting to all of the timeline expressions of our Higher Self. These veils were always meant to be temporary….until our individual choice in this timeline to dissolve them. There is not a punishment in this being veiled, yet rather a complete dedication from our soul to REALLY experience and immerse in the 3D experience.
 
The picture that I have been offered (and seems to be validating itself with those who resonant with it) is that from your Metasoul source (the first individuated source of you coming out from Divine Source) there are many fractals or fragments projected out into many different timelines, eras, and dimensions. We each have our own individual Metasoul (so this is a reality ‘underneath’ the Oversoul groups) and do not share them with another soul. These fractal projections off of the same Metasoul is what we call, ‘Metasoul aspects or Metasoul brothers and sisters.’ These are what have been commonly called, ‘past lives.’
 
However, there is not anything ‘past’ about these aspects as time is not actually linear in the way it has been presented to us in 3D reality. All of your Metasoul aspects are ALIVE and active in the NOW, which means that they are currently experiencing all the intensities of whatever timeline they are in. With the veils thinning so much on your consciousness, these Metasoul timelines are no longer patiently waiting for you to go see a past life regression therapist or to just engage with them once in awhile for remembering. The scenes and themes and often INTENSE emotions from these timelines are coming through in the NOW and basically demanding to be seen/felt, and connected with.
 
These timelines are overlaying onto your current reality and can amplify whatever is going on there. This can be INTENSE! These timeline bleed throughs can activate undigested emotional wounds and traumas in your 3D self, through part expressions such as the Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, etc. These 3D wounded experiences are actually Metasoul recapitulations and patterns that were chosen to be triggered so that they could be felt and healed. More about parts and Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
What I have been noticing in recent sessions with women is that with all of this chakra vortexes activation through SOULar energies, they are more able to see, hear, and feel these other timelines. They are experiencing this as sometimes disturbing, intense, and very uncomfortable body pain, emotional pain, and relationship pain/difficulties. They aren’t recognizing or connecting these pains to a Metasoul timeline, so they often suffer in these states without understanding what is going on. In session space, we are able to bridge to these timelines together and connect with the Metasoul sister or brother who needs them, starting with a connection to their Protector/Gatekeeper (more below). This is the beginning of a connection between them that eventually leads to a soul gift exchange AND quantum healing of karma, as I have experienced myself over and over again. You can actually change and collapse the timelines of your Metasoul through loving intervention and ‘rescue’ of your Metasoul aspects when needed. THIS is quantum healing that also impacts the collective experience of these timelines.
 
Here are some ways that you can tell that a Metasoul aspect timeline is bleeding through to your current reality:
 
– Intense dreams that feel very ‘real’ and like they are happening in the Now. This can be the experience of nightmares that are actually scenes that are ‘fixed’ or ‘stuck’ in your Metasoul due to undigested trauma.
 
– Seeing scenes of intense circumstances that ‘overlay’ onto your reality, such as being hanged, persecuted, desire for suicide (or actually committing it.) This may feel more like you are ‘watching a movie’ then actually feeling like something you have experienced.
 
– Being drawn to particular timelines in a strong way, such as studying intensely about Ancient Greece, Ancient Egypt, Atlantis, etc. Synchroniticies may connect you to this particular timeline as well, such as meeting people who are also drawn to them, seeing random images that ‘pop up’ on the internet connected to them, receiving ‘names’ with origins to them, etc.
 
– Big waves of emotional reactions and triggers that you wouldn’t normally react to so strongly. The tendency can be to want to ‘shut down’ these emotions or ‘raise your frequency’ above them, yet, actually, these emotions can be felt and digested if you connect to your Metasoul aspect who is experiencing them.
 
– Frequent or chronic body pain, especially in the muscles and joints, that isn’t relieved by traditional or even alternative means. This is increasing as our bodies go through a transformational process from carbon to becoming crystalline. Yet, also, intense body pain can be a manifestation of unfelt Metasoul overlays into your energy field and body. Traumatic experiences in other timelines (such as being hung or burned at the stake) can actually manifest as body pain THIS life. The more traumatic the experience is on the Metasoul aspect’s body, the more possible this is.
 
– Activation of childhood memories of abuse and feeling like you are ‘there’ again. The Metasoul trauma amplifies any unfelt and undigested trauma in your 3D-based parts too. Parts of you can loop in these traumatic scenes so you may be reliving them again in this way.
 
There are also Metasoul aspects that come from higher consciousness frequency timelines and are meant to serve as guides for you and to your Metasoul. These are aspects that don’t have the same need for karmic healing as their consciousness has ascended the incarnational, wound-playout cycle in that way. Examples of these Metasoul aspect timelines that are benevolent and love-based are Star BEings such as Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians, Mantids/Founders, and timelines such as Lemuria. Often what you have related to as a Spirit Guide is actually an aspect from your Metasoul.
 
One of the ways that you can gain more fluid access to your Metasoul timelines is to connect and negotiate with your Protector/Gatekeeper part of your Metasoul who has been ‘in charge’ of them. The Gatekeeper Metasoul aspect is often VERY overwhelmed by all the bleed throughs happening right now and doesn’t know how to modulate or help filter what is coming through. You can start by connecting with your Protector in a loving and compassionate way to allow them to become a guide for you to the timelines that need you, rather than a guard. This access to the Protector seems to be quite easy right now as the energies support it. Here is a simple meditation to begin connection to your Protector: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA
Here is more about the Gatekeeper: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatekeeper
 
All of this activation and lifting of the veil is happening to accelerate the process of feeling and transmuting karma trauma. This is a VERY self loving decision and choice by your Metasoul to have this process consciously awaken to you and with you in this Now. The opportunities for TRULY healing karma are huge right now, which is an essential aspect of the Ascension process. Navigating this opportunity through connection with your Metasoul aspects directly and the timelines that they are living in allows for an expedited, often feeling miraculous level of transformation! AND, it just seems to keep getting more ripe, clear, and ready for the transmuting!
 
Becoming 5D is to recognize how multidimensional your BEing actually is and to be OPEN to these other timeline realities as your ‘new normal’. Embracing them with love, inviting them to connect with you. Forming a unifying team of both 3D parts of yourself (that eventually integrate) and Metasoul aspects moves you into a wholeness of BEing.
 
You are coming back together again, one fractal at a time….returning to the Divine essence from which you came and arising into the Infinite Love frequency again!

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If you would like to explore this magical ground of Metasoul aspect healing, join one of us as a SoulFullHeart facilitator for a 1:1 90 minute bridging session (for $55 USD min. donation) and we can start creating these bridges together! I have some session slots available during the weekdays this week if you are interested you can PM me on Facebook or email soulfullhearts@gmail.com. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

How To Draw Your Soul Mate & Masculine/Feminine Balance Guided Meditation (Videos)

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Two videos today bringing in the subject of inner masculine/feminine relationships to reflect on ‘outside’ relationships too! ~

One question that comes up very often to me is “how do I draw my sacred union soul mate?” I talk in this video, after being in a sacred union for ten years now with Raphael, about how there is not an easy answer to this question yet rather the core of this goes back to experiencing a sacred union from within. Sacred union within is a balance, depolarization of the masculine and feminine aspects/parts of you so that you can draw/experience this on the outside with a mate.

You can do this by connecting with parts of yourself and exploring the relationships that they have with each other. You can read more here about the Inner Protector, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, etc. parts work/Metasoul aspect connection here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

The other question that is often asked is, “How can the relationship that I am in become more of a sacred union?” I offer in this video that the ground of sacred union is difficult to arise in long term unions as the fusion/merging with different parts often runs so deep and subconsciously. This is esp. challenging when one partner is awakening and the other is not. This often represents a part of you that you have suppressed or put in shadow.

Drawing a sacred union soul mate is also to let go of unions and relationships that are less than that. Letting go of isn’t what you want in order to let in what you do.

Also, to feel and heal the templating that you received (and parts of you took in deeply) about what a relationship IS from your parents, plus what it means to be a woman or be a man. This templating seems to hugely impact what you experience and draw as relationship experience.

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In this audio recording of a live Unity Meditation call, SoulFullHeart co-creators, teachers, and facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen teach and share about what has happened since the 5/5 Gateway and how it provided the support to embody your 5D self.

They talk about their own personal processes of embodying more of their soul gifts and how the post 5/5 energies are providing everyone to feel and discover their own gifts. SoulFullHeart Facilitators and co-founders Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri then share about their personal processes during this time and how it has affected their relationship together and within themselves.

At 49 minutes, Raphael and Jelelle then lead a guided meditation to connect you with your inner masculine and feminine aspects with the guidance and support of Metatron and Mother Mary. This is done at the ocean with a full moon shining which represents the masculine and feminine energies. The touching, personal sharings that followed from the group participants have not been included for privacy reasons.

 

Check out all of our SoulFullHeart videos at SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Experiencing 5D In Every Moment AS You

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Just slept MANY hours and STILL feel drifty, floaty, and not here. My body is rested now yet my consciousness is still doing some work/travel and connection in other dimensions, realms, and timelines in the moment. I feel my star family smiling, swaying together, offering that some good ‘work’ was done even if I can’t consciously remember what it was!

SOULar activity is low today with winds relatively calm, yet the energies feel HIGH and perfect for connecting in a multidimensional way. One way I can feel this is by looking out at the ocean which I am blessed to have as the view out my bedroom window. When the ocean looks/feels hazy or misty, then I can sense that the phototonic light quotient is HIGH and the energies are HIGH too. This is a kind of blend of intuitive knowing and physical sensing.

I am still digesting the goodness of Divine Mother’s Day yesterday and receiving love and appreciation esp. from Raianna Shai, the amazing soul that is feeling less and less like a ‘daughter’ and more and more like BEloved soul family. Wonderful food and much singing together as a group last night brought us into Unity Consciousness in a FUN way that also opens the heart and soul.

We are planning a trip this morning to the new ‘fancy’ grocery store here with thankfully some more vegan products that we love. Rather than feel that I need to come ‘down’ to go shopping, I will take my elevated consciousness with me to that experience called ‘shopping.’ It will most likely arise anew for me then, with the possibilities of joy and magic contained on every shelf and in every package. There isn’t so much routine or boring for me anymore as every moment offers an experience of arising wonder….or something else to feel if it doesn’t feel like that.

Taking our higher consciousness, our star seed consciousness, our star family DNA activated consciousness INTO life, into our jobs/careers, into our family interactions, into EVERY moment is what living in New Earth NOW feels like. Every moment, not just the ones that parts of us may deem as ‘sacred’ or ‘spiritual’. When you experience this every moment 5Dness from inside of your BEing, then everywhere feels like heaven! What ‘outside’ looks and feels like matters less and less, although you do desire to be in resonance.

Join us tomorrow, May 15th at 3:00pm CST for what is feeling like our last Unity Meditation group call for awhile. We are feeling to focus on offering livestreams as they provide in the moment interaction, meditation space, and spontaneous transmission to more souls. SO, if you’d like to experience our energy through teachings, an extended meditation, and personal sharings in a group call setting, this is your last opportunity!….here is the eventbrite link to register: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/may-15th-new-earth-now-activat…

MUCH love to you as we navigate the possible arising opportunities for experiencing New Earth in the Now AS us and AS love!

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: INtegration Of Inner Polar Shifts

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(WONDERFUL golden honey art is by Alexa Allen)

There is MUCH to digest since the 5/5 gateway/star gate 5D experience frequencies OPENED out wide (like an open house to connect with your 5D Self, Guides, Higher Consciousness aspects.) We are invited to walk through our own version of the golden arches, to experience our own versions of Heaven in THIS Now, and to connect with Angelic/Heavenly frequencies of our Metasoul. This is pure golden honey love experience when allowed INto your heart and soul!

Being in the direct stream of SOULar energies flowing from a large coronal hole since a 5/5 gateway opening has amplified the magnetics of Gaia and our own magnetics TOO. There is a reverberation going through Gaia’s orbit, through our own orbits too in response to this. We are moving out of the direct flow of these energies now on May 11th as Gaia continues to rotate around….until mid-June when we are in direct line again with the coronal hole, according to spaceweather.com.

I offered yesterday though the importance of INtegrating these energies…..rest, BEing, connecting with Gaia (both physically and etherically). These are STRONG energies meant to change your inner and outer worlds.

Kundalini activation (Divine Feminine), non-dual awakenings (loose mind and less mental grid filter over reality), popping ascension chakras to another level is ALL possible during these kind of frequencies. This is the flushes and rushes of energy; the cluttered and clouded thinking (can’t find words sometimes!); the neck/head pain; the sore throats (finally through THAT one, I can sing again!!) If you’ve already experienced some of these things in your awakening, you might feel this as a ‘recharge’ or ‘boost’ to them.

These are the ‘polar shifts’ that are happening with Ascension…..shifting the polarities inside of you too that may exist from one part of you to another. Push-pulls and mixed feelings are just not able to be represented in one ‘I’ voice as the truth of 3D experience is to be fragmented in response to the density. This especially seems to be true connected to relationships where there can be SO many parts active in the bond and connection that want different things.

To heal polarities is to identify and connect with the diverging energies inside, the contrasting voices that argue against each other….this could be happening hugely unconscious to you in many moments even! These current energies are SUPPORTING the truth of your soul and what it most wants and needs and is meant to do here. This can be way uncomfortable though for parts of you still attached and anchored to 3D through relationships, geographies, careers, etc.

Many people have commented this week, “I’m so glad that I’m not alone in this,” appreciating the feeling sense of community connection, seeing/feeling others who are experiencing these energies in the same sensitive way. You are NOT alone in this…..you are ahead of the curve and maybe many of those in your life and immediate surroundings. This TOO will shift though as your desire to be in community and in resonance grows, as it is eventually meant to. As you create an inner commUNITY, so you draw the outer commUNITY.

I’ll be connecting the current Ascension cosmic energies and frequencies to the ongoing awakening, healing, and transforming process during a live stream broadcast here on FB tomorrow, Saturday, May 12th at 12:00pm. Just come to my feed here at that time to join in, ask questions, and leave comments.

Here is a guided meditation with me to connect with, activate, and start acknowledging your Ascension Chakra Vortexes, which I feel are the ‘next level’ UP from the seven main ones and can help with the integration of these energies: https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

Here is a link to all of my energy updates: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

MUCH love to you as we ride, glide, and find our hearts/souls/bigness again!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Energy Update: Moving Into INtegration Now and Tenderhearted Feelings

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So, we are moving ‘out’ of the direct airstream SOULAR energy wind flow that we’ve been in for days now that was bringing in heightened and intense SOULar activations and geomagnetic storms too. They are still available in the atmosphere and waiting to be brought into your every living cell and emotional body and chakra vortexes. These energies were WHEW on the body and you may still be feeling the sleepiness, the flu-like symptoms of aches/pains/congestions, the dizziness/light headedness.

Now…..is the space and time for INtegration. The going within, the checking in, feeling the tears and fears that these activating UPgrades are meant to push up. Seeing and responding to the timelines from your Metasoul that connects to WHY you need the particular upgrades that you do. Soul gifts are really activating in this latest round since the beginning of the year, so notice what you can DO and BE now that you didn’t realize that you could before. To integrate a soul gift is to feel the resistance and fear that comes up (usually connected to persecution from other timelines/lifetimes and this life messages of unworthiness). To be with the part of you that relates with the soul gift and to bring love to this.

I am finding that so much is touching me deeply right now as more soul gift activations come in, like what I shared yesterday about fifth chakra/light language throat gifts. Before that, it was galactic consciousness connection at a DNA level with expanded capacity to connect with my star family at a high vibrational frequency in a way that bridges to my everyday reality. I cry even more easily now in response to kindness or loss or traumas finally being felt and released. I can more feel the world’s emotional body and its aches/pains that once mirrored my own.

The tears feel like Mother Mary’s unwavering compassion, Dark Mother/Pele/Kali’s uncompromising death/rebirth, Gaia’s stunning natural beauty…..these textures and tones of Divine Mother invite us to BE, to feel, to remember the softness and stillness, to remember our HEART most of all. To move into our tenderheartedness again after so much need to be protected and guarded in response to 3D.

Activation and integration can be experienced more in balance, which helps with the intensity. Feeling when activation is happening, recognizing and negotiating your life WITH it, letting go of what doesn’t support the responding to it. Feeling when INtegration is needed and holding space for it. I feel like those of us signed up to be bridges for others in this process are finding more ease, more grace, and more breathing around this ACT and IN process.

THANK YOU for the responses yesterday on this post on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/537891113278160. I am so glad that I felt guided to post even when not feeling very good. Thank you for sharing your experiences, bringing insight/resonance to me and to others reading the comments, and for your appreciation as well.

WE ARE TOGETHER on this journey….finding our way home through our hearts and souls arising into LOVE again!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Strong High Winds W/Integrating And Activating Throat Chakras

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STRONG energies today……SOULar frequencies have been coming in on strong/high winds for days now bringing in geomagnetics day after day. I haven’t checked the latest readings on this but it feels like Gaia’s frequency is rising too….in response and in collaboration as well to what the Sun/Great Cosmic Sun is bringing in and offering us. MORE Divine Feminine in whatever ways and forms that She comes to you is available and needed right now to integrate these energies….Mother Mary, Gaia, Kali/Pele, Isis, Kuan Yin, Magdalene…whatever form/face/energy works for YOU.

These energies accumulate in the physical body/in the emotional body/in our mental bodies/in our soul field and chakras, as they are supposed to. They flow in and sometimes they ‘go in’ right in that moment…..and sometimes they seem to wait in your field for the right timing to be integrated more fully.

These energies create and bring in NEW timelines and collapse the old ones. Clearing out, cleaning out toxicities from 3D anchoring and 3D experiences. This is happening on a cellular level, a DNA level, every living cell level that is just accelerating more and more since the beginning of the year.

I am actually writing this while laying flat on my back, experiencing some sore throat/throat chakra activation as soul gifts around light language/mantra singing come in. I realized yesterday that my vocal range is changing from Soprano to Contralto/lower as I integrate more Metasoul aspects in the physical, as we merge and unify. This is how the quantum healing shows up in our bodies too!

Because I’ve been inviting these upgrades in for days now and following rabbit holes to learn more in response to them and been negotiating/connecting with a Metasoul sister of mine who experienced trauma/suppression connected to expression of these gifts in her timeline, I am ready and I am receiving these upgrades. I feel already how allowing this integrating (although in the moment uncomfortable) will serve me, my Metasoul, and love too as I feel light language songs coming set to music played by Gabriel and others in our SoulFullHeart community (a SoulFullHeart Experience Band is forming!).

While I have been holding space for my own process, I have experienced beautiful and powerful sessions with women recently…..just LIFE and reality changing frequencies of healing and love that come in as the parts reality is acknowledged and REAL feeling and emotional reality is validated……that are weaving around and through my own process too. There is space for BOTH and love serves love in these moments.

This feels like an aspect of the NEW reality for us all….BEing with our own sacred processes, feeling and holding space for ourselves and what ALL parts of us need. Responding to the Metasoul/other timeline aspects that are coming through along with the timelines they are in being energized to us. Feeling and validating this ALL as real……while also ‘being’ in life, cooking/eating, whatever ‘work’ is for us, doing the routines and things that move life forward.

It does ALL weave together when you are in your heart, when the relationships around you support your heart and the expression of it, when parts of you are less resistant to feeling/BEing and are surrendering to it. It ALL weaves together when love is leading and your sacred humanity is arising!

MUCH love to you as we are riding the waves, BEing the waves, loving the waves!

Jelelle Awen
You can read more about parts work/Metasoul aspect integration/unification here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
And about bridging sessions with a SoulFullHeart facilitator me, Raphael Awen, Gabriel, or Kalayna Colibri here: Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

You Are BEcoming Your Service Of Love/5D Self

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These ongoing SOULar winds/geostorms and heightened Gaia frequency energies are HERE to activate your Service Of Love Self. You could also feel this as your 5D Self…..Higher Self frequencies coming into your body AS you integrate 3D parts that can finally unanchor from 3D consciousness in response to your love. This is your service of love process with yourself as your primary focus that then overflows to serve love with others.

Every moment offers an opportunity, an invitation, to serve love. The service of love is the highest purpose for which we can engage here. Not service in a martyr way or self sacrifice way or to care take those around you…yet service of love FOR you AS you WITH you and BY you. Sometimes it may even feel like the service of love form that life is inviting you into is BEYOND you or at least the current version of you or the you that you have known yourself to be so far this life. Read more here about parts/metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

This is the question you can hold in your heart in the moment: Am I serving love or am I serving fear?

The WHY of choosing fear is the deeper ground of exploration into your heart and soul and the aspects/parts of you that hold fear and NEED love to choose something else…..in order to choose something BEYOND the fear.

Other people/entities/’negative’ aliens can’t make you choose fear or to serve fear. Only YOU (and parts of you) can choose to BE that, to respond in that way, to feel fear in response to their fear.

The self empowerment here is that only YOU can choose your response, so what will it be? What IS your response and WHY is it what it is? Why do parts of you choose fear?

“WHY?” is such a powerful question….it is the WAY to changing your life, to going within, to defusing from conditioning, to choosing love over fear as you ask WHY and find your own answers inside. Our three-year-old selves were on to something big when they led with “WHY?” all the time.

What service of love looks and feels like for YOU is personal to you. No one can tell you what it is….you FEEL it when it is happening, when you are BEing it. Your guides and higher self can help you get a sense of it and tastes of it and offer synchs for you to connect with it inside of yourself and with others.

You feel when you ARE love, choosing love, and BEing love with yourself and with others. There may be a mode or structure or form of this service for you….as a healer, a teacher, a waySHOWer, a light worker, a writer, a singer….whatever form it is most likely already expressing IN your life in some form or another because you ARE love in your soul essence and it always finds a way to shine through.

BE service of love and so you become and so you draw others who want to BE in it with you more and more…..

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
FEEL/connect to your service of love/5D self to bridge to your 3D parts that may still be anchored there through bridging sessions and free intros

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Energy Update: EPIC Energies, EPIC Quantum Transmutational Opportunities

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Vibrating, churning, spinning codes streaming in from the ‘holes to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface. Coming in on SOULar winds up in the high 600’s km/second, these are bringing in geomagnetics since the 5/5 gateway opened UP access to our Higher Self, star family connection, and 5D New Earth experience too.

It feels like these higher frequency SOULar activations are staying around for awhile…at least through the end of May potentially. These energies are combining with Gaia’s churnings and burnings, Her volcanic offgassings/ventings and lava flowings….. with an elevated Schumann/Gaia resonance frequency for hours at a time in the last 24 hours to reflect this higher vibrational shift UP.

The resulting geomagnetic storms are being called, ‘minor’ again by spaceweather.com, yet, those of us sensitive (and meant to be sensitive) to these energies can feel them quite strongly. You may feel them in your body as acute tiredness or need to rest, to go within, to be flat on your back yet with your heart and soul open to receive what comes next. The aches and pains can move with this acceptance and going within too. Yet, too, you may feel excited and ALIVE…like blood is coming back finally to numbed limbs. You may swing between the two states of sleepiness and excitement!

The reason for all this Gaia and SOULar energy activity showing up is because of how many MORE of us are needed to step up and into our service of love purpose here. The transition into collective disclosure of fear polarized realities is intensifying across the board.

I know, parts of you may have so often felt like no one around you gets what you are seeing and feeling and awakening into. That it has felt at times like no one is listening or tracking what you’ve been offering. And parts of you may have felt quite alone at times in your dawning awakening, like you are shouting into an empty room. Parts of me have felt that way MANY times over the years and the corresponding despair and hopelessness and just wanting to ‘give up’ that comes with it.

Yet, there has been good reason for this going ahead of others….to BEcome prepared, to BEcome ready to respond with your heart, to serve as a bridge for those newly awakening and those others that have been for awhile and yet may need your specific frequency of love to be in exchange with them. Feel/discover/negotiate with the parts of you that have resistance, fear, and trauma from not being heard/seen/felt by others in the past (and in other lifetimes/timelines)….and move INTO what you are here to BE and do anyway. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

The reason for all this energetic activity is to reveal the places and layers and parts of you that need your direct connection and love with them. Yes, you have done loads of ‘healing work’ and clearing and releasing and awakening. Yes, this is true. And, you may have even offered tons of healing space with and to others.

However, this is NEXT LEVEL for ALL of us now. This is going deeper to the CORE of all of our 3D anchored and undigested woundings and traumas PLUS from lifetimes/lifetimes for which our Metasoul/Higher Self Source is experiencing in the now. This is doing multiple lifetimes/timelines of activation in ONE.

This is quantum now. This is galactic now. This is moment by moment choice to BE love in service, even if that looks primarily like to yourself and ALL parts that need you.

It’s not that you are now ‘behind’ in your healing and awakening process. It’s that the Divine is asking you to go somewhere NEW, BEyond where you have been before as a soul in ONE lifetime when starting from a 3D-based frequency.

Transitioning to 5D IN the body in ONE lifetime…..WOW! This is epic stuff. You ARE an epic BEing. Accepting and surrendering that you WILL have more thing to feel, heal, and be revealed is to connect to the actual epicness of what we are experiencing right now as a collective and as individuals.

To arise….EPIC sacred human….to arise!

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com
The BEST way I have discovered for going directly to these resistant/fear-based/traumatized frequencies and actually transmuting them is through parts work/Metasoul aspect connection like we offer in SoulFullHeart sessions through 1:1 bridging sessions and free intros. More here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Sacred Stories W/Raphael & Jelelle On The Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show (Audio Recording)

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This is the recording of a wonderful interview that we did last week on the Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show with resonant host Crystalline Diamondloveheart. It is almost TWO HOURS of interesting conversation sharing our stories. We talk about coming together in sacred romance as well as how we moved from 3D money earning, to giving it all up to live on an off-grid ranch to reset our relationship to abundance and gratitude for is truly the most important…the inner journey to self-love and deepening union with each other. We also connect the gifts and wisdoms they gained from challenges in their lives to the parts work process that allowed them to navigate them.

This provides a great INTRO to us, our journeys, and our SoulFullHeart work. We also have a special offer discount package on a session, my books, etc. that you can read more about here: http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/jelelle-…/

Go here to register to receive and be involved live in all future Enlightened LoveHeart & Soul shows: http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/

 

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Message From Volcano Goddess Pele: A Time For Burning And Churning To Arise Sacred Human

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By Jelelle Awen

It is a time for burning and churning of what just ISN’T going to come along with you into the NEW. If you’ve been ‘tempting’ fate and living in energies that are overly ripe for and needing change, NOW is when destiny reaches out Her hands to you and invites you to step UP. Sometimes this feels like a shove and a push. Sometimes this feels like an irresistible embrace and you fall right into the lap of love.

You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline. You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life. You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small. You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.

You are SO needed to become into your FULL bloom in the service of love. This is why you are here after all….during this time of so much shifting and changing, during this grand transition of humanity into NEW forms of expression! You are needed here….for the inner healing that extends to the collective. For the collective healing that benefits the individual.

These are Ashes In The Air kind of life phases. These are deep mournings, forgivings, and moving ons. These are funerals to celebrate what is now gone. These are ceremonies that celebrate what feels to be lost arising again in NEW forms.

These SOULar energies of healthy masculine activation serve you to make the choices that are resisted by parts of you. These geomagnetic winds blow in NEW possibilities of shiftings and changes. These volcanic rumblings and Gaia shakings bring life to its edge so that you can reboot again and unattach from the previous forms. These ventings and offgassings are necessary and the eruptions TOO.

This is Divine Mama love in RED HOT form. She will hold the match and she will be the balm to soothe the burns and the swelter too. Call Her to you and She will come. Yet, you have to make room for HER and room for yourself too to let in the form of you that She represents.

To arise….sacred human…..to arise!

MUCH love to you and with you as we arise, ashes in our air, and the NEW a steady reminder of what we can become!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.