Category: Ascension

Powerful Death-Rebirth Year End Gateway Prepping Us For New Year

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By Jelelle Awen
I’ve been hearing from so many souls about the intensity of the gateway we just journeyed through….starting from the 12/12 opening through the SOULstice, Full Moon, and Christmas and finally seeming to settle down yesterday into more soothing, comforting and grounded frequencies again. THIS was a mega death-rebirth gateway, meant to illuminate whatever needed to complete and be let go of so that we could arise into our new forms in the new year.
 
Timelines seemed to collapse instantly during this gateway, bringing feelings of shock and awe and deep mourning. Some souls even chose to pass out of their bodies during this gateway, as the veils between worlds was lifted and the suffering of their physical and emotional bodies could no longer be tolerated consciously. Mediumship gifts were also amplified during this gateway, so loved ones in your soul field could connect with you deeply and profoundly, leading to more mourning and letting go on both sides.
 
Relationships especially just couldn’t seem to find traction to run on the old ground as the disconnected, toxic frequencies of their trailing edges were being heightened. I experienced this myself with Raphael during this gateway, which he has shared about too. It was as if the trailing edge of our ten year union became SO illuminated that we could no longer ignore, divert, or cover over it with the very real love transaction that we have together. We had to confront it, let go of the previous bond through separating our daily living reality, and see what (if anything) remained of the bond afterwards.
 
This was one of the most intense crucibles that I have been through and certainly that we have been through as a couple. So many tears of grief, mourning, and reconciling of hurt/owning my side too as I let go of the old ground that held both leading and trailing energies. I felt so held with love and trust during this process though…..through support from this amazing community (especially spaceholding with Kalayna), connection with Divine Mother and Divine Father, and through connecting with parts of myself in a very deep way. Feeling and prioritizing my inner sacred union between my feminine aspects and masculine, turning their attention back toward each other was so touching for me and supported my teachings about our sacred unions within needing to be the overflow to our sacred unions with others.
 
Raphael and I landed in the bliss mess of our inner worlds again, reconciling both shadow and light. We are finding now that surrendering to this process is bringing new love frequencies to an arising possibility of our next phase of sacred union together….that will definitely be different from our old union. The old grounds just can’t be inhabited anymore or energized as there doesn’t seem to be any support for them.
 
These kinds of death-rebirth cycles are in order to prepare for the New….New Gaia, New Sacred Unions based in self love health and not codependency…New Everything. Our highest timelines are vibrating strongly now and the Divine is moving us through whatever is necessary to get us ready to BEcome them in 2019.
 
I feel the Divine acknowledging that THIS was a tough and challenging gateway with so much appreciation and admiration for ALL of our courage and bravery to heal our hearts/souls, to choose the higher timelines, and to continue to BEcome love in our human bodies.
 
I am appreciating to be on the ‘other side’ of this one, enjoying the new heart and soul spaces that are opening out, and trusting wherever love wants to take me next….
 
MUCH love to you!
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to navigate this intense death/rebirth time and to move into your highest timeline: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

The Year Of Inviting And Loving The Dark: Healing The Masculine Heart

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It feels like a new year already. Somehow we made it through a rebirth canal. Some deep pieces were highlighted for each of us to feel and move through. As the UP ticking of energies continues what feels like a maniacal trajectory, you may be starting to feel the epicness of the year to come. The collective shadow is being drawn toward the increasing light that is being fostered within each of us as well as Gaia’s vibrational ascent.

In a recent session, a truly beautiful soul was feeling as if he was a Dark One. This label so feels like the Scarlet Letter of our inner shadow. There is a heavy judgment, a shame, and a pang of guilt that come with that. The reality, the way I see it and feel it, is really about the most forgotten and hidden aspects of ourselves that are seeking solace, compassion, and understanding underneath the heaviness and/or anger. They are timelines that have profound anchoring in our heart and soul.

This Dark One felt as if it had the burden and responsibility to hold the light due to this guilt and penance for all that it had done in its lifetime. This holding and shining the light in the name of fight or penance don’t actually serve Love. They only serve to sustain the fight and the penance. We were feeling how self-forgiveness and self-love are what hold the mantle of the Light in its purest form.

As a man serving other men, I am sensing this to be a big part of our ascension. We hold so much guilt and shame around what has happened and is happening in other timelines, to put it multidimensionally, that we have formed a layer of either penance, control, or both in order to steer clear of the Dark One inside. Neither of which offers an authentic and deeper feeling of true power WITH the feminine. It can be over and under, or a mix of the two.  

So for my own process and intention for this new year, I feel to honor and invite the Dark One into the openness of my heart. It is He that holds the humility, the sobriety, and the poignancy of the Light. It is the Sacred King in us all that seeks not to slay his dragons, but to love them. He asks for the help of his inner guides, as well as the outstretched arms of those that are here to hold that space for him when the time is right. Let us do this together and not alone. That is our next level as New Earth Men.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  

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Energy Update: Recent Relationship Shake-Ups Bring Healing, Awakening, Expansion

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by Kalayna Colibri

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Feels like a bit of a sleepy day today, with recovery in the air. Today is a day of relief in some ways from the intensity of the energies that have been streaming in for weeks now, yet these energies pushed up so much that now is the time to clean up the aftermath and be with the revelations and new inquiries too. It feels in some ways like an earthquake rattled through our consciousness and our lives, awakening and activating but also offering us ways in which to be with everything that was moving and being illuminated within us and within our relationships. ‘Letting go to let in’ yet above all, ‘let arise’, has been the theme for all relationships and especially the patterns going on in them. This has brought up fear and in some cases shame too yet also it has brought an opportunity to go inward and see what the inner relationship ground has been like between parts of you and how this has been reflected in your outer relationships. There is no way to be stuck in a victim’s role no matter what was shaken up if you choose to take it inward and see what’s been going on inside of you.

The day with my beloveds yesterday was fulfilling on all levels and a powerful digestion of everything that’s shifting within us and within our relationships to each other… but also our relationships to service. It was a very alchemical day of feeling, talking, exchanging gifts of love and intention without pretense and while being very real and current with each other too. It amazed all of us how this Christmas celebration came together and how we continue to come together in this deep way even with so much going on and moving through.

It feels like the energy of illumination will hold steady yet won’t be as pressing for a while, unless we need it to be on an individual level. Love is here to help us look at the debris of what came apart during this last month or so and feel into what comes next, what actions we can take, and what needs to be felt into more. Leading us into the ‘new year’ of 2019, we can feel this as a time to reboot and regroup. A phase of reenergizing our intentions for the next phase of our consciousness, growth, healing, and of course Ascension. We get to choose the next empowering place for us in our lives and love is there with us always to encourage us to keep choosing and keep expanding.

Much love!

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Photo by Shelby Miller via unsplash.com

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Merry Christmas From Our SoulFullHeart To Yours

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Merry Christmas from OUR hearts to YOURs….however you are celebrating it and in whatever ways….may love flow into and through you to reach all the parts of you that need it and out to others too.

Thank you so much for taking in and resonating with our sharings this year..it feels so good to connect in commUNITY with resonate souls and awakening hearts!

I love you! 
Jelelle Awen

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I’m a little stuck for words. My heart has been broken open by a chain of events and soul trajectories that culminated in a recent showdown, of risking everything I’ve ever wanted and dreamed of and felt so afraid of losing at the same time. I was finally able to break through a barrier of reticence to begin to see a whole new lay of the land. I am so grateful to be a part of this community and this Christmas greeting after a long and slow unconscious narrowing of my heart space, followed by an earthquake that rumbled everything, not only externally, but internally as well.

Okay, now I’m up for the Merry part too!

I truly desire for you and yours, internally and externally, a most profound and unforgettable personal mass of Christ consciousness to meet you however you need it and wherever you are.

Thank you to each of you who have made a connection with me and us this year. 2019 is shaping up to be a game changer on so many levels. What is life without a truly great game? What is love without intimates and beloveds to share it with? ~ Raphael Awen

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What a year it has been! So many amazing connections and tons of growth. Thank you to all of you who have been a part of the ride both in the tears and the joy. Many blessings to everyone on this day and all to follow. ~ Gabriel Heartman

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Merry Christmas to all of you on FB in our extended soul family! You’ve been tracking us sometimes and letting us go in others, yet always there is a connection when the resonance is real… I honour your deep courage to keep trucking on your own soul and heart journey, despite difficulties and challenges. Many Yuletide and Christmas belessings to you on this symbolic day of love! ~ Kalayna Colibri

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A very Merry Christmas to all of those on this journey with us! You are all in our hearts and I wish more than anything for more love, more growth and more passion for everyone! I feel both the pain and the magic this holiday and I honour them both ❤️🤶🏻 ~ Raianna Shai

Dive Into Feeling To Experience More Love

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By Kalayna Colibri

When I think back to even my childhood this life, I have always found aliveness in feeling. In having emotions. In experiencing the container of life holding my ups and downs, ins and outs, waves of despair and waves of bliss. I have always been emotional.

What a gift it is, to have tools that help you go inward and support from Divine love to continue to do so. It’s in times of deep process yet also times of profound bliss (that truly come on the other side of deep process), when I most feel love and loved. Even with sobbing tears complete with wailing cries and runny nose, I feel loved. I feel held. I feel the growing container of me, held by the ever-expanding container of pure love, always accessible though not always easy to let in.

I’m sharing this today because there continues to be a need for an advocacy for feeling. Even if you end up feeling so much that you need a day in bed. Or a week on the couch. Or an entire pint of Ben and Jerry’s. Love wants to move mountains in your life and simply can’t help you heal and change and flow aligned WITH it if the parts of you that most need you continue to be suppressed.

The machinations of this suppression come from other parts of you and these parts learned to live this way because of the company you keep and have kept, the culture you were born into, the choices you have made in all areas of your life. None of it is ‘wrong’… but all of it can be looked at and felt through with an open and curious heart.

The thrum of the message to ‘keep feeling’ runs wildly through our collective and the collective within you. Every Rubicon has another side to it. Every bridge can be built, even over vast feeling flows that have an intense momentum and feel as if you’re going to drown inside of them. Every single moment of feeling has value… and being in the moment today, actually means being willing to feel in every single moment, the uniqueness of your feelings, your parts, your soul aspects, and how they are processing or filtering life.

To actually begin deeply feeling, means to sign up for falling in love… with your own heart, soul, and parts. It means your life as you know it cannot stay the same (for long). It means you will be moved to higher heights and deeper depths than you’ve been able to imagine and a life you truly love living and ascending through!

Much love to all of you taking this into your heart today! I wish you all the love you can let in… and much more too. ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Resonance Peak Wave

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By Jelelle Awen

BIG peak energy wave in the Gaia/Schumann resonance over the last 24 hours, preceded by more activity prior to that! Over 100HZ and off the scale! Has been settling down the last five hours or so yet this happened when a lot of us in the Western Hemisphere were sleeping. This is a good time to receive these UPward codes, while unconscious and less blocked/layered over. You may find that you just crashed deep during this wave and had wild dreams….dreams that make some sense when you connect them to current themes moving through your life.

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This big spike comes as the full moon energies from the longest full moon/night of the year are still resonating and swirling around us. THAT is A LOT of Divine Feminine support. Support to go inward, to feel, to heal, to reveal, and to allow the emotional processes that need the space within your heart to BE. I wrote about what the full moon energies are pushing up here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-heightened-f…/

Finding hearts/souls who can BE there for you in a resonant way, getting those tastes of Unity Consciousness again can be so important. To feel yourself seen and felt. To feel yourself supported in whatever you need to dive into that allows for more heart space to open up.

If you don’t have any souls around to provide that for you or would like too an extra boost of support, I am offering 1:1 sessions this week for women after Christmas Day and have some openings still available. Gabriel Heartman is also available to meet with women and men, plus Kalayna Colibri with women 25 years and younger. There is more information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

This is definitely a catalytic ending to a VERY catalytic year of 2018! Whatever you can ground into your heart and emotional body and parts of yourself with LOTS of love will def. help to navigate it.

Love to you as I am loving myself and all parts of me too…
Jelelle Awen

 

This is my review of the Ascension energies for 2018, including info about the Schumann/Gaia resonance and how it impacts us: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/2018-ascension-energies-re…/

Energy Update: Heightened Full Moon Energies Amplify Everything

Published on by Jelelle Awen2 Comments
By Jelelle Awen
Everything is heightened right now. Under the rays of the longest full moon illumination of the entire year, everything gets ramped UP. Especially the shadow….that which is ready to be seen and felt and embraced….finally….can reveal itself. The veils lift on this-life configurations and relationships. We can then see/feel/know whatever we need to accept and face in order to move on.
 
More sense of other lifetimes/timelines bleeds through during these powerful lunar stages too, which is also being amplified by the SOULstice and 12/12 gateway. Aspects/fragments from your same soul source (what I call the Metasoul) are not just now haunting you in dreams, visions, and through being drawn to certain movies and books. They are really being available to be felt and known. Their feeling realities may be flooding into yours, bringing despair, tension, trauma, anxiety, etc. You can drop into their timelines and form a relationship with them too, starting the inner connection journey, through working with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper to open up the portals.
 
More information about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
Those aspects in the deepest soul shadows are often connected to being the persecutor of others, the blind follower, the tyrannical and narcissistic leader. These are the themes that we all seem to ‘try on’ to see what happens. There are not just those prone to being narcissistic and those who are their victims as empaths. We choose these energies specifically to grow and learn from them….and choose also to experience BOTH sides of this dynamic. The charged energy against narcissists is often sourced from an inability to accept and integrate your OWN shadow that has these same frequencies. You drew these energies to you from others in order to SEE the mirror of them in yourself. The polarization between narcissists and empaths is another frequency that is ripe for healing in the heart of your own self acceptance and self forgiveness.
 
How we enabled, how we have shrunk, how we conformed to relationships is ALL being illuminated by these Divine Mother Lunar energies. She is there in ALL Her forms to provide support. There is courage available in these energies with Her. Courage for your masculine to take the right action that supports the heart and soul. There is also vulnerability available in these energies. Being vulnerable with your feminine clears the fear out of the courage and moves it from fighting/battling to healthy advocating.
 
Everything is heightened right now so be extra self loving and aware about what energies you take in and what you engage with. That can be challenging during a holiday season that (on the 3D level) conditions you to just ‘accept’ whatever dynamics are around you and even plunge into family ones that you don’t normal engage with. Make space for going INward, feeling and BEing with parts of yourself, and holding them through the stages/phases/waves of mourning, advocating, clarity/confusion and whatever else needs to come up.
 
This feels like a ‘final’ purge and clearing out to set up the higher timeline realities of 2019…truly a year that can be the manifestation of New Earth now in ever deepening ways!
 
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to digest all that is coming to light for you on all levels. Info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

A Bridge From 12/12 To SOULstice, A Time For Reflection: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Dec 17, 2018)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week we have a piece by Gabriel Heartman, where he invites us into our hearts and into a feeling space around this year’s Winter Solstice and what the energies of it are bringing for us all to feel into:

“This feels like a prime time to take a deep penetrative yet compassionate look at your life to feel what is flowing and humming, and what feels stuck and difficult to feel. It is a time for some self-reflection that will lead us all into the New Year of New Light. “

Gabriel has also written many other articles this week to help lead us all through this gateway of the aptly named Winter SOULstice. You can find these articles and their accompanying audio recordings on this Museletter as well!

Several new articles this week from Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Colibri, and Gabriel Heartman, containing energy updates and digestions of the Solstice energies, along with some feeling tones of the Divine Mother coming through.

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen is hosting her annual video series offering guided meditations and teachings daily for 33 days. The series runs from January 1, 2019 until February 2. She is also hosting weekly digestion groups along with the series, for a $11 minimum USD donation. For more info, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

1:1 Galactic Activation Sessions with Jelelle are available for booking. They are a $55 USD minimum donation for 75-90min and will involve checking in with your parts and Metasoul/Galactic Aspects, helping you reunite with your Star Family, activating your Ascension Chakra vortexes, and much more… email soulfullhearts@gmail.com to book. For more information, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/galacticsessions

Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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The Poultice Of This Winter SOULstice

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By Kalayna Colibri

The Solstice this year has been a poultice. It has drawn out shadow, feelings deemed “negative” like anxiety and sadness, and inner polarities, often expressing in a masculine versus feminine within. Parts of you have shown up over this past month, likely since being activated by the 11/11 Gateway, and want to be seen and known, not ignored. There’s been an immense and intense invitation to go inward and actually BE with what has been coming up to be felt inside of you, not to try and bury or ignore it anymore. The burying has had a cost over the years of your life in which you’ve tried to “deal” or “cope” with what’s been pushed up by your awakening experiences. This cost has been your health on all levels: emotional, mental, spiritual, even physical. This cost has been your belief and trust in your clarities about what needs to change or shift in your life, including relationship configurations and your overall way of life too.

The heavy blanket of winter is coming in with its calming energies. It can feel chaotic when fought against, which culturally we tend to do. We tend to neglect ourselves and our hearts this time of year, when really it’s meant to be time of more yin going INward phases. Even the weather can feel foreboding and invites you to take real care of yourself and your being. This time of year is especially about the heart as Christ/Magdalene consciousness streams in to awaken the heart more, which doesn’t always feel ‘good’ yet will feel ‘real’, especially as the Higher Heart starts to awaken more and more. There’s a rumble and a shake-up necessary in this awakening, as the Higher Heart has often been kept dormant for so long and has been covered over by a taming of what’s really there or ignoring it all together.

This SOULstice this year feels monumental. It’s an opportunity to awaken deeper and invite in deep rest too as you calibrate to the awakening and let the rumbles move through. You may find yourself needing to take action, or so your inner masculine will feel around what comes up, and this may be true, yet the yin or feminine invitation is to breathe through these action steps and feel what needs you within as you do. I feel as if this particular Winter Solstice’s energies have been extra intense in phases, really asking us to get clear and move forward in our lives, not stay in stuckness inside or in relationships or in our geographies. Choosing to go inward to feel and evaluate what’s coming and what your next steps in your life and healing/Ascension path are is very different than choosing stuckness or stagnancy. Every emotion is in motion and has a momentum of its own, especially as you let in the clarity that has been baking for some time now.

Asking for Divine support and trusting the synchronicities that come your way are key to helping you unlock the very personal messages of this particular Solstice. There is so much love available for you and the parts of you that need it most. Love in both masculine and feminine forms and energies of the Divine is flowing in now to support your choice to go inward and bring all efforts to make someone or something outside of you change, back inward to illuminate the polarities and conflict between parts of you inside of you.

Much love to you as you continue to wake and feel what this SOULstice has been bringing to you… ❤

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Join Gabriel Heartman and me today at 11:11am PST on Facebook for live stream! Tune into my FB feed and join us for a guided meditation, digestion of the incoming SOULstice energies, and a Q&A as well. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Returning To Divine Mother: A Poem

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By Kalayna Colibri

To truly let Her in… you become the poet and the dancer of heart and the deep journeyer of soul.

To truly let Her in… the sword is dropped as you surrender to the embrace of a love and acceptance you’ve forgotten you were worthy of.

To truly let Her move you… means burning away that which doesn’t align as you surrender to the fire of boundary-setting (with care) and the illumination of that which has been in shadow.

This is what it means to be with the Divine Mother in all of her forms and faces… and to begin to understand that you are part of that too.

Much love! ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.