Sometimes, when it comes to pain… there are those who soak it in vanity, in glory, seeking pay off, drawing audiences…
There are those who feel, want to heal it, want to move it into a place where there is only now more love, letting in the humility of deeply feeling and healing along the way – often without much of an audience, for there is no glamour really, to be had here…
There are those who want to avoid pain altogether, constantly rise above it, though the swamp below them deepens and reaches up to grab on, often eventually finding its way into the person’s body and life, though the heart of this person is not yet ready to fully feel it all.
And, there are those who feel pain on the surface only, blame all else for it, choose not to go inward, and may never seek bigger answers that actually must first be addressed within.
Amazing it is, to feel how each way of being with the pain inevitably brought on by 3D life as we’ve known and lived it, is sacred and held somehow as perfect for each and every heart and soul… for every single one is walking out and living out what it needs to most in this phase of their consciousness. Each phase is needed in order to graduate to the next one.
This is hard to let in in the moment, yet it feels true to me still, for the heart somehow understands other hearts, even if the mind can’t quite catch up and intuition can still feel the places where the pain has yet to be fully felt in others. It’s all somehow blessed, it’s all somehow good, and it’s all somehow exactly what we all need.
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.
Love stories captivate us because we can feel so much of our own desires and reflections in them. They represent our deepest yearnings and lived-in experiences. They help us to feel what it is that lies underneath that which is underneath. We ache for connection so that we can see and feel ourselves in ways we have hard time seeing on our own. So the story is also about us. Our own desire to feel the love within us that is solely about us. As this is cultivated through much inner work, the story seeks to hear itself through the heart of another.
We live in a love story. We are writing it everyday. How we run from it, dampen it, hide it, surrender to it, and dance with it. There are parts of us that are working extra hard each and every moment to keep from really feeling it because of its capacity to change everything in an instant. The current stories we are living in other dimensions have a huge impact on how we are weaving this one together. Are we recapitulating some of the same themes over and over, or have we chosen to consciously rewrite the script to match what our highest timeline wants for us? What it is we ultimately want, but are too afraid to just ask for and pursue. There is a lot at stake for the part of us that has been keeping the story rolling just fine the way it is, even if it is suffering over it.
There is a timing of it all too. The Divine, I am learning, truly knows best even if we haven’t the faintest clue of the whys. It is the work of feeling our inner world, going into the depths of our story consciously to see why we wrote it the way we did and if that is the way we want to continue writing it. We see things when we need to see them and when something else in the plot has shifted first. Not a minute before or a minute after. It is all perfect and all we are doing is giving it a little boost along the way by choosing to participate in this actively and with the awareness that we are in a mystery.
I write this as I have found my heart in a state of joy after really letting in the woman that has been in my life for the last 5 years, Kalayna Colibri. We began as facilitants in SoulFullHeart, then had a few incarnations as mates, had months of non-contact, and then reemerged as close friends but always with that deep care that seemed to follow us where ever we were. We could not go back into another romance for our inner stories had not been ready for it. Other plot pieces needed to weave in and out, and we needed our own time to actively engage in healing the chapters of the “past”. As we began to feel more of our own uniqueness and our own self-love could we begin to see each other in a new way than before. We could feel how the love that was always there just needed to be put in a special place so other story lines could take their place.
I suppose the lesson in this for me is that you never really “know” what the Divine has in store for you or what blind spots you are given until it is time to be seen. What is true is that those blind spots are only removed as we continue to go into our own inner stories. As we begin to heal all the ways in which we continue to keep love at bay. It is through rereading our 3D story with all its cast of characters that allows us to really see what it is that we are truly needing to heal in order to let in more of the love that is sitting right in front of us. And for that I am infinitely grateful and amazed to be a part of this new chapter in our lives together.
More writing to come from a brand new sacred romance taking flight. 🙂
If you are curious to reveal your own mysterious love story we offer free 30 minute intro sessions to see if the SoulFullHeart Way of Life healing process is part of that unfolding. More information can be found here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
This Sunday at 11:11am CST, Raphael Awen and I will be discussing more about the overall process and what space-holding sessions are all about and how they guide and inform your awakening and healing path. More info here:
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Sitting. Meditating. Thoughts swirling all around. Analyzing, comparing, judging, questioning, doubting, wondering, and hiding. I can feel the density of it all and yet my highest heart and soul is holding it all with care and compassion. I am on a path. A journey. One that has chosen to come to terms with these 3rd Dimensional polarities and woundings inside me as beloved parts of my Highest Self.
I can remember the days before beginning this process. The days where I would be looking for any form of relief I could find to make all the intense inner energies just go away. Not be felt anymore. This ranged from self-help to spirituality to substance abuse. Using movies, food, exercise, sex and socializing as ways to cover over what was so front and center in my emotional body. Yet I just couldn’t find the courage to really go IN and deal with it all, for I could intuitively feel that if I did, a part of me would have to let go of all the suffering it had been used to as Life itself. It was an existential identification with the pain in a way. Who would I be without it?
It almost seems odd to feel that a part of us would be addicted to something so painful. But when you make the choice to finally go into the hard-to-feel places, you realize how much of this part of you has been invested in it. That it has become its world. It has substituted something much smaller in place of what is much bigger, yet it hasn’t quite picked up on that until it has been given the time and space to feel and see it.
This is where the 3D self begins to recognize all that it has done to make life navigable and bearable. Even using higher frequencies to by-pass the lower ones. It is a tricky circumstance because it all feels right until what remains unfelt comes back again and again. The oil of our wounding continues its ascension just as much as our consciousness. I can feel that in meditation.
As we have been developing the SoulFullHeart process more clearly, with an emphasis on the 3D Self in the beginning, I can feel all those nooks and crannies that still hold court inside my emotional body. They don’t hold the same power as they once did but they are there nevertheless. It has been generally referred to as our Ego, and it is something that has gotten some negative publicity. Something to transcend rather than heal and transform. This aspect of us is a very important part of our ascension as it holds so many traumas and fears. It is seeking love and integration, not annihilation.
So in this moment I hold those fears, judgments, and doubts as sacred beings inside my heart. They are the keys to new worlds inside me and a transformation of the world outside. I can feel some difficult things that still need my attention and that means I am on the right path. Not that the path is meant to be hard, it is just that we set up some challenges for ourselves to live our way through so we can find out what it is we are truly all about and what we are not.
This new focus has lit up something in my own journey, and when you start to feel these hidden wounds within the context of a larger process, you too will begin to realize how much gold has been buried inside you awaiting your harvest. All held by the love of your Higher 5D Self and your Divine Parents. They are what brings us to the next going-on place toward our greatest calling in the service of love.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
“I don’t always believe in ‘god’… unless of course, it’s a literal god, one who has very black and white ways of punishing or rewarding us as humans and has given us very clear rules through people we don’t question. Sometimes I feel punished or rewarded for goodness or badness. Sometimes I don’t feel much of anything and just want to be left alone… because ultimately, I do feel alone. I don’t get a visceral sense of ‘god’ or ‘god-ness’ and I usually feel drawn to compartmentalizing god too… leaving ‘him’ to when I attend church on Sundays or at Christmas, for example. Sometimes I like retreats because they don’t challenge me to live with the spirituality every day and the 4D self can at least be sort of satiated for a while by them, or at least it can seem so. Letting in the Divine scares me because I don’t quite know or understand what that means, and I really feel mostly like it would mean losing everything I’ve built or bought or earned – relationships, career, things, etc. I don’t feel or find anything ‘spiritual’ or purposeful in the every day, and most of the time this suits me just fine… if god doesn’t bother me, I won’t bother ‘him’. Life seems like an uncontrollable thing at times, and yet totally controllable in others… or at least, I’ve convinced myself I have control when I really don’t. And if I truly let that in, I would crumble – or at least I’m afraid I would.
I live in systems made of my fears and the fears of others, that are led and maintained by the most afraid members of society. God is unknowable and unseeable, but money is and relationships are, and family is too. I can see and touch and smell material things and food that I want. I can’t see or touch who made them or harvested them or at least not often, and I don’t want to look that far into anything. I want what I want in this moment and beyond that, I don’t care. To truly be in touch with ‘god’ would mean having to see more than I do now. I don’t think I want that.
You’re born, you live, you die. I don’t think much about what happens after that. All I care about is where my next fun is coming from, in the form of food, sex, or something material that shows me I’m worth something. How does ‘god’ have a chance to enter that, and why would I want ‘him’ to?”
Sometimes, as we walk into and through different chapters of 4D awakening, where spirituality then becomes a subject fraught with questions and soul rebirth canals, we inhabit a 3D reality which is essentially ‘god-less’, at least in the sense of having a daily, visceral experience of god or the Divine in different forms and energies. You may feel yourself weaving in and out of a more 3D reality of the ‘god picture’ along the way, sometimes feeling as if life is wonder-less, and that you don’t have much sense of the Divine in your life right now. This can feel really dense and as if there is a ceiling over you and sometimes you may even have physical reactions to this reality, like intense head pain, along with some emotional reactions from parts of you to different situations in your life where things don’t seem to be going the way you or part of you wants them to. As we awaken, we begin to separate out from this ‘self’ that would rather not hold a personal sort of ‘god’ experience and also the different parts that hold this as their only possible reality. The 3D self doesn’t seem to vanish, however, though it does heal more and more and gradually integrates into our daily reality and our being in a different way. Our 3D self represents ‘this-life’ wounds and pain, though it may not always feel that consciously or if it does, it may seek therapy or some form of self-help that won’t ultimately reach the deepest aspects of what needs to heal. It needs us, inside of our 4D or 5D selves, to help bridge it to something deeper and actually be with it there too, not trying to suppress or abandon it, which we can’t really do anyways.
The 3D self can sometimes make itself hard to love. It has a way in which it has built formidable walls and can feel unreachable in the sense of feeling it deeply beyond a surface-level sense of success, failure, loss, gain, happiness at getting what it wants, sadness when it doesn’t. It very seldom holds a deep compassion towards itself or others. This may not be true of all 3D selves, but for most of them, this feels like what needs to be felt, held and reconciled within each.
Ascension, in my sense of it, means inviting the 3D self to come along, loving it the whole way. This love can’t be false because this ‘self’ won’t buy it if it is, or might pretend to for a time but in the end, it won’t be deeply moved by anything you offer it. It is so often an energy of protective disbelief. Loving it begins with feeling one part of you at a time, and feeling your way into the love that wants to flow into and through you and wrap around it too. From this place, comes our deepest, purest sense of spirituality, which has always been there somehow, though the days and moments come when we feel it has left us or isn’t accessible. These phases are as much a part of our journey as the highest heights are, and every bit as sacred.
To learn more about working with and healing your 3D self, you can visit our website, http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for a sense of how we hold the process and what the SoulFullHeart process is in and of itself. ❤
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visitsoulfullheartwayoflife.comfor more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
Bracing for impact. This is the mantra for today that circulates the bulk of the news. Irma is making herself known in the United States as She has made herself known in other island geographies. Preparations and choices have been made. Now is the waiting out and responding. In this moment, individuals are going through their own internal emotional hurricanes, in various categories of energetic amplitude. It is in these moments that we come face to face, heart to heart with what it is that makes us human.
In this way, Irma is a harbinger, a messenger, and an equalizer. She is part of the collective and part of us individually. She triggers us into our deepest fears and our greatest strength. In the depths of the fear we come to terms with our physical mortality. The 3D Self is in a state of tumult as all of the things and relationships that it has attached to are under “attack”. So much has been done to ensure that what was before will stay the same after. These are the “Winds of Change” that the 3D Self spends so much energy trying to avoid. It is understandable because there is so much investment in what lies outside, and when that is taken away we are left with what hasn’t been deeply felt on the inside.
Whether we live in Florida or not, we are connected and have our own personal investment in Irma as She activates our Body Humanity. It is as if our emotional and spiritual bodies have all been joined more consciously these days. Even if we haven’t been watching the news, the psychic tendrils make their way in. All of these events are wake up calls. They remind us that we are a part of this grand consciousness known as Gaia. We are Her and She is us. I don’t feel She has sent Irma to punish us. That feels like a punishing God/Goddess story. She very well may be technologically enhanced, but that too seems to distract us from what she is trying to inform us of in a larger context.
Gaia is ascending and She is inviting us with her. This is going to kick up all the ways that we have been unconscious of what keeps us in 3D. We have chosen these experiences and will continue to until we choose to heal what it is that we are truly afraid of, that prevents us from letting in the love that wants to upend all places we choose to hide it. It is as if Irma IS Love! How is that for upside down thinking?
Any natural disaster can be viewed in this way. As a reflection of what it is that is rumbling inside of us. So many tension points and energetic polarity dances that can create “shit storms” inside of us. But that of course is how our 3D self would choose to view them. Our 4D self understands what is going on today. It sees how this is a going on place. A chance to feel something alive inside that wasn’t otherwise felt in the day to day machinations of 3D living. The 4D self is taking stock of what is being lost and what is being gained on the other side. Maybe this is the final wake up call. The one that sets the intention to finally let go of the old and feel the loss and mourning of that to make way for something new. Not to rebuild, but to realign.
These “disasters” are held as sacred events. They elucidate the core of what it means to be alive and the parts of us that are afraid of deep change, even when they know it is the way to health, growth, and love. I invite you to feel your own inner Irma’s, Harvey’s, wildfires, earthquakes, and tsunamis today. What are they trying to offer you in the way toward living your most prized experience of life and love? What changes are they wanting you to make without leaving your fear buried over? What do you feel like on the flip side? This is the first step in the journey of a thousand. The blessings are there to be found.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Through each tattered layer of what I once held so dear
What I used to cling to for the safety from fear
In order to hide the pain of keeping myself so small
I learned that I was so much more than what I had the nerve to see
The constant voices inside that sold catastrophe like it was never in doubt
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The claim that I would never be enough, so why even try
The bully pulpit of what was right, moral, and acceptable.
They were not mine, but echoes of the collective disposition to keep itself contained from
truly loving, losing, and learning.
I felt the inner dissonance.
The rub inside my hub
The core of what life was meant to feel like, not look like.
I was convinced to follow the road most traveled until I saw myself hanging on the cross
of its dead end post.
— reflections from my 3D/4D Self
The greatness of our being lies not in what we have accomplished but what we have felt,risked, and let go of in order to create the courage to do so. We are all a part of this ever expanding depth of love consciousness. No soul is immune. We just choose the level of resistance or surrender. The 3D self has much at stake in this process and needs the all compassion and holding we can muster from our awakening 4D self with the guidance and love from our Higher Self. It is a Holy Trinity of inner relationality that serves our destiny and desire to live in the fullest expression of our being, even if we can’t fully feel or see it yet.
This is a sacred relationship and one that is an ongoing one that offers many gifts to creating a New Earth by transforming 3D and not transcending it. It is taking what was learned and applying it through a new lens of 4D transition to an unknowable but highly desirable Heaven with Gaia. It is choosing to heal our pain to feel our Joy.
This Saturday @ 11:11am CST is the SoulFullHeart Group Call where Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be introducing the 3D Self through the SoulFullHeart Process perspective. Go to this link for more info: https://www.facebook.com/events/110934986279085/
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
3D has been related to in such a varied way. What comes up inside can range from a prison cell to a school or playground. Such a wide spectrum of ideas and emotions. It is also seen and felt as energetic frequency. We are ultimately energy and the vibration of that energy is contained in waveform. Not a very sexy definition but it can be translated emotively. When you feel particular emotions in comparison to others you can feel the difference in energy. The difference in your emotive density. When you are in a more joyous and blissful state you feel a lightness of being and a connectivity that is beyond mental expression. When you are in depression and/or rage, the felt energy is clearly different than that. This energy creates more of the same as like attracts like. Joy wants more joy. Misery loves company.
Okay…still not feeling sexy or alive. This frequency of mental explanation may compel some part of you, but another part may be looking for a refund. Let’s go into our 3D lives and feel what is going on. We have bills to pay, places to go, deadlines to meet, children to educate, and relationships to show up for. You may have it all dialed-in to a science and all areas are humming on all cylinders. My guess is if that is the case you may not be reading this. But for the rest of us 99%ers there is an ache whether it is completely felt or not. You don’t have that dream job or vocation, you are not in the relationship of your dreams having all sorts of incredible sex and romantical moments, you may not have all the money you want to buy the things and experiences you desire, and you are struggling to feel your passion, purpose, and power that light you up like a Christmas tree during Chinese New Year.
But what the hell does any of this have to do with ascension? Well, to your 3D self it means everything! It is the one that has invested so much time and energy in creating a world that is trying to do the best it can to survive and be loved, and hope like hell things just get better with some focused spiritual practice. That really doesn’t do anything for them but to kick the can down the road. No matter where you go there you are.
When we start to awaken to energies and ideas outside our 3D conditioning, there is a rumble that begins from opposing energy frequencies. If I am feeling this inside me, and my outside life feels quite a bit different, then how do I reconcile the two? The only way to do that is to get honest with yourself. Both frequencies can’t exist simultaneously without creating rumble. This rumbling is being reflected from within. It is the contrast between your 5D/4D self and your 3D self. The higher the frequencies experienced, the larger the gap. This creates a suffering loop that must be addressed by being real with what is happening. You are changing. Your soul is coming in and knocking on the door and it is looking to change everything your 3D self has held so dear. This is can be a really difficult time to negotiate.
It really isn’t about ignoring it, because it is there. This part of you needs to be felt with all the heart open compassion possible while feeling the epic changes that are so evident to your Higher Self, but not so evident to your 3D self. Seeing, feeling, and healing this aspect of you is a crucial part of the ascension journey. It is feeling all the anchors that keep us tethered to 3D by negotiating with this beloved aspect.
When one begins with the SoulFullHeart process this is the self that we begin to feel and connect with as it holds the keys to the doorways of our growth and healing. While a part of you may be ready to soar among the stars, the runway may need some clearing on the ground. Writing a letter to your 3D self may provide some illuminating truths about what it really feels in relationship to all that is occurring in your life. From there you have a doorway to walk through should you feel compelled to go deeper. It is a journey that promises to change your life, but only by negotiation and choice. This is the beginning of a whole new experience your 3D self has actually been waiting for.
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This Saturday at 11:11am CST on Zoom, Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be leading a group call that will introduce the 3D self through the SoulFullHeart lens with a meditation to meet your 3D self. For more information, head on over to https://www.facebook.com/events/110934986279085
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
As I have been going through an exercise of connecting with my 3D, 4D, and 5D selves I began to realize that I have noticed women tending to call themselves “multidimensional” more then men. I don’t know if this is because women tend to be more multidimensional or is it that men just haven’t considered their multidimensionality as being on par with women. I know that in my past I have had a part of me doubt that I have access to this “ability”. That it seemed exclusive to women or some chosen men.
Yet when we view ourselves through these 3 lenses of 3D, 4D, and 5D we get a clear picture that we are all very much multidimensional (MD) and it is in our permission and desire to feel this in a very conscious and daily way that we can really let that in. Men have generally seemed apt at staying very focused on one task. I guess we can really call that a masculine trait as women have it too. So to hold this MD reality, it takes the ability to see and feel it all at once, or at least to some degree. This has always seemed like an attribute of the feminine. So maybe it is in our connection to our more feminine side that men can access more of the permission and potential of claiming our MD gifts.
Who is the multidimensional man? What are his needs, motivations, and gifts? This feels like an unknown yet I think there are some very common themes that may run across many experiences. I can tap into my own MD selves and see if they resonate within the collective.
My 3D Self says, “I want to be seen as sexy to women. I want to be perceived as a good man, a fair man. I need to be valued and accepted by others. Following the “rules” of society will reward me with all the gifts that it has promised to offer. I want to feel secure and comfortable and have all the pleasures of the physical reality. I have a hard time speaking my truth as it can upend everything I have put in place and worked so hard to protect. I want to be right most of the time. It is hard for me to be “wrong”. If I am wrong I am bad. I want to know all the facts of a topic to make informed and wise choices as to what is true and what is not.”
My 4D Self says, “I do not want to be a part of the system anymore! I do not believe that it is in my best interest OR the interest of others. I see how I constructed so much around me that was not based in my ultimate truth. I compromised something inside myself to fit into a mold that I felt like I needed to out of duty and obligation. I feel a greater purpose and passion that is not being expressed because of feeling stuck in a world that I don’t feel resonate with! I have a lot to say and it wants to blow shit up! Yet I also want to just go away into the woods and live in peace. I sense a greater consciousness that exists that I am a part of yet still feel very separate from at times. I feel in between worlds and I can’t seem to find the bridge. I am beginning to see that I have the power to change it all but it is so hard to focus with all that is going on around me. I keep trying to find love outside me and it is just not working.”
My 5D Self says, “I AM the power. I AM the change. I AM the love that comes in from the heavens and infuses the heart with desire to go IN. To heal all the parts within that feel scared, angry, and alone. I create the safe container to be vulnerable and withstand the fire of transformation and healing. I AM the bridge and the other side. The place where self-love comes first. To be empowered with worth and courage to continue to heal and share the open heart with another in sacred union romance. I AM the dreamer and visionary of greatness and beauty. I AM the King of my Kingdom and the seeder of this Divinity into the hearts and souls of others on the way UP. I am the receiver of Higher Dimensional consciousness and embody and integrate it into the human vessel. I AM the constructor and builder of worlds in co-mingled dance with the divine feminine inside and out. I AM hot star stuff!”
With this felt reality, I can begin to feel myself in a whole new way. I can feel where I need to go in and feel what needs to be felt in order to let in more love through my healing heart. I find the courage to make the next steps, to say the words that need to be said, and feel what it is that I truly AM and desire to be. I am not a victim to my circumstances and I invite the mirrors I need to keep going and growing. I take my experience and offer back to others that are feeling the same. I am a beacon, a leader, a lover, and a King to a Queen. I am a fisher of men…..multi-dimensional men.
To feel more into what SoulFullHeart can offer your awakening or healing multidimensionality, you can visit our website, join in group calls, and watch upcoming live stream events on Facebook and YouTube.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Emoto-spiritual ascension teachers, sacred union mates, and writers/authors Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be sharing their high vibe energy, heart openness, insights, and guidance during a free question and answer session on Sunday, September 2nd at 11:11am CST. The session will go for as long as the interest is there and engagement from you, although probably not longer than 90 minutes.
They will also be teaching about the emotional and spiritual wholistic healing/awakening process and way of life they co-create and facilitate called SoulFullHeart. The SoulFullHeart process focuses on the 3D, 4D, and 5D selves and how they express in seven key areas of life: emotional, spiritual, mental, social, physical, financial, and environmental. Raphael and Jelelle teach about emotional body healing, parts work process, ascension, spirituality, awakening, conscious money or sacred economics, conscious community, sacred union, light body/physical health, sacred sexuality, 5D ascension, and more. Please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com and soulfullheartblog.com for much more information about SFH.
They will be live streaming on both the SoulFullHeart Facebook Page and the SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel. They will be reading and then responding to your comments on the SoulFullHeart Facebook page and to questions that you ask prior to the live stream session as well. You can message the SoulFullHeart Facebook page with any questions, comments that you have or message Raphael or Jelelle Awen’s page as well. Or you can email to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.
“Argue for your limitations and sure enough they are yours.” – Richard Bach, Adventures Of A Reluctant Messiah
These word are fairly well known and have had such an impact on me my entire life. I could feel how in my awakening days in college, this was a guide for me to feel all the ways I was not being totally free. As I went back deeper into 3D after my daughter was born, they came back to me as her dependence on my 3D self lessened and she moved to Canada to be with her mother. I could feel all the ways in which I had created a life that had kept me safe, comfortable, and predictable. Neither of which made me joyful, alive, or passionate.
To my 3D self all was fine and was willing to compromise, yet with further inquiry, he really wanted to blow it all up. This was the edge of my more 4D self who could see the prison of it all and yet projected the responsibility to the “system” and felt to rage against it and help expose and tear it down. This gave him meaning and purpose without actually doing much of anything truly life-altering. The fire was good to feel but it really needed to be turned inward. Not in a judging fashion, but in a way that needed to see that my parts were still creating the prison they were raging against.
This is where parts of us can use nearly any excuse, the most popular being time, money, and relationship, to not actually let in the power of creation that we are. We chose to limit ourselves so that we could learn to love ourselves all over again. Our 5D self sees no limits other than the ones we are currently choosing to place upon ourselves. It is an epic game of cat and mouse until we decide we are done running from each other and realize we are the same.
I still find myself in an ebb and flow of this limit game. It is all a part of my journey. However to be in a tennis match around it is just a suffering loop. One day it is time to not return the volley and see what the hell lies in the space outside the lines. What is the fear of the lack of limitation? If we have infinite unlimited power, what the hell does that even mean?
It is in this process of acquainting ourselves with our 3D, 4D, and 5D selves that we can begin to feel how we have used our conditioning and protections to limit our ability to truly be the most authentic version of ourselves. Yet these are not the bad guys. We are not to obliterate them or endrun around them. We are to honor them. To feel them. To let in the power of their creation to be able to accomplish said experiences until the point we are not wanting the limit anymore. Our divine credit card is limitless and that is really hard to let in. You are NOT a victim when you chose otherwise!
These selves are our most prized possessions that have yet to be owned and claimed by our biggest heart. They are the basis for the work and process in SoulFullHeart. They are the vehicles we ride in as we explore the realms of our inner world. If you are looking to become acquainted with yourself in a much deeper way that helps to unlock the limits of your circumstances then visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/services for more on our process and our free 30-minute intro session offering.
There are truly no limits to what can be discovered.
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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