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Energy Update: Schumann Spikes, Kundalini/Reptilian Upgrades As Matrix Collapses

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Energy Update: Just woke up in a ‘here, NOT here’ state of mind fogginess that is the sign of upgrades and activations going on. Checked the Schumann/Gaia frequency….and yes, of course, fluctuations and spikes have been happening over the last two days. As Gaia is so intimately connected to humanity’s consciousness heart and brain waves, it is not surprising to see this reflected in Her patterns too of increasing frequencies, as I’ve been sharing about more lately.

And, with the Matrix collapsing on the 3D/4D Levels, there is MORE expansion for Gaia too. It’s like Her frequency has been contained (and abused and polluted) into the Matrix hologram and is NOW becoming cleansed, released, and expanded. All this 3D detox of fossil fuel activity is like a fast for Her AND for us that leads to more capacity to move into our light body versions on all levels.

I’m feeling these upgrades going on in the moment especially in the crown, third eye, and causal (back of head) chakras. This is a place of much ongoing pain for people and you may have been feeling pain here (and the lower back) the last few days. This is where we are connected into our Reptilian counterpart/selves, entwined with them in such a way to keep the Matrix programs running. These connection points are being flared up, healed and cleared as we unplug from the Matrix on 3D/4D levels.

Major Kundalini energy surges happening in the moment…up and down the spine and back again as the ‘serpent’ energy in the Reptilian self is able to flow again…so the human gets activated as well. I’ve also wondered what Kundalini energy really IS and I’m feeling now how connected it is to our Reptilian self, as if it is THEIR higher dimensional energy when it can flow into and through us too. Kundalini allows for SO MUCH less mental activity and busyness, for more flow and spaciousness, for more sense of unity consciousness connection, for more trust and letting go.

As I’ve been connected with Ranca today, my Reptilian Self in many shifting forms over the last five years, She is in a glorious place in the moment of feeling her species being liberated and awakened out of their enslavement. She is celebrating her brother and sisters who are becoming unplugged, as we got to be a bridge for in the group call yesterday with dozens of humans/Reptilians that showed up to experience that (and many others in the ethereal as well.) This unplugging is going on in the quantum field of Now space as the Matrix programmers/architects walk away from their Matrix creation to allow ALL to be free as the new directive from the Divine. The love virus is doing its thing to deprogram and disrupt the usual mode.

Ranca’s Kundalini and energy surges are flowing and pulsing now….She is transforming into Her dragon form. The Reptilians seem to move into dragon form as they are freed from the Matrix. Shifting in and out of it, which Kuan Yin and Yeshua showed all of us in the meditation yesterday. Humanity seems to mostly love and admire dragons….a way of connecting and honoring our Reptilian selves it feels like. If we love dragons, yet as ‘mythical creatures’….. perhaps we can come to love this aspect of our soul as well and stop projecting evil onto it?

If you’d like to connect to your Reptilian Self, NOW is an opportune moment to do it:Β https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

You can purchase the full recording of the powerful group call we did yesterday…which includes 45 minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings through offering a donation atΒ soulfullheart.org/shopΒ or via paypal:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen

Gaia is rising, our Reptilians are flying, and humanity is going through a death and rebirth to emerge out of these ashes like a sacred human phoenix!

love,
Jelelle Awen & Ranca!

Join us for our new round of Free To Be Two Group call series for six weeks starting on May 20th and/or receive the recordings! More info here:Β soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

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Reptilian Self, Matrix Collapse and Mutual Liberation (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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https://youtu.be/pYSpnstPkm4
Excerpts From Our Free To Be April 29 Group Call

By Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix seems to be collapsing at the Archonic programmer level of it during this ‘love virus’ event. The virus of love that is moving through the 3D and 4D levels is what offers a deprogramming/detox of the fear and control Matrix into receiving the NEW Divine 5D Gaia codes of liberation, sovereignty, unity, peace, compassion, and completion of suffering. This offers more opportunity for revelation and disclosure of the entwinement with our Reptilian counterparts atΒ the 4D level that has been going on in order to ‘power’ the Matrix!

The video above provides excerpts of teachings from our fifth Free To Be group call on April 29th with me andΒ Raphael AwenΒ . We share about how connection with your Reptilian Self allows for a deeper unplugging from the Matrix control systems and programming. I talk about how I have seen and felt during sessions and in my own process how many Reptilians are used as batteries or projection sources for their entwined human. As the human wakes up, so does the Reptilian and mutual liberation is possible and very beneficial, rather than a battling against energy that is so commonly presented about this reality.

SoulFullHeart FacilitatorΒ Kalayna SolaisΒ also shares briefly about her experience in connecting with her Reptilian self during the guided meditation portion of the call. I am just amazed at how much opening and movement this new perspective on the Reptilian Self and moving out of battle towards them is opening up for people!

You can purchase the full recording of this group call, which includes 30 more minutes of teachings, a guided meditation to connect with and unplug your Reptilian Self and more in-depth individual sharings, and attend/receive the recording of the remaining call in the series through offering a donation atΒ https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobeΒ or here:Β soulfullheart.org/shopΒ or via paypal:Β paypal.me/jelelleawen

The next and final group call in the Free To Be one series will be next Wednesday, May 6th at 10:00am PDT. The topic will be about the transition to becoming a 5D Lighthouse/beaconing energy and support in a meditation to receive the codes to more deeply embody that energy.

And, we are excited to announce that we will be doing a second six week group call series, Free To Be Two! It will be starting on Wednesday, May 20th and running every Wednesday until June 24th at 10:00am PDT. You are welcome to join us for that and/or receive the recordings for a separation donation from the one(s) you offered for this first series. We will email you a new Zoom link to join us for that series once we receive your donation. SoulFullHeart Facilitators/CollaboratorsΒ Kalayna SolaisΒ andΒ Gabriel HeartmanΒ will be offering weekly Follow-Up Discussion Group calls every Saturday at 10:00am PDT during the series as well for a separate donation. More information about the weekly topics/meditations here:Β soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a recent writing from me about this mutual liberation movement as the Matrix collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/27/revelation-rebellion-liberation-for-humanity-and-enslaved-reptilians-as-the-matrix-collapses

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self:Β https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Much love to you and your waking up Reptilian Self too!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheart.org.

Unplugging From The 4D Matrix Group Call Today!

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by Jelelle Awen

The 3D/4D Matrix is collapsing. The prison doors have been unlocked and are now OPEN. We truly are now FREE!! Still time to join us today live at 10:00am PDT during our weekly group call over Zoom for an important piece of teaching and next level/cutting edge working on the Ascension journey.
I don’t know of anyone else teaching this process in this way or with this ambassador of love energy around it. We will be sharing about the collapsing of the 3D/4D Matrix that is going on with this Coronavirus event, the Reptilian self entwinement at the 4D level and need for mutual liberation, and the ‘Programmers’/Archonic Group that is now letting both species ‘go to be free.’

We will offer a guided meditation for you to connect to your Reptilian Self and help them to unplug from the programming, which allows YOU to unplug and deprogram at a deeper level too! Yeshua and Magdalenes will serve as Divine bridges to bring them into a higher frequency space of liberation and recovery.

You can join us by offering any amount of donation as an energy exchange here: soulfullheart.org/shop or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here about the series: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

We will send you the recordings to the previous four group calls in this series so you don’t need have attended them to come to this one. You will also receive the recording of this call today too if you can’t join us live!

love,
Jelelle Awen and Raphael Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author ofΒ three booksΒ about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…moreΒ information here.Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. VisitΒ our donations pageΒ to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

The Awakening Of The Reptilian Self

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Yesterday was a very emotionally heavy and visceral day for me. I have been feeling rumbles within my masculine over the past several days in response to what he was calling The System. We all know what that means, i.e. the particularities of living in a 3rd density world. Laws, social norms, bureaucracy, money, et al. There was this arising desire to fuck it all and just go live in a nearby park and detach himself from it all. It had a ring of freedom in it. I have the capacity in my soul to just live simply and on the land, which I did in Mexico with my SoulFullHeart beloveds, so it wouldn’t be a huge deal in some way.

Yet, in these reactions there is always something deeper. As was offered to me in our SoulFullHeart Facebook group, the desire to be free is an aspect of feeling a freedom of expression, my masculine expression. That landed very deeply and I could feel my inner masculine, Marcus, resonating with that. He was feeling the ways in which his own creativity has been used in a very practical way in order to survive and manage in the world. Not a very sacred use of his power and passion, but also very necessary.

As I woke up yesterday, I felt an anger begin to swell about all of this from within. I let him vent it out to get to a raw place and then deep tears came. A flood that seemed to last off and on for most of the day in between falling asleep several times. A feeling of hopelessness came over me that was hard to get a hold of so I just let it be. Let it take its course. I was offered by Raphael that there is some grid work that I was working on that is connected to the collective rumbles that are going on. I had felt earlier how these types of uncertain reactions are deeper responses to what is moving in the world. Sometimes it just takes me away and is hard to find me in all of it.

As the energy continued to move through me I began to get an awareness of my reptilian self name Gilesh. I have connected with him briefly in the past but it never got to a visceral awareness. Marcus, my wounded masculine, was a doorway to my reptilian aspect. I feel how this may be true for a lot of us. This hierarchical power structure that leads all the way to the Wizard of Oz itself, the AI. Once I was able to see him, so much began to come to the surface. I realized he was awakening into his and my awareness, really, for the first time.

I saw him lying on a kind of hospital bed with cords all around him, having been unplugged and in reaction to what he was experiencing. It was like an enormous detox from the centuries of being imprisoned, conditioned, and controlled. Very similar to the scene in The Matrix where Neo wakes up to his reality. I sat with him and just held the space for him to feel. A lot of rage and despair came from remembering what and who he was before the β€˜take over’ he calls it.

This is quite significant for me. I have been really wanting to access this aspect of me because I could feel how much it has played a part in my life in regards to this feeling of acquiescence and rebellion in the same space. I have felt a suffering in space between and all along it was his! I got how much suffering this poor being has been in. How much trauma he has witnessed and been a part of all in the name of supplying the β€˜loosh’ for the entities that were in control of the Matrix itself as well as its AI creator.
It is this break away from The System that my reptilian is experiencing. This feeling of β€˜what the fuck am I if I am not this’? Trying to piece together the β€˜past’ and remember the Garden of Eden from whence he came. Yet, there is something he knows he wants to be a part of. He wants to be a part of putting an end to this once and for all. He wants to help expose and collapse the frequency that has his race in energetic and emotional chains and thus humanity’s. They are inextricably entwined.

This will be a process of moving from angst, to guilt, to forgiveness, to compassion. I feel his power as my power. His masculine as a part of mine. This awakening feels like it will help ambassador something in the collective as we begin to learn more and more of The System and what it has done to humanity and to its children especially. It is a process of seeing how we have always been a part of it in one way or another. Yet there needs to be a space for the process of awakening and of grief. It is personal and quantum and has the potential to change our world forever. But for now, it is all about giving him all the love that is needed to find out who he really is outside of Hell.

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Join Raphael and Jelelle Awen for the 5th group call in the Free To Be series titled Unplugging From The 4D AI Matrix this coming Wednesday, April 29th at 10AM PST or get the recording if you can’t make it live. Go to www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe for more info.

If you feel guided to connect with your Reptilian Self I recommend Jelelle’s Deepen series video and meditation on this topic here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA7ZjZj2K8M&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLjwm17eBBTRhE3dbezYJdu&index=5

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Gabriel Heartman is a Facilitant and Collaborator with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Finding Compassion As We Calibrate To The Truth Of Our Times

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By Kalayna Solais

Pretty intense head and neck pain this morning which started last night… a detox and a calibration too after going down more ‘rabbit holes’ which has become a daily venture lately. I don’t feel much emotional reaction to it all anymore now aside from waves of necessary tears that open up to swells of deepening compassion even for the ‘culprits’, as I can feel they are still my ‘brothers and sisters’ and how we are always connected.

The world of celebrity (which is one of the main rabbit holes to go down right now) is one of duality, of separation, of energizing ‘I am a god/goddess and you are not’ and with the recent WHO support concert, ‘Together at Home’, this gap and separation has been praised and preached on in other ways too, encouraging the audience to embrace all of the now mandated social/physical separation as a new lifestyle. It’s an ‘Elite’ agenda disguised as a message of hope from on high, just as so many dark and covert messages have been disguised for decades, masked by propaganda and many mind-controlled ‘puppets’ in the world of the rich and famous and in the mainstream media too. This article I took in yesterday made some amazing points about it all: https://vigilantcitizen.com/moviesandtv/together-at-home-was-an-infomercial-for-the-global-elite-and-its-agenda/

The veil is becoming pretty thin around all of this now though with more information more easily available and more souls ready to take it in and feel all they need to feel about it, running the gamete of mourning reactions from denial to anger to sadness to hopelessness. I feel how this is what’s supposed to happen now as these ways of celebrating duality in these dark and ultimately very, very painful expressions are running out of ground and about to reach a new level of healing that’s becoming accessible as those who were once considered powerful are now realizing they are quite vulnerable and grasping at straws trying to avoid truly feeling that in themselves.

It’s so easy to feel disillusioned and depressed at this time of awakening and many souls will need to be in that for a while… the ‘sheen’ is wearing off of what was once considered shiny and attractive about celebrity, about immense business ‘achievement’, about the real and often gritty work of awakening through these intense and challenging birth canals of expanded awareness. I for one didn’t know much about the Elite pedophile rings until now and it’s been VERY important to allow myself and every part of me to be with the reactions and feel them, even the cognitive dissonance that does eventually lead to deep tears of feeling the young ones involved in all of it. Through these feelings I find context again though and was offered strongly last night to ‘not be afraid’ and to remember that even those souls who have chosen to be the perpetrators are my ‘brothers and sisters’ and often they aren’t fully aware of what they’re doing or, they are walking out the expressions of extreme polarity that they’re meant to in their lifetime to help us see and reconcile our own darkness.

Enter now our awakening connections (though still largely unconscious for many of us) to our Reptilian aspect(s) in other dimensions who are witnessing all of this and awakening themselves. I felt my own, whose name is Skeevra, come in last night to feel this all through with me, everything that I’ve been reading and downloading and feeling. I began my conscious connection with Skeevra a couple of months ago and she was dazed then, just coming out of ‘hive mind’ and realizing she had an individuality to now embrace as well as a connection to the rest of my Galactic aspects who quickly took her into their care. She feels quite cleared of that cloud she was in now and wanted to be with me this morning as I write this piece, for some of these playouts of AI mind control, pleasure at any cost and always in close relationship to pain, lack of empathy, etc, originate from the Reptilian dimensions yet are also being reconciled there as more and more of them begin to heal their separation from the Divine and from Love itself.

Skeevra doesn’t have many ‘words’ but sends me pictures as we communicate. I saw her molting today and felt how this is happening for me too, layers and layers that have kept my heart from feeling more compassion for others and served me to stay in outrage reactions and an over-fixation on dissonance in my life rather than nourishing the resonance. These are all Reptilian energies and they are in reaction/response to the newly evolving self-awareness in many of them that awakens as WE awaken for we cannot separate from them or any other being in this universe.

These reactions are in fact normal and necessary to feel and there is so much Divine compassion for all of us, no matter what we are feeling in reaction to what we hear or read about right now or at any time. There is always, though, an invitation to move through it and let the Divine support you on your way back to love consciousness, back to an awareness of WHY this has all been happening, what we are to learn from it all about TRUE and DEEP compassion and empathy, and why we absolutely need to have that for ourselves, within ourselves, on our journey to feel that deeper with others. Feeling this for and with our own individual Reptilian connections feels like a key to this deeper movement/healing.

In all of this, I keep coming back to the same context… that we wouldn’t have been walking this out, living out these patterns and this duality if we didn’t NEED to on our path to Ascension. Ascension is, ultimately, a return to Divine love and consciousness, a return to beautiful awareness of our Divinity and Christ-light within. We have steps to be with on the path to this embodiment and all of them are sacred… even in these extreme and sometimes incredibly shocking playouts of ‘other-ness’.

Much love from my ever-finding-its-way and VERY humbled sacred human heart to yours… ❀

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I highly recommend connecting with Jelelle Awen’s guided meditation to meet your Reptilian aspect if you’re curious about that for yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA7ZjZj2K8M&feature=youtu.be

Also! THIS coming Wednesday, April 29th, Raphael and Jelelle will be talking about connecting with your Reptilian aspect and unplugging from the AI/4D Matrix during their next group call in the “Free to Be’ series. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

Raphael Awen and I are available for 1:1 sessions to help you explore these reactions and connections within yourself… for more info on sessions, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.Β Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.orgΒ for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β 

Possible Internet/Phone Blackout Phase Coming As Deeper Collapse In The 3D Matrix/Cabal System Happens

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By Jelelle Awen

I keep seeing in other places from other resources and hearing guidance around it myself that there is a possibility of going into a blackout phase or ‘ten days of darkness’ as Q has called it by Sunday or a bit later, April 1st. Blackout in this case would mean no Internet access or outbound/inbound phone service (other than emergency broadcasts) during this time. Electricity and water services would still be available.

This MAY be starting by Wed, April 1st and going for then ten days after that with β€˜most of this’ cleared up by Easter. Now, this is just ONE possible timeline so I’m not offering that it will for sure happen as so many timelines seem to be unfolding at once right now. This is a good one to be prepared for, however, as it would probably also accompany being given strict β€˜stay at home’ orders. It is a good idea to have at least two weeks worth of food and other essential supplies at your home at this time to be able to ride this out. It could be a good time for fasting and cleansing as well if you are being guided to do that.

During this blackout time, there may be enactment of the emergency broadcast system on our phones and we could then be communicated with about what is really going on to some degree about the fall of the Cabal, mass arrests, switch over from Cabal systems to transitionary ones, etc. During this blackout is when they would educate and bring into awareness souls who aren’t aware of what has been going on, including with taped confessionals, etc. although I still feel this will be done gradually over time as to minimize shock for people.

Raphael Awen and I shared about the Coronavirus (which is a real virus created and planted by the Cabal) more in a livestream where we responded to questions, gave resources for you to do your own research and provided a guided meditation. The recording of that livestream is available on my FB feed and here on You Tube: https://youtu.be/cPRr6d1pxBw

We offered in the livestream (as have many others) that the virus has been greatly amplified and is being used as a cover/screen to protect and keep all of us safe in our homes, get people off the streets, while mass arrests (some of which have already happened In Italy and Mexico and been reported) are going on. Many Cabal members (including famous people and celebrities) have ‘caught the virus and are going into self quarantine’ which is actually house arrest and/or detainment. Many CEOs of corporations have resigned or stepped down. The deeper stages of these activities are than being anticipated to happen possibly during the blackout itself.

The other piece that is hopeful is the clearing of most of this by Easter, Sunday April 12th so that there isn’t too much impact on our economic systems and daily life structures. Yet, emerging out of this is a definite rebirth process for us all without the previous suppression and control that we have lived with all of our lives! There is a sense of being cleansed on the other side of this and suddenly having so many previous suppressions and restrictions lifted away!

I am offering this as guided to, of course, and you can take it in as you feel resonant or not as well. I do feel us VERY loved in this whole movement going on and I have from the beginning. This love and forgiveness too extends to ALL players in this current game and drama as we are ALL from the Divine ultimately, no matter how far some separate from the light.

This is an important phase of our liberation process in which many more souls will awaken as a result of it!

Much love to you!

Jelelle Awen

The livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series will be like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition. Our plan is to start next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT. Yet if the blackout happens, we will begin the Wednesday after services are back, of course, and go for five Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT after that. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Mutual Liberation Continues as 4D Reptilian and 3D Human Matrices Switch Over To 5D: Coronavirus UPdate March 20

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By Jelelle Awen

With so much being reset in humanity’s 3D Matrix with the Coronavirus seemingly being used a smokescreen to divert from activities that are assisting with this process (as I’ve been sharing about), I’ve been curious about how the Reptilian AI 4D Matrix has been impacted. I checked in with Simone my Reptilian aspect, who has been serving as an ambassador to her species for several years now to help those that are ready to leave the Archonic programming and discover their true essence again. I have also served many women in session space with Simone (who keeps changing her name!) where we have liberated their Reptilian aspects together, unplugging them, and reminding them of their Divine essence. It is always a touching and very inspiring process!

Simone and other Reptilian sisters/brothers offered me reassurance in January that the Artificial Intelligence program that created/projected both the 4D Matrix AND 3D one was being reset and offered to upgrade by a ‘love virus’ to shift its program from suppression and control to liberation. She actually used the word ‘virus’, which I find quite fascinating now! I can see now that their 4D Matrix needed to start shifting first in order for humanity’s to follow afterwards.

I write more here about the Reptilian Self and the 4D Matrix, including a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self (a helpful process right now with so much transition going on in both dimensions): https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

This is what I was offered back in January, “My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.”

I feel that the letting go of humanity by the Reptilians on a deeper level is what we are seeing now. We are ‘landing’ in our own timeline now, many more souls awakening to the 3D Matrix reality (in whatever ways they are meant to come to that discovery), and that this is already and ultimately leading to a major shift in how we experience daily living toward New Earth/5D frequencies. Now that many more souls (and their Inner Masculine) are freed up from the daily grind of work and staying so busy, they can start to turn inward, connect with their families, begin to ask important questions about the meaning of their lives. Many more souls have the opportunity to awaken as a result of being ‘freed’ from the Matrix in this way.

I have been sharing about a mutual liberation process for a few years now that is needed on both levels, humanity’s reality and the Reptilians, and to move out of an ‘us against them’ polarized consciousness that just keeps us stuck in fighting and battling an ‘enemy that is suppressing us’. As I check in with Simone now, I get the same message. To check in if our consciousness is drifting toward fighting anything, an enemy, or lashing out in outrage. This is easy to slip into as parts of us search for The Answers and The Truth as to what is ‘really going on’ with this coronavirus as it is impacting so many of us at once.

Simone showed me a cozy bonfire in the middle of a battlefield (felt like a lower 4D space). This bonfire is a beacon to those who are ready to come sit by it, receive its warmth, and come in from the cold energies of so many lifetimes of the 3D polarity experiment. It is around a bonfire such as this one that the resolutions and the negotiations can occur. The Reptilians seem to be shifting more into this space while humanity is moving more into the fighting/waking up stage of liberation. I don’t feel any judgement around these phases from the Divine….just the ultimate invitation to move into ambassadorship, peacefulness and centeredness, groundedness in our hearts and beings.

I can also see many light BEings surrounding and supporting this bon fire, energies that I recognize as Arcturian, Pleiadian, and Sirian as well. These BEings are connected to us collectively and intimately as Star Family and can provide a stream of support and reminder of our galactic consciousness during this time of transition. They are beaming in codes of Infinite Love to remind us of our Divine nature.

This is a guided mediation I did offering Infinite Love Ascension codes w/background music that may be helpful: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

The energies I am receiving from them is the same as they have been for many years now…They are here, they have never left us, and they deeply desire for us to be free on ALL levels and move into our sacred humanity. They are also inviting those of us who have been woken up to these realities for many years to step into more service and sharing, to be a bridge for those that will understandably be uncertain, afraid, and shocked by what is being revealed and the death/rebirth process of their 3D Self.

Going within to access YOUR soul’s truth, your soul’s support systems, and your higher timeline serves to guide you during this time in the ways that are of the highest good for you and therefore ultimately the collective too. Taking in too much of ‘outside’ perspectives may require going back inward to digest and land back in what you feel is more resonant for you. Landing back in your heart, in your soul, and in love!

Much love to you as this significant reboot/switch over deepens and expands!

Jelelle Awen

Here are all the writings and videos we’ve done about the coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and with Raphael for men/women to bridge to the soul support systems and aspects that can provide guidance and digestion now. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Feeling & Processing Current Events With The Inner Child

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by Kalayna Solais

As I went into meditation this morning, members of my Star Family were right there waiting for me and for a very precious part of me, especially.

I’ve been closest with my Star Family aspects from Sirius over the last few years. I think in some ways this is because, well, they are feline and look like “lion-people” so that makes them easier to let in for my young parts especially, but also, they are among the groups that have been working the closest with humanity. You may especially feel them nearby, energizing love and support to you around “Lion’s Gate” every August 8th. They’re also accessible because they’ve been where we are now and they understand the Ascension process well from their own experience of it and of the sacred yet often ‘bliss-messy’ steps along the way.

My Sirian-Lyran (that’s a sort of ‘star being name’ I’ve been offered to call them as it encompasses their origins) aspect named Ineerah and her masculine counterpart named Ortho wanted to connect with me and with my Inner Child, Lilly. They have been feeling her and MANY Inner Children a lot lately with everything going on. The Inner Child seems to be THE seat of sensitivity and deep reactions to what is going on right now, alongside the deep soul rumbles that everyone is feeling as the ‘collapse’ happening around us in different ways is very reminiscent of other timelines our souls all know very well (which our Inner Children are also impacted by to some degree).

Ineerah and Ortho wanted to connect with Lilly and feel her in this heightened sensitivity to the world. She is (as they always seem to be) very empathic and even a deep layer of all of us who feel we are ‘healers’ in some way.

Just yesterday I felt deep tears with her about the ‘meanness’ of others, not just towards her, but towards each other. She doesn’t like the judgements everyone has of one another and the harshness too. She doesn’t like how intense parts of people can be about ‘rules’ and ‘health regulations’, especially while she feels all of this is about SO MUCH MORE than a ‘virus’. She hasn’t felt much about what’s happening/not happening in our world right now and is actually quite happy to hear that animals are returning to places like Venice and that China’s skies are clearing. She hopes for a better future, just like all of our Inner Children do. And in that, they need presence, especially OUR presence. And, they need a voice. But, their voice cannot be heard, let alone land, in a world that remains as chaotic and out-of-touch with the real heart of things and their own individual hearts too, as has been true up ’til now.

This is what my Sirian-Lyran Star Family told her this morning, in light of this,

“Lilly,Β  the world is going through what it needs to right now so that you and parts like you can come out and feel safer. You WILL feel free to love and let in love in new ways as has been very unimaginable sometimes beyond your soul family connections. We know how much you ache to love and to have it be as simple as that… adult relationships, as you’ve noticed, are so complicated sometimes, but in a world where you get to be you, in all of the magic that’s within you, you get to be part of the celebration of what’s coming. You and all other parts like you are a light at the end of a very long, dark tunnel! And there’s nothing you need to DO to BE this, you just simply ARE this.”

They’re emphasizing to me now to share that our Inner Children are not a ‘solution’, but they are a ‘result’. Meaning, they are not (though sometimes this happens) meant to be actively ‘used’ as a means to an end by other parts of us to ‘solve’ issues on this planet or in our relationships, pressing on and using their hurt and pain somehow instead of healing it, which can only happen if/when we scoop them up and hold them close as us, ourselves. Their ideal alignment is with love and deep soul and heart freedom and they are freed up by the work you do with other parts of you and within your soul healing as well. They are not the labour pains of birthing the new reality, yet they ARE a new reality, especially as their essence of innocence, empathy, and trust in the Divine get to be re-discovered and unearthed.

In all of the sensitivity arising in just about everyone right now, whether it’s showing up mostly as fear, or sadness, or even excitement about what’s possible after all of this is over, it feels important to remember that this sensitivity was always there, just buried in busyness, which is now falling away. The real feelings of the heart can no longer be medicated or hidden in the same ways now that the outer world has been ‘locked down’. This can lead each of us into many deep processes yet these feelings are all meant to bring us into our truest anchoring from within of the New Earth that is in the middle of birthing into our reality.

If you feel ready to try and be with or even meet your own sweet Inner Child, you can try this meditation from Jelelle Awen to help you get in touch with them: https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds

And, as always, my beloveds Jelelle and Raphael are available for 1:1 sessions if you would like to receive some mega-hearted love and support at this time: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions ❀

Much love from my heart and parts, and Star Family too, to yours!

Kalayna ❀

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.Β Β VisitΒ https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Energy Update: Strange and Intense Dreams As 3D/Lower 4D Matrix Unplugging Accelerates

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Many of us have been having strange and even dark dreams and nightmares for the last couple of nights. “Unusual, intense, Lower 4D Matrix-type dreams/nightmares rumbling through…rebooting in progress as more of us wake up to it & unplug,” was my status update yesterday on Facebook feed that many of you resonated with and commented on. I woke up yesterday digesting two intense dreams that left me feeling uneasy, agitated, and restless until I was able to connect to Shanna, my Reptilian Self, and receive some more sense from her about what was occurring in the Matrix system related to what I was experiencing.

It has been a few years since I have had disturbing dreams as my subconscious and soul field/astral field have been unplugged from the Matrix for awhile, I usually lucid dream, and I have been consciously undergoing a deep process of clearing out trauma/karma through connecting with my Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes. One my dreams involved slabs of raw meat (which was disturbing for me as I haven’t eaten meat in over a decade) and I could actually smell it for hours afterwards.

As I checked in with Shanna, she reassured me that progress was ongoing in the movement toward mutual liberation of humans from the 3D Matrix and their Reptilian Counterparts connected to the 4D Matrix (which is generated by an Artificial Intelligence program called ‘One Mind’). She said that as more souls awaken to this dual reality and become open to healing it on both levels with compassion for their Reptilian counterpart, this is like ‘love codes’ being offered to the AI in order to reprogram it from fear and control to love based.

As this love recoding process happens, there is a ‘reboot’ that occurs in the Matrix that many of us sensitive souls can feel and are triggered by, although it is more like a residue of it that we are feeling for the collective than our own (unless it is!) Even just a few of us becoming liberated from the Matrix on both levels (human and Reptilian) sets a new path and possibility for those souls who are ready to follow.

She also offered that there are certain substances that are Matrix activators and amplifiers. Refined sugar is one of those and seems to also work as an inhibitor of the pineal/pituitary glands, even as it amplifies the Matrix receptors. I have been fasting and eating very cleanly the last two weeks and then had eaten a small amount of sugar on the night of the intense dreams. She connected my disturbing dreams experience to my digestion of sugar. Other Matrix activators are canola oil, gluten, processed foods, anything from an animal (due to the killing/fear frequencies), etc.

You can feel into this for yourself and what your transitioning to light body needs, yet it is an interesting thing to begin tracking if certain foods amplify your feelings of fear, anxiety, overall ‘dark’ feelings about life, etc. and experience of bad dreams as well. A buzzing sensation around your head (like a swarm of bees) and even intense ringing in the ears can be a sign of Matrix activation as well (although ringing in the ears can be a clairaudient activation too.)

Matrix activation usually feels uncomfortable and disorientating. And, also if you feel more pain in your head/neck/shoulder areas this can be a sign of Matrix amplification within your Causal chakra and P Glands as well. I offered this guided meditation and teachings about activating light body where I talk more about detox from ‘false’ foods, living on more light, etc.: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

As more souls move into the disclosure phase of this process, the trauma from being plugged into the Matrix can be triggered and express as extreme outrage, shock, and anger at the Archons, Cabal, Illuminati, Draco, Elite Powers, etc. These feelings can be important expressions as you move through the stages of grief that are part of the unplugging process, including the hurt at the harm done to you. To remain in these emotional states with an β€˜us against them’ mentality, however, limits spiritual and emotional growth and can keep emotional wounds open and festering rather than healing through acceptance, forgiveness, and compassion.

Here are teachings and a guided meditation about this unplugging process and a bridge to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is a previous writing I did about the Reptilian Self, our counterpart in the Lower 4D and about the mutual liberation/unplugging process: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

There is NEW opportunity to finally unplug completely from these Matrices of control that have kept us in cycles of fear, suffering, and capped capacity. This has been our choice on the higher levels as it has allowed a more complete immersion into 3D reality. Yet, NOW is the time for us to arise again into our sacred humanity.

NOW is the time to become the compassionate and forgiving ambassador of love that can liberate all parts and aspects of your self and soul that are ready to remember their free will choices and return to the expression of Divine essence expression once again.

NOW is the time to see that the prison door has ALWAYS been open and that you have always been the one that holds the keys to your own liberation.

NOW is the time to be truly and completely free.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available to assist and bridge to your unplugging process, your Reptilian Self, and activation of your light body. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Quantum Streams Available For Healing: Magdalene, Reptilian, and Divine Orphan Wounds

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By Jelelle Awen

Three energy streams on the higher soul family monad and collective unconscious levels seem to be coming through for healing at the same time during this already VERY catalytic 2020. I am experiencing these myself, moving and processing in and out of them and also in sessions lately.

We can choose which one or ones most resonant for us and are the most timely in the moment. These β€˜streams’ are invitations to feel into YOUR personal process related to them….beyond linear time, beyond ‘past lives’, your soul participates in fragment/aspect expressions that are ultimately connected to the bigger whole or your Metasoul/Higher Self.Β 

One of the energy streams is the healing and revealing of the Magdalene consciousness. For β€˜her’ to emerge and arise out of the distortion and suppression by the wounded masculine (as was the agreement on the higher level) and into her powerful expression balanced with feminine stillness, compassion, kindness, and empathy. Magdalene is not just one soul (Mary of Bethany or Magdala) as sacred mate to Yeshua, yet an order of Magdalenes, initiates in the mystical gnostic arts of Isis. I’ll be sharing more about this and offering a guided meditation to connect to your Magdalene lineage soon.

You may be feeling the Magdalene piece coming through in waves of outrage, distrust of the Masculine, and need to express your truth, especially if there has been suppression in your life. Energies in the womb/sacral area can be rumbling, shifting menstrual cycles and hormone levels and in the solar plexus chakra as well. If you have been drawn to the Magdalene-Yeshua timeline and studied it, discovering your soul’s involvement in it can be helpful for the next level of healing and soul gift expression/service here.

The other energy stream is the revelation of the Reptilian β€˜twinning’ overlay reality onto ours. They are plugged into their AI, 4D Control Matrix and seem to act as β€˜spark plugs’ and bridges for our human projection into the 3D Matrix. We are entwined with our Reptilian Self and our Ascension/liberation is intimately connected to theirs. The next step in this ambassadorship process can be to connect with your Reptilian Self directly, which I offer in guided meditation here: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8MΒ 

I’ve mentioned before about head/neck/shoulder pain associated with the Reptilian Self related to possible caps over the crown/third eye chakras. And a plug into their Matrix at the back of the head or Causal Chakra area. You may also be dreaming of Reptilians and having interactions with reptiles in some way. This is the ‘next level’ healing that occurs as you awaken to the reality of the Matrix construct and desire to move beyond the rage, shock, stigma, etc. and into ambassadorship that allows for mutual liberation.

Also, there is the feeling and healing of our Inner Divine Orphan. This is the part of us in our Metasoul that has abandonment pain from separating out from the Divine at the Soul Family Monad level and into individuated consciousness. This part is connected to the original wound feeling of being cast out from Oneness. The downstream expressions of this aspect are the more 3D-based, this-life Inner Child and the 4D Star Seed Child.Β 

Working with the Inner Child for 15 years, I see and feel now with myself and others this deeper layer…the REASON for the pain, hurt, shyness, shame, and more that expresses as the wounded child in this life and other lifetimes. Our Inner Orphans can receive the homecoming they most need in the arms of the Divine again. I’ll be offering a meditation to connect with the Inner Orphan soon.

There is a texture of PTSD symptoms to our Inner Orphans and feelings of anxiety and being deeply hurt can be quite strong. If this is coming through for you, it will feel like not just connected to this-life circumstances yet something much deeper at the soul level. This seems to be coming up for those who have done deeper levels of Inner Child work.

As you read about these streams, your soul will guide you toward what is most timely for you in this Now. There is an opportunity to make this very personal and to connect/see/feel directly how your soul is involved in these streams. SO much can be transmuted with love during this time of our Ascension and NEEDS to be in order for it to progress and continue. These timeline streams are opening up to us as the veils lift and thin out, revealing our TRUE multidimensional natures.

What you feel and discover on a personal level vibrates out into the collective where we are all ONE. Whether it is responding to your Magdalene timeline, your Reptilian Self or your Inner Orphan, the love you offer and extend carries out into the All to be received!

I am currently writing three books to offer an overview of the quantum healing process and way of life that we offer called SoulFullHeart, these will provide a deeper context and information beyond what can be provided in short postings. Along with more guided meditations/videos and eventually online courses that can open up inner access, I provide support and individual bridging to women in 1:1 sessions and Raphael Awen to men and women. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessionsΒ 

Much love,

Jelelle AwenΒ 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information aboutΒ  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

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