Category: Awakening Process

Energy Update: Blood Moon Eclipse Impacting All Wombs/Haras, Stirring Awakenings & Action-taking

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by Kasha Rokshana

The collective womb throbs and hums, expands and contracts. It is working to help us through our death and rebirth. It is co-creating with us the world we want to live in, while helping us collapse the one we don’t. It is moving and swaying in time with the music of the waves of collective awakening. It is clearing itself out and making room for what wants to come through…

This week’s Blood Moon Eclipse connects us to this collective womb in an intense way. It’s a harbinger of what’s already happening and the intensity of what’s to come too. The moon, I feel, is not a pure connection, but a hijacked one. Meaning, it has its role in broadcasting the Matrix that is peaking now, which impacts us all, and to the awakening soul that is shaking off what’s left of its slumber, this particular broadcast from the moon this week could be felt in very uncomfortable ways.

The continued push of the v. bioweapon agenda is a scary one. In many ways it’s a direct attack on the womb, on the human heart, on our children, on the physical body vessel and the soul it houses. It’s getting worse and continues to peak. This creates a lot of stirring and shifting in every womb/hara space in every individual, for we are all connected and no matter what is happening and where, we ARE going through it together. 

Within your womb, you may be experiencing cramping, bloating, fatigue, and a feeling of overall physical discomfort. Emotional edges may be peaking, especially anxiety and a feeling of hopelessness or even restlessness. Whether or not it’s directly related to your own cycle, there is a frequency connecting all of our wombs at this time. The hara in men may also be feeling impacted with its own symptoms. 

My own womb has been humming in deep response to everything that’s moving… as I feel her, I feel what she’s been holding. I feel the tension of getting ready for the next phase of her cycle, but also the tension of what’s breaking down and breaking open in the world. I feel my own process of feeling into how to respond to that and also feeling how it connects to some pieces in my soul and my this-life parts too. 

Connecting in with my womb, I feel all of this and the discomfort of the confused collective that is trying to break through the ceilings of a consciousness that has long been held as ‘normal’. I feel my own personal ceilings I’m breaking through as well and how challenging that can be at times. Overall, I feel my connection to Divine Mother through the portal of my womb, which offers me all of this context I’m sharing with you now, even through the physical discomfort and emotional peaks I’m feeling inside of myself. 

It all feels like the energy of death, but laced with hope. It feels like a deep reboot of our sense of what’s true and how to respond to it with love, care, compassion, and when necessary, urgency.

As the collective Dark Night experience intensifies at this time, you may be feeling stirred to take urgent action and make swift life changes that have a huge impact on how your next phase unfolds. It feels important to not over-process or analyze this urgency right now and the intensity you may be feeling about it all, instead offering it plenty of air and giving space to the reactions parts of you are very reasonably having.

As women, sometimes we need our inner masculines to ‘kick it into high gear’ and help us move on and into more personal safety, choosing to follow the flow of the resonance that calls us, even if soul family feels physically far away. With more lockdowns, more shunning of those who choose love over fear, more risk of becoming ‘stuck’ in situations or geographies that are so clearly dissonant to your own values and what your heart and soul believes to be the truth underlying everything that’s happening, it’s paramount to listen to that voice within that encourages and empowers you to find a way out. 

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb and also your inner masculine in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs/haras carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy. There’s so much we can receive from them when we connect consciously to them and feel how whatever is moving through us is also moving through the All. The Divine womb that holds us all is expressed in each of us and it’s so vital to our wellbeing to embrace and understand that. 

As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all. For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Museletter: July 27, 2021

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Happy and blessed Galactic New Year!

We’ve all arrived in Portugal now and have been getting used to our new life here. We are continuing to feel our ‘Nu Mu’ calling and responding to what we feel is a more aligned lifestyle, which has asked us to deconstruct from living within four solid walls (for now at least). Along with the adjustment to being in a new country and our choice as a community to camp for a phase in a beautiful national park, we are all feeling our next steps inside and out and being with any processes that come up, especially in response to and fueled by world events.

This issue of our Museletter features a piece by Gabriel where he digests and invites your own digestion of the ongoing process we are all experiencing… the disillusionment that needs to arise be felt along with the experiences of the Great Awakening taking hold collectively.

There are many other brand new articles and audio blogs from all of us, including energy updates, digestions of what’s happening in the world, and sharings of our personal processes right now.

These Museletter updates may be less frequent for now, but we are all with you in heart and spirit especially during this time of intense awakening experiences happening on the heels of so much loss and letting go…

If you’d like to sign up to receive these updates in your email, you can sign up on our website: soulfullheart.org or you can sign up via the link at the bottom of this issue.

Here is the link to our latest Museletter: https://mailchi.mp/293edfc65abc/soulfullheart-museletter-the-great-disillusion-before-the-great-awakening?e=bdd89c159d

With much love from all of us,

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: Live Into Your Personal Truth With Great Courage This Lion’s Gate

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by Kasha Rokshana

The lions of Sirius/Lyra open the gateway of truth, courage, standing UP.
“Roar, rest, repeat…”

Here is a message that just came from my Sirian/Lyran galactic aspect, Ineerah, to share with all of you:

“It is a most vulnerable time on Gaia. So much is burning up, collapsing, dying. Truths are bursting forth and the effort to cover them up is like trying to stopper holes in a canoe while in the middle of a lake. The truth goes deep and the reactions to it are even deeper…

You cannot stop the flow of what’s moving. This is a truth of how humanity has been held and led for many of your ‘centuries’. In fact, humanity, though young by galactic standards, is emerging past the stage now of needing so much from the ‘outside’. Empowerment is arising in individuals, even with the fears that are understandably held by parts of them too.

Many of you are souls that remember in the very cells of your being, what it was like to go through collapse here on Gaia and on other planets or star systems and galaxies too. Many of you come from galactic bloodlines that are activated by your current circumstances and this is what’s meant to happen. This is what’s holding you together during a time when outside forces would rather you stayed torn apart and confused, and this is what’s beginning to inform your next choices.

You’re here to stand for the truth of love. What this means to you personally is where this takes root for you as individuals. Meaning, you may not understand how to stand up for what is moving globally and collectively, yet, you’re coming to terms with where you must stand UP in your own life, to compassionately take care of yourself or advocate for the wellbeing of others.

You aren’t here to coddle or make anyone’s life more comfortable or easy for them by stepping on your own truth, which will always serve to deteriorate the relationship at its core anyhow. You also aren’t here to coddle or caretake any part of you that is choosing to stay stuck in fear when they have more to offer and become than staying in those frequencies.

I mention relationships to you now, both inner and outer, because these are the foundations of how you relate with yourself and the entire world. They are what colour and inform your choices, more often than not. Standing for your own integrity is often vulnerable, can become very messy, and takes a great deal of strength and willingness to go inward as well as a willingness to acknowledge and feel where you have impacted others and yourself.

Without this effort however, you choose to align more with the disintegrity of a system that seeks to control through fear, which is the one you were raised by, and the one you’ve both consciously and unconsciously kept going. Sadly, many of your systems do indeed operate through fear rather than collaboration, genuine care and compassion, and hold together meaningless laws and ‘morals’ dictated by books and textbooks with no heart warmth. Through your individual choices, this gets to shift.

You are here to ROAR and we support you in that, as you dispel the spell of fear-driven consciousness and life-robbing choices. You are here to choose love over fear in ALL the ways that means. Your ROAR, just as ours has had to be for our own sake and Ascension, is one of ‘clearing the room’ and revealing truth, yet also of mourning, being with the loss of the goodness of what was, yet choosing also the courage to continue to move forward.

We are sensitive, as always, to all you are becoming and letting go of becoming too. We feel your deconstruction, the fervent demolition at hand of what was that is no longer needed. We are present to all of you, especially at this time while the Gateway is open, and we offer you much love from our lion hearts to yours.

Love,
Ineerah, Galactic Ambassador from Sirius/Lyra, with Kasha.”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: The V. Bioweapons Agenda & The Lemurian Invitation Into Soul Initiations

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by Jelelle Awen

Message from Ruma, Inner Earth Lemurian:

A grid generated by the V. Bioweapons is very real. This grid is energized by every soul who has chosen the V. at this time of bifurcation. The electromagnetic field of those who receive it is altered and their broadcast frequency becomes an amplified one of the Matrix. DNA and RNA is altered as well and, in many cases, permanently distorted to serve the programming agenda of the dark ones or the Cabal or the New World Order, as you call it.

These V. Bioweapons have been very specifically designed using galactic technologies that your 3D doctors do not understand yet or know how to counteract. Even those who designed them do not fully understand how they will alter the human anatomy at the cellular level.

Many souls who came here karmically to serve during this time are trying to explore and discover what herbs and plants could reverse the damage created by these bioweapons. They are on the right track yet the soul must very much WANT to live on emotional and soul levels that requires a consciousness that most likely wouldn’t choose the shot in the first place.

Many souls are now in the process of dying, their cells turning on each other in a heightened auto immune. Understand that this truly is something they have chosen on a soul level. To be part of this dark experimentation in order to wake up humanity. Although they are not usually conscious of this, their Higher Self holds this truth for when they leave the body and the Earth Plane and can remember again.

Much compassion can be felt for these souls whose ego and 3D selves are having an acute experience of suffering and also of being ‘betrayed’ by those they put their trust in. The lesson of not trusting external sources of power is a challenging one. Yet, rather than pity these souls, you can also hold how they are serving humanity’s ascension and their own soul growth by going through this experience….as painful as it is for parts of them.

We cannot directly intervene in what is happening nor prevent it from running its course. This is very challenging for us at times as we do vibrate at a higher frequency than the dark ones that have possessed the surface of Gaia and hijacked humanity since the fall of Atlantis. This frequency offers for us to love and forgive even these Dark ones and see them as a sacred part of the Divine’s plan.

Yet, we are also always rooting for and in support of you on the surface. You are a projection and reflection of us…children and offspring of us and of the Atlantians. We hold the remembrance of the Golden Age of humanity that we lived for million of years on the surface of Gaia.

Remember that the Dark Ones have been in control for only a small amount of time compared to your sacred human legacy. They are temporary, a test, and a challenge that we have all trust humanity will overcome.
Ask us for support and we will be there. Seek our guidance and we will advise you. Connect with our energies in the purest and wildest forms of nature that you can find. We have activated many 5D girds around the surface, especially near the vortexes of mountains, that activate the 5D template within you.

As you accept our initiation, this will require you to give up and let go of what does not support your 5D seeds from being watered. At this time of heightened bifurcation, this is more important than ever. It may become not safe for you to be around those who have received the V. Or be around those who are still under the spell of the Dark Ones. Cities will be very challenging as the V. Grid amplification increases…cities are the battlegrounds of this covert war.

We offer you both sobriety and hope today. Understand that life as you have known it no longer exists, which is ultimately a good thing for humanity. It will feel very harsh at times yet this transition is held with much love by your Divine Mother and Father. Go within to receive love even as you make outer choices that lead to your self preservation.

You hold humanity’s hope within you. This is a responsibility that you accepted before this life. This is an honor and requires self responsibility and much courage. Move into the unknown in new ways and your soul will answer you, as will the Divine, as will we your Lemurian family.

Sending you love from within Gaia,
One of The Inner Earth Lemurians ambassadors Ruma with Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Amara/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Arise, Sacred Human, Arise: Message From Your Divine Self

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It is a time for burning and churning of what just isn’t going to come along with you into the new. If you’ve been ‘tempting’ fate and living in energies that are overly ripe for and needing change, now is when destiny reaches out Her hands to you and invites you to step UP.

Sometimes this feels like a shove and a push. Sometimes this feels like an irresistible embrace and you fall right into the lap of love.

You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline.

You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life.

You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small.

You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.

You are so needed to come into your full bloom in the service of love. This is why you are here after all….during this time of so much shifting and changing, during this grand transition of humanity into new forms of expression! You are needed here….for the inner healing that extends to the collective. For the collective healing that benefits the individual.

These are Ashes In The Air kind of life phases. These are deep mournings, forgivings, and moving ons. These are dark nights of the soul that open out into more awakenings. These are completions that make new openings more possible.

These are funerals to celebrate what is now gone. These are ceremonies that celebrate what feels to be lost arising again in new forms. These are bifurcations that call you to make difficult choices.

SOULar energies of healthy masculine/Divine Father activation serve you to make the choices that are resisted by parts of you. These geomagnetic winds blow in new possibilities of shiftings and changes. The Matrix peaking brings life as you’ve known it to its edge/end so that you can reboot again and unattach from the previous forms.

The Divine Mother is here in whatever form you most need Her. She will hold the match and she will be the balm to soothe the burns and the swelter too. Call Her to you and She will come. Yet, you have to make room for Her and room for yourself too to let in the form of you that She represents.

To arise….sacred human…..to arise!

MUCH love to you and with you as we arise, ashes in our air, and the NEW a steady reminder of what we can become!Your Divine Self w/Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, books/writings, online community, group call events and more at soulfullheart.org.

Realigning Ourselves With Lemurian Energies

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by Kasha Rokshana

As I feel the energy and invitation of Lemuria/Mu, the Motherland, I feel the beacon it truly is for those souls meant to realign with it. It reminds us of our essence as Sacred Humans arising, of the fact that we have immense pain yet are not our pain, and of our incredible potential as a human family, even if we can’t always see the forest for the trees especially at this time.

It seems we really could use/cultivate the reawakening to Lemuria and reconnection to those who survived the fall and have been living in Inner Earth, now more than ever. The energies of peace and harmony that create a powerful frequency of healing are available to us, yet we have to choose individually when we are ready to do the inner work that makes room for receiving them.

We’ve strayed, gone off-kilter, and yet our souls remain connected to Mu, always. We have our continual journey of reconnection, and we get to choose the paths we take to get there.

I feel the awakening journey happening for me personally in this and how this is a clarion call I’m feeling to answer. I feel too though, how each individual soul has their own landscape to traverse here, and how Lemuria wouldn’t have it any other way…

There are many pieces that have been offered to me from my own Lemurian soul connection and I felt to share some here, as they may call to you/resonate with you.

When I feel Lemuria, this is what comes:

~ Heart-centered power that is power WITH and not power OVER

~ Willingness to lean in… to go towards intimacy, recognizing the need for it and the growth and goodness that comes of it, rather than move away from it in the many ways parts of us have learned how…

~ Movement toward a life flow based in growing trust of the Divine and your own divinity

~ Less emphasis on mainstream influences being a center point of focus – whether to validate and cling to them, or to negate/argue against them

~ More emphasis on individual choices while searching for, finding, and cultivating resonant relationships and soul tribe/family that won’t ask you to merge, but will ask you instead to contribute with everything you are to the whole you are a part of 

~ More recognition of all individual soul choices happening all of the time, without a need to grab and tug and use force of any kind to pull or push anyone in any direction at all — we are invited to invite, not incite, interrogate, or incinerate 

~ More consciousness around the Great Geometry, the infinite interconnected-ness of all of life, of all souls, of all things and beings

~ More recognition of synchronicities and trust in the flow and sequence of them, no matter if they lead to more ease or more challenge in moments of initiation and growth

~ Healing and eventual releasing of the trauma body and energies, leading to a greater sense of hum and harmony within and a truly centered self that understands what it has been through and why… you are not the trauma you’ve experienced and indeed are meant to one day let it GO

~ Understanding, with gradual increases of knowledge and intuition, that when something happens to you, it needn’t stick in your field, as long as you glean what you need to from each experience, and move into your next phase with more wisdom as well as compassion for self and others

~ More access to higher frequencies in a seamless way that moves you through the pain that remains, not above it, until all parts of you are ready to let in their own worthiness in receiving these frequencies that are meant for them and their healing too

~ Understanding that while you may always be in some way ‘healing’ due to the impact of life in 3D and 4D consciousness and reality, that this can and does come to you eventually with less trauma needed in order to open the pathways and portals to your deepest healing experiences

~ To be vulnerable, to be open-hearted, to remember that you are more than what you’ve been told and molded into; to remember that your soul spark is truly yours to claim, that you needn’t look like anyone else to be in your unique unfolding, that you are here to anchor a frequency and beacon of health and vitality on this planet that is truly unique to you… all of these are traits, opportunities, invitations to begin the process of embodying your individual Lemurian energy and soul. 

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be co-leading a group guided meditation call over Zoom on Sunday May 16th at 5pm BST that will focus on bridging to New Lemuria and what your soul may be ready or preparing to access of your own Lemurian connection within. The call will be by donation and you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later. More info here: soulfullheart.org/events

Love,

Kasha ❤️

**artwork by Tuco Amalfi**

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Post Supermoon: Invitation From Divine Mother Into Deeper Connection With Her

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By Kasha Rokshana

Feeling Divine Mother strongly this morning, especially as we exit the full/super moon (and its mixed energies). Feeling Her vast and deep heart that is always active and present, Her embrace, Her stillness even when She must stir up storms within and without.

Feeling how She invites all of us into deeper trust in Her… in Her shadows and light, in all purposes She holds beyond what we can comprehend in every moment. She is always gently yet also firmly encouraging us to go inward and move forward, with a profound love that many of us have no reference point for from this lifetime or many others.

It’s Her realness I’m leaning into this morning, as I feel my own vulnerable fears and tears that live in parts of me and Metasoul aspects at times… the feelings of going forward with a momentum fueled by so much Divine trust, while also letting in the heartbreak of letting go of a world we all once knew, that I have had my own attachments to, that is all now burning up and crumbling into Divine ashes. It’s not enough to trust the Divine without also feeling the pain that comes up in our hearts… the pain of our inner world letting go to let in, but also the pain of the much larger world that is also crying out for Her love and, as we are all Divine ourselves, for our love too.

I’ve felt over and over again the leaps of faith that the Divine invites me into and the arms them outstretched to catch me as I also catch myself. I feel how this is the invitation to the whole world… to let burn what needs to burn, to let play out what needs to play out, even as we also need to speak out when we feel to… to cry the tears that need to be shed… to let go, even of what or who was once considered beloved if the resonance is not deepening.

I feel Her encouragement, now more than ever, to let go of any ‘false gods’ which include ‘false mothers’ and ‘mother-figures’… authorities that once felt trustworthy, birth parents that you have now outgrown in consciousness, friendships that serve your smallness and not your bigness.

All of this, as She is well aware, needs time and space to process and yet, there is a cost that can accumulate as you waver in your resolve while parts of you who are afraid to let go of what is known, continue to lead your life’s decisions and indecisions.

Mother has so much patience for it all, yet will also offer us a prickly nest as needed… to help us fly, at last. To help us truly see and take ownership of our own journeys, no matter what the hills and valleys are that we may face on the way.

Join Jelelle Awen and I this Sunday, May 2nd @5pm BST for a women’s group call focused on healing the false mother wound to let in Divine Mother. We have both had such deep journeys in our own processes around this and look forward to helping you activate, deepen, or reboot your own connection to Divine Mother in whatever face, form, or energy you need Her to show up with the most right now.

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or PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Divine Alignment Through All Necessary Darkness

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by Kasha Rokshana

“Thy harmful will be done”…

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‘Thy will be done’ doesn’t feel like enough these days as a declaration of surrender to the Divine within and without. There’s a lot of harm going on in this world. There always has been, yet it’s all become amplified and the veils have been dropping at increasing rates around what’s been hidden. 

The Divine is aware of the great harm and pain unfolding. It holds us with a desire for our well-being, yet won’t caretake us in the process. We’ve asked, consciously and unconsciously, for an upgrade to our planet and our consciousness and we’re in the throes of getting just that. In order to move into more light, we have to see what hasn’t had light shed on it. We have to care, deeply, about the state of things… ALL things. From everything that’s happening in all areas of our personal lives, to the torture and killing of animals and other humans, and to the insidious nature of our governments, medical systems, and other ‘powers that be’. The Divine has a hand in it all, from the painful expressions of it, to the dismantling of it, to the co-creation of what we really do want going forward.

In order to collaborate with the Divine within and without, to express our deepest form of surrender to what’s unfolding and NEEDS to unfold, we have to admit to ourselves that Divine will needs to cause harm in some form. It needs to destroy to helps us rebuild. This is not without our mourning and grief for what was and for the loss of lives and ways of life also being honoured and made space for, however. We aren’t expected to transcend all of our pain and just let the Divine do its thing. No… we’re invited to aid in the destruction and recreation of a world that needs dismantling…

To move beyond polarity and division, we need to see it. And in order to see it, it all needs to be allowed to reach its peak. We get to hold on to the side we feel most resonant with, yet we also get to learn how to open our hearts to ALL sides… because the battling and arguing is meant to get boring and tiring. 

To move beyond being controlled by a Matrix that, innocently enough, we have ALL contributed to in its creation and perpetuation by refusing to see what’s real, especially within. The great ‘cults’ of culture, in birth family, friend groups, spirituality, and even whole cities and countries, need to be seen. Not all are ‘bad’, yet all need us to feel our sovereignty, ultimately, and choose consciously what we want and who we want to be around, now more than ever.

To move into the Ascension that we all want to move into, to co-create New Earth… to feel, in our humble worthiness, our equality with all great teachers who have come before us like Yeshua, St Germain, Anna, Mary Magdalene, Buddha, Kuan Yin, etc… we are invited to feel ALL of our personal rumbles around this process and the arrogance that has taken the place of the humility in reaching this mountain top of Divine Alignment and embodiment.

We all have big choices to make and need to be sober about them. We will need to cause hurt and harm at times as we take care of ourselves and find what most resonates. We will need to align with the sometimes harmful will of the Divine as we break down and break open, always in growth, and always on our way through this sometimes rather gruesome Ascension process. 

With much love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Signs Of Soul Aspects/Other Lifetimes Bleeding Through To Your Current Reality

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By Jelelle Awen

The veils are thinning and lifting BIG time in response to these ongoing, strong cosmic energies. These are the veils of amnesia that we chose, each of us, to place over our access to remembering and connecting to all of the timeline expressions of our Higher Self. These veils were always meant to be temporary, until our individual choice in this timeline to dissolve them. There is not a punishment in this being veiled, yet rather a complete dedication from our soul to really experience and immerse in the 3D experience.


The picture that I have been offered is that from your Metasoul source, there are many fractals or fragments projected out into many different timelines, eras, and dimensions. We each have our own individual Metasoul source (so this is a reality ‘underneath’ the Soul Family Monad/Oversoul groups) and do not share them with another soul. These fractal projections off of the same Metasoul is what we call, ‘Metasoul aspects or Metasoul Brothers and Sisters.’ These are what have been commonly called, ‘past lives.’


However, there is not anything ‘past’ about these aspects as time is not actually linear in the way it has been presented to us in 3D reality. All of your Metasoul aspects are alive and active in the Now, which means that they are currently experiencing all the intensities of whatever timeline they are in.


With the veils thinning so much on your consciousness, these Metasoul timelines are no longer patiently waiting for you to go see a past-life regression therapist or to just engage with them once in a while for remembering. The scenes and themes and often intense emotions from these timelines are coming through in the Now and basically demanding to be seen/felt, and connected with.


These timelines are overlaying onto your current reality and can amplify whatever is going on there. This can be intense! These timeline bleed-throughs can activate undigested emotional wounds and traumas in your 3D Self. These 3D wounded experiences are actually Metasoul recapitulations and patterns that were chosen to be triggered so that they could be felt and healed.


What I have been noticing in recent sessions with women is that with all of the chakra vortex activations through solar energies, they are more able to see, hear, and feel these other timelines. They are experiencing this as sometimes disturbing, intense, and very uncomfortable body pain, emotional pain, and relationship pain/difficulties. They aren’t recognizing or connecting these pains to a Metasoul timeline, so they often suffer in these states without understanding what is going on.


In session space, we are able to bridge to these timelines together and connect with the Metasoul Sister or Brother who needs them, starting with a connection to their Gatekeeper (who has access to all the lifetimes). This is the beginning of a connection between them that eventually leads to a soul gift exchange and quantum healing of karma, as I have experienced myself over and over again. You can actually change and collapse the timelines of your Metasoul through loving intervention and ‘rescue’ of your Metasoul aspects when needed. This is quantum healing that also impacts the collective experience of these timelines. More about 1:1 sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator here: soulfullheart.org/sessions


Here are some signs that a Metasoul Aspect timeline is bleeding through to your current reality:


– Intense dreams that feel very real and like they are happening in the Now. This can be the experience of nightmares that are actually scenes fixed or stuck in your Metasoul due to undigested trauma.


– Seeing scenes of intense circumstances that overlay onto your reality, such as being hanged, persecuted, desire for suicide (or actually committing it.) This may feel more like you are watching a movie rather than actually feeling like something you have experienced.


– Being drawn to particular timelines in a strong way, such as studying intensely about Ancient Greece, Ancient Egypt, Atlantis, etc. Or being deeply interested in learning about different Star BEings and galactic energies. Synchronicities may connect you to this particular timeline as well, such as meeting people who are also drawn to them, seeing random images that pop up on the internet connected to them and receiving names for parts of yourself or soul aspects with origins and connections to these timelines.


– Big waves of emotional reactions and triggers that you wouldn’t normally react to so strongly. The tendency can be to want to shut down these emotions or raise your frequency above them, yet, actually, these emotions are a portal that can be felt and digested if you connect to your Metasoul Aspect who is experiencing them.


– Frequent or chronic body pain, especially in the muscles and joints, that isn’t relieved by traditional or even alternative means. This is increasing as our bodies go through the transformational process from carbon to becoming crystalline. Yet, also, intense body pain can be a manifestation of unfelt Metasoul overlays into your energy field and body, especially your Reptilian Self. Traumatic experiences in other timelines (such as being hanged or burned at the stake) can actually manifest as body pain this life. The more traumatic the experience is on the Metasoul Aspect’s body, the more possible this is.


– Activation of childhood memories of abuse and feeling like you are there again. The Metasoul trauma amplifies any unfelt and undigested trauma in your 3D-based parts too. Parts of you can loop in these traumatic scenes so you may be reliving them again in this way.


– Visiting a physical geography or sacred site where a you have another lifetime and seeing/feeling/sensing this other lifetime overlaid onto the present. Being drawn to particular places (especially common sacred sites) very often activates Metasoul aspects yet being able to feel and digest them can be challenging.

– Experiencing ‘attacks’ by negative or fear-based entities or beings on a regular or accelerating basis. Discovery of implants in your energy field and chakras. This experience of attacks can actually be a sign that Metasoul Aspects (particularly your Reptilian Self) is reaching out for you and wants to connect. It can be a scary experience when it happens, so most people resist it and become very fearful and want to ‘battle’ and protect themselves. Ambassadorship to these energies reveals that they are wanting to be felt, loved, and seen yet need a bridge to be able to do so.


All of this activation and lifting of the veil is happening to accelerate the process of feeling and transmuting karma trauma. This is a very self-loving decision and choice by your Metasoul to have this process consciously awaken to you and with you in this Now. The opportunities for truly healing karma are huge right now, which is an essential aspect of the Ascension process. Navigating this opportunity through connection with your Metasoul Aspects directly and the timelines that they are living in allows for an expedited, often miraculous level of transformation! And, it just seems to keep getting more ripe, clear, and ready for transmuting.


~ This is partly an excerpt from my book “Free To Be 5D”, and there is much more in it about the Metasoul aspects reality, both in 4D and 5D energies, which you can purchase in PDF, ebook, print and audio with links at soulfullheart.org/books


Love from Avalon (a place where LOTS of Metasoul activation occurs!),

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Amara/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Context, Content, And Deeper Feeling

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There is a sacred process happening on this planet. I feel it, you feel it, we all are feeling it. But are we reacting to it or REALLY feeling it?

There is a way that parts of us can go into a particular ‘modus operendi’ when it comes to deep feeling. When I used that word above I am getting I really meant ‘sensing’. First, there is an intuitive or even an obvious sense of what is happening. And then there is going into feeling.

How we respond to that feeling is varied. We can research, protest, get paranoid, paralyzed, positive, or proactive. I find myself doing a little of bit everything depending on what part of me is in the forefront.
All of it is a natural flow of our emotional body. It is all welcomed and necessary. They are all portals to access our Divine Self. That essence of each of us that has a larger perspective and understanding, while at the same time hold space for the deeper feeling that emanates from our fractured selves.

Finding context in the midst of it all can open some more space to breath. That context is one that lives in you that may find resonance in different places. It gives parts of you something to lean into. That context is really You. Your Higher or Divine Self lens.

Yet, context also provides the space to feel. When we are locked in content, we are fusing to the more wounded aspects of us. They lose sight of a bigger heart and soul picture that takes them to sobriety and even hope.

When you can feel or at least see from a wider or higher vantage point, those deeper feelings (parts) are given permission to unfurl and unpack. They let go into deeper vibrations of loss, grief, fear, and rage while not getting wrapped up in them. They become rivers and not dammed up energy. Interesting…dammed and damned.

I continue to feel deeper layers of my feeling that lie under my reactions and responses. The clouds look thick and foreboding from a certain vantage point. There is also infinite sun shining on the other side of those clouds. Both are true in our full spectrum of awareness. It can be hard to see the forest for the trees, especially when it feels like the forest is on fire.

If you or someone you know is struggling with finding context and getting caught up with the plethora or content, please get in touch for a free 45 minute consult/intro call with me or any one of my beloveds here at SoulFullHeart. We can work together to feel the parts of you that are in need of context, and more importantly You as a Divine Self. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will also be hosting a Group Call and Meditation around the Covid narrative on Sunday, April 18th at 5pm BST. Visit www.soulfullheart.org/events for more info.

Sending much love to you and your inner world as you navigate the content to find your context

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Gabriel Amara is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for both men and women.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

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