Connecting With The You Who Can Feel You Reacting

By Raphael Awen

There’s you having a reaction with no one home to feel you having the reaction. You’ve simply become the reaction without awareness or consciousness of the reaction.

Then there’s you observing the you that’s having a reaction. Conscious awareness is being brought to the reaction. An aware you is showing up to take responsibility. That’s a big step ahead in growth for sure, but it’s also fraught with other reactions of a judgment and shame nature; an Inner Punisher showing up on the scene.

THEN, there’s a you who can feel and bring love and awareness to ALL of these states and phases of your consciousness evolution.

This higher self version of you can feel that you came here to have all of these stages, that you as well as your higher self needed this experience of both forgettance and remembrance. We chose a process of forgoing awareness as well as the entire process of returning to, and reigning in, full awareness.

Your reactions, along with your reactions to your reactivity, all the way to loving each and every one of them and especially the part of you having the experience is what you and I came here for.

Because we are both one and individual at the same time, whatever you figure out for yourself in awakening and remembering process is instantly downloaded into the one mind that we all share and made available more and more to those who are ready for and needing the download codes of what it is we are all growing into. This is where all purpose is sourced in. You get to play with whatever passion purpose expression you want to that is unique to you and part of the great remembering that we all share.

What are the big reactions that are moving through your life now?

Can you bring your awareness to them and feel any judgment reactions to the reactions?

Can you then show up with a curious and open heart to feel it all?

Would you be willing to get to intimately know and feel the parts of you that have lived your life as you up till now?

This is the new awakening in spirituality today. It’s no longer about becoming ‘higher frequency’ without getting to know the part of you pushing for the higher frequency attainment. It’s no longer about attainment, but is more about reverence for the entire process; the fusion stage of simply being your reactions; the stage of dawning awareness of your reactions; the stage of cascading reactions to your awareness of your reactions; and then all the way to revering it all as your sacred path and choice – and in that reverence, setting out to become intimate with it all.

I’m in it. You’re in it. We’re all in it.

If I can help you go into your next choice and awareness points, I’d like to invite you to consider a free intro session to the SoulFullHeart process. If you ask for the free intro session, myself or Gabriel Heartman will send you three simple questions to respond to and a short guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector to engage in, and then from there, we’ll set up a time to have the intro together for 30-45 minutes over Zoom. We’ll spend that time together and then from there, you can decide if you’d like to have regular sessions in ongoing process together.

How does that sound?

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Anxiety: A Peek Into The SoulFullHeart Process

By Raianna Shai

A couple of nights ago, I experienced anxiety in a way that I hadn’t in quite a long time. One thing that was very different this time was simply my awareness of it. I never totally realized that I had quite a bit of anxiety in the past. I always thought that because it wasn’t inherently debilitating that I was just an overthinker.

But I feel that this experience is quite prevalent in most of us, and is a mix of different relationships between parts of us.

For myself, it felt like my inner child feeling scared of “getting in trouble”. She wants so badly to love, feel joy and play in the beauty of life. But when things happen in my life that are more “adult” and difficult, my Protector will put her out front so that it’s harder for others to get mad at me. Who really wants to yell at a child?

My Inner Protector also has fear, for getting in trouble means he has somehow failed me. So he tends to try and avoid these situations as much as possible in order to protect my other parts such as my inner child.

Then my Inner Punisher comes into play by judging my Inner Child for getting something wrong in the first place. For he’s constantly looking for things that she could improve. When deep down, he really just judges himself for the way he feels he has to be.

All this to say that no matter how bad my anxiety or depression gets, the biggest thing that gets me through and allows me to grow from the situation is feeling the dynamics going on inside.

It’s different for everyone but what’s the same is that all of our parts ultimately want love and to be heard. So if we take the time and space (if we can) to get to know these parts of ourselves then MAYBE we can begin to draw these feelings and situations less and less.

Here is *sort of* a poem I wrote to illustrate the process I had that night!

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Tears of hopeless frustration

Feeling lost in a sea of emotion

Stomach tense in fear and expectation

Anxiety takes hold with intense ferocity

Sleep is lost to the silence of the night

Tossing and turning with measured repetition

Then I remember the family inside of me

Waiting to be felt

Waiting to be heard and loved

“What can I do for you, my loves?”

“How can I help?”

“I’m scared and just want to have joy”

Says the little one

“I fear failure, that I put you in danger”

Says the fierce protector

“I don’t like this, and I need to to fix it”

Says the punishing voice

“You are all loved, supported and heard”

I say

“You, little one, need not to worry of things in the adult world. You are the joy and love I need to tell my truth with compassion.”

“You, my loving guard, need not to protect the others. I am here now, to hold the space with intention and strength.”

“You, my precious critic, need not to judge yourself or others. You were needed once before, but now you may rest.”

And with that

The child tucked in

The protector at rest

The punisher soothed

I sleep in peace

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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, community, etc. Return LOVE in money form: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Halloween Message: Importance Of Shadow Integration For Ascension

By Jelelle Awen

“It is precisely because we resist the darkness in ourselves that we miss the depths of the loveliness, beauty, brilliance, creativity, and joy that lie at our core.” ~ Thomas Moore

Resisting anything in ourselves just leads to more pain, more resistance, and more pushing out of life and not letting it in. Resisting the darkness is understandable when we have been taught in 3D culture to fear that which we don’t understand, that which isn’t socially acceptable, that which may hurt or harm others or ourselves.

We have been taught to fear our fear and the fear of others as well. This fearing of fear JUST leads to more fear being generated. This creates a fear-fuelled energy cloud that rumbles inside of us and through all the strands of the collective emotional body web for fear-based BEings to get more energy from.

On these days of celebration of Samhain’s and All Saint’s Eve, Halloween, Dia de los Muertos, Diwali…..the shadow is actually acknowledged, recognized, and even celebrated within our cultures. The shadow sides can come out in costume; they can put on masks that are actually more authentic to their frequencies. The darkness can roam a bit without fear suppressing it. Souls that have left their human bodies and passed on can be opened up too and be felt by their loved ones without the fear of ghosts or being haunted blocking the connection.

As we BEcome more of our Higher Selves in our human body, gifts of mediumship naturally arise and we become less fearful of the spiritual realm. We see, feel, and hear Ethereal BEings such as Angels, spirit guides, spirit animals, and more. We can connect with our passed BEloveds through our common Metasoul threads and heart cords, as none of us really cease from being energized in the Now in SOME form. We can connect to other Metasoul partnerings and playouts with these SAME people, yet in different dances. Maybe, someday, we’ll be able to change or alter timelines to prevent dying and live out in Infinite Awareness with no time together IN a human body that will no longer age or get diseases.

With the veils between dimensions becoming so thin already in this now of intense phototonic light activations, it feels like there IS an opportunity to connect with spirits in a much deeper way today. To lead with your heart and your intention and ask to receive communications, being open to these contacts coming in unexpected ways, and trusting that love wants to see this happen for your own healing and theirs.

There is also more support to being open as well to how your shadow aspects might be needing you and wanting you. Your shadow often contains sources of power, soul gifts, soul purpose clarities…once the fear and resistance frequencies have been felt, cleared and healed, then these powerful soul gifts can be revealed. More of your power can be revealed and, often, more of your vulnerability as well.

All of this discovery may require negotiation with the part of you that protects and guards your shadow, what we call the Inner Protector in our SoulFullHeart process. The Protector (and also the 4D Gatekeeper) may not feel that you are truly ready to connect with your shadow and embody your soul power expression. They are in a stance of keeping you ‘safe’ rather than allowing you to risk feeling something painful and difficult (even though they will often allow and even contribute to repeating suffering loops inside you).

As your Higher Self comes into your body and your higher heart opens and expands, you become able to bring love to all the fear places inside of you. You can then also bring this love to the fear-based energies in others and serve as facilitator to this clearing of fear process in them too. This bringing love to fear then reverberates and expands throughout the entire Universe and the collective emotional body too. Bringing light to the darkness is above all about offering energies of compassion, forgiveness, understanding, and willingness to feel what is real.

Becoming a ‘warrior’ or going to battle against darkness just perpetrates the cycles of fear meeting and matching with more fear. This is often just the Protector in another form of ‘light warrior’ that is ultimately based in non-vulnerablity and resistance.

Invite parts of you to put down the swords and share with you why they are holding them, WHY they are afraid to go into the shadows with you, and you’ll open your heart up even that much wider, able to experience the love that makes up the essence of it all, including your shadow!

Here is a guided meditation with me to meet your shadow selves with MUCH love to hold the space:

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Heightened Solar/Schumann Activity As Timelines Collapse

By Jelelle Awen

There have been heightened Schumann/Gaia resonance energy waves for the last three days starting on October 27th. These higher readings happened during high speed solar wind speeds (up to 600 km/sec) and lower class geomagnetic storms starting on October 24th through October 28. The winds are expected to pick up again on October 30-31, flowing from a new hole on the sun’s surface.

There is also a weak, slow moving Coronal Mass Ejection (CME) that left the sun’s surface a couple days ago that will produce some auroras today and tomorrow, yet probably not any geomagnetic storms, according to spaceweather.com. CMEs are different from solar flares that originate from sun spots, as CMEs take longer to reach the atmosphere of Gaia.

Heightened geomagnetics can impact our physical, emotional, and chakral bodies in different and unique ways. Some people feel them very acutely and there is quite a range to these experiences. Some people are in heightened states of physical tiredness/sleepiness, physical discomfort and pain, nausea, dizziness, etc. Others respond with increased sensations of Kundalini surges, bliss states, Oneness Unity Consciousness awareness, and more. Or there can be a swing in between the two.

The feeling sense is that these energies offered by our Sun are a key component to our ongoing Ascension and awakening process. They serve to provide sacred masculine activations to our masculine within and collectively. These energies help to upgrade the masculine into the next evolutionary phase of its expression from patriarchy to kingly partner and clear out the old. These solar activities can produce a heightened sense of your inner masculine wounding and parts of you (such as the Inner Protector, Gatekeeper, Inner Punisher) that hold this wounding in both women and men.

This particular surge of energies coming during the 10/10 to 11/11 gateway that we’ve been in feels like it connects to the collapse of timelines and emergence of those anchored into the New Gaia/New Earth/New Lemuria 2020 timeline. As we finish out the highly transitional year of 2019 with so much ‘9’ energy of completion, we enter into the open possibilities offered by 2020.

It feels like a timeline is collapsing during major life changes and transitions, geographic shifts, relationship completions, career changes, significant emotional movements, physical illness/surgeries (seeing many of these for people!), deaths and transitions of loved ones and pets, etc. Timelines collapsing can feel like going through a crisis, major loss, or breakdown. There can be quite a need for mourning, for letting go, for emotional digestion of whatever is moving on.

In this current phase of heightened Ascension, timeline collapses are often happening while the new 2020 timelines are coming into your field. Often they are occurring so that your higher timeline CAN come in. This is a bittersweet experience. I call it ‘ash in the air’ while ‘confetti rains down too.’ This can be confusing to digest emotionally as you are starting to tune into the loving JOY that you feel in connection to your higher 2020 timeline. The creative surges, the passionate visonary moments, the experiences of deeper intimacy with others.

These higher timeline moments and experiences of your Divine essence allow you to participate with and surrender to the timeline collapses. You can more easily understand WHY the timelines are collapsing and cooperate with them rather than resist them. You can see that they are happening with you, not against you. You can feel more gratitude for what is letting go and moving on even as you have strong desire for what is coming.

Connecting to your higher timeline can be hugely helpful in navigating these heightened energies and collapsing timelines. Letting in the Ascension codes that are coming in from the Sun also increases your capacity to align to your higher timeline and feel ALL the support that is there for you. This is a guided meditation I did recently to bring in Ascension codes: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

And you can join Raphael and I for our monthly group transmission on Saturday, November 9th at 10:00am PDT which will be teaching about the process of Ascension Codes. We will also be providing a sound healing with our 432HZ crystal sound bowls and a guided meditation/transmission. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2595514423846711/

Much love to you as we navigate these heightened energies bringing in the New while the previous collapses,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Exploring Inner Masculine & Feminine Relationship – Women’s Group Call Today Or Receive Recording W/Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen
Still time to join us for our Sacred Feminine Arising exploration women’s group call over Zoom at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver time today)! As always, the content and exploration is becoming clearer to me as I am getting ready for it. I am going to focus on the relationship between our inner masculine (as women) and how that relates to the arising (or not) of our inner feminine essence. Much of even what can seem ‘feminine’ is actually a masculinized feminine or warrior, matriarchal or non-vulnerable Priestess energy.
I’m going to share about my years-long journey in healing parts of my Inner Masculine and especially working with my Gatekeeper aspect for many years until he ‘ascended’ to a higher frequency some years ago now. I will talk about the different types of inner masculine/feminine relationship dynamics that I have seen over the years in myself and those women I have held space for as well. I will then lead you into a guided meditation to meet/connect with your Inner Masculine in relationship to your Inner Feminine to deepen the connection and association there.
If you can’t join us live, you are welcome to receive the recording afterwards as well. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/
You can join us by offering a $15 CAD ($11 USD) donation by purchasing here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-calls-jelelle-kalayna
Or via paypal here and I will send you the zoom link: paypal.me/jelelleawen
Love,
Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: High Solar Winds & Schumann/Gaia Spike Heightening Energy Levels/Feeling States

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: High SOULar winds continue into today with an official geomagnetic storm in progress. Wind speeds reached up beyond 600 km/sec as geomagnetics flowing from a hole in the sun’s atmosphere created Auroras across the Northern skies. October had been quiet geomagnetically after a very active September due to cracks that form in Gaia’s magnetic field during the Equinox.

We are in deep solar minimum phase right now with no active sunspots for 221 days, according to spaceweather.com. That means no SOULar flares during that time too. Flares can be a lot to digest on our emotional/physical/chakral bodies even as they can be highly activating too, so this feels like a good thing to be in a quieter period around them as we continue to upgrade at a race/pace that works for us individually and as a collective.

Also relatively quiet has been the Gaia/Schumann resonance…until today when there was a spike up to 58HZ! Elevated Gaia frequencies can bring up feelings of not being grounded, amplified then by the high solar winds.

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Head/neck/shoulder pains are common during these energies. You may be feeling heightened anxiety and difficulty sleeping. An ampy feeling moving through. Yet, also, a sense of excitement, renewed passion, and increasing clarity/vision about your higher timeline life/self. The solar winds can activate your inner masculine, in whatever ways you experience that. While the Gaia spikes offer a flush of feminine energies….they can often balance themselves out in this way.

Veils can be thinner too with more bleed-through of other lifetimes and galactic activations too!

Much love to you as we adjust to, integrate and ride these waves of energies!
Jelelle Awen

Join me for a women’s call on Sunday at 10:00am PDT exploring sacred femininity and working with the inner masculine! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Experiencing Anxiety And Depression As Portals To Your Parts Of Self And Soul

By Jelelle Awen

The two emotional experiences that are so often brought to be ‘fixed’ or ‘solved’ in sessions (often by the Inner Protector) are that of anxiety and depression. The answer in 3D is to suppress them, to medicate them with ‘anti-feeling’ drugs. The answer in 3D is to fight them, to not let them ‘win’, to be stronger than they are. The answer in 3D is to see these emotional states as enemies that must be conquered and controlled, especially if they are interrupting or disrupting your ability to work hard and ‘keep up appearances’ (which is the number one priority in 3D life.)

The experience of anxiety can be so difficult. The worry that practically chews at your third chakra. The ‘panic attacks’ seeming to come from nowhere that can be embarrassing, inconvenient, and just plain scary. The inability to feel at ease, at rest, and in goodness inside of your own skin and life.

Depression can hang like a thick fog over everything. Life feels meaningless, especially 3D life routines of work, eat, sleep patterns that go on and on. The sense of flatness is punctuated by moments of wanting to die and neither feels comfortable with each other.

In 3D, the emotional states themselves are treated and fixated on….rather than the actual parts of the self (and soul) that are feeling them and WHY they are feeling them. In my over 15 years of working with parts of myself and with others in spaceholding, I have discovered that there is always VERY GOOD reason for these feeling states. Rather than suppressing them, we relate with them as a PORTAL.

Seeing them as a portal allows you to shift from fighting them and into loving curiosity about them. The experience of extreme emotional states is so often the result of backed up, undigested traumas. Anxiety is the downstream, byproduct of parts of you (usually the inner child) not experiencing that life was safe energectically/emotionally/ and very often physically. Your inner child cannot actually trust life to be loving, so they move into an anxious state of distrust near constantly. This is fuelled by the Inner Protector and Inner Punisher’s lack of trust in the world to be a safe one for your Inner Child to be in. The two anxious states fuel each other rather than either able to provide trusting and loving frequencies to the other.

Here is a meditation with me to meet your Inner Child, as a place to start: https://youtu.be/L_bpgyIuYds

This is just ONE possibility for the existence of anxiety, as it can also stem from the Metasoul and be a result of very traumatic soul experiences (especially those that involve killing or being killed) that haven’t been digested. The existential anxiety is very often underneath the this-life triggered anxiety. In 3D, the veil of amnesia is thick and the very influential emotional bleeding-through reality of other lifetimes (especially for those awakening) is not acknowledged.

Depression is very often the struggle of the soul to accept and integrate into 3D life. Awakening souls aren’t meant to actually assimilate into 3D life, yet they aren’t very often supported and initiated into their true soul purpose and galactic essence. If this initiation had happened during our formative teenage years instead of invalidation, we would have bloomed into passionate expression of our soul gifts and service of love. Instead, we were conditioned in 3D deadness cycles….and depression is often a result of that conditioning and programming that goes against the grain of souls and hearts.

Connecting with your Inner Teenager can help to ease the depression as their creativity is released and discovered with you as loving and supportive soul mentor that they never had. Depression is also connected to soul themes and other lifetimes, especially for those souls who are highly creative and connected to and are a channel for Divine inspiration. Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Teenager: https://youtu.be/sLDoA7UXVFk

Connecting with emotional states such as anxiety and depression AS portals of self discovery to these parts of you allows for a BIG shift in your experience of them. Instead of battling them, you come to see them as a precious gift that opens up access to these parts of yourself and soul that need you. Over time, the expression of them lessens and eventually fades away altogether (as has been my experience)….with no drugs needed.

Only love can heal the trauma and the downstream emotional expression of it. As you embrace all parts of yourself and their expressions, you are offering the medicine of love to heal whatever inside of you most needs it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

30-45 minute free intro calls over Zoom are available now with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Raphael Awen for you to see if this journey into your self and soul through the SoulFullHeart process is for you. You can contact them through this blog to schedule one or go here for more information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Moving From Afraid To Brave Into Your Higher Timeline Self/Life

Energy Update: These are Ascension love energies coming in now through this 10/10 into 11/11 (and into 12/12 too) portal that call us to discover our own inner courage. They invite us to tap into the bravery of our soul essence. They urge us as a collective to go to our next level together into the New Dawn of a New Age of Unity Consciousness Love. These energies are projecting the higher timeline versions of each of us coming more into our conscious awareness through the receiving of codes and upgrades to our physical/emotional/auric-chakra bodies.

The energies now and moving into 2020 ARE about your higher timeline self and life, what it looks and feels like, who you feel like as you live it….very specific details sometimes and more like vague visions at other times of this higher timeline. There isn’t just one possibility here. It certainly isn’t ‘set in stone’ as every choice you make (whether based in fear or love) moves you closer toward one or another. These timelines are a spectrum, like rays radiating out from your central sun of this Now moment and your current expression of BEing.

Which ray/timeline you will follow is a matter of flowing with life, with love, and with your own joy. It is about choosing the new instead of the known. Risking the safe for that sparkling possibility of the New. Feeling the parts of you that are afraid and resistant to go into the new timeline and WHY they are.

Inner Protectors/Gatekeepers are coming UP stronger right now, along with Inner Punisher energies too. This is usually the more wounded masculine that is feeling its ground of operation being threatened so it is ‘putting up a last fight’ in certain ways. Closing up the heart space, blocking codes from coming in, pulling away from known and previously trusted resources of community and space holders to be alone and isolated. Increasing the voice of judgement that creates cycles of shame and guilt and unworthiness in your Inner Child to keep it ‘safe and small.’

These are denser, trailing edge energies in parts of you that need to come up to be felt and cleared in order to move into your higher timeline self/life. They need lots of love and supportive self space holding to receive forgiveness, compassion, and negotiation to ease their fears. This is their impulse, their fight and flight reactivity born and bred in 3D life…to bring up defenses that slow down and block and pause….rather than move forward.

Yet, these Ascension energies are meant to provide a boost to these parts of you that most need them. They are meant to be a balm to the edges, the pains, the sufferings of the wounded masculine within you so that it can transition to the clear, the brave, and the penetrating energy that it needs to be right now. These energies also support the inner feminine, who is so often buried and layered over by this masculine. The Divine Mother offers a template of an intuitive, sensitive, passionate, and trusting feminine to arise within you.

This is a guided meditation with me to bring in Ascension Codes (Infinite Love codes) into every chakra…powerful, courage building energies for your inner masculine and your inner feminine: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

Your Higher Timeline life/self is waiting for you….trust and surrender to the Divine to lead you on the way there as you become Infinite Love in human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join me this Sunday at 10:00am PDT for a sacred feminine women’s group call exploring the process of connecting with your inner masculine in order to arise your sacred feminine essence. More information about joining us live or to receive the recording for $15 CAD here: https://www.facebook.com/events/939184226480490/

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Dearest Woman, You Are Arising: Message From Magdalene

By Jelelle Awen

Sharing this message from Magdalene in honor of my next Sacred Feminine Arising women’s group call over zoom in ONE week, next Sunday, October 27th at 10:00am PDT….I hope you can join me for the Sacred Feminine discussion, the love, the transmission/meditation, and the healing within a support sister circle! ~

Dearest Woman,

You are arising….from the seeds of your sacred humanity, in feminine form, does your little bud grow into full blossom. Watered by self love, self worth, self connection…your flowers of soul and heart open wide, open UP, releasing the mysterious scents and displaying the vibrant colors of your woman-ness.

You are arising….from the deep sleep of not being seen or heard or recognized in your authentic feminine powerful leadership, now BEing woken up to your soul purpose here. Transitioning from your slumbering sleeping beauty state to your co-leading reign with your beloved mate OR alone as solo Queen for a phase. Your slumber has been necessary, yet so painful at times, I know, and I have been compassionate witness to it all.

You are arising….from the letting go of mirrors within in relationships that no longer reflect your awakening self. BEing real about how you feel in these unions, especially those formed from previous genetic bonds, soul agreements that may be complete, and karmic binds that you no longer need. Moving on with love and grace from these bonds while keeping your heart open, yet your soul, heart, body, and mind desires for transaction clear.

You are arising….from the hurts of your Inner Child being felt finally and the little daughter within you receiving a mothering from you and from the Divine Feminine Mother. Your awakening woman maturing through connection with the undigested trauma of those past thens….moments that still exist in the now of your emotional body that are assimilating into you.

You are arising….from the remembering of your galactic origins and tastes of your Star being roots. You are speaking the languages of these heritages, every syllable creating a wave form connection beaming out from your crystalline throat and your cosmic heart. There is something ancient here and beyond time too, in the NOW you are merging with your Star being aspects to infuse higher dimensional frequencies into your human one to arise into a sacred human in feminine form.

You are arising….from the essence of your purpose to serve love as you align your life to this calling. You are transitioning from doing things as your means of drawing livelihood to being service of love in all moments. Receiving and responding to the gifts from the Universe and Divine Source that come as you serve love and let go of ‘hows’.

You are arising….I so support this process and I am HERE to be with you in it ALL…the blooming, the growing, the speaking, the receiving, the responding, the giving, the serving, the being. I am here with so much love for you to offer a template of new sacred woman for you to lean into as my Divine frequencies blend with your human ones. You draw the form of me that you most need and can resonate with.

Dearest woman…you are arising!! Claiming the love that you ARE and so becoming it too during this time of Re-Union and Re-membering. So much love to you from me to me and with you!

In love,Magdalene with Jelelle Awen

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Ascension Codes Chakra Activation Guided Meditation W/Music – W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

This guided meditation video has been in my heart to do for quite awhile and is per request from people who wanted a longer meditation with me set to music. It is over 40 minutes of pure guided meditation, just my voice and high frequency music in the background. Like taking a sound bath for the chakras, heart, and soul!

 

One of the important aspects of navigating the ongoing Ascension process can be to actually bring in the codes that are becoming available to you through Solar, Great Cosmic Sun, Lunar, and Galactic sources. Bringing them into your chakral and auric fields allows for smoother experience for your body and fewer Ascension body symptoms.

All codes contain frequencies of Infinite Love from Divine Source. You are more able to receive these codes when your vibrational frequency is higher, unanchored from the 3D matrix, and your emotional body is healing and transmuting out of undigested trauma and pain frequencies. These codes are personal to you and meant to facilitate your ‘next level’ embodiment of higher vibrational frequencies. Codes can be in the form of sacred geometry, number sequences, keys, infinity and yin/yang symbols, and many other visual shapes. They can also appear as colorful rays of energy.

In this guided meditation, I lead you through connection to each of your Ascension Chakras, including your Personal Sun Chakra (two feet above your head), Soul Star Chakra (one foot above your head) and your Causal Chakra (behind your head.) Connecting with your Ascension Chakras can facilitate next level activations and upgrades as much of that is ‘going on’ in these upper, upper chakras. We then move to each of the seven main chakras (Crown, Third Eye, Solar Plexus, Sacral, and Root).

You bring in the Ascension codes ready and waiting for you into each of these chakras. You also activate these codes with declarations and affirmations with ‘I want’, ‘I am’, and ‘I desire’ statements. These statements are made to your Higher Self, the Divine, and Your Star Family as confirmation that you are ‘ready’ to receive, let in, and integrate. These statements are intentional waveforms that activate your Metasoul’s Quantum Field.

The musical track in this meditation is called Awaken The Power Of Love/Manifest Miracles With Gratitude/444HZ Vibration Of the Fifth Dimension. It is used here with much gratitude from me! It is from the Lovemotives Meditation Music You Tube Channel, my favorite for high frequency sound healing! https://youtu.be/StiGAEl_RV4

INJOY and may you experience yourself as Infinite Love!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.