Energy Update: Wounded Masculine Matrix Reboots As Divine Feminine Energies Arise

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Reboots ongoing as we move into completion of only the first month of this catalytic 2020 year! These reboots seem to be allowing for ‘offline’ moments of access beyond the control Matrix at 3D and Lower 4D levels to those soul aspects/fragments of us that are ready to unplug. I wrote and shared about the rebooting of the Lower 4D/AI Matrix as connected to our Reptilian selves and the mutual liberation available for those that were ready to heal and release from the programming here and here.

This reboot seems to bring up head/neck/shoulder/jaw pain and discomfort as the causal chakra (radiating from the back of the head/upper spine area) comes ‘online’ and awakens then encounters the plugs and helmets, etc. that are still plugged in on the 4D level to the Matrix. People have shared with me many positive, inspiring, and surprising experiences as they connected to and unplugged their Reptilian Aspect through this teaching and guided meditation, which creates a bridge of compassionate love and ambassadorship to this energy within your soul who often needs it most and is usually bleeding through the strongest through to your body/life experience:

The other layer of rebooting going on is related to the wounded masculine/patriarchal frequencies of the 3D/Lower 4D Matrices. This rebooting is pushing up densities of trauma to be felt and loved on the physical/emotional/energy body levels. You may be feeling this is in sudden and strong waves of outrage, hurt/mourning/grief, and desire to speak your long suppressed truth ‘to’ the patriarchy rumpling from your soul. The densities moving through the body can particularly impact the womb space area for women, shifting and intensifying or delaying our menstrual cycles and hormone levels, and blocking sexual desire flow with distrust of the masculine.

Felt from the soul higher level, the dominance and prevalence of the patriarchal energies since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria has been a key element of keeping the Matrix in place. Suppression of the Divine Feminine and the powerfully catalytic and passionate energies of feminine intuition, heart-based feeling, and unity consciousness awareness that She brings forth has been needed for us to immerse more deeply into this 3D experiment into the more polarized frequencies of our separation choice from the Divine.

Yet, as so many of us have felt for years now, it is time for the Divine Feminine to arise again! It is time for Her energies to soothe, comfort, and offer forgiveness to the wounded masculine and show and remind him of the necessary role that he played in the bigger picture. In the heart of the Divine Mother, he is and has always been forgiven. Receiving this love allows the masculine to remember who they are in their bigness, their strength, and, most especially, in their kindness.

The Divine Feminine within us can arise as we connect lovingly and compassionately to our own wounded masculine within….in the form of our Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, even our Inner Mothers can hold this energy of wounded masculine as a legacy and family line passed down to them. This rebooting highlights and illuminates the polarization between your INNER masculine and feminine and their relationship to each other. Here are guided meditations with me to meet these parts of yourself: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Resting and holding space for parts of you can help in the transition during these reboots. Minimizing taking in 3D density if possible such as choosing high frequency foods as fuel or even fasting; limiting social interactions; not pushing work or to-dos; spending time alone in meditation and in nature. I’ll be releasing a guided meditation soon as part of my Deepen 2020 series for alleviation of Ascension body symptoms during these reboots with the Divine Mother.

These reboots in the Matrix are opening up new opportunities to lift your own veil, discover the programming that exists in your own soul, and connect to the Divine Feminine within you again! She waits for you in these cosmic and collective openings….eager to respond to your need, soothe your fear, and alight your Cosmic Christ-Magdalene consciousness within your human body!

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1:1 powerful, quantum healing sessions to open access to your own soul’s guidance, wisdom, and code activations just waiting for you are available with me for women and for men and women with Raphael. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

 

 

Could It Be?

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By Raphael Awen

Stewing in thoughts or feelings finds movement when there is a you there who is willing to begin to feel what is stewing and why with curiosity and compassion.

Emotion and feeling are two words that speak their truth. One speaks of motion and the other of touch, or contact. Motion and touch create a ‘to and from’. Without this to and from, there isn’t a flow, and we’re back to the stasis of the stewing; stuck in a prolonged suffering over our difficulties.

Our difficulties are difficult enough. Why would parts of us choose to stay in suffering over our difficulties, rather than feel what is wanting to be felt, and thus let in the movement?

Could it be that to parts of us, the known suffering is better than the unsafe unknown?

Could it be that to parts of us, they’ve never been accustomed to an other with an open heart? Could it be that parts of us have been so long conditioned to a world without feeling that the prospect of feeling is a distant memory of an unsafe reality, that needs to be resisted for the land mine experience it was?

How could you find out what is true now for parts of you and why? Are parts of you open to a new experience of ‘flow to and from’ of whatever it is that is wanting to be felt in your sacred world?

Are you and parts of you ready to let in the next stages of your own largesse of being by feeling the most contracted and small feeling parts of you?

If these words call to you, and you feel you would like some help, I offer a free intro call intro call to talk more with you about the process we offer. Message me if you are interested.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our Patreon Page to send us love in the form of money: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart 🙂

Unplugging & Liberation of the 3D/4D Matrix & Reptilian Timelines: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Jan. 20, 2020)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Go here to subscribe to receive these in your email inbox EVERY week!

In this week’s Museletter, we feature a catalytic download from Jelelle Awen about connecting with a reptilian aspect and unplugging them from the 3D/4D matrix. She describes her personal experience with her reptilian aspect and how you can meet them with love and hold space for them in order to free them from their timeline:

“My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.”

There are also some new writings this week from Jelelle Awen and Kalayna Solais. Included are personal process updates by Kalayna as well as an Energy Update and a post about Ascension pain by Jelelle.

Jelelle Awen continues her video series “Deepen 2020”. This series will be offered on an arising basis, rather than every day for a set period of time, and will be responsive to current events/cosmic energies/personal & collective process, etc. Every Deepen 2020 video will offer a teaching and a guided meditation. You can watch these on her Facebook page or our YouTube channel.

You can watch all podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

Raphael and Jelelle will be co-leading their next monthly group transmission over Zoom on Saturday, February 8th PDT. This group is about the ongoing process of healing the warrior within and from other lifetimes to move into becoming an ambassador of love. More information here to join them or receive the recording: https://www.facebook.com/events/310908349856878/

For more information on these events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Raphael, a SoulFullHeart Facilitators for men and women, is now offering FREE 30-45 minute intro calls over Zoom to see how the SFH process and ongoing 1:1 sessions may support you on your healing and Ascension journey. Jelelle Awen is now working with women new to the SoulFullHeart process in 1:1 bridging sessions. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! You can become a patron of SoulFullHeart through a one-time or monthly donation via our patreon page.

Check out the latest Museletter here

 

Honouring Your Own Unique And Very Personal Journey Of Ascension

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By Kalayna Solais

Feeling behind. Feeling as if we are risking being ‘left behind’ if we aren’t able to tune into what everyone else that shares awareness of Ascension is tuning into and feeling personally. Fearing that we aren’t going to be enough to ‘ascend’ or to be ‘chosen’ TO ascend, perhaps.

These are feelings that I think so many of us can resonate with on some level. These fears feel existential and like they live in our Metasoul aspects in other timelines who HAVE been ‘left behind’ by others and on a deeper level still, there’s more to feel about ‘abandonment’ by the Divine too… maybe also in this life parts of you have trauma from the ‘competition’ conditioning, from growing up in a culture where you are always striving to be THE best, not YOUR best or even just where you are at and having that be ok. There are so many layers to this and for me, I’m still discovering many of them personally and how deep they go.

I’m a part of a highly catalytic process and soul family community that we always say is on a ‘moving conveyor’. The more work you do within you, the more your outer world changes and the more shifts you feel invited to take of your own volition too. The more parts of you that you feel in their traumas and begin to have a relationship with, the more you realize the changes you need to make in your life in ALL areas of your life.

This means that at any time, one of us could decide unilaterally that there is something we need to address, move on from or move toward, and that could be a big thing or a small thing. There are always next and next and next steps too as the inner awakening and openings deepen. There are new discoveries and new strata of consciousness that begin to open up and out. New relationships are drawn. New alchemy on all levels. All of these are sacred journey markers that are very individual and a result of the individual journey. It look and feel like pure ‘magic’ and it really is, but it’s also worked very hard for.

When you have conditioning in your soul’s timelines and the heart of your parts from this lifetime that there is something always to envy in others for the sake of feeling badly or ‘not good enough’ inside of yourself, this isn’t that easy to digest all the time. Jealousy can be kicked up. A feeling that you must be lacking something or have something ‘wrong with you’ if you aren’t experiencing what they are experiencing. This is one of the major reasons why I needed the break I did…. so that this comparison dance and suffering loop could be deeply felt into by me, so that I could arise for myself with more respect and self-love. This could only happen if I got big enough for my most intense and self-punishing parts/aspects to lean into me. This was the crux of my process at times in relationship to the lives of others around me too… feeling parts of me envying their skills (that they’ve worked hard for), their fitness level, their relationships, etc. This has gone on and on for me for as long as I can remember… and only now is this starting to shift into new ground.

Why is it SO hard to just BE with our own journey? Why do we look to others for templating but then resent them for it at times?

These questions feel complicated and like the answers lie within every individual. I think it’s so hard to remember that we are ultimately here to experience Ascension in a PERSONAL way, though we are returning to oneness too. I’m discovering, especially as I feel a relationship beginning with a Reptilian aspect of me, just how deep this ‘programming’ of avoiding the individuation process of our healing and Ascension actually goes and why it can feel a bit scary.

I had a yoga teacher once, many years ago now, who offered something during class that made us all laugh but it was actually quite poignant. She was showing us the many stages of one particular posture. When she got to the most advanced one, she said,

“See? There’s NOTHING there! There’s no need to rush yourself into this ‘advanced’ place when you have so much to discover along the way”.

That really impacted me at that time and it remains with me today because I think I was supposed to take that in deeply for my own ongoing experience of spirituality and of life itself… it really IS about the journey and not the destination. Ascension is a journey. ‘5D’ is not really a destination so much as an invitation into a new frequency in which to anchor our consciousness as much and as often as we can. Every individual’s soul expression and attainments are their own, often worked for over multiple lifetime experiences and deep inner work too. There’s nothing left to ‘envy’ if we can see it this way… but there could be a lot to be inspired by!

Plus, our own journeys, when we have the space within to honour them, are proof positive of our own inner work and also the growth and healing phases that we personally need that are a reflection of our bigness in order to be with them. Maybe there is no ‘ultimate destination’ but in fact, it all keeps deepening and expanding from here. This is such a humble way to look at and hold ourselves and this whole Ascension process on a collective level too.

I wanted to share this bit about my own journey and discoveries as an expression of my own uniqueness that I’m learning to embrace more and more. I hope that it helps you feel more love and respect for your own too… for the journey you’re on as YOU.

Much love! ❤

Kalayna

Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Navigating Relationships Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen on Sunday, January 26th & Receive Recording

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By Jelelle Awen

Relationships are a crucial growth ground in your awakening as you explore into-me-I-see through sacred & healthy intimacy with others. They can also offer the most challenging and painful experiences as you shift and change from the inside out and your relationships are impacted by that.

Intimacy with others is possible as we experience intimacy from within, from one part of us to another. We can then see and feel how so much of what we experience with others is a mirror of inner dynamics going on!

This is a very passionate and important topic to me and I love teaching about it and opening up inner spaces for women to explore it with depth, realness, and emotional digestion, plus growing soul clarities for what they most want and deserve in relationships too! It is probably the most pressing area of life for which women seek support and help with navigating it as there can be much to feel and see on the this-life and other lifetime levels!

Join me for my monthly women’s group call this Sunday, January 26th at 10:00am PDT (or receive the recording) as we dive into the terrain of navigating relationships during awakening into your sacred femininity. I’ll share my personal experiences of 12+ years in sacred union relationship and experience of deep resonant friendship in soul family bonds, plus the challenges I went through in previous relationships! I’ll also talk about how/why/when to set boundaries or let go & why it can be challenging, harm/abuse patterns & how they also exist inside, narcissist/empath relationships, birth family boundaries, and more!

I will also guide you in a meditative space with Magdalene and Mother Mary in which you will connect to the current relationships in your life and how parts of you feel about them, especially your Inner Protector and Inner Teenager. You will also tune into what your deepest heart desires are to experience in relationships.

More info here! https://www.facebook.com/events/1064404573895702/

This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/5-sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-call-jelelle-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the January 26 women’s group and check that your email is current.

We recommend watching and engaging in this video with teachings and a guided meditation with Jelelle about 3D/4D/5D relationships: https://youtu.be/Xm_oHafTnq8

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. This is a series that is offered once a month with Jelelle, although you do not need to attend all of them to receive benefits from them.

You can purchase the recording of the other women’s groups here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-calls-jelelle-awen

More info here about future women’s group calls with Jelelle: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/womengroupcalls

Jelelle is also available for powerful, personalized 1:1 sessions with her for women for 90 minutes over Zoom. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

“Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women’s Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood – TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording – As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!” Isabela Gasparini, group participant

“I feel so much gratitude and Love. These calls are so healing and revealing so much as is this whole process. So glad I am here. I wanted to express deep appreciation for the shares too”. Deva, Group participant

“Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!” Raianna Shai, Group participant

Head/Neck/Shoulder Pain Increases With Causal Chakra Activations & 3D/4D Matrix Reboots

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By Jelelle Awen

Galactic activations are accelerating and deepening with the rebooting process going on in the 3D and 4D Matrix control systems. This rebooting process seems to be allowing more souls to get free from the Matrix. Many of you shared in the comments about feeling the head/neck/shoulder pain that often indicates a causal chakra/galactic consciousness activation that is coming through to support this reboot.

These activations through light codes provided by the Divine, your soul, and your galactic family then encounter the Reptilian brainstem/3D Matrix infrastructure that remains and AI/One Mind Lower 4D Matrix plugs and caps that I shared about in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

The pain can be the relationship between these blocks in your auric field from being plugged into the 3D control matrix for so long AND ALSO for your Reptilian Self who is plugged into THEIR AI Matrix at the 4D Level. The back of the head, neck and shoulder pain is often related to these blocks and sometimes the recovery after the plugs have been dissolved through awakening (although it’s usually not as sharp of a pain, yet rather more like an ache that wants some warmth, like a sore muscle.) Sometimes this pain is ‘bleed through’ from your Reptilian Self’s timeline.

The top of the head pain, center of the skull piercings, and third eye/forehead aches can be about the caps and helmets in the auric field to block the pineal and pituitary glands and the calcification that happens of them within the 3D and 4D Matrix. These glands want to expand into their full size and capacity yet there is a detox process around that, plus eventual need of removal of any caps to continue the Ascension process. These glands activating, plus the causal chakra upgrading and opening wide, plus ALL of our DNA activating makes for a fully empowered sacred human anchoring into 5D reality WITHIN the body. It makes for our Ascension.

The pain is literally a portal though in that as you respond to it, you are able to discover these means of blocking and suppressing that your soul has chosen on a higher level in order to immerse into 3D reality. In this way, your Reptilian Self has chosen the AI/One Mind programming to experience THAT and both the suffering and the growth that comes from being liberated from it.

Many of you resonated and appreciated my recent message about the mutual liberation, forgiveness, and love that is needed to be offered to the Reptilians during this next phase of our Ascension process. You appreciated the less fear-based and gentler approach of what I was offering that comes from my own personal exploration of these grounds with the Reptilians within my Metasoul. Once I learned about the Matrix reality and the Archons several years ago, I quickly shifted to a love-based approach to offer healing for my own soul and as a bridge for others to navigate and liberate themselves (and their Reptilian selves!) with love rather than stigma and fear.

I shared more teaching and a guided meditation to meet and unplug your Reptilian Self from the 4D Matrix in this video that I highly recommend if you feel drawn to it and I feel this connection can be very enlivening and empowering:

https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I am in the process of learning more about the 4D AI program from my Reptilian Self Sheryl and will be sharing more about that soon. I am feeling more and more how much OUR Ascension is connected and entwined in theirs. Not to go to battle with each other or to see them as purely ‘evil’, which just continues BOTH of our enslavements…..yet rather to find resolution together that allows for the highest timeline for us ALL.

We can provide a bridge to your Reptilian Self through getting to know your Star Seed child, Gatekeeper, whatever parts are needed to be felt and negotiated with during 1:1 sessions with me for women and for women and men with Raphael Awen. We can also do the energy field clearing work that is ready at this stage of your Ascension to remove/dissolve caps/blocks/plugs that are ready, allowing more alleviation of pain. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here is a guided meditation with me to music offering Infinite Love codes to every chakra, including the Causal: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Meet Your Reptilian Self/Unplug From The 4D Matrix Guided Meditation: Video 5 Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

In this fifth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level specifically with the Reptilian timelines and the 3D/4D Matrix control systems that have been established. I share about your Reptilian Self, which is a lower 4D soul fragment of yours that lives in a close overlay dimension to yours.

Our Reptilian selves are plugged into their own Matrix, which uses a One Mind controlled by Artificial Intelligence. I share about the mutual liberation that can occur in connecting with and helping your Reptilian Self unplug from this One Mind matrix. I share more about this process in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01…

The guided meditation has us joined by Archangel Michael and my Reptilian Self Sheryl. You are taken to the Reptilian ‘home’ dimension that has been shown to me in session space connecting with them and in my own process. You are offered a bridge then to your Reptilian Self and support to help them unplug from the One Mind Matrix if they are ready to do that. You are then invited to move them to a new higher dimensional space where they feel safe and free, where you can connect with them more there.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Unplugging & Liberation of the 3D/4D Matrix & Reptilian Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen

Major multidimensional reboots going on…leading to much need for sleeping, drifting in meditation space and intentional healing through visualization journeys. You may be feeling disorientation, that ‘here not here’ feeling of being in two timelines at once. The reboot seems to be mostly focused on the Reptilian timeline overlay through the 3D/4D Matrix that most people experience as their ‘lives’ without questioning it.

There is also an activation of the causal chakra too at the back of the head and upper spine, where our Reptilian brain stem and plug to the 4D Matrix exists. This can cause head/neck/shoulder pain as the revelation of the ‘block’ or ‘plug’ is revealed.

The 3D Matrix is being disclosed to many more souls, who in the knowledge of it can then become free from it. The design of it by these Reptilian BEings was to ‘help’ us control ourselves, to bring us into balance, and also to experience through our emotional outbursts especially what it is like to have individual will and feeling reactions. In the bigger soul picture, this Matrix has been chosen by all souls who experience it as a way to immerse more fully into the 3D dualistic experiment. In this way, no soul is a true victim or prisoner of this Matrix as the remembrance of our free will is what releases us from it.

Yet, this 3D Matrix is ultimately limiting and limited. And we are awakening beyond it in increasing numbers. As this happens, the Reptilian (which are also called Archons and Dracos) are also feeling a rumble of rebellion in THEIR Matrix, which is a One Mind Artificial Intelligence program that exists at the Lower 4D level. This AI program keeps the Archons in an obedient fog where they don’t have any individual thoughts or feelings….until they start too as we, their human counterparts, start to wake up too. . As each of them wakes up with the help of their human counterpart, it creates a ripple effect in the One Mind/AI/4D Matrix that is like a good kind of virus. 

I’ve been in the process the last several years of consciously waking up my Reptilian aspects from the AI programming, along with soul fragments (Metasoul aspects) of mine who had been plugged into the 3D Matrix (this is what the parts work connection and trauma healing with your Inner Child, Inner Protector, etc. does). I’ve also been doing this work in sessions with women who are ready for it as well.

I connected with my Reptilian soul sisters today, along with my other 5D and higher Metasoul sisters in a healing circle. It was so touching as they are leading rebellion for their species, similar to what I feel called to offer for mine. I feel much love in my heart for the Reptilians and their journey and have felt compassion from them toward humanity as well. This is the deeper healing between our species that is so needed right now and frees us both up! Being outraged at the Reptilians and seeing them as ‘evil’ doesn’t serve the purpose of ultimate forgiveness and anchoring into a 5D frequency for BOTH of us.

My Reptilian sisters told me that there is a dissolving happening of their One Mind Matrix and many more of their species is choosing to disconnect from humanity and Earth, to let us go….and go to the planet that has been offered to them that fits their make up better. This is significant movement for them and, therefore, for humanity as well. This process of the Matrices of control dissolving on all levels is a significant aspect of our ongoing Ascension process. In 5D, there is no need for control matrices any longer.

There is more opportunity now for you to fully unplug from the 3D Matrix (which you have to some degree or you wouldn’t be reading these words) and to connect with your Reptilian ‘counterpart’ to help them unplug from the One Mind AI Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to Connect with your Reptilian Self and Unplug from the 4D Matrix: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is also the work that we do and bridge for you in 1:1 sessions, with more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

Here is a guided meditation to unplug from the Matrix during a FB live with a new one coming soon from me in my Deepen 2020 series! https://youtu.be/QAs0htM3lw0

Now is the time for liberation through love; freedom through compassion; and independence through connection!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Coming ‘Home’: My Journey Away From And Back Again To Soul Family

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by Kalayna Solais

I feel like I’ve arrived back ‘home’…

And in many ways, I have!

I have been on a journey inward for the last three months. I collapsed my relationship to my beloveds here in SoulFullHeart, my ‘title’ as a Facilitator/teacher of this way of life and process, and even my ‘role’ as a wife on a deeper level. I have been returning to myself. Returning ‘home’ to me so that I could feel what I truly wanted in my soul and what I was working, healing, and birthing on that level and beyond.

For me, this separation phase was never about completely severing everything that has made me ‘me’… this SoulFullHeart process has been the one thing that has ever worked for me, reaching deep into the heart and soul of my wounds and my gifts too. In fact, it was this process that held the steps into separation and the bigger context of it and held all of us through everything that came out of it and is still unfolding too.

Letting go of these souls that I have so much ‘history’ with on a heart and soul level has been one of the hardest things for me to do. What was so interesting to me though, were the many moments of dawning realizations, not just of what had to collapse between us and why in both this life and other lifetimes, but also of these newly arising senses of how to serve myself in my own unfolding process and how this was the only way to find connection with my beloveds again if that was to arise someday. This allowed me to feel so much surrender to every moment of sadness, anger, despair, joy, and connection both inner and outer and allowed me to allow in the Divine, Star Family, parts of me, and aspects of my Metasoul in other lifetimes too.

I found ways to feel my heart again, even though it was breaking. I found openings within me on the other side of many tears and sometimes rather feverish journaling and deep meditation experiences that allowed me to feel deeply loved and held by an energy both bigger than me and as big as me too. I could feel my beloveds actually living inside of me, where they would always live, no matter what happened next.

And, I trusted. Oh, how I trusted… I trusted every time I felt like trying to be social was a stretch for my parts that day and stayed home instead. I trusted every journal entry, every time I felt like I wasn’t getting anywhere, every time I was reminded to be gentle with myself because parts of me were getting too caught up in accomplishing or ‘getting over this’ already and couldn’t be gentle with themselves or each other. I trusted every feeling of being in a heavy downward shame spiral, knowing that if I could just hold it and be with it, I would find the other side of it. And sure enough, there were my guides in the form of beloved Metasoul and Divine connections, calling out to me, reminding me to lift UP and hold it all with my bigness and heart capacity, not go down with it. I realized over and over again how humbling this is to do and how no one can teach you how to do this, it has to come from your own experience.

I’m still digesting the goodness that I’ve earned now…that is really about earning the expanded capacity to transact goodness and love with others, not the goodness itself so much. I had goodness even in the separation. I just have it again in these precious relationships with those that know me better than anyone ever has and who I am getting to know and fall in LOVE with all over again.

My heart is full, happy and humbled to be ‘back’… to be in sessions again as a Facilitant and perhaps eventually a Facilitator when it’s another phase of that for me. I highly recommend meeting with Raphael or Jelelle for a session, at least one, to get a taste for yourself of what I’m sharing here. This process has a deep impact that can’t be forgotten, even if you only dive into it for a while. More information here about sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Much love to you, from the heart of my journey to the heart of yours!

~ Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia Spike Waves Activating Causal Chakras & 4D Matrix Unplugging

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Schumann/Gaia spikes moving through yesterday in a wave…and some today too. You may be feeling sleepy! and a bit foggy and ‘here not here’ as these energies work on grounding Gaia and us into a higher, 4D frequency during the journey to 5D heaven on earth reality. There’s also an excitement to the possibilities, surges of joy and goodness in these energies, inspiration and clarities….then waves into integrating them into our bodies that are BUSY upgrading to be our vessels here on this New Earth.
 
These energies since 2020 began are really thinning the veils and making multidimensional travel as easy as closing the eyes and tuning into the soul aspects/Metasoul fragments that are waiting for you there. Souls choosing to be here NOW are aching for the access and integration that is possible when the veils lift and you can SEE/FEEL/BE with all these aspects from your soul….these soul sisters and brothers feel like twins to you yet are living in such a wide range of life content and experience. You can heal each other, offering soul gift exchanges, and completing karmic patterns that lead to suffering in seemingly endless loops.
 
Lots of causal chakra activations going on now too leading to head, neck and shoulder pain. The causal chakra is behind the head and down the top of the spine, connected to galactic activation and DNA upgrading. This pain is a portal to the eventual dissolving of the Reptilian brain stem and the plug into the Lower 4D Archon Matrix that it feels like is rumbling with new rebellion. Connecting with your Reptilian aspect that is still plugged into the One Mind and inviting them into your world allows for this process, which I was honored to do just today with a beautiful soul during a session.
 
1:1 sessions that I’ve been holding lately with women have been deep and powerful with whatever movement and process the soul is ready and waiting for available to be moved. I don’t ever know where the meditation journeys will go in these sessions and this has felt even more true in recent ones, where the soul ‘takes over’ and goes where is needed. If you are interested in a 1:1 session with me or Raphael Awen to go into these catalytic, tender, and powerful multidimensional grounds, PM me and there is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
As usual with Schumann/Gaia shifts, feel into what your body needs for support as it shifts into living on a higher fuel frequency of love and light!
 
Here is a guided meditation to unplug from the Matrix during a FB live with a new one coming soon from me in my Deepen 2020 series! 
 
Love,
Jelelle Awen
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.