The Expanding Gap During Awakening

By Raphael Awen

As our consciousness expands and the veil lifts more and more for each of us, it’s important to feel the part of you who very understandably may be feeling overwhelmed by the expanding gap of where you perceive yourself to be in your everyday life and where you desire to be.

This gap between the two is said to be where all growth and even meaning comes from. It’s where we get our motivation from to reach for more. At root, it is love inviting us into more. Life is essentially about this gap.

But this gap can also be used by a part of us to self inflict judgments. Part(s) of us, it seems feel it necessary to slow this process of awakening by using self punishment for fear we won’t be able to bear it.

I felt several mental trajectories this week about how I was or wasn’t spending my time or money, what I was or wasn’t eating, about how present I was or wasn’t to the moment, etc. As I found space to feel the undertone of self judgment, I could so lovingly feel the part of me reaching for some handrails in the midst of this accelerated growth phase. I had sweet tears as I connected with this part of me and it’s reaction/digestion of so many recent changes going on in my life.

You and I are truly such amazing beings, beyond what we’ve ever dreamed, where even our wildest dreams and even convictions about more only begin to scratch the surface. If that’s true, then it really makes sense that there’s some ongoing inner negotiation and ambassadorship necessary to hold all this from blowing apart.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: SOULar Codes Invite You To Process Lower 4D Timelines To Anchor Into 5D Love

by Kalayna Solais

This is a photo I took of the sun yesterday! Wow!! Lots of codes downloading that want us all to really feel ourselves, really feel the parts/Metasoul aspects that struggle and react to the process of re-anchoring into higher timelines and more self-loving and compassionate frequencies.

It was nice on a high energy day yesterday to “log-off” and unplug for a while! When I came back online to check up on everything yesterday evening, it felt like so much intensity was moving through, almost more than usual in some ways. I highly recommend that if you are feeling especially reactive that you unplug for a while. Even in service of love there is a need to sometimes take a step back and not be on the “frontlines” (not always an easy one to learn or follow through with, I know).

This could be the peak (or one of the peaks) we are feeling in the 3D and lower 4D rumble… Where there is much to react to at every turn yet always an invitation to respond with LOVE and genuine compassion instead. Especially when it feels almost impossible to do so. If this is difficult at this time, the reactions need to be pulled back inward and parts of you felt in their pain and the chaos of their personal worlds.

It feels especially important right now to feel battle timelines in your Metasoul. To meet the Warriors and soldiers where they ARE and to be with what is moving through them instead of placing it all outside of you in YOUR life as you know it right now. This is key to anchoring more into 5D frequencies of peace and a flow of love and compassion that is genuine and integrative.

Personally, I’m feeling much more freed up from my own lower 4D process these past weeks. The energies of the Metasoul timelines I accessed and felt through are shifting more into hope, freedom, love, understanding, compassion… especially for themselves and what they’ve “done”, or in some cases, “not done”.

There are numerous timelines we all need to feel regarding these energies that keep us anchored ultimately into lower frequencies that can make us quite sick in body, heart, mind, and especially soul. They anchor us into hopelessness, fear, feeling like there is always something to push against, feeling as everything and everyone is ultimately against us, and in many cases this may have been true for a phase of your life, yet if it is STILL true, then why are you staying in these circumstances?

The answer to that question may seem complicated to parts of you, yet fear is the one that seems to anchor us all the most into feeling as if these frequencies are realer than the love that wants to come in and light us up, help us move through and heal each of these timelines, and help those Metasoul aspects of us from those timelines move into a new frequency where they can find the healing they need and yes, DESERVE.

This and other meditations from Jelelle may be helpful for you to begin your deep-dive into YOU, to discover what Metasoul aspect(s) could be pulsing through your life and your BEing at this time:

Much love as you navigate your own version of letting in and integrating these codes coming through. ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Bridge To Your Higher Timeline Guided Meditation 5/11 Live Stream with Gabriel & Kalayna Solais

by Gabriel & Kalayna Solais

Discovering your higher timeline possibilities is a sacred and deep process that also asks you to look at the steps in front of you that you need to take in order to inhabit it or draw it in more.

During this live stream which aired on May 11th 2019, Gabriel & Kalayna Solais offer teachings and a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector and begin processing with them as you visit your often exciting yet also quite sobering Higher Timeline possibilities and the steps toward them.

The meditation helps you to connect with the different frequencies and pictures of your Higher Timeline. The more often you do this meditation or one like it, you may notice that the picture you see/experience shifts. This is because of your personal healing path/process and where it’s taking you. You may also find that one day your Higher Timeline feels farther away and on another day it feels as if you could reach out and touch it. All nuances in this meditation are there to help you tune into YOU, parts of you that need you and could be afraid of the Higher Timeline or the steps to getting there, and to activate your heart, desires, and soul gifts.

Please feel free to leave a comment if you would like to share what you saw in the meditation!

Much love! ❤

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s Facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. 

Energy Update: Geomagnetic Storms Offer 5D Codes To Unanchor From 3D

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: Strong geomagnetics still coming through the series of CMEs entering our atmospheres from an active sunspot producing many flares and CMEs the last week. Geomagnetic storms are continuing today and tomorrow as we are still integrating the most powerful geomagnetic storm in YEARS, a G-3, that came through a few days ago.

You may have felt MEGA tiredness and sleepiness yesterday as the energies of the CMEs moved through and high SOULar winds fanned the ‘flames’ of the energies. There was also a sense of the veils being very thin yesterday in particular with much opened out access to channeling your Metasoul/other lifetimes and timelines….along with galactic connections to your star family and Lemurians too.

THIS is a time of powerful activations from the Great Cosmic Sun coming in and through our planetary sun and flowing into our Personal Sun Chakras at the top of our heads. This flow from sun to sun to sun is a stream that you can tap into through conscious connection. Seeing/feeling your Personal Sun Chakra about two feet above your head, you can connect to and tap into the codes that are waiting there for you to download and bring in.

“Codes” can so often be invitations to feel what needs to be felt in a NEW way. To ask curious questions about whether what and who you are giving your energy and attention to is serving your higher timeline or not. The ability to ask this question with openness to let change and choice points move through in response to the answers you receive IS a code too.

Higher timelines are being hugely energized right now….more clarities around them and what it is like to actually live and experience them. Not necessary all the details about how they will play out, yet what they will FEEL like and how YOU will feel living them is more accessible now than ever.

Feeling/identifying/being with the anchors to 3D timelines through undigested trauma, ‘loyalties’ to family dynamics, unworthiness, shame/guilt, confusion and fogginess, obligation/responsibility/duty helps to lift them. ALL of these can be signs of anchoring to polarized 3D frequencies and the programmings/conditionings that support them. The less you are anchored in 3D, the more you can receive the higher dimensional codes coming IN.

These geomagnetics are supporting the unanchoring and untethering and the FEELING of these 3D ties with the parts of you that have them. The waves of photonic light streaming in provide a sense of what life is like freed up from them.

Self care and love is important during these high geomagnetics. Being in Gaia, connecting to the Inner Earth support systems with the Lemurians, having a feeling sense of your 5D self AND your 3D self and the gap between the two, being in sacred union bliss if you are in one…..these are all helpful too for the unanchoring process that leads to more code integration .

Here is a guided meditation that Raphael and I did on the 5/5 gateway to connect with your 5D self and 5D Golden Earth frequencies to let in MORE CODES:

https://youtu.be/D1–vbA7Q_A

Much love to you as we let in these 5D codes and experience of our higher timelines,

love,

Jelelle Awen

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Auroras And The ISS photo taken by Paul Nelson on May 14, 2019 @ Lake Superior shore, East of Marquette, MI

Exploring And Honoring The Inner Feminine As An Integral Part Of The Ascending Masculine Journey

For some time now I have been feeling and acknowledging my inner feminine as a part of me. A very important and beloved part of me. There is a movement collectively for men to become more aware of their ‘feminine side’. This can be related to in a very general way that can just refer to our sense of sensitivity, caring, compassion, and intuition.

However, to take it a step further and give ‘her’ a name and thus a conscious identity within our physical masculine expression, can bring some interesting reactions inside. To claim our inner feminine is to relate to her in a very conscious way. It is to feel her feelings, her needs, her wounding, her story.

What has life been like for her in this male body in the context of a more patriarchal society?

If I explore this will I begin to question my own sexuality?

What will other people say if I claim her as an integral part of my being?

So to another part of me it feels like ‘coming out of the closet’. To my inner feminine part, who goes by Genevieve, this can be a bit unnerving as well considering the experiential history of feeling like she has not been welcome among other men in my life. Any hint of sensitivity that could be turned against her and me, Gabriel, was immediately thwarted by my protector.

There was a moment a while back when I could feel how growing up Genevieve would try to be a man the best she could to fit in. Doing and saying things that just weren’t her. When I actually felt this in my heart, we both had tears around it. I felt tears not just for myself but for all the other men who have these feminine parts doing the same exact thing. Men that I knew, that I friendships with.

In feeling her, I got to see and feel myself in a whole new way that actually has allowed my true masculine to emerge to the surface. Not the masculine prescribed by conditioning and trauma, but a more balanced and healthy masculine that can love and respond to his counterpart feminine.

I feel I am part of a band of brothers who live with this everyday but may be unaware or resistant to it for very good reasons. It goes beyond sexual identity and into what lives and breathes in our hearts and souls. I believe She is the next frontier of our collective male healing journey. She connects us to our Higher Heart, our sensuality, our creativity, our compassion, our intuition. She is a bridge to what lies in the shadow of the wounded masculine and his emergence into healthy strength and power.

There is more to this connection and what it means for us as spiritual male human beings. It is a beginning point for further feeling, exploration, and digestion. This comes on the heals of some pretty heavy Orion timeline bleed-throughs that need the feminine to hold and heal. I will be writing more about this as it seems fitting and necessary.

Thank you for taking in this very vulnerable and important part of my process and hope that it lands in the hearts of those it is meant to.

*****

Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Love Transmission From Divine Mother On ‘The Day Of The Mother’

by Kalayna Solais

From the beloved Divine Mother on this ‘Mother’s Day’… or what I feel to call, ‘the Day of the Mother’. ❤️

She offers, in all of Her heart for us, the following… as a way to feel Her ongoing INvitation to us and all parts of us…

~

“I am proud of your integrity.
Your desire for more of it.
Your journey to deepening and refining it.
Your search for what’s true… about you, about others, about the world around you.

I am proud to watch your journey.
Sometimes as a silent witness, sometimes with cascading sounds, deep cries, or buoyant laughter.
I am proud when you feel proud and when you feel the ways you don’t feel proud too.
I am proud of your courage to be here now, even when your courage feels null to parts of you and they aren’t sure how to carry on.
I am proud when you do carry on and I’m proud when you don’t.

I hold a flag and a candle for you in all weather, in all circumstances, believing in the you I see and feel and know beyond a shadow of doubt.
The you that may take you decades, many timelines to unravel and uncover, many dedicated hours of inner work and self-discovery.
The capricious and ever-shifting emotional landscape of your being that is on its own sacred journey through the woods of reactions, pain, and heartbreak… I am proud, unendingly, of that too.

The energy and frequency of my love is not one always easily let in, yet it flows to you and all parts of you,
to all warring and battling energies inside of you and your soul,
to the collective you are part of that is coming apart so it can come back together in a way more loving and empowered.
I bring you all of the seeds and blooms of new life within and outside of you
and it is, always, your choice if you plant them, water them, and love them.

I am, at all times, witness, Mother, Sister, and divine beacon of what is possible for you to BEcome.
I am you as you are me, in expression of your personal truths and evolving being-ness.
And I am completely, utterly, in love flow
with you and as you.

Much love to YOU
Today… and always.”

~ Divine Mother

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

A Man’s Journey To Self Through Feeling His Relationship To His Mother

A man’s relationship to and with his mother has such a big influence in his relationship to women, the feminine (internally and externally), and his ability to let in the kind of love he yearns for. It also has an impact on his individuation as a man in the process of maturation and ascension.

As a man, this relationship has deep roots not just in this life but in our soul. So much of our wounding can be projected onto our mothers, as well as onto other women because of our relationship to our mothers. Unearthing these roots and entanglements takes a man into a sacred journey of finding his truth and his own inner feminine energy.

It makes it very difficult to feel that when in a wounded relationship to mom. This can come in the form of of the Inner Protector, Inner Teenager, the Inner Child, as well as our Inner Mother/Father. There is a natural and necessary phase when a man needs to unachor from his mother to find the depths of its wound and authentic transactability.

At some point, the Divine Mother replaces the deeper need a man has in his soul and a new, conscious relationship can arise between mother and son if each are doing their work. This more vulnerable and authentic relationship can inspire and inform a sacred romance with a woman that is not based in the recapitulation of this wounded mother-son wounding.

On this Day of Mother, I feel a desire to hold all men accountable to their authentic and conscious relationship to their mothers, the feminine, and the Divine Mother of all. Only then can real and true growth happen in the heart, the genitals, and the soul.

*****

Gabriel Solais is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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May 9 SOULar Flare Providing 5D Sacred Human Violetprint Codes: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (May 6, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

The incoming SOULar flares have been stirring up much energy and activating our Sacred Human violetprints. This week’s featured article by Jelelle Awen offers that along with these activations we are experiencing further unplugging from the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix:

“This sunspot and intensity of flare activity IS unusual and rare right now. They are also picking up NEW and unidentified sounds from the sun when they listen to the sound waves produced during these flares. This is a transmission of Ascension codes coming through to activate our light bodies, our galactic consciousness, and to help us unanchor of 3D/Lower 4D control matrix systems.”

Tomorrow May 11th at 10am PDT, Jelelle will be hosting an online transmission for unplugging from the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix and there’s still time to register! The fee is a minimum donation of $11 USD. Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your 3D self consciousness to tune into how the unplugging process is progressing. And she provides guidance and support to go to the next level in that process.

Jelelle will be hosting another online group transmission later in the month as well. The focus of this group on May 22, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to assist you in the ongoing activation of galactic activation codes. Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, energy field, and download whatever codes are ‘waiting’ for you there. She provides guidance and support to go to the next level in that process.

You can visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events for more info and how to donate to join in.

On Sunday May 19th at 10am PDT, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais will lead you in a powerful, high-vibrational guided meditation to connect to your Inner Masculine and Inner Feminine aspects of you as well as meet your Inner Protector in person in Victoria, BC. Your Inner Masculine and Feminine aspects may have many different ways that they express through you in your life, relationships, and even your spirituality. More info on soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Two new video recordings are here for you this week! The first is a recording of a live stream from Raphael and Jelelle Awen on May 5th, where they share some thoughts and teachings about the 5/5 gateway and what it offers of fifth dimensional consciousness reality. They talk about the process of unanchoring from 3D and lower 4D consciousness, especially in relationships, through connecting with parts of your 3D self and aspects from other timelines/lifetimes.

The second is a promo from Jelelle, talking briefly about the two upcoming group transmission online events.

There are several new articles and audio blogs for you this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, and Raianna Shai. They include energy updates, digestions of the recent purging of Lower 4D energies, and digestions of personal process and ways to relate to yourself and your parts through your own deep healing process.

Jelelle is now offering Ascension Energy Healing Sessions. They are one-on-one over Zoom offers an self empowering experience of your energy system upgrading and activating into the next level of your Ascension. Coming from the truly unique SoulFullHeart Way Of Life perspective, Jelelle Awen provides a bridge to your Gatekeeper, an aspect of your Metasoul that guards over your energy system, overall soul awakening this life and your veil of amnesia….along with access to other lifetimes/timelines.

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Check out the latest Museletter here.

Next Level Group Transmissions 5/11 and 5/22!

By Jelelle Awen

Are you feeling called to go to your Next Level? In service of love/soul purpose expression/abundance? In relationship intimacy, nourishment, and intimacy? In physical body vitality moving into light body? The Next Level may need a conscious unplugging from the conditionings and programmings from 3D/Lower 4D matrices that may still be running unconsciously in your BEing.

Freedom feelings and relief can flood through again as your 3D self and Metasoul aspects from other timelines are released from these plugs. These plugs can be emotional patterns, undigested trauma wounds from this life and other lifetimes, relationship toxicity patterns, pluggings into the subtle energy body and aura and tied into the chakras.

I’m going to provide teachings on this unplugging process and a transmission offered through guided meditation tomorrow Saturday May 11th at 10:00am PDT (vancouver time). The call will be about two hours with opportunity for sharings as well. This transmission comes from my 5D embodying sacred human heart and soul that has been freed up by deep and consciously connected healing with my parts of self and unification/merging with many soul fragments/aspects in other timelines and my star family consciousness.

Your Higher Self WANTS to come more into your body in this now and during this timeline as the opportunities for quantum healing for your entire Metasoul line/aspects are so high! We will also pull in the codes from the recent SOULar flares into your energy field so that the ultraviolet 5D Sacred Human violetprint template can ground in more into your BEing.

My Arcturian/Pleiadian/Lemurian (Inner Earth Agarthan) aspects/guides are all teamed up and READY to share these activating energies with YOU! You can trust that whatever is ready to be let in by you will be!

Over twenty five souls are registered now to either attend live or receive the recording. This creates a powerful unity consciousness field for ALL of us to be amplified and supported by! Join us by offering an energy exchange/intention of $11 USD donation here (choose USD in the dropdown box) and we will send you the zoom link to join us live and/or send you the recording afterwards: paypal.me/jelelleawen

There is more information here about the 5/11 transmission: https://www.facebook.com/events/2283954645187399/ and there will be a galactic consciousness codes transmission with me on 5/22: https://www.facebook.com/events/2179591842350874/
You can also offer $22 USD minimum donation to attend both and/or receive the recordings

This is a matrix unplugging live stream and guided meditation with me from last month: https://youtu.be/QAs0htM3lw0

It is an exciting time to be awake and alive!
love,
Jelelle Awen
We also offer powerful 1:1 bridging sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators….and I offer also Ascension Energy Healing sessions. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy UPdate: May 9 SOULar Flare Providing 5D Sacred Human Violetprint Codes

By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: ANOTHER SOULar flare blasted out from the large active sunspot that we’ve been receiving energy from for the last several days!! Did you feel it? This one happened today May 9th at 05:50 am UT, when most of us were sleeping again. You may have had crazy, wild, and vivid dreams with a desire to just keep sleeping and drifting when you finally did wake up. I had that ‘here but not here’ feeling of still being in the astrals even as I am awake in the body.

This sunspot is actually starting to break up somewhat with a ‘light bridge’ (as they call it) forming a valley between two large sections of it, which dissipates the energy from it a bit. Yet still, this flare from it caused some brownouts again with radiation from the flare briefly ionized the top of Earth’s atmosphere, causing a brownout of shortwave radiation over Asia and the Indian Ocean, according to spaceweather.com. There is also a CME headed our way, with minor geomagnetic storms expected to create auroras on May 11th. Amazing video of the solar flare AS it was happening is shared on my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen and on spaceweather.com

My Arcturian, Pleiadian, and Lemurian aspects/guides were ALL offering the sense that more flares/SOULar activations were coming from this particular sunspot, which feels connected to and activated by the 5/5 gateway. They are giving me the sense of Next Level activations of 5D consciousness being infused by these energies. These are being offered from the Cosmic sun to the planetary sun to flow into our personal sun chakras (two feet above our heads) to light up our 5D sacred human violetprint (the energies are ultraviolet). The SOUlar energies are being then anchored into Gaia through the andara crystal grid consciousness in Inner Earth, overlooked by the Inner Earth Lemurians. More on this to come.

This sunspot and intensity of flare activity IS unusual and rare right now. They are also picking up NEW and unidentified sounds from the sun when they listen to the sound waves produced during these flares. This is a transmission of Ascension codes coming through to activate our light bodies, our galactic consciousness, and to help us unanchor of 3D/Lower 4D control matrix systems.

This is a universal and collective unplugging opportunity for ALL to experience. You may really be noticing now more people around you starting to awaken and be more interested in what you’ve been trying to share with them about Ascension. Be gentle, compassionate, and patient if you can with them and with yourself. There is much to digest and process for the newly awakening soul….and we haven’t even gotten into the deeper disclosure phase yet!

I did an Ascension Energy healing session this week and I could see/feel the solar flares energies in the person’s energy field. We put the ‘codes’ from the flare down into all of her chakras through accessing the Personal Sun chakra. She felt a wave of warm, loving, and joy activating energy in doing this. We saw the ultraviolet frequencies as captured in the video and screen shot below. We also worked with her inner child to move her into a frequency of magical star seed, very helpful to the receiving of these codes!

I’m getting more now why I was guided to offer two group transmissions in this month and specifically one this Saturday May 11th for unplugging from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix. I posted about this yesterday and you can join us for the zoom call or receive the recording for a $11 donation. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2283954645187399/

I’ll keep sharing as these ‘events’ happen and do share in the comments your experiences and questions, etc. for us ALL during this accelerating phase of our Ascension….

A guided meditation with me introducing the ascension chakras is here: https://youtu.be/TPs95U0T5Mw

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 Ascension energy healing sessions and bridging session available! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions