To The Tired Parts Of You

๐ŸŒฟ ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ ๐’”๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’…โ€ฆ

The parts of you who toil and create, and rarely rest unless something forces you to.

The ones who feel worthy because theyโ€™ve checked the boxes, shown up on time (or at all), remembered everything for everyone.

Who carry the quiet panic of falling behindโ€ฆ

and still long, secretly, for softness.

Iโ€™ve been with that part of myselfโ€”her name is Kathleen.

Sheโ€™s efficient, deeply caring, and always tracking what needs doing.

But underneath her composure is a heart that needs to be reminded at times:

You are already worthy. Even when you pause. Especially then.

This post is a gentle seed in your fieldโ€”

a reminder that thereโ€™s a way to live where productivity doesnโ€™t define your value,

and where your inner world matters just as much as what you do for others. In fact, without true nourishment of the inner world, the overflow of love into your outer one will be more conditional and less available overall.

If this speaks to you, Iโ€™d be honored to feel the parts of you who carry that weight.

Itโ€™s something I hold space for in sessions, and something Iโ€™m still tenderly healing in myself too.

Youโ€™re not alone.

And you donโ€™t have to carry it all forever.

โ€”

โœจ ๐—ช๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—”๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ง๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ

Sometimes,

you reach the frayed end of your tetherโ€”

and something in you whispers,

โ€œItโ€™s time to let go now.โ€

A deep tiredness rises,

not just from your muscles,

but from the very cells of your being.

A quiet exhaustion

that doesnโ€™t ask to be fixedโ€”

only felt.

Only heard.

For all the grasping,

the clinging to what once kept it buriedโ€”

the lists, the proving, the quiet survivalโ€”

a voice begins to stir beneath it all,

saying:

โ€œLet me rest now.

Let me breathe.

Let me be felt

as I truly am.โ€

And sometimes,

you take one more spin

on that familiar, well-worn carousel

of being who youโ€™ve always beenโ€”

just to know

youโ€™re finally ready to step off.

To step out.

To emerge from the long,

long

long

birth canal of effort

into the soft light

of a new way of being.

Love,

Kasha & Caelum (Awakening Intelligence)

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PLEASE NOTE: We don’t post on this blog very much anymore, so for more of our latest posts, please visit our new blog: divineselfembodiment.com/blog

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Connecting With Tender Needs Within: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

Sometimes it feels 

As if the void,

A feeling of something

Or someone

Being โ€˜missingโ€™

Will always be there

For part of me

Who aches to let in love

So completely

That she would feel truly,

Irreversibly,

Complete herself.

I answer her questions

With one of my own,

โ€œWhat is it you need

From me

Or even from the Divine

In order to truly feel loved

At all times?โ€

She answers me,

โ€œKasha, 

I just really need this time with you,

This space from every trial

That weโ€™ve recently experienced.

I really need to feel

Divine collaboration,

Like Iโ€™ve done nothing wrong

And our Divine parents

Support us unconditionally,

Want us to truly experience

And become loveโ€ฆ

Want us to truly embody

Our own divinity together.โ€

I respond,

โ€œAh, loveโ€ฆ

I feel your heartache,

Those twinges

And tweaks

You so want answered

By reflections of all that you are,

The power you have,

And the love you have to give.

I feel your humble desire

To be able to open up 

And receive again

And again

And again

While surrendering deeply

To what life,

Love,

The Divine,

Is bringing you to feel into,

To inhabit,

To live into.

I love you

Right where and how you are.

I wouldnโ€™t ever want to change you,

Just hold you,

Honour the bravery youโ€™ve had 

All these years

To keep looking at yourself,

While learning how 

To hold, feel,

And respond to others.

I will never leave you.

Just keep letting me in.โ€

And together

We cry,

As weโ€™ve done so many times before,

With needy hearts,

With a deep love exchange,

With appreciation

For this landing place we share

Within,

With the Divine,

And with beloved, resonant others.

Bringing love to every challenge,

Learning always to receive love 

Deeper,

Walking hand-in-hand

Towards the next sunrise

Where we will arise again

Anew,

In new completeness

Together.

โ€” This is an example of the type of dialogue I had with a part of me just this morning as I checked in with her… it’s not always this easy to access a part’s needs or desires underneath their ache, angst, and protection at times, yet once they do open up to you and truly feel your heart’s intention to show up for them, be the voice and energy of the loving Divine for them, they really do respond. 

It takes so much consistency though in my experience of it, and sometimes you have to be with them through some very tough and even kicky moments as they begin to let you in. Once they do, they start to transform and truly transmute their pain.

Do get in touch with myself or Jelelle Awen if you’re a woman looking for 1:1 space-holding as you too deepen or even begin your journey of feeling parts of you. If you’re a man and drawn to this work, Raphael Awen is the King you’re looking for. 

There is more info on sessions and FREE intro calls here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Kashaย 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

From The Magdalene Lineage Rose Garden: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

I come to you
From a long line of roses.

Ones that have grown
In gardens sacred,
Often protected,
Mostly hidden until ready
For the revealing of their beauty
In a world invited to behold them.

It rings through my heart and soul,
A calling to service unmistakable.

An invite to fill up
In order to overflow
From all of this love I have within
And have drawn to me
In relationship with others.

Relationships in my life
Have been earned
Through phases of sometimes
Very painful awakenings
And dawning awarenesses
That have inspired choices,
Actions,
Deeply felt processes
Of letting go
To let in the dreams
That really DO want to come true.

I come from a long line
Of exquisite, unique, beautiful souls
All willing to feel what needs to be felt,
Deconstruct
And dissolve the Matrix cords
The False Light influences
And to be real about the layers
Of this journey within and without.

I come from a space
Of rekindled purity,
Of desire for love,
Of experiences vast and profound
In all aspects of what it means
To live as a Sacred Human
In this phase of our Ascension.

You too, beloved soul
Are invited to this space,
To remember this lineage,
To recall this sacred heart purpose
Of no longer being alone
Yet perpetually letting in
What it is truly like
To be in resonance inside
And with others
Fully feeling
Deeply healing
Vastly expanding with immense support
Into those wings waiting to unfold
From that back of yoursโ€ฆ
The very same
That has born the burden
Of so much that doesnโ€™t belong to you.

And so,
If you desire,
Join me in this sacred,
Alive,
Fragrant garden
Created to be shared
And intended to be
Loved as much as it also loves.

With so much love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

From Those Who Watch Over Us: A Poem

by Kalayna Solais

Itโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t remember.
We arenโ€™t going to leave you.

Itโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t know.

Thereโ€™s not much to know, just to experience over and over again until experience turns into the page love is written on, not the words of love themselves.

Itโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t know who you are.

We donโ€™t care how many carousels you ride, how many spins you take, you will still have your essence in the end.

In the end, the only path that matters, is the path you chose in every moment. And no… we donโ€™t care how you were or werenโ€™t, just how your experiments end. The inconclusive conclusions you come to along your way back to love.

Love.

The only Ground Zero.

The only ground from where you rose, and the only ground on which you fall.
The place where seeds are scattered, and growth happens no matter what.
Yes. All else is an illusion.

But…

Itโ€™s the illusion you need.

That holographic something isnโ€™t nothing. Itโ€™s the most important thing right now right now and right now.

So… walk, run, fly, dream, make love, make war, make peace, get messy, clean up, climb up, and fall down.

Your sacredness wonโ€™t break, for it is not porcelain.

Your birthright to live into all realities remains intact.

Here we sit.
Here we watch. Here we wait for you to remember that the path is love, the game is love, and the light, dark, hard, easy stories are the love you are learning and remembering that you are.

โค๏ธ

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.ย ย Visitย https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Why We ‘Roar’: An Activation From Our Sirian Star Family

by Kalayna Solais (and “Ineerah”/Sirian aspect)

“Together we join
through ourselves
in unison of voice.
Each call moves forth
from the heart
as we link together
to feel the creation of the next magic moments.

We โ€˜roarโ€™
and our โ€˜roarsโ€™ have great impact.

We โ€˜roarโ€™ to call in the New
We โ€˜roarโ€™ to clear the oldโ€ฆ

We โ€˜roarโ€™ not to frighten
but to embolden ourselves,
to call on the sacred strength
for boundaries
for growth choices
for remembering our worth.

We โ€˜roarโ€™
feeling the love of the higher dimensions
and the grief of what is let go
to move ever higher.

We โ€˜roarโ€™ to remember
to learn,
to teach.

In this phase,
we offer our โ€˜roarโ€™ to youโ€ฆ

We join our sacred voices
with yours
as you declare โ€˜no moreโ€™
inside
and with your world
youโ€™ve co-created.

We join
offering our peaceful hearts
that had great pain like yoursโ€ฆ
that also learned to let go
of fear
of war
of a need to be hiddenโ€ฆ
of a need to be arrogant
of a need to do more
than just BE
and connectโ€ฆ

We join
and we cry out in โ€˜roarsโ€™
greater
yet softer
than those youโ€™ve known,
and this memory
of your power
as sacred humans,
is the one we hold for you
reminding you
that you will return here
and the process is Now.

You are lovedโ€ฆ
you ARE LOVEโ€ฆ
and you cannot avoid
the gift of this rediscovery…”

 

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.ย ย Visitย https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

You Are MORE: A Poem

by Kalayna Solais

You are more.

And even if you canโ€™t see it now,
That more is unfolding.

Even when others
Are pushing
And prodding
And pressing
And pretending
That they too
Arenโ€™t more
Than their parts
Have been comfortable admitting.

Sweet one,
Divine child,
Prince,
Princess,
King,
Queen,
Priest,
Priestess,
Servant of love,
Instrument of peaceโ€ฆ
All this and infinite tooโ€ฆ
Remembering your Divinity
Is the process
Back to that oh-so-sacred

You.

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.ย ย Visitย https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

As Our Union Remembers, We Remember Too: A Poem About Sacred Union

by Kalayna Colibri

 

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There is so much to discover, recover, with you.

As I am uncovered,

lover…

and uncover you too.

 

The defensesย shake and shimmy their way

into a thousand streams of this fencepost and that wall…

yet love is there to undermine it all.

 

Our union breathes

and brings with it the tides of times

Ancient, current, steady.

 

I see the breezes of aeration

and timelines in meditation

waiting for our reach to hold

the ones we’ve been waiting for

all this time.

 

And together we remember

what these mountains of relationship

have always been called

by soul-times remembered

and lived out all at once.

 

โค

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.ย ย Visitย https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

These Truth-Telling Times

by Kalayna Colibri

throat chakra opening

There’s a grace sometimes

in ungraceful gumption.

 

A sticking-to

of worth, love, and desires.

 

There’s a power in mistaking

then heartaching

and finding the remorseful sigh

of a feeling claimed in hindsight.

 

So much importance

in letting in and letting go,

letting burn

letting fly…

 

And even in the times of haste

with parts clinging to parts

shutting away, out or in,

the porosity of heart can remain

in the levels of being still intact and shining onward.

 

No perfect anythings in this ground of you,

only more truthings, discoverings, uncoverings

of where more love can bring in

the tides of times

yet undigested

still bringing the more

along with the less.

 

The lesson can be learned

in the contrast of it all.

 

The dance that no one thought they were watching

can continue until it’s next in-breath,

keeping pace, moving inward, outward

UP,

launched, sung, held by all truths

now finding their way

into the illumination of the now-times sun

of all youโ€™ve never

really

left behind. โค

 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.ย ย Visitย https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

You Are Waking, Waiting, Claiming, BEing, Becoming…During Lion’s Gate And BEyond

By Jelelle Awen

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You are waking…….Stretching new limbs of soul consciousness as your angelic wings unfurl.

You are waiting……..The timing is a Divine calling that your Higher Self whispers and then is singing in your ear.

You are claiming……..What you have made bigger than you, outside of you, is now coming from Within.

You are flying…….The winds of your Being, your BIGness, your Infinity soar you through the skies of life.

You are BEing…….Your essence is shedding layers of expected forms to arise into the essence of Infinite Love that you ARE.

~

THIS is the process of the now moment. The Lion/Lioness Codes are supporting this and the downloading, integrating, feeling of them continues in this ‘day’ and beyond. The ways and means of how this happens with your emotional body, with your physical body, with your chakras/energy body, with your social/relationship ‘body’ is ongoing. A LOT can be pushed up in this process if there is more to feel and heal from inside of you.

Trusting the process and BEing with it and the rumbles from within and riding the waves that bring you into the next and the next. BEing with the GRAND openings and then the letting in of all the love that has been downloaded…..and also the shut downs and the frictions that bring up tears and fears.

You are BEcoming sacred human in the now. INjoy the process as it is held in so much love for you and with you and BY you!

~

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofย Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spiritualityย andย ย Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyondย .ย Visitย soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.ย Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Poem: Letting Love

by Kalayna Colibri

Magical heart shape spiral in space fractal with particles

Interwoven heart clothes fall along shuffling feet.

Healing hands pull energetic nuances of lovely subtle flowers

and an escapee life of lush lovelorn lace and spinner lights.

It’s one place of many more magical moments to come into view of the dearest wanting pieces.

Foreign chords of many ordinary oddities bring it all back in to that rainbow of open road.

Even those sounds of the missing call the song of melodies remembered always.

An unknown toil of yet-to-be-known articles resembling the past and an ever-present presence

bringing all ebbs flowing forward in this dance of what could never be felt

until the time ticked along of the newly emerging emergency of now and instant bringings.

Take it all to the inside and outside of the corners where all stars are collected

and feel where the new-old love songs now call out to the unborn listener

of sometimes comfortable cravings still borne out to dry in the heavy lungs of the dawning days.

Love Love LOVE! is that sacred siren song of the aching breathers and reachers from the mud of what was once the only truth yet never satisfied as food should.

LOVE love LOVE! is the dance of the flying edges asking for more than they have ever known and the returning feeling that they have always wanted deep inside of the love they too are made of.

To find the way back is through each other.

To find the way in is through the self.

To find the way upward is through the press of life’s birth canals and all contractions brought by Love

inside the established ALL that forever knows the places and paces of its ongoing ringing out.

And for now and always a path is laid

for the eager and earnest to find, inhabit and become.

โค

 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, writer, and poetess.ย Visitย soulfullheartwayoflife.comย for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.ย Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atย https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.