The Sobering, Activating, And Powerfully Burning Solar Eclipse Energies

By Kalayna Solais

Darkness, sobriety, landing in what’s real. The bursting of much-beloved (though sometimes also resented) bubbles of what parts of you had held as reality.

This is the energy of the Dark Mother/Madonna face of Divine Mother, powerful and unsentimental yet deeply loving. This is the invitation back inward from this upcoming Solar Eclipse, on the feminine (moon) side of it.

Support to keep feeling what’s real and to make space for the pain that surfaces, yet to FEEL and let in that you ARE supported and deeply loved…

This is the energy of the Father Sun/Metatron face of the Divine Father, helping you activate and step into NEW timelines even through the rubble of what has just crumbled and deeply feeling you and your parts in the sobriety and sadness. This is the invitation of going inward and yet not hiding your newly awakening desires and the Phoenix within you, another energy offered by this upcoming Eclipse. This time from the masculine (sun) side of it.

I feel the sobriety and continuing mirror of this Eclipse and what these energies are offering rumbling through as I write this. It can certainly feel intense at times, especially if you’re shifting from an outward focus and going back inward. This is something I’ve experienced personally with almost every phase of shifting timelines so for me this is an ongoing invitation to keep bringing it ALL back inward, taking in ALL of life’s reflections and letting them help and support me to cultivate more love inside of me, less suffering, more significant movement into the NEW.

Important cosmic events like this Eclipse help bring us back to the foundations upon which we’ve been relating to life and love. They have a way of encouraging old phases and relationships to burn up so we can all begin to see what’s been REAL about them, especially how parts of us have been relating to it all. The masculine and feminine parts of you have their own personal ways with which they relate to all of life and also to each other. It’s important to feel the polarity dance of these energies inside of you in order to understand more of what could be happening, why you could be drawing or not drawing what you are on the outside.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen created a video and guided meditation for connecting with your inner Sacred Union of feminine/masculine that I highly recommend taking in:

I’m finding it especially important and clarifying to check in daily with these energies inside, to see how they’re doing and if they’re flowing together or not. It’s a way to see the ‘state of your INNER union’, if you will. 🙂 Sometimes my masculine is frustrated with my feminine or vice versa. Sometimes one is overwhelming the other instead of actually caring about their impact on each other. When they dance in more harmony and balance and love, alchemy happens. More moments of joy happen. Life just generally feels more empowering and so much better, even if there are still some sobering circumstances moving through.

Eclipses especially seem to bring messages of inner masculine/feminine polarities… the dance between feeling and doing, going inward and flowing outward, INtegration and ACTivation. It’s a highly creative and alchemical time too, even if there’s deep and necessary mourning. There’s always something about returning back home to yourself, your parts, your heart and soul and the consciousness it truly embodies right NOW that helps you step into whatever is ‘next level’ for you, especially next level of love inside.

Much love to you during this much needed and alive, though quite sobering Eclipse phase… collectively and personally. ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Solstice As An Invitation To Divine Father Healing, Initiation, And Activation: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (June 17, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Happy Solstice!

Celebrating the SOULstice today brings with it the energy of Divine Father and the Sacred Masculine. He is offering His heart as a space holder for all you are feeling at this time and the new phase you are entering. He is offering many activations and initiations as well.

Launching our Museletter this week is a digestion from Gabriel Solais of the energies, love, and compassion that Divine Father offers us ongoingly yet especially during this Solstice passage:

 

“Divine Father offers us encouragement when we feel stuck, inspiration when we are lost, passion when we fall flat. He also provides us with the care, compassion, and wisdom of a tribal elder. He means a lot to each of us, both man and woman, as the counterpart to Mother’s Love.”

 

The next virtual event will be a Group Transmission on July 2nd.

The focus of this group on Tuesday, July 2, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to connect to the codes and activations available during the first total SOULar eclipse since July, 2017. Jelelle will teach about how SOULar energies provide a sacred masculine activation of clarity, soul purpose, empowerment, next actions and choice points toward your higher timeline. Eclipses offer a truly powerful boost of this energy with many people reported major life changes and transformations happening during and after them.

There are many new writings and audio blog recordings this week from Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, Kalayna, and Raianna. They include energy updates about a recent crop circle, the full moon that occurred this week, different Divine love downloads and sharings, as well as windows into some personal processes.

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities.

Sessions with Jelelle are $100 CAD minimum donation while sessions with Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna are $77 CAD minimum donation. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Love Transmission From Divine Mother On ‘The Day Of The Mother’

by Kalayna Solais

From the beloved Divine Mother on this ‘Mother’s Day’… or what I feel to call, ‘the Day of the Mother’. ❤️

She offers, in all of Her heart for us, the following… as a way to feel Her ongoing INvitation to us and all parts of us…

~

“I am proud of your integrity.
Your desire for more of it.
Your journey to deepening and refining it.
Your search for what’s true… about you, about others, about the world around you.

I am proud to watch your journey.
Sometimes as a silent witness, sometimes with cascading sounds, deep cries, or buoyant laughter.
I am proud when you feel proud and when you feel the ways you don’t feel proud too.
I am proud of your courage to be here now, even when your courage feels null to parts of you and they aren’t sure how to carry on.
I am proud when you do carry on and I’m proud when you don’t.

I hold a flag and a candle for you in all weather, in all circumstances, believing in the you I see and feel and know beyond a shadow of doubt.
The you that may take you decades, many timelines to unravel and uncover, many dedicated hours of inner work and self-discovery.
The capricious and ever-shifting emotional landscape of your being that is on its own sacred journey through the woods of reactions, pain, and heartbreak… I am proud, unendingly, of that too.

The energy and frequency of my love is not one always easily let in, yet it flows to you and all parts of you,
to all warring and battling energies inside of you and your soul,
to the collective you are part of that is coming apart so it can come back together in a way more loving and empowered.
I bring you all of the seeds and blooms of new life within and outside of you
and it is, always, your choice if you plant them, water them, and love them.

I am, at all times, witness, Mother, Sister, and divine beacon of what is possible for you to BEcome.
I am you as you are me, in expression of your personal truths and evolving being-ness.
And I am completely, utterly, in love flow
with you and as you.

Much love to YOU
Today… and always.”

~ Divine Mother

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Beltane Blessings & Celebrations Of Love & Healing

By Kalayna Solais

Happy Beltane to you ALL… this day is a day to begin anew, to remember what you are worth as man or woman, to be in the ache of your springtime renewal inside, that wants and waits to share and BE with a mate that loves and cherishes you as much as you do… and cherishes themselves too. The Beltane fire helps us to burn away the old, the rigid, the now stale old harnesses of the ‘past’. Being with parts of you who have reactions to this process is important on this and every day…

This poem I composed two years ago and it still stands as one of my deepest, as my soul so knows Beltane from many sides of it and many roles within it. I feel personal themes emerging this year of letting in the bigness of this soul within me that knows how to gestate in inner healing processes and celebrate the emergence of a new sense of my bigness and desire to serve.

I dedicate this poem and all of the frequencies within it this year to my beloved husband/mate Gabriel Solais with whom I share my heart, body and soul and many exquisite layers of each, and I dedicate it to my beloved Inner Masculine too, who has been and always will be an inner rock for my feminine parts to lean into. ❤

I dedicate it to YOU as well, seeker of heart and soul, that you’ll find what’s next for you on your sacred path becoming revealed to you on a deeper level, whether wrapped in self-mateship or mateship with an other.

~

This Beltane Call, For The Love Of US

by Kalayna Solais

Beloved that you are,

When the smoke clears

on life’s regulating ways

and gives way to the undulating meadows

of new love’s first spring,

there I’ll be

standing in the light

of the sun shining above me,

firm in the ground I walk on

yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,

singing a song

we will both remember.

In Beltane’s past, my love

we dined and danced

and brought together our intertwining

everythings

to mingle in the love light

of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.

In Beltane’s new arrivals, love

we’ll linger long

in embraces for only us to feel

in the eye of the mind’s connection

until the refreshing breath

of a crisp and ripe chapter

brings us closer

in all elements of this life’s wanderings.

In myself I stay here for you, love

finding more treasure long buried

to show you

in vulnerable ownership

echoing the also deep claim

you have inside of you for you.

The winds of change

and graspings of renewing tides

grip at our thrown-about clothing

to move us closer

to the edges

that keep US alive…

Together we will meet, my beloved

and there we will find

what we have been searching for…

a counterpart

not to bind, but to bond

not to cling, but to sing

not stifle with duty

but to bring out with bounding life’s alterations and celebrations…

of each new movement

here…

Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love

and see the power of our sunshines mingling

on a new insatiable appetite

of a love reunited

in a way that was agreed to

long ago and yet NOW too.

Even NOW I make a vow to you,

to be all the more loyal to myself

and dedicate overflow to you

to what we will create together

in our messy masses of alchemical baths

and swooning passes.

Love, when we do meet again

here

I will dress the moon in your honor

and harness the sun’s rays for your Kingdom to come

and our world that is being reborn…

On this Beltane celebration day,

As I ache for you

I prepare that place in my heart

that is you-shaped

where you already live…

and that place in my body’s life

where your essence will connect

so much

oh, so much…

with mine.

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Celebrating Sacred Union On Beltane/May Day

By Jelelle Awen

Bright blessings to you on May Day……Beltane as those with Celtic/Avalon/Druid timelines know this day! My soul knows Beltane, celebration of the completion of winter and the beginning of later spring/summer. My soul knows dancing around the May Pole with ribbons that reflect the newly blooming buds. And my soul knows prancing around the bon fires that light up the night sky with a nearly full moon as a celestial feminine witness to the celebrations. My soul knows channeling the Goddess, floating out of my body and into the Infinite Spaces of near complete merging with Her.

It knows the reunion and coming together of sacred feminine and sacred masculine on this day. The pursuit of the stag king and the claim of the priestess representing the Goddess during their sexual union. My soul knows the feeling of this claiming and communion, whether literal in the physical with a man or in a symbolic dance of masculine and feminine energies from within.

You can tune into these sacred union energies today especially as you feel your desire for a counterpart to mirror your deepest leading and trailing edges. I am still in celebration at the reconciliation and reunion going on for Raphael and I. After a short yet very deep phase of separating from each other, we are now discovering in the last few weeks NEW grounds of intimacy between us as we come together again. It feels brand new even as it has the familiar depths and intimacy of over a decade together and MANY timelines of counterpart pair bonds as well to draw from.

Our latest sacred union activation happened very sweetly last night, Beltane Eve, as we welcomed our next batch of Andara crystals into our world and set up an altar for them. Our metasouls were reunited with two Lemurian aspects from inner earth/Mount Shasta area, where many of the Andaras come from and have been discovered. These meta aspects of ours are Andara keepers and began to flood Lemurian light language through us, reminding us of the legacy of Andara consciousness and what it offers us during this phase of Ascension.

There is much more to share in the future about these very special Andara crystal BEings and what they are offering us at this time. I look forward to using Andaras during sessions, including my new 1:1 remote and in person Ascension Energy Healing sessions, which you can read more about here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/ascensionenergy

You are SO invited to ignite your inner fires on this Beltane May Day. Feel the connection of your inner masculine and feminine and how they dance together….or how they may be polarized in some ways from each other. This is such a valuable inner exploration that leads to the outer manifestation of a deep soul/mind/heart/body bond with another in the grounds of sacred union exploration!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Here is a guided meditation with Raphael and I to connect with your inner masculine and feminine:

Here is a guided meditation with Raphael and I to activate sacred union and your sacred sexuality:

 

GOT and Avengers Offering Metasoul Connection To Warring/Lower 4D Timelines

By Jelelle Awen

I’ve been feeling into the massive popularity of the television show Game Of Thrones and the Avengers movies (with the latest one looking like it will earn more money than any movie ever made.) The overall emotional reactions to these ‘entertainment’ offerings is quite profound, with many souls caught up in the characters and stories that have spanned many years now.

It feels like these shows are tapping into ‘galactic war’ timelines and 3D warring factions/kingdom timelines as well. They are teleporting souls back to these energies using technologies and money and acting talent that has never been available before like it is now. All of this effort runs deeper than just providing some entertainment for a few hours.

Collectively, there is MUCH to heal in these timelines and as these warring/battling energies express in our current timeline. The 3D/lower 4D matrix runs on these polarized, fear-based energies. As we heal these energies from within us and in the timelines where they express with our Metasoul sisters/brothers, we ‘unplug’ that much more from this matrix.

These shows offer an invitation for you to feel the aspects of your soul that live in timelines like these. If you identify deeply and emotionally to a certain timeline or character, go into that timeline to see if you have an aspect who is like them. Reactions (esp deep ones) come from somewhere. The soul is not just looking to be entertained and distracted. Your Higher Self draws you to these shows to SHOW you something about your soul that you are ready to know and explore.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with Metasoul timeline/portals: https://youtu.be/9jWgpQbXTZo

The ‘heroes/heroines’ of these shows are often warriors. It is their ability to fight, carry a weapon, and even sacrifice their own lives to protect others that is admired by others. Those who are able to come with battle plans and strategies in the heat of moment are given leadership and followed by others. Those who are ‘brave’ are looked up to.

Yet (as I have shared about before), the heroes of New Earth/Gaia and even the NEW Ascending Universe are those that can bring PEACE in any situation. Those that shine a light of goodness into the darkest situations. Those whose bravery comes from their VULNERABILITY, not their physical strength.

These are the qualities that are in the parts of your self and your soul too….those that integrate and come back to you as you connect with them more. Discover the New Gaia heroes that you have in your soul and bring them forward out of the darkness and off of the battlefields.

Heal your inner war zones and discover the entertainment that DEEP peace offers and alignment/unification of your soul provides.

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and Ascension Energy Healing sessions available! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

You Are Being Reborn: Message On Easter

By Jelelle Awen

You are ARISING from the ashes of your purposefully burnt up life, choosing the match, the heat, the way in which your now feeling false world will burn.

You are being REBORN from that which has been cast off, birthing out from that which is true as the only real thing that can remain.

You are RESURRECTING your form out of a dying and collapsing reality, claiming a new way of BEing as your sacred humanity.

You are serving love as your greatest purpose, feeling in every moment how you can BE THIS MORE.

You are moving beyond fears of an unenLIGHTened soul, accessing your awakening soul’s courage and desire for UNION.

You are opening and healing your Higher Heart, Personal Sun, and Gaia Ascension Chakras through PURE love, letting in your 5D sacred human template.

You are co-creating a NEW Golden Earth possibility, feeling in every moment how you can BE THIS NOW.

You are awakening from the deep sleep of the forgetful soul, remembering the LOVE from which you came and already ARE…..

~

This is the writing I share every year on this Easter….Blessings and MUCH love to you on this celebration of Christ Consciousness Arising, Divine Feminine illuminations with the recent FULL moon energies, and our ongoing Ascension together!!

 

~

2019-04-21

This is a day celebrating ultimately the process of death/rebirth and ALL that it offers in the willingness to let the false/fearful die and be let go in order to resurrect into a new, more Divine expression. This is beyond religions yet more of an ongoing invitation to surrender to become the phoenix that arises out of the most necessary ashes!

I feel the genuine love of Yeshua and in his Christiel form too on this day…..beaming his heart out to all of us in admiration and invitation!

From our hearts and souls to yours, we offer you so much love and resonant support on this brave journey into the NEW. Thank you for joining us in whatever ways and means you ARE.

much love,
Jelelle and SoulFullHeart Community

Notre Dame Burning – Invitation To Feel Your Own Death/Rebirth Cycle: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (April 15, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Many intense energies moved through this week, encompassing the fire at Notre Dame Cathedral and beyond too. Featured this week is a piece from Jelelle Awen, digesting a message from Divine Mother surrounding the Notre Dame fire. Her message involves letting in the sobriety of our own ongoing death and rebirth cycles as they unfold. Divine Mother also offers a reminder to make whatever your reactions are to the fire and events surrounding it, personal:

“FEELING what comes up in response to this event, making it personal, leads to the next discovery places of self and soul…..which is where it really starts to get interesting, cathartic, and useful.

I feel much love and support from the Divine Mother today to help those that need it to digest this event…..and the ongoing support from Her that is just THERE as needed and asked for. “

Join Gabriel and Kalayna Solais for a guided meditation and sharing afterwards, held here in Victoria, BC! They will lead you in a powerful, high vibrational guided meditation to connect to, activate, and clear your Ascension Chakras as well as meet your Inner Protector. Your Ascension Chakras are instrumental in helping you download and integrate your connection with your Metasoul/other lifetimes, Galactic/Star Family, and the incoming Ascension codes and energies. This experience may offer some specific details or pictures about the steps you’ve taken so far and your next steps within your personal journey of healing and Ascension.

Monday April 22nd is ‘Earth/Gaia Day’! While we are invited every day to honour and feel all possibilities of collaboration with Mama Gaia, having one day in particular that is dedicated to Her and witnessing Her process of Ascension is a powerful opportunity to align more with Her in a conscious way.

This live stream will be hosted by SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers Gabriel and Kalayna Solais. It will feature a Q&A digestion of the energies coming from and to Gaia at this time and how you can choose to be with them in your personal Ascension process, as well as a guided meditation to tune you into your own relationship with Gaia and how She can influence and guide your ongoing process alongside Her.

Tune in LIVE via Kalayna’s Facebook feed or watch the replay on Facebook and YouTube (SoulFullHeart Experience channel).

Plenty of new writings are here to take in this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel and Kalayna Solais, and Raianna Shai too! These writings include energy updates and personal process sharings, as well as more digestions of the recent Notre Dame fire.

Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Full Moon Message: “Your Arising Aligns With Mine”

By Kalayna Solais

Said the Full Moon to its Witness, “your arising aligns with mine”.

“But how?” the Witness asked. “How can I arise as you do, with the splendor and beauty of a thousand colours at once and none out of place? To be worshipped and seen as you are though you are so still and simply ARE who and what you are?”

“Each time I rise,” the Full Moon responded, “I do not doubt that my shadows will too, that my light will sometimes be dimmed by a power not my own and a will I do not control. Yet, I trust, I surrender, I humbly rise still. First within me, then in front of you, whether or not you choose to take me in.”

The Witness paused for a moment, having never heard this before or felt the Full Moon in this way. The invitation as palpable as the winds that blow and herald a rapid change of season.

The Full Moon continued, “we are the same, you see. We have different roles, yet here we are, here for reasons sometimes unknown yet lived out just the same in a dance we often cannot name.”

And with these words, the Full Moon glowed with wonderous yet effortless energy. The Witness wondered at Her beauty as the message landed deep within.

“It’s time,” the Witness whispered, “to light up, to love it all, to be as I am and to allow it all to arise along with me… Shadows and light… For a purpose beyond my own. Yes, Full Moon, I have heard you… And will arise with you for the rest of my days as long as the strength within arises too.”

.fin.

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Her Essence Cannot Be Burned: A Poem From Divine Mother, For Notre Dame

By Kalayna Solais

She does not live in our buildings.

She lives in our hearts

Our souls

And our bodies.

 

Our precious inner artistry

Cannot be lost

With the destruction

Of a symbol.

 

Our opportunities

To anchor into Her love

Will keep popping,

Cropping up

And inviting us inward…

Calling us YIN-ward.

 

Her essence

Cannot be burned.

It lives

despite all efforts

That rail against the dawning

Of the Feminine Day

And wail

That She has forgotten us.

 

Her arms, outstretched

Remind us to trust

Her heart, open

Reminds us to open our own

Even and especially

When it feels most challenging

To do so.

 

With the love of Our Mother

We align with Her

We remember Her

And we fall upon Her

To collaborate with Us

As we birth the New

Pressing through the birth canal

Of our highest and deepest hearts.

 

Much love,

Kalayna Solais

And Divine Mother ❤️❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.