Crescendo Expressions Of Old Timelines AS New Is Coming In

By Jelelle Awen

The energies of fear, violence, darkness expressing without consciousness…revelations and disclosures of abuses and traumas of body, soul, mind, and spirit….the storms, contentions, wars, and battles, tug of wars happening INside and outside with others. These are crescendo expressions of the old timelines happening in the NOW even as the New 5D energies are coming in so strongly.

This is what it feels like before these timelines collapse….tension even as there is excitement. Anxiety even as there is surrender. Pain even as there is increasing relief. There is a sense of ‘getting ready for something’ as awakening moves into ever more expansive waters and includes more and more souls every moment. This is the ongoing transition from dense, polarized reality into porous, neutralized and balance frequency of Divine love.

These fear driven timelines (inside and out) can feel so powerful right now, yet, really, this is the continuing completion phase of power needing to be expressed in this polarized way. Power ‘over’ others is transitioning to power WITH others as each soul is invited to discover their soul’s gifts, their heart’s vulnerability and openness, their compassion for themselves and ALL other BEings.

As you signed up on a soul level to be part of this, to help this process, and to LEAD others through it…..you are invited to lead yourself and ALL parts of you through it too. Self doubt, self punishment, lack of clarity, and invalidation are all ways that parts of you may be anchored to 3D energies that can block moving into your service of love leadership. Drawing relationships that reflect these self defeating energies back to you in ANY way allows you to remain anchored to these 3D timelines. Feeling, healing, loving, and connecting to these energies from within allows a NEW experience of loving support and bigness reflection in relationships too.

And a heartfelt message from the Divine offered this morning to me and now to you, “You are birthing the New into very shifting sands. Offering love as a light beacon in the middle of some dark storms.

Give yourself some space around this. You are being held and directed by the Divine, as always. You are given all the support you need to keep doing and being this. Ask and open your heart to receive this support.”

MUCH love to you as we ride, rest, lead, and BE….

Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

The Alchemy & Illumination Of Our Reactivity

by Kalayna Colibri

It’s natural and human to have reactions. In this collective we’re part of today, with so much going on and being uncovered, having reactions is part of the gig of being here and expectedly so.

I could feel a message wanting to come through this morning about how we’re invited to BE with our reactivity. I felt the analogy of chemical reactions being offered… How they are wanted and provoked because they show the change of one substance into another, how they bring about healing in different contexts too. I like this analogy when it comes to feeling our own reactivity and how much we need it. Reactions tell us so much about ourselves and our souls, what pain lies beneath the surface, and invites us to see the beauty of our messes, inside and out, while we work to heal the wounds bringing around the reactions in the first place.

We’re here to react and feel our reactions. Reactivity is needed, as it tells us where to dig. The metal detector sounds an alarm when it senses metal on a sandy beach. We get to feel how this is related to our own mining for the parts of us that need us inside. Life is really one big ‘metal detector’ in that way, isn’t it? We’re being given tons of data in the form of reflections from our relationships, jobs, even our spiritual paths, that shows us where we next need to dig if we can find it within to go there. Our reactivity also tells us there’s something going on in this world at large or even just our inner worlds or social worlds that isn’t OK anymore and encourages us to set boundaries wherever needed. Feeling outrage is a kind of reaction. Wanting to fight or go to war or even just shut down altogether are other kinds. Parts of us might feel these ways and understandably so, especially as we move through this phase of 4D awakening rumbles and shakes and into the next of really letting in New Earth/5D frequencies as our daily reality.

What it feels like we’re witnessing and part of right now, is a megalithic vat of intense chemical and alchemical reactions, all happening as part of the sacred process of change and evolution. Denying our parts the right to have their reactions denies them the possibility of feeling what’s underneath them and healing what we’ve come here to heal. Being illuminated for us now too, is the difference between reactivity and actual feeling, which is key to this process of healing. Instead of choosing to fight or lash-out because that’s the impulse in the moment, we’re invited to feel this energy as coming from a part of us that is afraid of being vulnerable and feeling what he/she actually needs from us or from others or both. The outrage against the world or your relationships may be what’s needed for a phase, yet we’re invited to move out of these cycles of reaction through feeling the pain beneath it and aching it out in the arms of Divine love and self love.

Our reactions and the reactions vibrating in the collective are opportunities to feel where love is being resisted and yet where it most wants to flow. It is up to us all individually how we choose to download and interpret this data coming in and how we’d like to BE with it as it digests and the dust being kicked up by it settles onto the newly emerging ground of expanding love consciousness and ability to let real love in.

Much love! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Strong Energies Of Change Moving Through

By Jelelle Awen

These are shorter posts, pictures, and energy status updates from this powerful week of energies….shared originally on my facebook feed and on my instagram.

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“Strong energies of change moving through right now with all these various storms and next level timelines energizing AS old ones are collapsing. This is next level transition for ALL of us. This shifting can bring up confusion, spaciness, lostness. Gather your inner family into your heart (esp. your masculine) to feel clarities arise from this unifying heart space. ~” September 12

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Stairway to heaven in the clouds this morning during sunrise! The sunrise codes have been AMAZING today and yesterday as the 9/9/9 portal offers a taste of the NEW earth, NEW life, NEW you, NEW soul self IN the body coming through….. September 10

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9/9 Blessings! Completions/Endings/Collapses To Arise ANEW…the Service Of Love You and New Earth Timelines…..September 9

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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Ascension Q & A, Guided Meditation W/Raphael and Jelelle Awen (video)

Raphael and Jelelle, co-creators and teachers of SoulFullHeart, were live responding to questions and comments that came over FB on September 7th, 2018. They offered their perspectives on the ascension process, emotional body/soul healing through parts work, and working with Metasoul aspects from other timelines.

They also co-lead a guided meditation to connect with high vibe energies and your Inner Protector at around 40 minutes in.

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Collapsing The Internal Tug Of War

By Raphael Awen

Is it at all a possibility that an anxious feeling or thought about the future is actually more to do with a fear of letting go of something familiar in the present, a kind of projection onto the future?

If that feels true, then it’s up to you to go find the part of you that holds the fear of loss – feel their reality, as distinct from yours. Feel what they fear losing and why. Find the tears underneath the triggers. Now, a new and self loving new possibility is much more free to arise and flow into your energy, your reality, your ‘life’.

When we don’t feel parts of ourselves and their reality, we are left with a kind of flatlined waveform reality that we call our life, but in reality is an unaddressed tension of living immobilized between the tension and polarity of these parts of ourselves, each of them exerting strong energetic and emotional reality broadcasts across the screens of our lives.

When we go in to simply feel each part’s reality, without trying to fix anything, we feel the part that wants to stay in one place forever and we feel the part who has already long left the building. When these parts of us feel the feelings of what it feels like to be felt by us, their reality and energy simply shifts. The internal tug of war collapses, and life and love are free to flow again.

I’m feeling this for myself in a renewed way again as Jelelle and I are thirty some days away from moving ourselves and a few suitcases of belongings to Canada (Victoria, BC), leaving behind 4 years here in Mexico. The geography change is part of the shifts and changes of livelihood and passion-purpose expression in the world. Anxieties about money (which is really a form of love), or the community building that we feel drawn to do there (another form of love), are really more to do with a fear of having more; of feeling unprepared for that unknown and untried ‘more’, of not knowing how to navigate more – for a part of me, that is, who has become familiar with living in less in some form or another.

Here now, I get to see and feel how anxiety is not a limiting energy on the more that I and other parts of me consciously desire, but rather a portal, and a direct portal at that, to the gold my heart and soul longs for.

What if the anxiety, depression and the long list of other unwanted emotions we work hard to mask and avoid are really supergate portals to the new world, to new earth, Golden earth realities that our hearts and souls know is possible?

If that’s true, then it’s time to let go, (or begin to at least) of letting go of ways of life, spiritualities, relationships, that are really about numbing ourselves to our pain.

Many are finding to their surprise that between them and their trusted beloveds exists an unconscious, but ironclad non-disclosure agreement that states that if either of us break the code of disclosing our real pain to ourselves, to one another or to our world, that we agree to be banned forever from connection. It’s a device that a powerful part of us set in place and cocreated to ensure that we would stay safe and securely small.

What would it be to make new connections in relationship where something like the opposite was true; where people were only in relationship with you for the currency exchange of your realness and radical self-honesty and vulnerability?

We haven’t explored that reality yet very far as a collective consciousness, but I can tell you that I have explored it seriously as a single consciousness, with a small band of ‘others, and find it utterly expansive and a journey like no other. I invite you into this exploration of yourself if it calls to you. I can aid you in making light years of consciousness growth come alive in your world if this is something your heart and soul are ready to undertake.

Raphael Awen
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Please check into the link above as a decision point of your next steps into life and love in the frequency I speak of today. Thank you for tracking me and my words.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Storms Moving Through

By Jelelle Awen

So much stormy activity in this NOW….a stronger geomagnetic storm with SOULar winds beyond 555 km/sec (normal is around 200 km/sec) is moving through today and tomorrow……sparking Auroras, and bringing in energy from what spaceweather.com is now calling a ‘canyon-shaped hole’ in the sun’s atmosphere. And storms in the form of hurricanes….. in different bodies of water in different parts of the world…all pressing in on land and life at the same time. The most intense being Florence and her movement toward the East Coast.

Disclosure storm gathering too as over 51,000 sealed indictments wait to be issued with arrests and trials to follow. You can read more about the building intensity of this necessary collapsing of a very fear based 3D reality in David Wilcock’s latest update here: https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/22005-stunning-new-briefings-spy-satellites-down-deep-state-arrests-finally-imminent/

Inner storms are gathering too. Inner fires are lighting UP from the receiving of eclipse and Lion’s Gate and 9/9 energies. Inner soul suns are pulsing. It seems there is no real bypassing of the inner storms (personally OR collectively) that can come up in response to these outer ones. Parts of you can delay and suppress and numb and divert (the Inner Protector esp.) Parts of you can TRY to use the usual spiritual methods or practices to avoid for a bit longer that which just needs your heart and your attention.

How long can you ignore the crying child within? How long can you transcend with bliss the soul struggles and patterns that vibrate with unfelt trauma and karma? For awhile. Yet, eventually, that which needs to be felt catches UP and shows itself in your life as loops of pain and suffering, unhappiness, toxic and push-pull patterns in relationships, sense of lack and poverty, feelings of despair and lostness. The ‘highest’ invites up the ‘lowest’ as there becomes more soul self to hold loving space for the going in.

This is the fierce side of Divine Mama love. This is the spiritual process. This is awakening. This is Ascension. All this churning on the outside reflecting what has been suppressed on the inside and in our collective consciousness. This is the BLISS MESS storm that we are being invited to move through and out and eventually….BEyond.

To enter and go into our inner storms with trust in our hearts that going through WILL lead to MORE love of self and with others….and more experience of the highest timeline life that is ALREADY ours that we get to claim a bit more with every clearing.

Here is a recent energy update I wrote about this VERY geomagnetically active month of September: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/09/08/energy-update-geomagnetically-very-active-month-of-september-begins-w-soular-wind-streams-auroras/

Jelelle Awen
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9/10 Energies Invite Moving On, Seeing Next Process Steps

By Kalayna Colibri

Today 9 turns into 10… it feels like a double-helix of new beginnings and taking everything you’ve learned and moved through to the next level while the old continues to move. This means applying all that you are now in all of the relationships you have… which could mean completing some, while deepening or even just beginning others.

I feel in myself a new beginning arising inside from much work and dedication to going inward, looking in the books and crannies and rather dark places. This work isn’t over and actually, I don’t want it to be. Yet I’ll take this new platform, this emerging foundation and these brand new wings out for a spin and feel all there is to feel in the process of that.

This is something I feel for many right now. You could be coming out of a deep emotional or physical process or both… I’ve always found that the two are inevitably linked. You could be popping through another ceiling of awakening and trying to integrate what you’ve been realizing and noticing about yourself, your soul, the world, your Star family, etc.

There’s a ton of support coming in, always, to help us feel all of this and more. The way you can let in this support is by feeling the parts of you in resistance to it. Resistance to love can be subtle. We all have resistance in some form or other, yet it’s how we relate to and feel that resistance that matters and has the most opportunity for growth, maturity, and letting in more love.

What reflections is life offering you now of where you’re on deck to go next in your personal process? We need these reflections to see what’s going on with us, as it’s not possible to see everything, every cluttered corner of your heart and soul, completely on your own. Life is a hall of mirrors, always.

As we move into this 9-10 day, let’s remember that we are ALL working to love our shadows and hidden places, feel what needs love inside of us, and that we are also always given a ton of love to help us see and be with this process. Nobody is exempt from this, yet we all get to choose how and if we accept the invitation to dive deeper and fly higher.

It’s your graduation day… just as every day could be. A graduation into your next phase of becoming more love and serving love too!

Much love! 💜

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My beloveds, Raphael, Gabriel and Jelelle are all very gifted space holders with magnificent hearts that are ready to offer deep support and illumination in collaboration with you, your parts, your own heart and soul. For more information, visit this page: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session ❤️

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Great Time To Be A Nine! (Oops…Alive!)

I decided to check in with the number 9 this morning as it seems a lot of people will be talking about it today feels like. Hard to not notice on a day like today, it being 9/9/1+8 and all. Here is my chat with this auspicious number:

Good morning, number 9. I was wondering if you would be up for some questions this morning. You are going viral today!

9: Yeah, you can say that. I can feel it in all my chakras! Lots of people talking about me today.

How does that feel to you?

9: It feels good. I don’t get a lot of recognition in everyday circumstances as there is no 9:99 on your clocks. My brethren tend to get the lion’s share of the exposure on that front. It’s all good. I like to be a little mysterious anyway. Kinda show up when you are least expecting me.

Hmmm…interesting. Why is that?

9: Well, I am a number that signifies a lot of change. Endings and completions. I am the death part of the rebirth cycle. That gets a lot of people feeling a little rumbly and nervous. Sometimes when change seems to arrive out of nowhere the only thing one can do is surrender or suffer. The choice becomes adamantly clear. Unless of course suffering is part of the learning and growing. I tend to want to get people to make their way to 10.

Does that feel a little lonely then?

9: No, not really. I have a lot of work to do! So many souls are on my doorstep and in my house Gabriel! This is a magical time to be a nine! Oh, I meant alive…sorry, occupational hazard.

Lol! Yes, I can see that. You feel alive to me even in the rumbles. You live on a tectonic fault line it feels like.

9: Oh my, yes. It has its moments. There is nothing dull about being the number nine. The one thing I love is watching the light of awareness go on when souls see the number 10 on the horizon. That there is a new beginning. They have to move from being one digit to becoming 2! This is a shift in consciousness that takes the time it takes. It means taking the steps to become like a newborn again. A 1 and 0 both. Woah, man. That is blowing my mind again. Sorry, I get this way from time to time when I take that in. What a rush from my perspective.

Wow…yeah. I can feel that strangely enough. I never thought I could connect to a number this way. You are pretty magical yourself there Nine. I actually feel some tears for you watching others move on.

9: Awwww…..that is kind of you, Gabriel. Maybe I need to feel the part of me that feels some sadness around that. I have just done my job for so long I have forgotten what it was like to dream about being 10. Maybe that is my next going-on place too. I guess as long as 8 is ready to take my place we can all find our next places!

Lol! Now you got it! What is the biggest thing you would like to tell others that you have learned in all your days of being Nine?

9: I would say that you were never meant to stay stuck. You were meant to move on. To become a 10. You were meant to say goodbye in order to say hello. Suffering in the fear of falling into Zero is held when you realize there is One right by your side. That One is always in you and never outside of you.

That was pretty profound Nine. Wow, thank you. I want to soak that One in. You just arouse different for me. I honor what you are and what you represent. A lot of goodness that can only arise from feeling the fear and even unworthiness of being a 10. Whew! I think I will stop here and let that be in the space today. I am so grateful we had this time together. Thank you for all you are Nine.

9: I am only that which is reflected onto me so I thank YOU for your recognition and how you have honored your own 9 moments inside of you and your growth. Here is to a new you and a new me as we feel and honor the old, that which is meant to serve something bigger than we can both even imagine.

Amen to that Nine. I love you. 🙂

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Re-Learning Love As Sacred Humans: A Poem

by Kalayna Colibri

As we love each other more… we let go without fear or tugging.

As we love each other more… we empower instead of enable.

As we love each other more… our words to one another are not empty.

As we love each other more… the eyes of love are the ones we wear and we see each other for who we are.

As we love each other more… we recognize the difference between caretaking and caregiving.

As we love OURSELVES more… we, ad infinitum, love each other more…

… and in this love, we find
even more of ourselves
than we ever thought we would ever see,
feel, and heal
before we realized
that loving more
means
we will never know love in the less.

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Geomagnetically VERY Active Month Of September Begins W/SOULar Wind Streams/Auroras

By Jelelle Awen

Two SOULar wind streams are coming into Gaia’s atmosphere, flowing out from the ‘hole to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface. The first one is already here, September 7th through the 8th, with SOULar winds up to the 500 km/sec range. The second one is following on Sept. 11-12th. Auroras will be bountiful during these winds, along with the approaching Equinox on the 22nd of this month.

The Equinox brings with it cracks that open up in Gaia’s magnetic field. These are fissures in Gaia’s magnetosphere and SOULar wind can move through these cracks that they open to create brilliant Auroras, like the one in this photo. Opposing magnetic fields of North and South inside the SOULar wind partially cancel each other out, opening a crack. This happens with greatest purpose around Equinoxes with September being one of the most geomagnetically active months of the year, according to spaceweather.com.

HIGH geomagnetics and SOULar winds amplify inner polarizations….just like Gaia’s opposing North and South magnetic fields. You have opposing forces/energies inside of you too. Templated from 3D life, culture, and conditioning that holds a constant tension of ‘good against evil’ and ‘light against dark’ paradigm. Templated from your caregivers, who inherited THEIR inner polarizations from their caregivers, who got from their caregivers, etc. This is the legacy of charged reality that has been 3D living.

These geomagnetic energies can illuminate these forces….the Punisher voice ‘against’ the innocence/shame…..the inner empath ‘against’ the inner narcissist. These parts can be brought into peace and harmony through your inner ambassadorship with them, between them….and these energies help to hold that space, even as they act as a mirror for you to see these dynamics.

These geomagnetics also offer activations of masculine frequencies. The Divine, sacred ones from the Cosmic Sun provide clarities of soul purpose and courage for next action steps to live that out. These frequencies LIVE inside of our inner masculine too, once he is freed up from guarding, being overly protective, trying to keep us safe, suppressing our inner feminine (in whatever forms that plays out.)

Your inner masculine can take the form of what we call the Inner Protector, who plays this ‘role of vigilant guardian as a complete necessity for surviving 3D consciousness experience and experiment. The Protector is as necessary as a space suit is to surviving in outer space. This is not a part of you to banish or resist…..yet rather to embrace and get to KNOW. Here is a guided meditation to meet yours: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s

I can feel in my own masculine activated by these geomagnetics, who is quite softened from many years of process with him. He is the ‘other half’ of my expression, more and more in balance with my feminine. They flow together, with much less charge than ever before…..and ultimately he trusts ME to hold the space. I can feel when there is tension in my masculine though and it usually relates to change/transition and the ongoing unfolding of SoulFullHeart as my soul purpose expression here. Moments of heart space connection with my masculine allow him to rest again, to collaborate with me, and to move into deeper frequencies of trust.

These ongoing and VERY necessary sacred masculine activations can be experienced in body pain, interrupted sleep patterns, intense emotional feelings and outbursts. The degree and depth of this is connected to how much needs to be cleared, felt, and digested in your emotional body and Metasoul. Conscious connection with your masculine aspect(s) can hugely support the riding out and letting in of these energies with more grace, flow, and ease!

Photo of Auroras taken by Yuichi Takasaka on September 5, 2018 @ Yellowknife, Northwest Territories, Canada

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.