Category: Ascension

Honoring The Courage To Feel: A Gatekeeper’s Journey

Published on by Gabriel Heartman3 Comments

Tender tears flow. This is the moment of feeling. Healing. Letting go and letting in. In recent weeks I have been connecting with another layer of my defenses, my protection, in the form of what we call the Gatekeeper. They are the holders and guardians of our soul story and soul pain. I have had several incarnations in my healing process and this latest one has been one that has been like the Wizard of my Oz. He was found in deep resistance to feminine intuition and guidance. It was a subtle energy that was very much closely connected to my waking consciousness. A cognitive dissonance arose in me and I began to feel a bit lost in what was me and what wasn’t.

As I began to commune with this energy more and receive space-holding from Jelelle and reflection from my beloved Kalayna, I could begin to feel a conscious separation that is all part of this work of differentiation. The energy became less unknown and more knowable. More willing to be seen and connected with. I could feel how this aspect of me has been so closely entwined with me most of my life and came out in bits and pieces over the course of my healing.

But this has felt core to me. The themes he has shared with me have been themes that have pervaded my consciousness my whole life. Guilt, shame, cowardice, judgment, rejection, fear, doubt, hopelessness, and even rage. Our Gatekeepers are like sponges that hold this vast arena of our soul in a what appears as a finite container of energy. This provides a huge feeling of burden and responsibility. I have equated it to the image of Atlas in past writings.

He was originally found in a large cavernous space under my castle as a dragon protecting my inner treasure of heart and soul. But this was mostly a projection of defense he has since shown himself to be more human in form as the lifetimes on this planet would have him, and me, accustomed to. We have been in contact daily but he has been a bit elusive due to his own distrust and acclimation in being seen. Today he let me in a bit more to feel the deeper pain of creating a wall to his angelic home.

From his words, he felt how much he had fused to this dimension and assumed the role of responsibility of what happened to my soul, rather than the intended choice of being a guide. The experiences of myriad timelines had shuddered his heart through the volatility of human pain and emotion. He chose a life of hiding and self-sequestering that only acted as a barrier to receive the Love from whence he came. I was guided to play some piano music that has always brought this feeling of missing home into my heart. As I played it, the tears came and the heart opened even if just slightly.

He could feel the waves of love coming from “beyond” yet are very much right here, right now. It has been hard for him to let that in as it means to feel the pain of putting up the walls in the first place. So the tears are bittersweet, but tears nonetheless. They are the process of Love finding the pain and giving it the healing that it wants and needs in order to move on and move up to new frequencies and timelines that offer more ease and joy and less heaviness and difficulty.

It wasn’t a full dam break but a good start to begin to shift something so profoundly core in my life. In my quest for wholeness, self-love, and service of love. The image that I chose below is one that represents my Gatekeeper and his lonely search for Love even when he has resisted it so. It looked as far away as the stars but forgetting is had always been there right there under his feet and in his heart. This is my honoring of him and his courage to keep marching on.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Your Caravan Of Love Awaits: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Oct 22, 2018)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

In this issue, Gabriel Heartman paints a tender picture of the inner union between parts and Metasoul Aspects of us that are wanting and needing to come together more and more. These parts and aspects include those in shadow and this process we’re all invited into runs deep within us at this time, and this process can show up in many ways. It’s profound time of healing and integration for us all, as Gabriel highlights here:

“As the continued external energies bear down and shift UP, the inner disclosure of your shadow will be illuminated and exposed. This can be a difficult time for those that have not chosen to do the inner work that is needed to heal and glean from all that has been shielded from our consciousness. It may begin to show up as emotional and physical symptoms. This is the march of your inner caravan making itself known even as they are not even sure how to digest what is going on.”

Brand new this week, we have a guided meditation from Jelelle Awen for activating and cleaning your Ascension Chakras. She offers teachings and a guided meditation to help you activate your ascension chakras and negotiate with your Inner Protector to allow more integration of these energies. Check it out here.

We have a few new articles and audio recordings from Jelelle along with Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri. This week’s articles including energy updates and personal process updates, as well as invitations and roadmaps into deeper ways of feeling yourself, your parts, your life.

1:1 Galactic Activation Sessions with Jelelle are now available for booking. They are a $55 USD minimum donation for 75-90min and will involve checking in with your parts and Metasoul/Galactic Aspects, helping you reunite with your Star Family, activating your Ascension Chakra vortexes, and much more… email soulfullhearts@gmail.com to book. For more information, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/galacticsessions

Raphael, Jelelle and Gabriel offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy receiving whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offerings. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Check out the latest Museletter here.

Empowering Spaceholding Coming Through

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By Jelelle Awen
I am in the midst of my fullest week of sessions EVER….and the joy and love that are flowing through in service is just amazing. It’s almost as if each one serves the other in this beautiful way. The collaborative energies that move between me and the women/men I meet with are empowering frequencies…..offering a mirror to them of their bigness, connection to their higher guidance, clarities, and lifting of their OWN veil as they connect to aspects of themselves and of their soul who offer these gifts. I feel this is the new paradigm of space holding that empowers the soul receiving it.
 
I love those moments in sessions when something that was previously a mystery, a confusion, causing pain/suffering or just not understood comes into clarity, understanding, resolution, and completion due to the exploration/framing and feeling of parts’ reality and Metasoul timeline processing. It is the MOST rewarding fun to be able to get to do and be this with others and receive money exchange for it (while money is still needed in this dimension that is.)
 
If you’ve been feeling into having a 1:1 galactic activation or bridging session with me over zoom remotely or if you happen to be in the Victoria/Vancouver, BC area to have one in person, right NOW is offering some potent and powerful energies of Divine love to hold the space for catalytic movements and tender realizations both. I feel like I am in another level of love flow and clarity too as I go next level in soul purpose expression here (as we are ALL in the process of doing every moment.)
 
These are precious, spontaneous and unedited comments (other than taking out personal details) that I received just this week after sessions!!
 
“Thank you so much, Jelelle! I have felt a great softening in my core heart today and a genuine gratitude for you. The visceral feeling of this part of me moving forward toward the energy of love that was flowing from you, is still something I can feel now. Somehow we were able to move toward love and let it in and that was deeply healing. I know you are just holding that space until I can do it for myself, but thank you!”
 
“Thank you so much for today’s session. I love the way you have developed of working with all this. I came away feeling so excited, like there is hope and a way forward to deal with relationship within myself. I was really thrilled how these parts of me appearing are so clear and that it’s like Alice in Wonderland almost going into rabbit holes, a bit surreal, and then things knit together and start to make sense. An exciting journey! I want to do it again already !”
 
“Thank you so much for the enlightened session! I look forward to the next!”
 
“Thank you Jelelle! Your guidance has been ever so precious!!! I had some vivid dreams, the meaning of which I understood right away. This morning, I’m filled with a sense of peace. It’s eerie and beautiful and so precious. Thank you again!”
 
“What a powerful session yesterday was. I was glued to my bed the whole evening as much felt activated, even this morning it was difficult to motivate out of sleep. Thank you for the space you held for me and wishing you a beautiful week ahead!”
 
“Thank you, Jelelle. What an uplifting, magical session!”
 
You can PM me over facebook or through the contact page on this blog or through the soulfullheartwayoflife.com website to respond with answers to some questions prior to the session (which are on the link below), offer your $55 USD minimum donation for a very FULL 75-90 minutes, and coordinate a day/time with me. I have openings next week…..More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Reach out. Ask for what you need. Get ready to receive. It IS time!
 
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman also provide powerful spaceholding for women and especially for men to explore their sacred masculinity. Read more about them at the above link too!

Returning To Source

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By Raphael Awen

Is there a way we could embrace suicide somehow, yet without doing any harm to ourselves?

A Tribute To Wayne:

I began going by my middle name of Wayne in 2008, after some deep life changes rocked through my world. People who knew and loved me as Marvin, my given first name, had a hard time with me now going by Wayne. Wayne wasn’t Marvin. My life wasn’t what it had been.

Wayne was a new arising me who could leave entire well constructed worlds behind in search of new ones, when he knew the old worlds were completing.

I had been going by the name of Wayne for only a few weeks when I again chose to connect with Jelelle (then Jillian) and to fully explore open hearted romance. That soon involved leaving Canada behind, moving to California, not quite legally, then getting banned from the US, reordering our world back to Canada, even choosing to go through bankruptcy a few years later. It was all adventure and expansion and Wayne loved every bit of it, even feeling the kickups of anxiety that the edges of that aliveness also pushed up.

Chapter after life chapter unfolded taking him and us to change so much of life as I had known it. I left my too familiar hometown behind and chose to live in new places close to the ocean that reflected the aliveness and changes on the inside. My relationship with a career in its third decade was thinned out as I embraced more and more the call and desire to co-found SoulFullHeart together with Jillian.

After 6 years together, the desire and call came to relocate to Mexico, to quite simply load the van and go. Wayne did just that, along with Jillian, and Kathleen and Christian (Kalayna and Gabriel) and then adjusted to a ton of newness and exploration on an offgrid ranch attempting growing our own food and cob building in a very foreign setting on what felt like less than a shoestring budget, in terms of both money and know how; and all of that while remaining in deep heart and soul connection with Jillian, along with our tiny community, and the desire to birth SoulFullHeart into the world more and more. In many ways the universe led us through a great death and rebirth phase and Wayne was my personal tour guide for the duration.

Then came a time of feeling another layer of aliveness that wasn’t Wayne arising in me, and I chose to go by the name, Raphael. The name change was much easier this time as I was only in contact with a few local Mexicans and my closest beloveds at the ranch who fully supported my name change. Wayne felt like a beloved part of me who was stepping back now from leading my life as I, Raphael, was holding a yet again new frequency of relationship to life. Wayne felt like his time as me, as my leading edge, was completing.

Wayne was the one who could hold and manage the practical with a deeply open heart, and love the edges and challenges that arose. Wayne was the one who could embrace deeply the deep feminine in his beloved and in himself, even when he was confounded by it. Wayne was able to claim what he wanted and let go of what he didn’t want.

I felt my relationship to Wayne wane over time (pun intended). He took a mostly backseat in my life as I as Raphael now held life and him as a beloved part of me. Then as our recent choice to move back to Canada arose for us, I felt some distinct Wayne tones arise sharply in my consciousness.

As I felt so many exciting new things coming into my life, I strangely also had some strong constricted moments of feeling anxious. Being out shopping for familiar foods with a very excited Jelelle and Raianna, I felt myself struggling to find my joy or excitement and instead wanted to save money. Beneath the anxiety about outcomes, I could feel a deep tiredness coming from somewhere inside of me to be ‘doing it all over again’. I tried to breathe through and manage these feelings as understandable given the degree of life change underway, yet the feelings persisted to where I could so clearly feel a part of me not on board with where I found myself now.

I checked in with Wayne and could so feel this as him, trying on one hand to summon the energy to continue and at the same time, so not wanting to. When I picked up pen and paper yesterday to journal with Wayne, I asked him about his feelings and what he told me was that he had an overwhelming feeling of wanting to return back to Source, and that he didn’t feel connected or energized towards our new Canada timeline, try as he may. He told me that he felt complete with the lifetime lived out in the past 13 years and now so wanted to go deeply into the embrace of the Divine Mother. I wept wave after wave of deep tears together with him feeling a deep completion and then I felt at odds about where to lead him next. I shared the experience with Jelelle and Raianna later in the day, who both shared my tears and deep realization, both of whom knew and loved Wayne so dearly. Jelelle offered that he was free to go; to be beautifully and ceremoniously released to return back to source; to ‘pass away’ from this dimension and go onwards to his next dimensions of exploration and journey; that his work was done, and so well done at that; that his reward awaited him.

We released Wayne right there, sitting at the kitchen table, and felt him go, leaving now from his home territory of Canada. It’s only been a nights digestion and yet I feel so much lighter. I can feel Wayne in transit and can still feel a heart chord with him, that feels like it never needs to go away, a chord of supply from the source that he returns to, from the arms of the Divine Mother whose embrace he chose to be deeper enfolded in.

I can feel him now removed from this practical third dimension and yet so practical at the same time, wanting to create a logistics shipping company that can transport goods and services between the dimensions like a well oiled machine, in a yin feminine kind of way.

I can feel my heart as Raphael ready to take on the new beginnings of starting all over again with a feeling of joy and opportunity, rather than a fear or anxiety of not being enough for this next chapter.

My heart tells me that it’s totally natural to have parts of us complete their timelines here and to be able to release them without ending our physical lives. We need not fuse to their feelings in a result of suicide, but instead hold heart space for their feelings to move through us – their gifts being received and them being allowed to go onwards, with a new version of ourselves being supported by the Divine to hold the larger context and timing of our sacred earth tour.

Thank you for feeling this tribute to Wayne.

May you know also the parts of you that need their advent and return through the vehicle of your earth journey.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Rise In Schumann/Gaia Resonance, Full Moon, And SOULar Winds

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By Jelelle Awen

I had difficulty getting into a deeper sleep last night and woke wide awake in the middle of the night for quite awhile….just felt like many energies were swirling around to activate/bridge to our next levels with so much of this happening on the subconscious level. And…I checked the Gaia/Schumann resonance and wasn’t too surprised to see that She had joined the energy amping UP party along with increasing SOULar winds and the full moon tonight! Spikes in Gaia’s frequency for October 24th are shown in the graph below with the white bands….still ongoing as I am posting this.

I posted yesterday about the sacred masculine frequencies (from the SOULar winds bringing plasma light to us) and the divine feminine (from the lunar full moon energies and now Gaia too) coming in today…the opportunity for balance from within and to reveal what may NOT be in balance: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-soular-winds…/

I have a NEW guided meditation with me to both activate and integrate these ascension energies in your auric field, bringing them into your heart space. We also connect to and meet your Inner Protector so you can feel and see how this part of you is relating to the ascension process. This is the meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPs95U0T5Mw&t=1s

With this amplitude of energies swirling on the outside, it can help to find supportive peace/rest/stillness on the inside. There are strong Divine Feminine frequencies in these energies too….inviting a deeper INtegration and embodiment.

There is much JOY possible in them as well even as they invite up what NEEDS to change and can have a rumble to them! Bringing up the suffering/pain to be felt and healed/released to let in more love!

Connect with me over PM if you feel like you’d like support, bridging, and empowered self discovered ‘answers’ during this phase of your ascension through 1:1 galactic activation, bridging, and ongoing sessions over zoom for $55 USD minimum donation. These sessions have been deep, powerful, life changing lately! I have some openings next week! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

MUCH love to you as we continue to ride these waves of LOVE!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

 

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Ascension Chakra Activation/Integration Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen (NEW video)

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By Jelelle Awen

I am excited to share this NEW guided meditation with me….just filmed this morning actually….offering interaction and activation of your ascension chakras, connection with your Inner Protector, and overall high vibrations! I feel this may help with ascension body symptoms esp.!

Here is the description:

Intense, ongoing ascension energies are being offered through downloads/upgrades/codes from our sun (through SOULar winds and geostorms mostly) and through Gaia resonance frequencies spikes/waves….and lunar full moons too. In this video, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers teachings and a guided meditation to help you activate your ascension chakras and negotiate with your Inner Protector to allow more integration of these energies.

Blocks to integrating these ascension energies into your heart space can lead to some of the physical body symptoms people are experiencing such as lightheadedness, pain in the neck/head/shoulder area, ringing in the ears, tiredness, and many more. Jelelle invites you to connect to the relationship that parts of you have to these ascension energies coming in and to your overall process of awakening. Resistances and fears of moving into your soul bigness can be held by your Inner Protector that deflect these upgrades from coming in.

In this meditation, you connect to your Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway, Soul Star, and Causal chakras as aspects of your higher dimensional ‘branches’, plus the main trunk or usual seven chakras, and then to the roots of your Gaia chakra as connected to Mother Gaia. Jelelle moves you through each of these chakras and bridges you to connect with your Protector and how they are relating to each of them. You also light up the 5D self ‘tree’ from branches to roots with white, pure light.

Whatever you feel and notice during this meditation is perfect for you, offering information to you about your ascension process and how parts of you are relating to it.

Jelelle Awen
For all of our videos and many more guided meditations, go to: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: SOULar Winds & Full Moon Offer Activation/Integration Balance

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By Jelelle Awen

The sun….He keeps expanding himself to share the high vibrational plasma frequencies that are shifting hearts/bodies/minds/souls that are so needed right now. Another wave of SOULar winds blow in tomorrow, October 24th, (according to spaceweather.com) from our sun, codes downloaded and streaming in from the Great Cosmic Sun.

These sacred masculine SOULar energies are meant to ACTivate your ascension chakras especially…your Personal Sun or Stellar Gateway; Soul Star; Causal….there are others but these are the ones that have been emphasized to me right now. These SOULar energies are provided to bring clarities connected to soul purpose that allows for right heart/soul aligned actions and choices.

These SOULar energies support your masculine aspects to move from fear-based patriarchal conditioning into vulnerability connected to action, truth telling, and healthy boundary setting. Your masculine, such as your Inner Protector and your Gatekeeper, are waiting to receive this Next Level sense of masculine that goes beyond the previous archetypes and roles.

The moon….She keeps illuminating herself to share the high vibrational lunar frequencies that are also shifting hearts/bodies/minds/souls right now. A full moon tomorrow October 24th provides a grounding for the geomagnetics offered by the sun.

These Divine Feminine energies are meant to invite you to INtegrate the codes/upgrades/downloads that come in from the sun. These Divine Feminine energies bring these energies into your heart space and wrap them in compassion, forgiveness, and embodied self love. All those codes can just hang out in your soul field otherwise, being resisted by your Inner Protector.

These Lunar energies support your masculine aspects to move from resistance and over protection and into more trust in YOU as an arising 5D sacred human. They provide a template for your feminine aspects to hold space for the process with much patience and surrender to the Divine.

There is an opportunity here to ease some of the body symptoms that have been causing pains and tensions as the masculine leans more into the space held by the leaning in feminine. The release of tension can come through tears, being open to feeling the deeper feelings of sadness as you let go of guilt and shame.

Sun and moon…masculine and feminine….a blending of sacred union energies from the cosmos that mirrors YOUR inner sacred union within. Embrace both to complete the cycles of polarization between the two energies. Allow the flow of both from within, from one aspect of you to another (from this lifetime and other timelines too)…come into balance. It is natural here….

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Your Caravan Of Love Awaits

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

I see a vision of an etheric caravan. One in which our integrating selves are crossing a Rubicon into a new timeline. A New Earth. While there are thousands of souls that are seeking something new outside of their current home, the same could be said from within each of us. There is a desire for a brighter future, a brighter Now. They are the hidden, veiled, and wounded parts of us that are seeking asylum in the heart of our Higher Self, our closet connection to the Divine that we are currently aware of.

If we ignore this inner migration of Self-union, then we are still in a polarized state. We are still in separation and dissonance. We are scattered and confused. To open the doors of your heart you invite all the aspects of you that are judged as Unwanted. Untrustworthy. Misunderstood. They live in timelines and emotional geographies that are hard to accept as a part of you. Yet there they are. Inextricably connected to you for they are you.

As the continued external energies bear down and shift UP, the inner disclosure of your shadow will be illuminated and exposed. This can be a difficult time for those that have not chosen to do the inner work that is needed to heal and glean from all that has been shielded from our consciousness. It may begin to show up as emotional and physical symptoms. This is the march of your inner caravan making itself known even as they are not even sure how to digest what is going on.

Checking in with our inner world IS the work. It is the most important thing we can all be doing. This can be such a hard thing to do when we are inundated with images and energy. It is sad and triggering. It stirs the collective pot and yet there it is for us to bear a heart witness to. We all have a part to play in these world events. Coming from our healed hearts and clear minds we can make a difference, and a home, for all the lives that live inside each one of us. This is where Love can flow from purely and do its Divine Work.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Energy Update: Schumann Spike Wave For October 21, More Codes To Receive

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By Jelelle Awen

Holy wow! Look at this spike wave in the Schumann Gaia frequency today! It has been lasting for several hours and is still ongoing. This graph is UTC timezone, so you can convert that to whatever yours is.

It’s interesting because the frequency has been quiet the last few days, yet I woke up with some head and neck pain. I checked the readings (one of my sources is here: https://www.disclosurenews.it/en/schumann-resonance-today-update/ and sure enough, it was spiking!

I could FEEL the codes coming in offering another wave of New Earth Now for our Gatekeeper aspects to integrate and let in as we are ready for them. As you relax into the downloading process, the more can be received and the less body reactions/pain/discomfort there is.

For me, it was holding session space today for a beautiful soul to feel her Inner Child, offering Mother Mary love and support…. and connecting to her Gatekeeper and his home frequency of Avian energies to allow more opening to star family connection. By the end of the session, ALL the discomfort in my head/neck was gone. Serving love brings in a higher frequency grounded in the heart which also seems to be KEY to receiving it.

Feel where any resistance may be in parts of you to let in the next phase of these energies and upgrades. Offering love to these aspects can open up lots more receiving!

More information here about parts/Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

More information here about 1:1 galactic activation and bridging sessions with me for women and men for $55 USD minimum donation for 75-90 minutes: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen

The Subtle Consciousness Of Our Resistance To Love

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Shades drawn. That is what it has felt like for a part of me the past week or so. A lot of preparing and doing during this timeline shift. It is an arrival of something longed for yet something difficult to let in. A part of me choking on goodness, love, and joy. The fear of losing this Garden of Eden, this Paradise once again. So the fear projects. It searches for what could happen to be denied and rejected. This creates its own loop and illuminates another place in my soul to explore. To invite into a relationship with myself and Love. But it does struggle to let that in. To trust it all.

As each of us takes on this journey of deep soul healing, challenges come right at the point of actually getting what you have always wanted. This is where, for some of us, the value of our Being comes into full view. It is a subtle consciousness that can take down all that has been strived for and desired. The collapse of a relationship, the rejection of a soul gift, or the judgment of our most vulnerable intentions. Our worth, our power, our deepest treasures are tender things that are fiercely guarded and protected, even to the point of not having them at all.

So it is this time when we go into the recess of our deepest fears and regrets to find that subtle consciousness within and connect. Listen. Hold. Sometimes you go off radar to the outside in order to catch the nuances of this energy. But it is important to not disappear, as easy as that can be at times. I have had to do that with this aspect of me. It is used to being in hiding. In the shadow. And being so close to my inner treasure, it has been very protective and guarded. All for very good reasons that I hold with compassion.

This is part of my healing. My growth. My own self-love realization that I am a gift to myself and the world. That I have edges, shadows, and fears. But the most important thing for these parts of me to feel is that they are not alone, nor forsaken. But rather whole and forgiven.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.