Category: Ascension

Crop Circle Update: Covid-19/Brain Synapse Unification Message – May 29, 2020

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By Jelelle Awen

Another Crop Circle Update: And then there is this crop circle too, just reported today, May 29th, in Wiltshire, UK! The 2020 Crop Circle season has BEGUN! Will be so interesting to feel into what is offered to us as messages and bridges to our Star Families during such a pivotal transition point in our global awakening.

As I felt into this one, I actually felt this may represent the coronavirus Covid-19 itself and that the extension out shows how it is creating an opportunity for unification in the smaller circle. Right now, the unification is ‘smaller’, with eight mounds within it, yet they are in perfect symmetry and alignment to each other. There is the feeling of Unity Consciousness growth and expansion possible there. The two are connected to each other (the ‘Virus’) and the unified circle and joined together in a flow.

There is almost something playful about this one as well and I smiled when I saw it. Almost cartoonish too, as if it is pointing to the surreality of the virus and how it is shifting our world in many necessary ways. There is a feeling of hope about it though and possibilities beyond what can feel like a looming death/rebirth experience for so many.

Some are offering in the comments too on facebook https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen that it looks like a human brain synapse, where the neurons connect to each other. That feels very possible as well and could represent the rewiring/upgrading of our brains during the Ascension/light body process.

Ultimately, I find that the messages from these crop circles are whatever YOU most need to see and feel from them rather than a ‘one size fits all’, literal answer. There is a collective and universal meaning, yet, also, a very important personal interpretation and codes that transmit through them JUST for you to receive from your Star Family, as needed in this Now.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a flyover video of this one:

Here’s my crop circle update from the first one of the season: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen/posts/1058397631227503

Here’s all my crop circle updates and channelings from last season: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

Crop Circle Update: First Of 2020 Offering Message Of Heart/Spiritual Balance – May 26, 2020

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By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle Update: First one of the new decade and perfect timing during this Global Awakening Event! I had been feeling one was coming any day now as this is the usual seasonal start for them to begin ‘appearing’….more like arising! This one was reported on May 26th with the location not disclosed yet it feels like somewhere in the UK to me.

We couldn’t help but notice how much this one looks and feels like our SoulFullHeart logo…which is wonderful to feel! For many years, our logo was a heart with angel wings flowing out of it, symbolizing the healing/fullness of the heart/emotional body in balance with the healing/fullness of the soul…essentially SoulFullHeart.

SoulFullHeart logo

Recently, Gabriel Heartman gave our logo an upgrade, infused sacred geometry through the flower of life symbol and a red rose to represent the Divine Feminine and our Magdalene lineage. This is also interesting as we are relocating to the UK at the end of August to begin our nomadic phase of service, so this is a wonderful bridge for us to that movement, like a welcome mat!

The energy I receive from this crop circle is that as well….the importance of the balance of our spirituality/awakenings/soul consciousness expansion and our heart awakenings/maturation. This alignment is so essential going forward into humanity’s Ascension through the death/rebirth 3D/4D phase we are currently in. The circle feels like the galactic center for which we are always connected, even if we feel often like we are alone in the Universe. It also feels like our sun and the Great Cosmic sun, providing constant upgrades through light infusions. There is also a representation of an angel with a big heart chakra beaming out, halo around their head/crown, and wings.

I’ve been sharing about how much galactic support is available to us right now with MANY ships in Gaia’s orbit, bearing witness to our current plight. Pleiadians and Arcturians in particular have been coming through with a ‘friendly neighbors in the stars’ energy.

Their frequencies are available in a very intimate way through non-physical contact experiences with your Star Family and Metasoul Galactic Aspects (fragments from the same soul source as you.) Connecting to your galactic aspects in this way really accelerates and amplifies the activation and upgrading. Really boosts the LOVE and REALNESS of the experience. Rather than something ‘out there’ you are seeking to receive contact from, you experience your OWN galactic DNA begin to activate from within.

I feel how much they want to bridge to us in this crop circle….using a heart to remind us of the importance of healing and leading with our hearts, NOT just our minds. This feels so necessary as violence and fear peak as the 3D/4D Matrix collapses and the disclosure of shadow can feel quite dark.

They seem to be speaking to our hearts here. To our capacity for compassion. For kindness. For peace, and to our essence AS Infinite Love!

love
Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your Arcturian aspect and experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Here is a recent livestream Raphael and I did with a guided meditation to connect with Pleiadian energies through dolphin energy: https://youtu.be/omPnfzeOO2E

Join us for our group call series in which we offer teachings and guided meditations to unplug from the matrix, activate galactic consciousness/star family connection, and more! Info to join us live or receive the recordings here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Finding Your Place In The Fire

Published on by Gabriel Amara3 Comments

There is a violence that is bubbling from within the collective. Just like the collective fear that became evident at the beginning of this ‘pandemic’, the suppressed, unfelt, and unhealed violence continues to make its way to the surface. The reality is that it will continue to do so until we face our own violence. 

Yes, there are systemic problems that need some serious addressing. There is a widening gap between the privileged and the disenfranchised. Between cultures and genders. Between our personality and our humanity. There is a rising tension that the train is about to come off the rails. I have often wondered if it has needed to. 

With the level of managed tension and rage that lives underground, there has always been a sense of a Big One coming. Living in California for most of my life we were always told that the Great Earthquake was always a When, not an If. In the US, economic, racial, and political tensions feel to be accelerating. Goats are being scaped everywhere. The emotional body of a nation is in a pressure cooker being put into a fire by a compromised media. 

As this is being stoked and fueled, each individual is being affected and that adds to the energy of the collective dogpile. ‘They’ have found a way to keep the violence intact, and even when there are peaceful protests, there are provocateurs to make sure it all finds its way back to chaos. 

What action and power do each of us have in these times when it feels like it is all coming unglued? I think that is one you have to ask yourself. What feels like the most aligned with your purpose here? If it is to advocate and protest, then I say do so with all the Love you have to muster. That is possible. If it is to hold the space for the Kali phase of this death and rebirth then hold it with the might and compassion of your heart and soul. If you are to shine the Light of the New Earth then shine that Mother with all the power and glory that is within you without compromise. 

The collective needs us to keep feeling and healing our own violence and suppression. It needs us to get clear and focused without judgment on timing. If you are feeling deeply, shifting your timeline, and aligning yourself with Love and Purpose, you are making a difference. If you are able to really start loving yourself and overflowing to others, you are serving. If you are holding to your truth without judgement of others you are shifting consciousness. 

It may get bumpy and a bit scary, but if we hold the Light and turn that within we can make this transition with Grace. This is what we each came here to witness, experience, and help heal. 

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Schumann Gaia Spikes, Timeline Jumps & Light Body Activations

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: I checked the Schumann/Gaia resonance before bed last night on May 25th and it was already spiking then….which continued on through with strong surges of energy into sleep time and into the Now.

Looks like the resonance reached a peak in amplitude of 72 HZ yet there is also a three hour gap of time where the readings weren’t being picked up at all or recorded. These ‘gaps’ are always interesting to me as it could just be instrument malfunction….or a timeline skipping or jumping or a glitch in the Matrix (which is collapsing in the moment during this Covid event). This one feels like a timeline skip to me, which is understandable considering all of the converging/diverging timelines that are playing out right now!!

I felt surges of energy all night long during more shallow sleep that wasn’t unpleasant at all, yet highly activating. I also woke up with lots of energy, focus, soul purpose passion, and clarity….which is also due to moving into a fasting and deeper transition phase to living mostly on prana/light and away from ‘3D food three meals a day as fuel’ programming. That transition has been going on for me since last August and allows for more activation of your light body and a lighter and expanded experience of reality.

Eating lighter right now does seem to support the upgrading and activating process that is going on. Light-filled foods such as vegetables and fruits (especially fruits) provide the light body with more capacity to hold light. Consuming foods in liquified form of blended soups, smoothies, or hummus also allows for more lightness in the body. Denser foods weigh the body down with much energy going toward digestion of them. The more sensitive you become to your light body, the more you can feel the process of digestion of solid, dense food and the more unpleasant it becomes, honestly.

If you are experiencing body aches and pains right now, this could be a sign of needing to move into lighter eating in order to receive more of the light codes coming in. Yoga w/pranic breathing flow and deep stretching also serves to move light more into our bodies.

This is also a time of veils thinning, timelines bleeding through, and Metasoul Aspects (from other lifetimes) coming into your reality. Galactic consciousness is expanding too….contact (physical and non-physical) increasing and much support provided by these connections with our Star Family. Deeply emotional reunions are happening for many during this time.

Emotional body traumas from ‘past’ events and situations are also coming up to be felt with the part of you that experienced them, especially the Inner Teenager. The Inner Teenager is triggered by all of this advocating, disclosing, and contention, often leading to social rejection or acceptance. I will share more about that later in a separate post and about our group call tomorrow where we will discuss that process and provide a guided meditation to connect with your ‘Black Sheep’ and social interface part of you.

NOW is a highly activating time and opportunity to truly go into deeper phases of embodiment of these higher frequency energies. Within your heart, within your cells, within your mind….as a reflection of the Divine Infinite essence that you ARE more and more becoming!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

This is a guided meditation to activating music that I did as a bridge to Arcturian Healing Chambers, which are wonderful detoxifiers and activators on all levels: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Raphael and I shared more about the energies going on now during this Covid global awakening event, the galactic openings happening, and a guided meditation to connect with Pleiadian energy through swimming with Dolphins in this livestream recording here: https://youtu.be/omPnfzeOO2E

More info about our group call event currently going on Free To Be 2: Navigating the 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Sacred Journey Of My ‘Black Sheep’ Inner Teenager

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by Kalayna Solais

I harvested some photos from an old Facebook account the other day, at the request of a part of me that you’ll hear about in a moment. The last time I used this account was when I was 25 and walking into it feels like walking into my teenage bedroom, my dorm at university, and all of my ‘first apartments’ I lived in. There’s a treasure trove there of past romantic and would-be romantic connections, creative endeavours, and friendships that my parts then thought were very deep.

This ‘self’ I used to live in, the ‘me’ part of me was constructing, vibrates with so much need to be seen, heard, felt… loved. There was so much performance and not just creatively. There was so much energy around who these parts of me thought they needed to be, what they needed to look like, how they needed to act in order to draw a guy’s attention, to get ‘picked’ for a gig, to become the healer I was driven to be from a very young age, to fit in yet stand out.

Underneath all of that, lies so much sadness. So many feelings of ‘I’ll never make/have it’ despite doing ‘the work’ that I was told then I needed to do.

Underneath all of that, lies so much loneliness. Feelings of ‘I’ll never be loved the way I want to be’ and choosing to try and become a fun party girl and sleep with whoever came into my field for that evening, to feel somehow validated and seen and like people actually did want to be around me…

The ‘me’ I see, the ‘self’ I feel as I share that, is my Inner Teenager who was essentially uninitiated into true femininity and womanhood. Who learned from media pressures what it would take to become anything at all with any real presence in the world, and therefore, what it would take to be loved and to feel like she belonged.

Her name is Katie. And this was the name I went by for all those formative years in my birth family, in early adulthood, and when I first began my SoulFullHeart journey.

Katie struggled with feeling like the ‘Black Sheep’, as have other young parts of me. She felt this way, always, with birth family. She often felt this way too among other young women but also with young men. I haven’t had many relationships with men or close friendships with women my own age. It was very painful for this part, for my awakening Star Seed and Inner Child self too, to really feel any sense of deep connection or belonging with the crowd.

Katie tried many things to cope with these feelings, but none of it ever felt like her… the emptiness and depression remained. When I feel into those ‘Katie’ years, I feel such a soul lineage coming through, of being sometimes the youngest of women in a group, tribe, community of healers and priestesses, or a young, budding, feminine being that couldn’t quite find the initiation she was seeking into true womanhood and Sacred Union, though she so longed and ached for that! It almost feels as if I/Katie would have been diagnosed as manic depressive at the time. The highs were SO high but the lows were nearly catastrophic.

The ‘Black Sheep’ feelings now feel to me like an ache for initiation that our souls actually know very well, for better or worse. The answer to that has to start within and keep coming back to what isn’t happening yet within… the space that isn’t being taken to really feel and honour who you ARE in all the breadth and depth and textures of that. It’s a deep journey of finding the answer to that ache more and more within your Metasoul and in relationship to your parts. Self-initiation, self-belonging, becomes the focus and the desire and also the reality even as you may be drawing resonance and belonging, finally, on the outside.

This is still an ongoing journey for everyone, it feels like, until the veils of separation really vanish for good. It ultimately feels like a pain of ‘not belonging’ with the Divine and a deep desire to move beyond duality. There’s no one person or being outside of us that can do this work for us. Just us being dedicated to ourselves and to being with every single step of this sacred journey back into oneness.

Katie agrees!And is grateful for your heart and soul taking all of this in… 😀

Much love! ❤

***

Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Bigger Picture Of The Covid Global Awakening Event

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The weeks continue to be catalytic and expansive. This one no less than any other. We began the new round of Free To Be Calls with the topic of Money and that set of a firestorm of process for all involved. There were many digestions, awarenesses, and movements as a result. We also continued to feel the current energies of the Coronavirus and the New Moon on May 22.  You can read it here. 

Featured this week is a piece from Jelelle Awen. In it, she takes an eagle’s eye view of the Global Covid Awakening Event and what different timelines are presenting themselves and how compassion is an important aspect of these times:

All of us who came to Gaia at this time have chosen to experience a phase within this 3D Matrix consensus reality for the growth it offers to go through it and emerge out of it. Some of us became more bought into it than others and sometimes have been deeply plugged into it for multiple timelines. Before you would judge and condemn others who are still ‘asleep’ or label them as ‘sheep’, you can feel with compassion the parts of you that needed to go through that phase too and WHY they did. For many awakening souls, it is possible that they STILL have parts of them that are plugged into/corded into this 3D Matrix (for example in birth family relationships, mateships, and jobs). You can lovingly invite these parts of you to be felt and help them unplug through healing the emotional/soul traumas that may be keeping them stuck and plugged in.

The next ‘Free To Be’ group call series begins this Wednesday, May 27th @ 10am PDT. The second call of this series will focus on the Inner Teenager and his/her relationship to what is currently happening in the world today. With the shifting times, there is an opportunity to share your truth and that can create waves in your social world that may trigger the ‘black sheep’ part of you that has experienced social rejection for being different. We will share about how to digest the trauma around this invalidation experience from this life and other lifetimes. You will connect with your Inner Teenager in meditation to open up negotiation and collaboration during these shifts. 

You can offer a donation at any time and receive the recordings and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 

In this week’s edition of our Museletter, there is a sample of the last group call as well as the series overview for those that may have not seen it yet. There are many new articles and audio blogs from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman. SoulFullHeart Collaborator and Facilitant Deya Shekinah has two very potent writings based on her personal process and growth of her parts during these times. 

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

If you are interested in a session, we begin with a free consultation for 30-45 minutes over Zoom with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to work with in sessions. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Matrix Collapse Q & A W/Pleiadian Meditation FB Livestream | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

I had an intense dream early this morning where I was driving an out of control car with my partner Raphael Awen….going in the wrong direction on the freeway. Trucks and cars were swerving out of the way and I was able to maneuver around them to avoid getting hit. As this was going on, I heard a voice saying to both of us, “You need to stay grounded in your bodies. This is about embodiment and making it through chaos!” Although it was intense, I also felt this sense of deep trust that we would be just fine.

As I digested this dream after waking, it felt to me to offer a sense of the massive change and transition going on at collective levels. And also to represent those of us going ‘against the grain’ and ‘against the mainstream flow’ to offer an alternative perspective to the pervasive consciousness.

There is risk in doing this. It can be tricky to maneuver at times and even painful as relationships fall away. Yet there is increasing trust that being willing to be authentically yourself, share your truth (even if controversial), and to remain in your heart/body/soul as you do this is worth it.

Perhaps you are too experiencing intense dreams and feeling like you are ‘doing work’ during the night on other levels? We are moving through the Pleiadian portal still with connection to them increasingly available right now. This is offering increased activation of pineal and pituitary glands….leading to intense dreams, astral/remote viewing journeys, altered states of consciousness, foggy/loose mind states, energy flushes/rushes, etc.

As we go through these deeper stages of 3D Matrix collapse, disclosure on so many levels and converging/diverging timelines happening, there is ALSO a continuous flood of 5D high frequency energies coming in. Before this dream, I had spent hours yesterday in bliss afterglow of union with Raphael in body/mind/soul/heart, feeling closer to each other than we ever have in collaborative soul purpose and daily living.

Sometimes the bliss pushes up the mess….the water of love bringing up the oil of deeper fears. All of this is being held space for right now as the Divine, Ascended Teachers, Guides, Star Family/the Pleiadians all provide support to feel it ALL.

Join Raphael and I tomorrow, Sunday May 24th at 11:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) for a Q & A livestream here on Facebook sharing about the Matrix collapse to transition to New Earth. You can join us live or watch the recording on my facebook feed https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen or on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience whenever you want to after we upload it.

We’ll respond to your questions and comments, plus offer a guided meditation to connect from wherever parts of you are right now to 5D with the Pleiadians. A helpful bridge from their lived in experience of Ascension to us as we go through our own death and rebirth process around it!

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Here is a timezone converter if you need one to convert from Victoria, British Columbia PDT time: https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html…

Here is a recent writing about the Pleiadian portal: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/16/energy-update-pleiades-portal-open-w-5d-timeline-activations-healing-of-abduction-programs

Here is a recent writing about the timelines happening during this global awakening event: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/21/bigger-picture-of-the-covid-global-awakening-event-w-diverging-timelines-to-come-into-oneness/

Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL six of them by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Deeper Intimacy With Self Through The Explorations With Money

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By Deya Shekinah

Wow, what a topic money is. I feel so many layers and parts wrapped into the explorations with money. One of the things that Jelelle Awen offered in the SoulFullHeart Free To Be Two group call about money this week, was how some can relate to money as a false god. This landed straight away as what I experienced within my family, how earning money gave meaning to life and felt like the only meaning to life as there was no spirituality or religion in my upbringing. I feel how my Inner Masculine, David, took this on and how my Inner Child, Yazzy, was stifled by this. Since she was always so multi dimensional, she didn’t believe this to be true, but as there was no one bringing any other meaning, she became capped by that.

I remembered a time when a male family member said to me that ‘money is the only thing that matters in the world’. At the time, I was blown away that anyone could believe that. As I feel it now, I feel so much density in that picture of our world, the lack of joy or spaciousness in it. As I feel David, I sense this energy within him as the conditioning he received from birth family members. 

Right now I am in a transition into a new way of being and earning money, that is bringing light to David’s relationship to money.  I hold and feel a lot of trust around money after years of transitioning and exploring money. This transition has grown into a deeper awareness and understanding of a greater meaning of life, as well as what abundance looks and feels like to me. 

I have learnt that abundance is many things. Not only money, but time, connection, vulnerability with others, space to BE. These all feel like abundance to me. I am coming to know and feel that my inner feeling of abundance is what draws abundance on the outside including financial abundance, even as that is still growing. For David, I feel him seeing this abundance coming in and seeing money coming in for offering my Soul Gifts, but he still does not FEEL abundant.

The group call has helped me feel this with him, his reality more of distrust and lack that he has been in and learnt throughout this 3D experience, sure that has been the 3D experience. One of the core beliefs I feel held in David is, ‘there is never enough money’., I see how much this creates that reality for us because he is so focused on ‘there is never enough’. He cannot appreciate or acknowledge it as it is coming in. I feel how it is the ability to be grateful for what IS, in the moment, that draws more of that thing to you, which of course is a journey, not something you can create through bypassing feeling the lack of gratitude. 

I feel how this lack of money belief is actually a cover up for lack of love, connection, communication and boundaries, it feels like. Money becomes this huge focal point when there is no other meaning to life. Money has become this huge elephant in the room, where we think about it, worry about it, are anxious about it, but we do not really honestly talk about it, at least in my experience and in this culture of my current geography. The shame, the guilt, the resentment around money is of course going to make it heavy and joyless. This feels like it creates blocks to, and a push/pull within us and our relationship to money, as well as abundance in general. 

I feel the lack of joy the Inner Masculine can hold around life in general, which then seeps into his relationship with/to everything else in life. I feel David feeling joyless, I feel him longing to experience joy as my other parts do, his sadness that he cannot seem to meet them there. Yet I feel how no one has ever asked him what he likes, what the meaning of his life is, and how he has been disempowered throughout this 3D experience too.

So now there is this new ground to walk out with him, where he is included and wanted, where he gets to feel and heal too because he is valued by me through this process. So this is where talking about money leads us, perhaps not straight away to more money, although I feel that coming in but to deeper connection, understanding and intimacy with our parts, and with each other eventually too.

You can purchase the recording of this Free To Be Two group call about money and attendance at/recordings of future group calls in this series by offering a donation of any amount. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2.

Love,

Deya & David

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Collaborator & Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

Bigger Picture Of The Covid Global Awakening Event W/Diverging Timelines To Come Into Oneness

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By Jelelle Awen

There are three timelines (and maybe more) revealing themselves during this Covid-19 event. Even what you call this event and identify it as and how you relate to which timeline shows which timeline you are most anchored into. For the last two months, I have found myself floating into these various timelines, visiting them, dipping in to understand, feel, and share about what I see in order to digest it for myself and others.

I am mostly anchored (and have been for several years) in the New Earth timeline of 5D living supported by an awakening emotional body, soul, and galactic consciousness. From this vantage point (which is kind of like an eagle’s viewpoint as it soars from above), it is easier to feel, without personal charge, what is playing out below. You have probably felt this yourself in moments when the bigger picture context of your soul/Higher Self comes through for you, rising above the content and contention. There is a deep compassion from this perspective, yet also a detachment to the outcomes.

As Yeshua has offered me before, this consciousness state is ‘one of being IN the world, not OF the world, yet still caring FOR the world.”

In the 3D timeline, there is holding onto the programming and conditioning that has always been there, a comforting presence of False Parent/False God that provides/dictates guidelines about how to live, how to be, and how to think. The Matrix that has produced this consensus reality is collapsing on 3D and 4D levels, yet those who are still deeply plugged into it are not aware of this yet. There is still the automatic mode in their 3D Self of obedience, of conforming, of believing what is told to them by 3D sources. To move out of this place of limited consciousness is each individual’s sovereign choice. They cannot be forced, pushed, dragged, convinced, or fought with in order to leave it.

The soul choices when this crucible of 3D obedience to the Matrix system experience is complete and when to unplug from it. Gaia will no longer offer the opportunity of this 3D Matrix experience in the future (including the unique crucible of money) and is already moving more deeply into 4D. Souls are choosing whether to move into the next phase of awakening or whether to leave this Earth plane now.

All of us who came to Gaia at this time have chosen to experience a phase within this 3D Matrix consensus reality for the growth it offers to go through it and emerge out of it. Some of us became more bought into it than others and sometimes have been deeply plugged into it for multiple timelines. Before you would judge and condemn others who are still ‘asleep’ or label them as ‘sheep’, you can feel with compassion the parts of you that needed to go through that phase too and WHY they did. For many awakening souls, it is possible that they STILL have parts of them that are plugged into/corded into this 3D Matrix (for example in birth family relationships, mateships, and jobs). You can lovingly invite these parts of you to be felt and help them unplug through healing the emotional/soul traumas that may be keeping them stuck and plugged in.

The other timeline is one of 4D Death and Rebirth, awakening and questioning, battling tyranny vs. liberty, being imprisoned and finally getting free. There are the dawning realizations in this timeline that become quite exciting. There are rabbit hole searches that lead to more discoveries. There is the waking up and not able to ‘go back’ to not knowing. It is as if a mask is peeled away from your eyes, a veil lifted from your soul, and layers melted away from the 3D Self facade/self image.

This can also be quite a painful and difficult timeline to be in for many souls. There is rejection here, being socially ostracized by birth family and friends, and relationships moving into more dissonance than resonance. No longer accepting the 3D Matrix narrative provided by the Global Elite, your Inner Teenager may be activated now and wanting to rebel against it, sharing alternative and countering viewpoints that go against this narrative. This can draw scorn, kicking, and even accusations of being ‘crazy’, ‘insane’, and other insults from those still in the 3D Matrix. This is a painful process. It hurts parts of us to be labeled this way and it pushes up lifetimes of being persecuted for being different, being ‘witches’, being something other than what is acceptable.

You can feel the pain of this even in those who seem so clearly and squarely in their alternative truth telling with righteous and passion. The cost to many of these truth tellers on a personal level has been quite high and yet their soul compels them to keep offering a countering viewpoint to the norm. The ones who can move into compassion in their hearts for themselves and others experience less suffering than those who are constantly going to battle, within and with others. Yet, that is part of their journey too.

The areas of truth telling that are currently receiving disclosure from the 3D narrative are as follows: the Global Elite’s previously hidden agenda that reaches into many areas of our lives; the blatant programming by the 3D Mainstream media and entertainment; the dark underbelly reality of pedophilia, dark rituals, and sex trafficking; the greediness of 3D pharmaceuticals and suppression of natural remedies; the distortions of the Divine in mainstream religions, and MUCH more. There is SO MUCH that is being disclosed right now that had previously been in the shadows.

This Global Event is shining a very bright light into the dark. It is waking up masses of people out of the 3D timeline and moving them into the 4D death and birth of awakening. This is about much more than just a virus…or even about tampering with an upcoming election in the U.S…..or even about the Global Elite and their agenda. This IS increasingly feeling like the Global awakening event that we have been waiting for. It might not look or feel like we expected it to (or perhaps wished it to), yet with where collective consciousness AND unconsciousness is currently at…it seems to be exactly what we needed in order to go to the next level of our Ascension.

The higher timeline here, that soaring eagle viewpoint, offers the significance of the global awakening that is happening now. You feel then how momentous this so is, beyond the temporary inconveniences and restrictions it is causing. You can feel how love has ALREADY WON and the current reality is a play out of a messy necessity to getting there in more of our collective experience.

High frequency energies from the Great Cosmic Sun and our sun are flooding in right now to support those who need them with Schumann/Gaia resonance waves. Activations of the pineal gland, the causal chakra (back of the head), and the solar plexus/third chakra are especially happening now. I’ve been sharing about galactic activations and contact experiences (physical and non-physical) that are increasing in amount and intensity during this event.

Through this all, a sense of Divine support and holding is constantly here to be connected into and with. Whatever timeline a soul is sovereignly moving through, there is no judgement from the Divine about which is better or best. ALL will ultimately arise into their Infinite Love essence, having gone on a truly sacred journey to get there in the meantime.

love,

Jelelle Awen

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Welcoming Everything In Closer, Sacred Union Within

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By Deya Shekinah

This past month has been a deep dive with my Inner Teenager, Yasmin. We have been digesting so much together and navigating many timelines collapsing and arising. 

It has been a very tender time of feeling the reality of her experiences in this life, especially how she has been in relationship with others. Yasmin has always been such an open book, I have felt in this time of less sharing how her openness hasn’t always come from a place of self love. I’ve been feeling how she has shared such deeply intimate details of her life with others, with anyone really, because she so deeply longed to be felt, seen and heard… something she didn’t receive much of.

As we digested together, I have been writing but when it has come to sharing publicly, I am becoming more sensitive to her vulnerability. I am learning that instead of sharing, I can let her land more inside of me, letting her feelings be felt and validated by me, by Jelelle Awen and by those closest to me, who I feel safe with. Rather than trying to understand, I am learning to listen. To listen to her stories, the ones she has buried deep down and disconnected from. Feeling all the things she could not feel in other times of her life because she wasn’t safe to.

I am realizing all she has ever truly wanted was to be welcomed in all that she is and all that she feels, rather than only being desired, wanted or welcomed in certain energies of who she is. Her tears were so close this morning. I feel how other parts of me have learnt to try to fix her or push aspects of her emotional reality away. I feel how she also experienced this in all of her relationships to varying degrees.

As I moved and danced, I welcomed all of her in closer than ever before, all her tears, all her longing. She felt unsure at first, as tears have always been hard for her to feel without someone else holding space. As her tears were always hidden and not welcomed, it has taken me a long time to realize that they can be. As I grow through this process as a space holder, I am able to offer her a new narrative around tears and sadness, as I see more and  more how her longings and tears are the doorway to our desires for life.

She cried. She let go into me, resting more into the pain in her heart. It felt beautiful. It feels like the beginning of a new relationship, except this one is just with me. I want all of her because I know how much she has held alone, how much wisdom she holds because of that. I feel how deeply she loves when she is welcomed in all of who she is, and how the pain of not being welcomed has broken her heart open to life.

I sense some deeper layers of heartbreak arising, feeling the pain of relationships that didn’t work out and the times it has felt to her that people wanted her but only certain parts of her. The feeling of not being wanted in her fullness touches these tender tears. There is a growing sense of gratitude to those people who weren’t ready for all of her. I am a stronger woman because of it, who feels love for and loved by every aspect that makes up this expression of me. I no longer have to be more than or less than. I can be me, this beautiful bliss mess embodied as a woman. Trusting that as I love myself and see myself more and more, I will attract others who can only show up for the same.

Love,

Deya x

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Collaborator & Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc