Category: Parts / Subpersonalities

Unanchoring From 3D Timelines Into Co-creation of 5D New Earth Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen
The previously beloved timelines are becoming outgrown now. These timelines, mostly anchored in 3D consciousness reality, were activated by versions of you that needed them once. The specific settings and details of their environments served to support situations and experiences that you chose on a soul level to experience this life for certain phases. The people in these timelines agreed to be there and go through the duality and polarization between love and fear experiment with you.
 
You co-created these timelines together that would most allow you to heal wounds and traumas based in the emotional body of your Metasoul/Higher Self source. The density of 3D creates a viable ground to ‘land’ into these woundings and offers the opportunity to really viscerally feel them. In this way, 3D is NOT bad, just very different and denser than what our souls are mostly used to in other fractal expressions. It is actually a polarized conditioning that has us judge 3D as ‘bad’ rather than seeing that we chose it on a soul level for the opportunities that it offers to REALLY feel and heal and complete wound-based patterns and legacies.
 
As your soul essence comes IN more to your consciousness and your vibrational frequency begins to rise, these more 3D based timelines don’t resonate in the same ways anymore. You start to create 4D-based timelines through growing spiritual interests, desires to heal and be healthy, and embracing the Divine Feminine process of death and rebirth to burn off the ‘old’ and arise into the new. Rather than creating a harmonious blend, the 3D timelines vibrate with more and more dissonance when you are in them.
 
Others that are STILL anchored in these lower frequency timelines remain in synch with them….yet YOU are shifting and changing. This doesn’t make the souls who are still resonant to the 3D timelines ‘lesser’ than you, they are just choosing to remain longer in these frequencies for their own growth. Again, both the coming togethers and the completions have been agreed to on the soul level…..no one is abandoning anyone else or betraying anyone else or actually rejecting anyone else although it can feel that way to 3D-based parts of you and them.
 
Experiencing this growing dissonance can be very challenging for the parts of you that are still attached to the pervious timelines and relationships that are anchored into them. Parts of you feel the comfort of them and the safety…..the KNOWN of the exchanges and transactions that vibrate at a 3D level. And, mass consciousness is still predominately anchored here, so there is LOTS of collective support for these timelines.
 
Parts of you (and your soul) are becoming more consciously unhappy though, wanting more, dreaming of MORE, aching for love and soul resonance. Awakening experiences such as Kundalini surges, non-duality driplines, glimpses of Divine realization of Oneness are all serving to create your NEW, higher vibrationally-based timeline. You start to draw relationships that are more resonant in these higher vibe timelines…….with souls that, again, have agreed to BE with you in this next phase of the experiment.
 
Negotiation with the parts of you that are attached to these more 3D-based timelines can help with the transition into the NEW. You can connect with a Protector part of you that has just become used to being guarded, used to feeling like you are being ‘attacked’, used to being misunderstood as all aspects of 3D reality (and experiences from your Metasoul/other timelines too). You can offer this part of you compassionate love from your heart that appreciates ALL the Protector has held and responded to. You are inviting them to start to rest from being so vigilant and to trust YOU (your growing 5D Self) to set boundaries when necessary, to make self loving choices, and to be the main caregiver of all the other parts of you (such as the Inner Child). You can get to know the Punisher part of you too that has learned to judge or BE judged by others as part of 3D conditioning.
 
These parts of you can move into the NEW timelines too, bridged to it by your love and acceptance and embracement of them. Their energies become transmuted then from protection to guidance; from punishment to intuition and clarity. Read more here about parts and Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
Here is a simple meditation for connecting with your Protector part: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA
 
These INtense SOULar, Lunar, and Gaian energies are supporting the creation of soul-based timelines that resonant in ALL areas of your life. These NEW timelines offer a mirror reflection of your goodness and worth in ALL of your relationships. These NEW timelines offer no longer being able to tolerate ANY patterns and playouts of abuse, either with others and within yourself. These NEW timelines activate for you if it is your soul’s choice time for them to manifest and you will be offered much support for their arising manifestation.
 
These 4D and transitioning to 5D timelines, more than anything else, offer LOVE and an experience of yourself as Infinite Love in Sacred Human Form. Make them real through your love-based choices. Create them through letting go of what previously was anchored into fear polarization. BEcome them in THIS now as you offer love to ALL parts of you and to others!
 
MUCH love to you and with you as we create the New Earth/Gaia timelines together!
 
Jelelle Awen
We offer a bridge from 3D timelines (through parts connection) to your higher timeline through a 1:1 bridging session (90 minutes for $55 USD min. donation) with me for women and with Raphael for men! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Raphael & Jelelle On The Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show: Recording

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by Jelelle Awen

This is the recording of a wonderful interview that we did last week on the Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show with resonant host Crystalline Diamondloveheart. It is 90 minutes of interesting conversation about embracing rather than resisting your shadow aspects and difficult emotions. We talk about how in spirituality the shadow can be bypassed or try to be ‘cleared’ or seen as ‘negative’ and the gifts of embracing yours through conscious parts work process.

This provides a great INTRO to us, our journeys, and our SoulFullHeart work. I also lead a guided meditation to meet the Protector part of you at close to an hour into the call. We also have a special offer discount package on a session, my books, etc. that you can read more about here: http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/jelelle-…/

INjoy and we’ll be appearing on the show again this Thursday, April 26th at 8:00pm BST to share some more of our sacred journey and stories together as a couple on an awakening path. More details coming soon about that and how you can either join us live or to listen to the recording afterwards.

One listener said this about the show on YouTube: “So glad you posted your interview with Crystalline. I was on the live call & the energy you and Raphael brought was out of this world. I’m looking forward to hearing it again. And your meditation was magnificent. So glad your teachings are spreading, the planet is lucky to have you both.”

Go here to register to receive and be involved live in all future Enlightened LoveHeart & Soul shows: http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Recreating HIStory: Day 2- Seeking The Brothers Of The Battlefield

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This is the second in a series of writings that I am feeling guided to share about my personal, yet very collective, journey into the shadow of the masculine heart, and the soul aspects that are contained within. The purpose is to feel and heal what has still been hidden around power and leadership in the service of Love to Self, romance, community, humanity, and Gaia. I look forward to any engagement that you may feel guided to express along the way. You can even recommend a place for me to go that may have some significance for you. I feel this is a co-creative journey between myself and those that take this in. You can find the beginning of the series at https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-gabriel-heartman/recreating-history/

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A few days ago, with the assistance of the divine feminine guidance of Jelelle, Raphael and I took a meditative journey into lands that seemed to shift and change. It was difficult for me to determine a specific timeline. It was as if multiple timelines were presenting themselves at once. But the theme was the same. A carrying out of orders for an emotionally and spiritually devoid leader. Not following our own heart, but projecting our own power unto the throne of dictatorship.

Death was all around. Bodies strewn across a battlefield. The energy in comparison to my own frequency was quite intense. I saw my own ‘brother’ taking things from other fallen men. We were guided to turn ‘off’ the scene, remove the war vibe, and connect to these souls in trauma. In their eyes, I could see and feel the PTSD. The insanity of it all. The vibration of the violence still lived inside. To feel the serenity of the stillness was a stark contrast. At that moment, these men could feel the depth of how far they had ‘fallen’, how much they had given away in their own search for power.

It was important to stay separate from the scene. I have tended to dwell on the story when all that was needed was to ‘grab’ the brother out of the situation and place him in another frequency that is much lighter and higher. It is not about just releasing the energy either. They needed to be placed almost in an ICU environment that Raphael and I are calling New Camelot, a more 5D frequency. This gives these lives a new lease on a new life. A new timeline to integrate.

What I learned from this experience is that our ‘past’ lives, which are really happening right Now, are energetic imprints in time/space. That is where the karma lies. In this rescue mission, led by our Higher Selves, our Protectors/Gatekeepers, and other guides such as Metatron and others, we are seeking out this karmic energy so that it can be transmuted into love and integrated back into the Metasoul. The gifts of these lives, no longer stuck in the karmic swirl, are the increasing sense of true power that is centered in love and not fear.

Raphael felt, too, that it will be important to bring these lives back to their original timeline(s), so that there can be a completion of the ties that bound the hearts and souls to the leader. A loving “fuck you” and an invitation to bring them and the other men into the fold of our Higher Heart. That is where shit gets collective!

Wow… I am seeing this whole new world of what our imaginations are capable of! We truly have the gift of recreating the world from within, one cluster of lives at a time. This is going to be a wild ride. I feel a possible series of writings coming from this experience that will invite other men to seek their own inner quantum multidimensional healing journeys. That is a mouthful, but more importantly heartful and soulful. I look forward to what is arising and will arise in me as we continue to unfurl what lies at the core of our male story.

More to follow…..

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Embracing Resistances During This Huge UPgrading Process

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By Jelelle Awen
HUGE upgrades to ALL of our bodies possible right now during this intense passage of high SOULar winds, geomagnetic shiftings as Gaia ascends/shifts her magnetics, coronal holes to make us WHOLE release more sacred masculine frequencies to heal the collective energies….wow! AND, a meteor shower from Lyra is coming into our skies with the best times to see it before sunset on Sunday, April 22nd.
 
This cosmic weather activity is getting and keeping my attention personally, as I can feel my DNA and my intuitive capacities tuning into it and being upgraded by it. I was able to serve a beautiful soul in session space yesterday morning and then spent the whole day after that in meditative download and journey space. Much conferencing and partying with my star family too. There is a party vibe in the moment with our Star BEing allies/families, along with a good kind of urgency about the accelerating shiftings going on for us Gaians.
 
Guidance from star family led me to explore more about the Lyra constellation yesterday, without even KNOWing that there was a meteor shower from there going on in OUR skies right now! I love it when that happens! I am getting more sense of our galactic cosmologies and origins as connected to Lyra. Well, ONE truth anyway that seems to resonant for me and what my Metasoul/Higher Self is connected to. It may resonant for you too and put some pieces together. I’ll be sharing more about that as it digests for me and lands more in my heart.
 
What IS in my heart today is a piece that I was feeling with my star family about resistance and what I have been offering during session space too. I sense that these cosmic energies are pushing up MORE resistant frequencies that live and vibrate in our emotional bodies, Metasouls, physical bodies, etc. to be felt and responded to. As we go into our ‘next levels’, the previous ‘levels’ start pushing up oil.
 
Resistance has been a result of our 3D experiment into duality and polarity…it vibrates at both the collective and personal levels. Resistance happens as seemingly ‘opposing’ forces push against each other. It is one polarity of positive and one of negative meeting another. Resistance comes from fear, yes…..it is a resistance to experiencing love-based frequencies that want to shift it and transform it into love. Yet, what I feel is even a deeper invitation related to resistance is to explore how you RELATE with it.
 
Resistance can take the form of panic, distrust, anxiety, contention, feelings of being ‘attacked’, wanting control, suspicion, etc. Resistance can also manifest in the physical body as muscle tensions and pains, headaches and migraines, flus and colds and anything that ‘attacks’ the immune system. Resistance can manifest in the experience of ‘negative’ entities or other spirits ‘attacking’ you or implanting things ‘against your will’.
 
If you resist your resistance, then….more resistance is created. Or, as I have called it before, fear is holding the space for more fear. BUT, if you feel resistance as actually having GOOD reason for being there and if you respond to resistance with curiosity and self love, then you are able to actually get to the concerns that are underneath the resistance. It is usually the Protector part that has resistance and that is because of ‘past’ hurts or pains or traumas that the Protector is concerned you will experience again.
 
The Protector can put up resistant feelings as a smokescreen to block whatever you are trying to do or BE because it is primarily concerned that you and other parts of you will get hurt again. This is especially the case if you are stepping into your bigness in some new way, wanting to serve love again, aligning with your soul purpose, letting in NEW relationships that are based on love and soul resonance. These are ultimately growthful and good things for you, yet the Protector part of you might not ‘get’ that at first.
 
Sometimes, though, resistance is a good kind of warning sign from your Protector that something is not right or good or resonant for you. When you can check in and negotiate with your Protector, asking them, “What are you concerned about right now as I can feel your resistance to this?” and they can respond……THEN you can start to feel where the actual source of these feelings are coming from. And you can negotiate with this part of you from there and move through the resistance that way, either by not doing whatever it was or by doing it or by a middle ground. Really, it was the being willing to feel the resistance and where it comes from that moves it. It is not ‘fusing’ to the resistance, yet having a relationship WITH it that allows it to open out into love again. More about the Protector and other parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts.
Here is a simple meditation to connect with your Protector and begin negotiation with them: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA
 
Ultimately, polarity wants to move into balance. We find that balance from WITHIN through the feeling and BEing with the push and pulls from inside. These Ascension energies of PURE light and love will reveal the resistances from within for you to be curious about, to respond with compassion……to not resist your resistance, yet rather embrace it and the parts that hold it.
 
MUCH love to you as we journey through the temporary closing downs, the opening outs, and the BEcoming of what is on the other side…..TOGETHER!
 
Jelelle Awen 
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Recreating HIStory: The Journey Of Healing The Heart And Soul Of Men

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This is the first in a series of writings that I am feeling guided to share about my personal, yet very collective, journey into the shadow of the masculine heart, and the soul aspects that are contained within. The purpose is to feel and heal what has still been hidden around power and leadership in the service of Love to Self, romance, community, humanity, and Gaia. I look forward to any engagement that you may feel guided to express along the way. You can even recommend a place for me to go that may have some significance for you. I feel this is a co-creative journey between myself and those that take this in. You can find the beginning of the series at https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-gabriel-heartman/recreating-history/

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Our imagination is the portal to our healing and our greatness. It is the receiver and transmitter of our multidimensionality. The stories we create, witness, or both, bring us into a relationship to our selves and our other lives living in this Current of Now. There is no knowing whether these stories are “true” or not in the 3D scientific way. They are just embraced and felt. It is the feeling of the story that brings us to the precipice of healing.

This can be difficult for many men, myself included, to lean into the intuitive imagination as a guide to where the healing lies. It has direction but it is rarely linear. A more skeptical part of us may have a hard time just trusting what is being seen, or even ‘seeing’ at all. And then, of course, is the fear of witnessing what we may not want to see. A hidden or repressed reality that lives within us in our consciousness in protected and/or locked places in our heart and soul.

My journey has taken me into a deeper realm of my unconscious, my shadow. It has been centered around truth-telling and care-taking. In my initial explorations, I could feel a deeper distrust of my own power in relation to others, women, and life itself. This comes from a part, or parts, of me that feel to keep a lid on the volcano within in fear of what it may expose, or harm.

When I felt more into it, I could sense a collective male dimension to it. The over-expression and under-expression of true male power. There was a feeling of many timelines where power was abused and lorded over. It was both claimed and given away. It feels like a necessary journey for any man to come face-to-face with his own conqueror, demiurge, and killer, as well as the dominator and suppressor of the feminine.

This is not to assume singular responsibility of guilt for the collective, but rather to feel where power and love were not aligned with each other in our HIStory. Where do we have brothers in our soulscape that are experiencing the horrible events that have caused so much suffering and death? Where have we felt deep shame and guilt that have caused our truth to remain contained in the depths of our being?  

This is a cosmic rebalancing act of ambassadorship. A quantum, multidimensional service of love. I feel to stop here and let this digest as I have written more about a meditation experience that I had with Raphael and Jelelle recently. It is proving to open out the possibility of a longer arch of writing that will focus on the journey of discovering and feeling the heart and soul of men. Feels like a big thing to take on but I can follow the feminine in me telling me to take it one step at a time.

To be continued…..

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Energy Update: Higher Heart Collective And Personal Healing

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By Jelelle Awen
The geomagnetics are picking up…..Body toxicities may flush up again too from these…..flu-like, migraines/headaches, etc. as the cells clean out the memories of sickness and disease and any deathstyles that you may have chosen in the past. You may have felt them in the night and found that you couldn’t sleep too deeply. Like a hum moving through or a buzz….lighting up the cells, stirring up DNA, activating crystals. I was awake around 2:00am feeling like I had eaten sugar or drank caffeine, even though I had not. I listened to soothing music and eventually drifted back to sleep again.
 
I also felt a sadness move through my Higher Heart that felt connected to the emotional body pieces that I have been feeling more with women in sessions lately. Now that we are a couple months into regular, weekly sessions together, there is an opportunity to feel through the tender places connected with core woundings that just SO need love and attention and have often been layered over by Protectors. Getting to these deeper places is a relief and offers such a big release and I always feel honored to witness, hold space, and offer my heart/soul to serve these movements.
 
Also, I was digesting a touching movement with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman yesterday that I helped bridge to as we connected to the sacred masculine Metasoul frequency. These two beautiful men who have been in my life longer than any others are leading and exploring NEW frequencies of sacred masculine based in vulnerability AND strength that arises from within and in brotherhood together. They are truly kings of the heart and soul, which was so evidenced in their experience of THREE timelines overlaying each other in which they connected to Metasoul brothers of theirs (similar to past lives only happening in the Now and from the same soul source yet NOT them).
 
The three of us went to these battlefields and invited the putting down of arms, weapons, and battling….which these brave Metasoul brothers accepted and are now in recovery. It was beautiful!! So much more I could share about this yet it feels likely that they will write about it soon. I highly recommend either of them as space holders if you are a man looking to expand your soul and even more deeply heal your heart to embody your sacred masculinity! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Tonight (April 19th) is when the windstream carrying pure sun codes from the widening coronal holes to make us WHOLE will really be coming in….to probably be felt more strongly even tomorrow. I feel as if those of us ahead of the curve in ascension feel these energies on the tip or leading edge of them, before they really ‘land’ in the atmosphere where they are then received and experienced more collectively.
 
April 20th feels important though….offering more of a collective infusion and activation to be felt by more souls than ever. Consciously felt. Some souls will still see and experience this at a 3D level, yet more will be asking if there is something deeper going on. The cries of the world ARE loud and getting louder, yet more hearts and souls are awakening within themselves to answer these cries and to respond to them with love and compassion.
 
More rumbling activities are happening in political disclosure (as it moves from 3D into 4D transitional phase) so this may be connected. These energies offer activations of choice points based in serving love and moving the ascension process onward….whatever that means in each particular situation.
 
MUCH love to you from my heart and soul to YOURS as we journey into those places previously feeling dark and unknown that become familiar and beloved through the light of our love!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Another New Earth Now Wave of SOULar Winds/Storms Coming In

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By Jelelle Awen

SOULar winds incoming again starting today (April 18th)!! Maybe you are already feeling them? These gusties are bringing in a geomagnetic storm with them that is flowing out from WIDE coronal holes in the sun’s surface. This will probably extend for three days through April 20th. And, this is after last week when so many souls felt and were impacted by the winds and geomagnetics that came in with them!

You will probably experience these energies on a physical level again through light headedness, change in sleep patterns, even your organs and nervous/respiratory systems going through shifts and changes as more Star DNA is activated on the multidimensional level. There can also be rushes of BLISS and PURE joy with these energies too. Whatever is UP to be amplified in your feeling consciousness states in the Now is coming forward.

Aches and pains can continue in the chakra vortex areas that are being activated right now, what I am calling the Personal Sun, Higher Heart, and Gaia vortexes. I felt for over two years that the chakras were shifting and received a clearer picture of that in the last couple of months. Here is a guided meditation where I bridge to these NEW chakra vortexes to allow for deeper activation and integration of these recent ascension energies:

Actual SOULar activity in terms of flares and sunspots is minimal right now, so some are feeling that the activation waves are not what they were expecting as connected to the solar ‘event’ they’ve been anticipating for awhile now. My sense is that these winds are meant to bring in more subtle possibilities of transformation rather than a sudden and one time soular FLASH that changes all of society in an instant. I’m still not receiving that sense of a one-time ‘event’ that shifts everything. Many souls would not be emotionally ready for that and it could cause huge chaos and collapse of our current 3D-based industrial systems too.

Rather there is a sense of step by step, sometimes gradual and sometimes more accelerated, activations and then integrations that are available to us in waves. This is being paced, timed and calibrated to our collective consciousness and what we can actually let in and digest. AND, it is also individually experienced at the depths and levels of where each soul is at in their awakening journey. Your personal navigation is greatly respected, as is the soul’s choices around timing and pace. This process is held by our Higher Selves, by our star families, and by the Divine with MUCH love and compassion for the impact on us.

These waves of energy carried on these winds ARE powerful and can be life changing IF you are ready to take them in that way. They can provide a boost to your soul-based clarities, illumination of your deepest desires and passions, and support your need for deep self love. There may be more personal negotiation to do with your Inner Protector and other parts of you that are still attached to 3D life, relationships, and careers before life changes can be made or the next level of 5D consciousness truly embodied. To really anchor into 5D reality as your ‘everyday’ one requires that previous 3D anchors have been let go of and this can be a very painful and difficult process. So, while part of you may be impatient for New Earth consciousness to BE yours in all moments, there may be other parts of you that are still holding on for reassurance and safety reasons that run deep in your emotional body.

It seems that this is how disclosure of Star BEing reality, technologies, and alliances is being approached as well. There is much sorting through and negotiation of where, how much, and in what ways to bridge star BEing awareness to Gaians. This is being held for application to the collective consciousness AND in the approach to each person as well. Increased star family contact through dreams is happening for those who are ready for it. And some contact in the physical as well, although this is not the favored approach in the moment as it causes more emotional reactivity and even shock/trauma to parts of us. Also, etheric journeys through meditative states are providing ‘easier’ access to star family reunions, contact memories, abduction traumas, and abandonment wounding. This is an important aspect of ‘shadow work’.

I offer here a guided meditation to open up access to your shadow aspects and whatever needs to be seen there around this may come forward for you to feel:

These kind of self-lead journeys with your Protector  aspect coming along release sometimes traumatic and sometimes very uplifting scenes and emotional states that have been previously buried in your subconscious mind and emotional body.  You are held with MUCH love and care during these movements by your Higher Self and Divine Guides/Aspects, so you can trust that you CAN handle whatever needs to come up and be felt by you.

Staying in heart-based appreciation and trust around these energies allows for a deeper letting in and embodiment of them. These energies are happening WITH you and not ‘to’ you or ‘against’ you. Ultimately, these energies ARE you.

Acknowledge the impacts of these energies on your physical/emotional/chakra bodies, yet also hold in heart that you are choosing to be impacted by them. Embrace the transformational shifts that come as a result of them rather than resist them. Respond with love to the parts of you that may be fearful or resistant or just distrustful of the Ascension process…or are afraid that they will be ‘left behind’.

You are BEcoming LOVE in this Now and as you more deeply realize this, gratitude becomes more and more your ready response.

MUCH love to you as we go through and in and UP together!

Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

 

Your Soul Purpose Arises As You Arise Into It

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by Kalayna Colibri

Your truest and deepest heart and soul vocation is not chosen by you or any part of you. It chooses you! It is not so much a process of grabbing at it or “going for it” as becoming it from the inside out, like a sculpture arising from clay, shaped by the hands of love.

Your soul purpose arises organically from the ashes of what you’ve let go of, the fires you’ve walked through, the choice points you’ve navigated. It aligns with your soul bigness, challenges you to continue your growth path, invites you into a deeper trust in the inevitability of your awakenings and offerings to the world around you. This happens even with parts of you that may be polarized to fear, trying to bury your emerging sense of it underneath layers and layers of self-punishment and 3D focus that serve to keep you small. The greatest and most frightening shifts in life, for parts of you, are the ones that challenge you the most to be your biggest self. Their push-pull around it is about the comfortable discomfort of the womb they’ve been waiting to birth from. You are the mother of your parts, gestating your soul expression, and life is the doula awaiting at the end of every birth canal, working to guide and hold you through what can feel like a very long and difficult journey.

Every part of you will relate to this journey of soul purpose differently. Some will shun it or disbelieve it and others will want it so badly that they may become the dominant part of you that holds your spiritual journey and discoveries, often with an agenda and also an overemphasis on “needing” certifications, recognition, etc. along with a feeling of urgency, of needing to be living it out NOW, without really feeling all of the ways in which you already ARE. If your soul purpose is to arise from the process of your life and your choices, then the grabbing and aggrandizing of it won’t bring it any closer any faster and won’t humbly let it in the process of claiming and deeply becoming it, step by step.

Your vocation may not be exactly as parts of you had imagined it to be, as the “self” you’ve been up until this moment thought it would or could be. Or maybe it is! Either way, you CAN trust that it WILL emerge and in fact already is emerging. You can trust that you are finding your way, even when it feels like a fumble in the dark and that the fog stretches for endless miles around you. You are being invited into your service-of-love self and you are popping through your next and next ceilings, being in your bliss-mess, learning how to surrender to love as the biggest facilitator of all and the greatest “boss”, trainer and teacher you’ll ever have! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Care-Taking Is Not Love-Making

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

I am currently in a process of feeling arising layers of care-taking and truth-suppression. This has been an ongoing theme in my healing journey. I questioned whether to get personal with it but that feels like it hides something. Doesn’t really make it true or real. As one who offers his heart to others in service of love, there can be a part of me that wants to teach from my experience rather than just be vulnerable to it. It is the vulnerability that needs to lead in leadership, not the suppression. That dog don’t hunt anymore.

This all comes about as my sacred romance is seeking deeper ground to walk upon if we are truly wanting to fly. (Yeah, that doesn’t make mental sense but my heart gets it.) Suppressing our truth, whether conscious or not, is a multi-layered dynamic in one aspect, but is also just plainly rooted in fear in another. A fear of being seen as an ass, a fear of harm, a fear of collapse, a fear of getting even closer. The latter is probably the bigger fear for to a part of us, for the higher you climb the farther it is to fall.

Care-taking is not really love-making. It keeps both parties small and parts in stasis. It may feel loving in a way, but in the greater context of growth and genuine care, the truth that feels insignificant is being made so by a part of us that fears that Love is not in charge of the outcome, even if it is completion or judgment. The fear of rejection and pain from within is what we are avoiding.

It is getting in touch with the part of me that doesn’t trust Love, women, men, people, life, et. al. It is a soul reconciliation of karma that may be playing out among individuals and metasoul aspects. There can be a history of abuse on both sides of the coin. It is also the deep fear of intimacy and what still lies in shadow as we go deeper down the rabbit hole.

The care-taking is a resistance to reality. An allergy. It is not a pleasant thing to feel how that can be a part of me that is keeping someone else small in order to feed its own fear of bigness and love. It is not to be judged but held with compassion and curiosity as there is always, in my opinion, a damn good reason. It is choosing to go into the depths of my own heart, seek guidance and reflections from others as that is the only way we can truly see and feel ourselves.

Love doesn’t always feel like it should. It is meant to poke and prod, rattle and shake, crack and release. This hermetically sealed creation we call our reality is bound to give way to a Reality that is found in the depths of our human heart and soul. It is already present. We can deny it, but it does come at a cost, usually greater than a part of us truly wants to pay. The only thing that is guaranteed is that wherever our truth brings us is where we were meant to go.

I guess I did wind up teaching there. Just part of my soul. I feel the words teaching me above all so that it can resonate with those it is meant to serve. If you are interested in feeling more into your healing journey with those that are in constant reflection and feeling themselves, we offer a free introductory call to see how SoulFullHeart may serve you. You can email us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Embracing Your Shadow Aspects During These Intense Energy Shifts: Teachings And Guided Meditation (Video)

Published on by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this audio recording of a live Unity Meditation call, SoulFullHeart co-creators, teachers, and facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen teach and share about the geostorm energies and SOULar winds that occurred during the past week. These cosmic weather events helped to illuminate personal processes, such as galactic awakenings and unearthing shadow aspects and wounding. Physical symptoms may have been a factor as well. The invitation is to embrace these energies with curiosity and self-love. Connecting with your Inner Protector is what helps to negotiate the access into the shadow and hold space for what comes up.

SoulFullHeart Facilitators and co-founders Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri then share about their personal processes during this phase of intense upgrading. At 35 minutes, Raphael and Jelelle then lead a guided meditation to connect you with Mother Mary and Archangel Metatron, along with your Protector. You are guided to go underwater, under a lake in the light of the moon. You enter a building and pull back a veil to reveal whatever is meant to be seen that has been previously hidden in shadow.

The touching, personal sharings that followed from the group participants have been edited out for privacy reasons.

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