We Are Here To Support You: Message From Binkh & The Arcturians

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By Jelelle Awen

She stands beside me as we gaze out into space. Binkh, the Arcturian aspect of my soul, and I are at the edge of Gaia’s atmosphere in a light ship with a view so open that it feels like we are IN space. The ‘floor’ is also see through and transparent. We are surrounded by the landscapes of Gaia from an off planet perspective that most of us never get to take in. I have been offered this perspective many times by my Star Family over the years, as it immediately brings in a larger context to the dramas, play outs and timelines happening on the surface.

She shows me that there are many light ships hovered in Gaia’s orbit, which I have also seen for a couple of years now. Some of them disappear, zipping out, even as others appear/zip in to take their place. They feel to be both from nearby planets and also some from far away galaxies. These ships are not visible with 3D vision, yet rather become quite clear when viewed with the third eye from a higher, multidimensional frequency. Binkh is showing me all these ships even as she is vibing to me that they are all here to SUPPORT humanity during our collective awakening process.

“This is not an invasion. We are here to support you,” she ‘says’ to me telepathically as I take in the various sizes and shapes of the ships all around us. I can FEEL the support from these ships and my heart opens wider to let it in. I have immediately that familiar expanded sense of NOT being alone in the Universe as the 3D picture has so often offered.

The Global Elite/Cabal/Deep State have programmed us to believe that we are alone and dominant in our Universe to keep us from the awakenings that occur when we connect to our galactic consciousness and Star Family DNA/Genetics. They have also programmed us through mainstream entertainment to be afraid of aliens attacking us, invading us, and dominating us. Aliens are almost always portrayed as violent, manipulative, largely unconscious beings with no compassion that humanity has to fight off for our very survival.

“They are done on your planet now,” Binkh says as she hears me thinking about the Cabal. “Their agenda has run its course. Their programmers have left to be reconciled. Their players and controllers are being reconciled too. Reconciliation allows for digestion of the impact on others of their actions, to feel and own the suffering they have caused and to genuinely want and receive forgiveness from the Divine. Much of this process is already happening and now more of humanity will learn and discover this too, in order to go through their own reconciliation process.”

She is sharing things that I have felt and digested already, yet the energy of complete love and acceptance with NO judgement is what lands in my heart in the moment. No judgement toward the Cabal. No judgement toward them as the ‘evil ones’, the ‘dark ones’, or the ‘sick ones’. No judgement toward the Architects and the Programmers who enslaved humanity and many Reptilians as well to run their Matrix programs. No judgement toward humanity itself for all of our battling tendencies, yet rather deep compassion for our journey and the experience of it.

I can feel how her non-duality, her consciousness of total non-judgement is LONG (millions of years) in the development for her species and that humanity has quite a ways to go to match that. Yet, there is a template in her and the Arcturians for us to take in and follow that helps to accelerate the advancement of our consciousness. As we connect with the part of us that judges self and others, our Inner Punisher is able to shift into humble discernment with love energies. I have experienced that myself over the years and in serving others.

“There is so much judgement going on during this time of Global Awakening,” I tell her (which of course she already knows). “So much contention, clashing opinions, making others wrong, proving points, so much divisiveness and splitting. We have so long been a battling species….battling ourselves, battling each other, battling other species, battling our own planet! The violence has been programmed in us for so long now. I know it is not our essence. I know our essence is Infinite Love as children of the Divine. It is challenging to feel love in this process sometimes, even as I trust that is what we are moving toward.”

She grins at me in her unique way and a wave of love comes from her heart to mine. “You see divisiveness, yet we see Unity happening. Humanity is united now in response to this event. And, remember that parts of you were once afraid of me. Parts of you tried to battle me and other Star BEings as you felt you were being ‘attacked’ by us. You were programmed to believe that you should be and you hadn’t reconciled and healed the traumas of your experiences of visits with me on the light ships during childhood. Now that you have and for many years now, you have stopped battling yourself and others, stopped battling Star BEings like me and other ‘aliens’. Your fear has moved to love. Your warrior has moved to ambassador. If this can happen for you, it can happen for any human as you ALL share the same potential and capacity as One.”

The rallying cry for the Q-Anon movement flashes through my mind, “Where We Go One, We Go All” as an example of what she is offering here. This is being used currently in a way to unite those who are awakening to the Deep State timeline ‘against’ those and to exclude those that the movement is ‘fighting against’. The ‘All’ does not actually include the ‘All’ in this case.

Binkh agrees with me on this and adds, “The ‘All’ ultimately DOES indeed include all of humanity and all of us as Star BEings as well. This is a Unity Consciousness code that has been offered to humanity by the Divine, filtered down through to land in the Q movement. You will eventually be able to accept and embody more and more of the All as you move beyond the current disclosure phase that brings up your anger, your sense of injustice, your desires to be sovereign, your need to be free. Your emotional digestion process as a species is very important. You have shown me that, Jelelle, through our work together and your work with SoulFullHeart. We are here to support you in the phases and stages that you need to go through to reach that All place of acceptance of each other.”

As I feel that supportive energy from her again, I can feel the sacredness of humanity’s journey….even in our messiness, our hatred, our judgement, and our fear. I can feel the support from the Arcturians and other Star BEings gathered from around our galaxy and beyond for the WHOLE process of it. There to witness as we find our way through the deaths to emerge out into the rebirth that they KNOW we are going through to emerge out as sacred humanity.

Then, she shows me a vast room filled with their sound and light healing chambers. Swirling disks and vortices of light surround many humans laying on the treatment beds within the chambers. I get the sense that these humans have each chosen to be there through their own individual awakenings and activations of galactic consciousness. She vibes to me that these healing chambers help us detox from 3D and 4D energies/programs on many levels and activate our 5D Indwelling Christ/Sacred Humanity frequencies. As I have experienced myself many times, these chambers offer a powerful healing to our minds, bodies, energy fields, emotional bodies, and souls.

“We are HERE to support you,” she says again and it goes in deeper as I can feel how many of us are starting to accept and receive this support. And my ALL is ignited in a happy and hopeful response to feel it already happening in the NOW.

Love,

Jelelle Awen w/Binkh

You can read more of my beginning awakenings to galactic consciousness and my relationship with Binkh in my book Keep Waking Up, available at soulfullheart.org/books.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Punisher: https://youtu.be/SXlufQ_WBUU

I recommend the recently released documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind: Contact Has Begun with Dr. Stephen Greer to activate your galactic consciousness connection inside and out with amazing video footage and photos of contact experiences with E.T.s. It is available to rent on YouTube.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event and providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call meditation series, which starts on May 20th through June 24. More information here if you’d like to join us live and/or receive the recordings: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Healing Expressions Of The Rising Sacred Masculine, Pt. 1

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An epic SoulFullHeart session with Raphael Awen this weekend. So much so, I will need to write this up in two parts. The first half was a revisiting of my inner masculine part named Marcus. Recently, I have been invited to partake more and more into reintegrating back into service by co-leading with Kalayna Solais a Saturday follow-up discussion group with those that attend the Wednesday Free-To-Be group calls. (For more info on the upcoming series go to soulfullheart.org/freetobe2)

This brought up some prior frequencies within my masculine to show up with some compensatory energy, meaning a little more energized and outbound due to some underlying feeling of inadequacies within him to be a leading edge part of this group. What came up for him was an image of a bull in a china shop. Like he is not sure how to be in a space when things get tender. My feminine is quite capable of holding that space, but Marcus, when he is ‘up’, can be a little more mental in those moments without letting the feeling just do the ‘talking’. 

He began to wonder, “What then is appropriate masculinity?”. That was a portal question to what feels like a grappling of the wounded masculine’s relationship to the feminine, as well as a reaction to what is referred to as ‘toxic masculinity’. There is this fine line of wanting to be in balance and honor with the feminine, express and claim his power and intuitions while avoiding this ‘toxic’ distinction. 

The first thing that was brought to him is that just this very question alone suggests his reverence for the feminine and the holding of the sacred space. It also mirrors a long-standing notion that the feminine is fragile. This was deeply ingrained in me from early on in my life as my mother was a very sensitive and emotional woman in the despair direction. This set up an unhealthy dynamic between her and my inner child that he had to make sure not to ‘hurt mom or else who knows what would happen to her’. 

Well, through much of my healing and experience with other powerful women, I recognized that this was a part of her wounded inner child tugging on my inner child. This ended up transmuting into recycled alcoholism and I eventually had to say no more. I had given all I could until it was clear I had to cut the cord of this dynamic. This has played out in multiple Metasoul timelines as well in regards to feelings of guilt and shame over how I had participated in the suppression and persecution of the women. 

Interesting that I find myself within a more feminine offering to explore and heal all of these wounds and beliefs that I have had around the Feminine itself and women in general. It inversely leads me to more of my own masculine expression as I connect with the relationship to my own feminine and how She is a portal into my sacred masculinity and my Love ambassadorship. But I have had to go here first. To my inner masculine and hash out these old dynamics and create a safe environment to let his masculine flourish like the wild stallion he is and wants to be. 

It felt appropriate to share this after Mother’s Day as a reminder that the relationship to Mom is an integral part of any man’s journey. It really needs to be brought into consciousness so that we can truly see and feel how we relate to Womankind and the Sacred Feminine. Thanks so much for taking this in and I hope that it shines some awareness and questions for your own journeys. 

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Announcing Free To Be Series, Part 2!

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Yes! It is another week and another compilation of SoulFullHeart transmissions at your ready. As we continue our efforts to bring you the most of our downloads and experiences, we are offering another round of the 6-week ‘Free To Be’ series. Read the full Museletter here.

Featured this week is a piece from Jelelle Awen. In it, she talks about the birth of the first ‘Free To Be’ series and how much it has shifted for all of us here as well as those who participated. With the ongoing collapse of the 3D matrix, as held in the form of a pandemic, Jelelle felt an ongoing series could hold a safe place for others to be felt in all that was moving within and without:

As it became increasingly clear that this was a significant global awakening event (far beyond just a restriction due to a virus), I felt the call to offer a shelter in the storm during the beginning phase of it. I felt there would be much to digest and feel about what would be disclosed during the detox to 3D life. That shelter took the form of a weekly group call series over Zoom that we felt guided to call “Free To Be.”

The next ‘Free To Be’ group call series begins next Wednesday, May 20th @ 10am PDT. Through this Free To Be Two series, you will feel empowered to think about and feel through the practical steps to walk out at this time, including a focus on money transition to soul purpose livelihood. You will also feel the social area of your life and connect to the ‘black sheep’ and socially rejected part of you who wants to step out into their truth in a new way. You’ll receive more sense of the 3D Matrix/Cabal collapse that is going on in order to unplug from it and deeper galactic support/activation from your star family. And finally, you’ll realize your potential to BEcome an Ambassador of Love and 5D Bridge into the New Earth to others and other parts of you as well.

The first call of this series, on May 20th, will be an overview of how the current money system is a 3D Matrix program that is in transition to being about energy exchange based on soul purpose expression. You can offer a donation at any time and receive the recordings and also the link to attend any of the future calls live if you can or want to. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 

In this week’s edition of our Museletter, there is a video of sample clips from the last Free To Be series with Raphael and Jelelle Awen to give you a sense of what those groups are like and the teachings that are included. There is also a wonderful video of Raphael and Jelelle transmitting Light Language and Sun Codes while on a magical walk through the forests of Vancouver Island, BC. SoulFullHeart Facilitator, Kalayna Solais, offers an overview of what one could expect in a SoulFullHeart 1:1 session.

There are many new articles and audio blogs this week from SoulFullHeart Facilitators/teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen, as well as SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and facilitant/collaborator Gabriel Heartman. There are energy updates, personal process digestions, and ways to look at and feel what is happening on the 3D, 4D, and 5D consciousness levels.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

If you are interested in a session, we begin with a free consultation for 30-45 minutes over Zoom with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to work with in sessions. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Energy Update: Recodings/Upgrades As The Matrix Deprogramming Process Accelerates

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: MAJOR recodings going on right now on chakral/emotional/mental/physical/cellular/DNA levels…really these are NEW codes of Ascension, of Sacred Humanity, and of our New 5D Golden Earth. These codes are often ‘waiting’ in your soul field to come in, usually hanging out in the Personal Sun chakra (about two feet above your head.) I am getting from my Star Family that these codes are universal/collective upgrades for humanity, even as they offer personal recodings as well for those who are ready to receive them at that level.

These codes can come in when space/vacancy has been made in your consciousness from deprogramming at the 3D/4D levels, which is going on bigtime right now during this Coronavirus event. Deprogramming goes on as you awaken from the programs that have been ‘fed’ to you via the Matrix control systems. On the 3D level, programming is primarily offered through the birth family codependency structure, 3D school system indoctrination, mainstream (another word for ‘3D’) media, mainstream entertainment, mainstream medicine…mainstream EVERYTHING really. What has been experienced as ‘mainstream’ is actually what the Matrix has wanted you to believe SHOULD be how you live your life, how you think and feel about your life, and to influence how you make choices about your life.

There is a massive deprogramming and unplugging going on right now from this 3D Mainstream Matrix. ‘Conspiracy theories’ are being shared and taken in online in ever increasing numbers (even as they are being heavily censored by the Cabal/Deep State). They are opening up new options, viewpoints, truths, and realities beyond this 3D narrative. Critical thinking, following intuitions, questioning mainstream narratives, awakening your consciousness…..these are all threatening to the 3D Matrix ‘power players and controllers’ because then you are becoming deprogrammed, freeing yourself from them.

The dark, hidden agenda of these power players is being revealed and seen in major ways right now, especially driven by Qanon. Qanon feels like a necessary sovereignty movement birthed from the leader in the ‘pursuit’ of personal liberty against tyranny, the United States. It is still within the polarized frequency bandwidth of 4D spiritual battle and warfare, yet moves the collective closer toward the ultimate timelines of more freedom in expression and living for all sentient beings.

On the 4D level, programming is much more subtle and often largely subconscious. It operates on archetypes, unconscious projections/triggers, collective consciousness/unconsciousness, primal impulses, etc. Programming is mostly ‘landing’ in our Reptilian Self at this level, who then projects it out to us as its human counterpart. The Reptilian Self also goes through a necessary questioning, awakening, deprogramming, and liberation phase as we do as humans. We go through this process together it seems, whether conscious or not.

I share more about the Reptilian Self mutual liberation process in this video with guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

As I’ve mentioned before, there are MANY light ships in Gaia’s orbit right now, witnessing and offering support to us during this global awakening/Matrix collapse EVENT. I see them every time I tune in with my third eye. Galactic disclosure is a very important aspect of global awakening and Ascension. As we connect with our Star Family, we can receive the DNA upgrades and recodings that are waiting for us in an even deeper way. Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

I’ve been going into a quiet, receiving mode as I have taken a week off from doing sessions and our group call series. In this receiving space, I have been connecting a few times on a light ship with Star Family members that I have a long-standing relationship with, my Arcturian Aspect Binkh, my Pleiadian Aspect Lezza, my Mantid Aspect/Cosmic Mother Ingrit, my Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect Trista especially. I can see myself Jelelle (a more coming into 5D version), Jillian (my 4D self), and Ranca (my Reptilian Self) all laying on treatment tables.

They are in healing chambers, which are spinning vortexes of light and sound technology that is hugely supportive to our upgrading process. Each of them/me is going through a sort of centrifuge process in these chambers (which feel mostly like Arcturian tech) where the lower frequencies and 3D/4D programs are spun out and ‘off’. Then, the NEW higher frequency codes can be downloaded through energy transmissions, which often seem to be carried through Kundalini surges. Kundalini is an energy system that I feel now is connected closely to our Reptilian Selves, which is why it can be very intense for our human systems to take in, especially if 3D fear programs are still running. I have had powerful, quantum movements in short amounts of ‘time’ connecting in this way to parts of myself/Metasoul Aspects while allowing energy flows/movements to happen beyond what my mind can track.

Sound healing, energy healing, laying in the sun to let in the codes, connecting in nature, speaking light language, healing emotional traumas from this life with parts of yourself, healing karma/fear loops from other lifetimes with Metasoul Aspects, connecting in Unity Consciousness frequencies with your soul family….are all ways to prepare and receive recodings/upgrades.

I have been listening to this powerful Kundalini activation music to provide a transmission for these movements, which you might find useful as well. I recommend laying down with headphones and listening for about 15 minutes the first time, gradually increasing the amount as you get used to it: https://youtu.be/Uofw9UeQ2Ss

Our galactic consciousness can arise as we let go of what we’ve known of our unified humanity ‘mainstream’ consciousness. We can receive the codes we most NEED right now to let go, let in love, and become Infinite Love within our human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Free To Be 2: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition Six Week Group Call Experience Starts May 20!!

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By Jelelle Awen

In mid-March, I could feel the shiftings that I had been sensing on a 4D level (especially in the 4D AI Matrix/Reptilian level) for a couple of months start to manifest in our world. This was when businesses started to close, schools sent children home, non-essential travel was discouraged, and life as we had known it for so long went on pause. As it became increasingly clear that this was a significant global awakening event (far beyond just a restriction due to a virus), I felt the call to offer a shelter in the storm during the beginning phase of it. I felt there would be much to digest and feel about what would be disclosed during the detox to 3D life.

That shelter took the form of a weekly group call series over Zoom that we felt guided to call “Free To Be.” I put together the topics for each group call in about ten minutes, letting my soul download what would be needed in a loose way that would also allow for meeting the needs of the moment as we went along. Raphael Awen, my beloved mate and co-creator/teacher/facilitator of our SoulFullHeart process, showed up WITH me for those six weeks, trusting that the structure, the content, and the participants would flow and find their way.

We were amazed when the call generated over $2,300 CAD in an unexpected and very welcome revenue for us through the offering of completely optional donations. The donations ranged from $5 to $160 depending on what people could afford to give during this time of pressed income earning and economic shutdown. Over 66 souls signed up to join us on this journey, to either attend live every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT or to receive the recording and listen when they could.

For six Wednesdays in a row, we gathered in our ‘zircle’ to connect in an organically formed community together. Raphael and I offered expansive teachings from the SoulFullHeart paradigm and process, plus sharings from our personal processes and experiences during sessions with others. The presence of the Divine Mother and Divine Father was felt throughout the series, showing up mostly in the form of Yeshua, the Magdalenes (Mother Mary, Mary, Anna) and Kuan Yin. The guided meditations during every call were rich visualization journeys and high frequency Divine love energy transmissions, providing an invitation to go deeper within, bridging to parts and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes that needed connection and comfort, plus necessary digestion of all the shiftings going on in the collective and in our personal lives during this event. We bridged to the inner masculine/Protector, the part of us that is most involved in our relationships, the Reptilian Self, aspects in other lifetimes, the Gatekeeper, and much more.

Every call we had at least 30 souls show up with us, which felt like such a blessing to feel their virtual presence contributing to the Unity Consciousness vibe. There were active sharings and conversations on the chat, and individual sharings during the calls from those who felt moved to do so. The energy amongst the group was supportive, empathic, compassionate, and resonate….a true balm to the contentious energies moving through in so many interactions right now! We formed a community during these calls, with many choosing to share more about their experience on our SoulFullHeart Facebook group after the calls. Eventually, we also started offering follow-up discussion group calls with SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Collaborators Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman to allow more digestion of what was happening during the calls and a more intimate space for connection. You can read more about the Free To Be series here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

It was clear about halfway into the first series that we wanted to offer another one. It felt like an abrupt cutoff to a shared experience that was offering so much to all of us! So, out came the next offering from us during what feels like the next phase of this transition….reopening. Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition is our new six week group call series, again occurring every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time). The series starts on Wednesday, May 20th at 10:00am PDT and runs until June 24. There is more info about Free To Be 2 here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

We are offering this second installment of our Free To Be Group Call series experience as a bridge to becoming more aligned with your Higher (5D) Self during this time of 3D/4D Matrix collapse during this Coronavirus event and beyond it.  Through this Free To Be Two series, you will feel empowered to think about and feel through the practical steps to walk out at this time, including a focus on money transition to soul purpose livelihood. You will also feel the social area of your life and connect to the ‘black sheep’ and socially rejected part of you who wants to step out into their truth in a new way. You’ll receive more sense of the 3D Matrix/Cabal collapse that is going on in order to unplug from it and deeper galactic support/activation from your star family. And finally, you’ll realize your potential to BEcome an Ambassador of Love and 5D Bridge into the New Earth to others and other parts of you as well.

You can attend the calls live with us and you will receive the recordings to keep and listen to later if you want to or can’t make it live. You can donate to join us at any time with ANY amount that you want to offer after May 20th and we will send you the recordings of those group calls you might have missed. You do not need to have attended or listened to the six group calls from our first series before coming to this second one. Although, we do highly recommend listening to the recordings from the first Free To Be series.

You can offer a donation to attend and receive the recordings of the Free To Be Two Series; to join the follow-up discussion group calls every Saturday during the series; and purchase the recordings from the first Free To Be series at our shop or via: paypal.me/jelelleawen. If offering via paypal, please provide a note letting us know what you are purchasing.

We are excited to see where this next Free To Be journey takes us and to connect with those of you drawn to join us! We look forward to connecting deeper with you!

If you have any questions, please email Raphael Awen at soulfullhearts@gmail.com or send him a message via the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/SoulFullHeart-Way-Of-Life-

Love,

Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Kalayna Solais and Gabriel Heartman

We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

“I could sense that the ‘Free To Be series’ was going to be a huge portal for me and my parts, I knew I was being invited into BIG shifts if I was ready to jump in. Sometimes there is only a sense of something that draws or calls you in, a knowing, this is going to be HUGE. The topics of each week somehow felt like they were designed to support me through what was next, the Divine knowing what was coming even as me and my parts did not. I did not want to miss the opportunity of expansion that I know continuously comes through the SoulFullHeart process, or being in the circle of BIG Souls that it draws too.” Deva Yasmin, Free To Be participant, SoulFullHeart Collaborator -Read rest of writing here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/23/free-to-be-series-digestions-reflections/

You Are The One You’ve Been Waiting For

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By Raphael Awen

Never before in our lifetimes has there been an opportunity like the one that stands before us now, in the Now. Every longing and ache you’ve experienced to inhabit new energies, new unfolding timelines, realizations of your soul purpose expression, drawing the deeper mateship of deep heart, soul and body resonance; all of that and more is at the door in a way that it hasn’t quite been before.

If that feels true, for a part of you, it can produce anxiety around the questions of how, or will I actually be able to take advantage of this time, or worse – who am I to think I could actually see dreams come true. That only happens in fairy tales.

Well, your life is a fairy tale.

The fairies are waiting to tell the tale of you as you make the changes that your heart is calling you to, in this do or die drama that you find yourself in. The fairies along with hosts of other dimensional support beings await your courage and choice to embrace this birthright of your being.

Never before has the feeling of possibility been so pitted against the feelings of ‘it will never happen.’ Where is all this madness coming from you ask? It’s coming from inside of you. Between you and life as you know it and these unmistakable dreams that never cease to haunt you lies your emotional body, and visceral reactions coming from parts of you to this opportunity that is here now. Never before have they wanted what they want like they want it now. Never before have they felt such hopelessness at the same time. Who wants to step into this chaos, and who would step into this chaos should one choose to do so?

A Higher Self version of you, a Super-Me, as I heard it called this week, is wanting to lead you into the centre of this chaos, at least what feels like chaos to a part of you. This Higher Self version of you doesn’t see this chaos as anything but an opportunity that your soul has longed to inhabit. Your Higher Self version of you isn’t waiting for any outside authority to issue you a licence or an authorization to proceed. That authority can only come from you. Your Higher Self cannot and will not act independent of you, the you that you normally think of as you. You came here to learn about your power and your choice. You came here to learn about the distraction of giving your power away to outside-of-you authorities and then from there, to come to learn the comparative difference of what it feels like to be in your power, and then from that new there, you get to be a broadcast of that very thing into the collective for others to tune into for their own becoming.

The biggest choice to engage this power is to no longer deny this domain of what has felt like chaos to you, in your emotional body, the feeling reactions coming from parts of you that have deeply shaped your life as you know it today. The reactions of deep despair in relationship with your unrealized dreams are the portal to the path of actually fulfilling those dreams. The first step onto this path of realization is just as fulfilling as the next, and the one after that, and strangely not any more exciting than a week or a year from now. It’s all unfolding you. The courage you will foster and grow within this new arising you will be called upon to embrace new journeys in this unfolding of your fairy tale of the infinite love that you are.

What if a romance novel or porn addiction is only a shadow version of these aches and longings awaiting your escort into a new life? What if the battles with money and work life chaos is only a drama awaiting your embrace of what’s real inside? What if illness in your body is only a call inward, nothing more, that resolves itself in self loving inquiry? What if it’s all YOU waiting and wanting to come into the ripe possibility that every cell in your body is attesting to being here Now? Love is wanting to prove something to you, something new, one profound and magical step at a time.

You and only you are the one you’ve been waiting for.

I offer a free initial consultation for those drawn to the SoulFullHeart process of deep healing and awakening. More here: soulfullheart.org/sessions. I’d so welcome hearing from you if you feel I and SoulFullHeart is part of your next steps on your awakening journey.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

 

Why Did I Come Here?

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I came here to experience the bliss and the mess
I came here to learn what it means to be human
I came here to create whatever spirit calls me to create

I came here to heal the suffering and the trauma
I came here to love that which appears unlovable
I came here to remember all that I had chosen to forget

I came here to forgive myself for I have always been Forgiven
I came here to serve the love that only I was meant to serve
I came here to bridge my heart to yours, my parts to me

I came here to give it my all
I came here to fall
I came here to pick myself up again

I came here to understand that not everything makes sense
I came here to resolve that I am not meant to be solved
I came here to laugh, to dance, to sing, and make love

I came here. I am here. Now, it is time to BE here.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Becoming A 5D Bridge During Ascension (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

Becoming a 5D Bridge during Ascension is about the bridging of love and healing primarily INSIDE to the parts of you and Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes who need you and who you need as well, deepening into mutual gift exchange as the transmutation from trauma to love occurs.

This video is excerpts of teachings from our final Free To Be group call in the series on May 6 with Raphael Awen and I about how to become a 5D Bridge through parts connection and embodiment in ALL areas of your life. We talk about the seven areas of life and what Ascension from 3D to transitional 4D into 5D looks and feels like from the SoulFullHeart perspective.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kalayna Solais and SoulFullHeart Collaborator Gabriel Heartman share in the video about their process of becoming a 5D bridge. We also all speak in light language to each other, which you are welcome to JOIN IN from wherever you are too to babble along with us.

You can purchase the full recording of this group call recorded on May 6 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharings from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all the calls in the series through offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is a writing about the 3D/4D/5D Self and the 7 Areas Of Life: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/3d4d5dselvesquestions

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our next six week group call series Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition starting on May 20th!: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart sessions, community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org

Scorpio Moon Energies Invite Embodiment & Integration

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by Kalayna Solais

We’ve entered a new phase now where embodiment and integration of everything we’ve been feeling and healing so far is the ongoing process, even while there’s still so much more to keep feeling and healing.

Astrology is not my forte this life, but when I feel the ‘Scorpio’ energy of this full moon, this is what I feel is the invitation. To me, ‘Scorpio’ or even the energy of a scorpion itself, is about embodiment and integration as well as healthy physical self-protection and care… learning to BE in the body, which includes feeling in touch with our sexuality in such a way that it is tenderly treasured and held close but not suppressed or, conversely, exploited. It also includes taking the steps that are necessary in order to feel the gift of our physicality, even though the human body has been extremely dense and often challenging to inhabit.

The challenges of our embodiment as human beings comes from outside influences of trauma and also the encouragement to bypass or transcend pain instead of feeling it and the parts of us who hold it.

What happens when you start to move WITH the body through your emotional and spiritual processes? For me, this has meant dance, yoga, hiking, sometimes even just walking… and when necessary, giving much space for tears to fall and layers to shed even in the middle of doing any of these things and sometimes even during lovemaking within a deep Sacred Union too.

So many of us know how to be psychically present. Yet, what about the process of becoming PHYSICALLY present? This to me is the deeper process for so many, as you feel the pain of the parts of you who have been traumatized, especially from abuse and neglect of so many kinds.

Feeling trauma is NOT easy… especially in a culture where it’s still encouraged (though this is shifting) to remain outside of ourselves or to transcend or bury it and sometimes this has been necessary too in the name of survival. In order to live inside of our bodies more, the passageway of the emotional body is very real and powerful, and one of the most challenging to be with without healthy modeling around that. This is why you have parts that have formed from the trauma, to try and find a way to self-preserve and even just plain survive the ordeals of life, unable to let in the ideals of a life that is more integrated and stable, starting from within.

What a process this is… and along with that comes so much processing around the body itself, whether through chronic illness, which always can be traced back to emotional wounding and sometimes wounding on a Metasoul level too… or through simply not caring much for the physical body or what it looks like, which usually has roots in deep trauma too and the Inner Punisher part of you will energize this until they are felt in their reasons for seeing your body in this way. Actually, every part of you has a different relationship to your physicality and can often play a role in perpetuating instead of healing chronic illness or trauma.

I feel the Scorpio energy offering to make your body a safe haven for yourself and all parts of you. To set healthy boundaries around who gets access to it in the name of deep self-love and honouring. To treat it like your home and temple and as a place where every emotional or spiritual process can safely happen and move.

This is such a powerful invitation when I feel it! It’s not something we can ever be taught but it IS something we can choose. The process around truly and deeply inhabiting and loving the body is so multi-layered and multidimensional with so many gifts of awakening to the whole of our Sacred Humanity waiting on the other side.

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

What Happens In A SoulFullHeart Bridging Session?

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by Kalayna Solais

 

 

 

I was inspired to do this video today to offer some picture of what it’s actually like to have a SoulFullHeart session, realizing that we haven’t fully explained it really, and even then, it does shift a lot depending on the soul involved!

I go into how the spaceholding begins really with the first point of contact, when you ask for a Bridging Session. We are feeling you already from the very beginning and feeling what it is you may need bridging to inside of yourself, especially through your answers to the questions found on our Sessions page: soulfullheart.org/sessions.

From here we offer guided meditations to get you started (most likely at least one about connecting with the the Inner Protector, which I offer myself here: https://youtu.be/zg44jCiGZfs).

I explain some more as well about the actual structure of a session and how we approach the process of feeling deep trauma with parts of you.

For more information about sessions, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions! You can also feel free to comment below and I will be happy to answer any questions you may have.

Much love! ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.