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Stumbling Into The New Now In Our Sacred Human Way

Published on February 6, 2018February 8, 2018 by Kasha Rosa3 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

Sometimes we trip over our own feet… those ones we have planted firmly in our ground of Now. Parts of us want our feet to stay planted there and in fact of needed this too. This isn’t only the physical ground we’re in and on, but our current heart and soul ground, our mind ground, our personal discovery ground.

I have this feeling that as humans, we aren’t the MOST stubborn of the creatures in this or any galaxy, yet there is sometimes a hardened rigidity that gets tough to move beyond or even see beyond. Parts of us get so used to the patterns that even they are tired of drawing, that even our pain becomes a familiar bedfellow. To take the steps to actually heal this pain, to move it and not just move beyond it, takes a superb amount of courage and desire. And this is not always easy to come by within us, though it feels we are constantly being supported and invited into it.

We do need to move into higher ground within in order to experience life and love differently than we ever have. When we trip over our planted feet, sometimes this is the necessary experience, the mess that leads to learning how to walk in a new stratum with new air to breathe and words to speak. The tripping is the opportunity to look in a healthy mirror and to really come to love all of the reasons why your feet were there in the first place, what choices led you there, and what choices could be next.

Our messes can feel almost insurmountable at times, as the perfect storms we co-create rage and wave through. This can actually make it scary to want to plant our feet ever again… but the truth is, this is what it means to be a Sacred Human… to be able to commit, to inhabit, to firmly decide and to remain in these choices for as long as necessary, until perhaps the next dimension of our BEing is ushered in from the wings and we feel the call to move into another phase, leaving what was ‘less’ behind and embracing the new ‘more’. Our messes bring us order through feeling our inner chaos. The clouds part, the seas calm, the wind ebbs, and we are shifted lovingly into our reborn state, to continue finding our courage and love, our sacred aspects that bring us into wholeness and Oneness again and again, more and more, one step, one trip at a time. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Choosing Love Moment By Moment

Published on February 6, 2018February 8, 2018 by Jelelle Awen4 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Moment by moment….this is the invitation for ascension, for awakening, for remembering. In the moment feeling what is raising your frequency, feeling what is not. Choosing to continue, choosing to stop. This is the invitation, choosing your consciousness. Awareness is the choice of what you are putting your energy into, what you are participating in and if you want to continue or not. Awareness is realizing the impact of the energy you have taken in, the 3D conditioning you have chosen and parts of you are still anchored to, the conditioning you have experienced by often NOT being aware.

Moment by moment….the dedication of this practice is what brings the transcendent experiences, the sublime, the refined, the blissful, the reunions with aspects of your multidimensional selves. The embodiment of your Higher Self comes from this dedication, this focus, this willingness and openness to shift, to change, to rebel at times, to go against the grain. It BECOMES your life as it feels more ALIVE than anything else and so this choice of dedication becomes easier and more natural.

Moment by moment….you experience what makes it worth it, you experience more and more LOVE. The experience of choosing consciously love in every moment, to rise up into love again if you fall into fear. Even loving the fear that still lives inside. Loving the conditioning, the many, many layers of it, all the parts of yourself, and what is like cob webs over you, as you untangle and loving THAT too. Love makes the HARD worth it and holds the feelings of being lost, being estranged, being isolated, being different. Love makes the HARD worth it when you are being aware when others are not, being conscious when others are not, being aware when others are not, being love when others are not.

Moment by moment…..claiming of your mission, your purpose, the REASON you came here and left the higher frequencies behind voluntarily. Bringing in those higher dimensions, connecting with star family frequencies, angelic realms, Divine source, going within to bring them in reminds you of your purpose. Going within reminds you that you ARE them. Your SOUL’s purpose is in the moment claiming, over and over, reflected in the choices that you make (or don’t make), reflected in the relationships that you put energy into to reflect to you what you need to see of you. In the moment claiming and remembering what you came here to BE and DO. Re-energizing with that reminder and bigger picture in the moment.

Moment by moment…..the invitation is choosing your soul, choosing the bigger picture, choosing the higher energy, choosing the self loving, choosing the resonant ground, choosing to serve love above all else, choosing to hold space for your feelings, choosing to go within, choosing to claim your soul purpose. In every moment, the invitation is to CHOOSE love.

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com
Raphael and I are teaching and offering a guided meditation, plus space for individual sharings, during our monthly group call coming up this Sunday at 11:11amCST! A boost for your moment by moment choosing love pathhttps://www.facebook.com/events/157662331543311/

Forgiving Yourself, Opening Up Your Higher Heart W/Divine Mother

Published on February 4, 2018February 9, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

“You are already forgiven. You are forgiven at the level of your essence as it can only BE love. You are forgiven for your motives as they can only return to purity. You are forgiven what has been judged by you as dark or sinful or destructive or harmful as ALL of it has served a purpose in your journey back to Love. You are forgiven for your distrust and your push aways as it is a necessary phase in the process. You are already forgiven…..NOW, begin to forgive yourself.” ~ Divine Mother

To forgive yourself is to feel the parts of you that struggle to feel these tones of forgiveness from and with the Divine. To become a bridge of forgiving compassion to ALL aspects of you, even the ones in shadow or the ones that have done and been ‘dark’ things; even the aspects in other timelines that have led wars or started battles or killed many people or been persecutors; even the ones that bring up initial fear and resistance to you to acknowledge or BE with.

Going onto your inner battlegrounds and forgiving all the players that you find on the field. Offering the reflection that there are always ‘good’ reasons for the choices in the bigger picture, in the higher sense, from the perspective of the Higher Self, and related to your soul’s growth. Showing these parts of you and Metasoul Aspects/Other Timeline Selves that they in their Divine essence are NOT dark at all and NOT evil either. Being curious about what their actual essence is beyond what they have done or been involved in. Inviting them to be vulnerable and share with you their deeper hurts, pains, and fears.

The Inner Punisher may be the part of you that is leading the charge of ‘wrongness’ message about you. This part of you may judge harshly and without love what you have done, what you have been engaged with, what your soul karmic patterns have been. The Inner Punisher TOO can be offered forgiveness for its judging as it has just been the product of a 3D environment that supports inner contention, distrust, and polarization in this way. Often, the Punisher is the one that needs forgiveness the most, yet most resists it. This Inner Punisher eventually becomes humble discernment, heart-based intuition, and wisdom. With the love or your forgiveness, your harshest critic can become one of your biggest allies.

This is the self forgiveness process that opens up and continues to expand the Higher Heart. The Higher Heart connects us to Unity Consciousness, which becomes challenging if you can’t feel Unity within. It opens up the flow and capacity to forgive others, which is actually often easier than to forgive yourself. You may extend to others a forgiveness that you cannot to yourself. This flow can be turned inward and needs to be in order for the transactable love that comes from self worth and overflows out to others inviting them into compassion, understanding, and forgiveness together.

Divine Mother frequencies are so helpful to support your self forgiveness process. “Forgive me Divine Mother for I feel sinful and like I have sinned, like I am unforgivable somehow” and you will discover that She already HAS forgiven you and all parts of you. You let in that She never sees you as sinful or as a sinner at all, yet a magnificent BEing that is learning, growing, transforming, and BEcoming love once again. Warmed up by this connection, you can offer this forgiveness to all parts of you in a flow that heals and soothes and acts as a blessed balm.

This music offers beautiful frequencies to connect with Sophia, a wise and compassionate form of Divine Mother: https://youtu.be/tFTlr0wGdWw

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, Divine Feminine and Masculine, emotional body integration through parts work, quantum healing through Metasoul Aspect connection, sacred union, light body transformation, and much more!

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The Infinite Tug Of More

Published on February 4, 2018February 9, 2018 by Gabriel Heartman1 Comment

Painting by Patrick Ennis

We exist in a contemplative creative space seeking to uncover a mystery that has no finality or destination other than the one we have chosen to make of it. Even the choice of meaninglessness has its its own sacred purpose. That infinite void space of ISness and Presence is the canvas from which we give our soul creative expression. Pressing against the edges of our own chosen limitations and fears.

What is it that you really want from this realistic dream state you have found yourself in?

Understanding?

Love? Union? Interaction?

Fulfillment? Safety? Freedom?

Adventure? Wholeness? A reset?

All of the above?

The answer may not be as easy as it appears for with each choice lies more questions. More specifics. It brings you to a place where the answers may bring you to contradictions and collisions. What does the depth of this exploration ask of your current cosmology and morality? These internal conflictions seek a mediator and a claimer. A trust in something that is just not knowable but intuitively desirable.

Your heart is your homing device in this vast multidimensional arena. Inside lies your clarity, confusion, and delusions all told. They work themselves into BEing as you connect more to your ultimate desires and your hidden truths. You may be in a tug-of-war with your inner selves as you are feeling the tug of “more” within your soul.

This is the process of choice, feeling, trust, and action. It is the universe birthing Itself through you. Are you creating It or is It creating you? Or are you dancing with It in Holy matrimony? Do you do this alone or in relationship? These are the questions that may be inviting you IN. Calling you forth into seeking the heights of your most unknowable and infinite self.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Completions, Appreciations, Next Steps – Day 33: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

Published on February 2, 2018March 22, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

In today’s video, Day 33! of this 33 Day Metamorphosis series, I summarize the series, emphasizing that the ground I’ve covered about the SoulFullHeart process is more a map of the process rather than the actual territory, which is more felt and experienced on an emotional and spiritual level than possible through explanation. I offer that the next steps, especially if you feel a strong resonance with what I’ve been sharing about the process, are about having a space holder and facilitator who can help mirror and differentiate, which we offer through weekly sessions and group calls. You can find out more information here about sessions with us: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Raphael Awen, Kalayna Colibri, Gabriel Heartman, and Raianna Shai join me today to offer greetings and messages from their hearts about the completion of the series and possible next steps.

Thank you SO much for joining me in whatever ways you have during these 33 Days, whether watching one video or all of them…..once or many times over. Thank you for the collaboration and co-creation of the infinite possibilities that love offers in every moment!

I hope this series has provided you with a taste of YOUR bigness, multidimensionality, and MAGIC of ALL parts of you that is possible as you lead with self love, curiosity, and compassion.

Thank you for joining us on this thirty-third day of 33….as we move into Metamorphosis energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

Here is a playlist of all the videos in this series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7Pj3hPLsv0&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIkhNtLWKs-osheX1SoBFpI

Here is the video series called Practical Ascension with Kalayna Colibri and Gabriel Heartman here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvInP1AB__TzXykZythfad8i

More information about our monthly group calls here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Our email is soulfullhearts@gmail.com. To buy books by Jelelle Awen go here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books

You are invited to share comments on your experiences connected to this series and questions too on facebook, the blog athttps://soulfullheartblog.com, and on the SFH Experience Youtube channel for which I will respond and offer reflections/guidance.

Donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange in the offering of this series for free through paypal: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations or the SoulFullHeart Patreon Page: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Inner Child, Star Seed, Inner Teenager Healing – Day 32: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

Published on February 2, 2018February 6, 2018 by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

By Jelelle Awen

In today’s video, Day 32 of this 33 Day Metamorphosis series, I talk about the Inner Child, Star Seed Child, and Inner Teenager parts of us. I start with the Inner Teenager, who seems to be in your teenage bedroom, guarded by the Inner Protector. The Protector is often the guard at the door and is also very protective of the Inner Child as well.

The Inner Child part has more 3D-based frequencies of hurt and shame that come from this life trauma. It takes time, patience, and negotiation with the Protector to connect to the deeper frequencies of the Inner Child because it is highly guarded and usually very shy/suppressed.

The Star Seed is the frequency that the Inner Child transmutes too as the hurt and shame heal from 3D experiences. The Star Seed is often holding wounding and trauma from being ‘abandoned’ by star family and also pain from ‘abductions’, which were actually star family visits. The Star Seed transmutes to wonder, curiosity, connection with star family, galactic heart opening, and eventually ‘sits’ in the center of your Merkabah or Light Body Vehicle.

More about these parts here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Thank you for joining me on this thirty-second day of 33….as we move into Metamorphosis energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

Here is a playlist of all the videos in this series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7Pj3hPLsv0&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIkhNtLWKs-osheX1SoBFpI

Healing In The Light Of The Blood Blue Moon

Published on February 1, 2018February 12, 2018 by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

“Every moment acts as our eclipse, our convergence, and our celestial wonder.”

Standing beyond the gates of this past super blue blood moon has me reflecting on what it meant to me personally and collectively. As with each arising doorway and portal we are being asked to feel. To take stock of what is moving inside of us and where we ultimately want to go….what we want to choose and create for ourselves. The rarity of this celestial occurrence had many of us looking toward the heavens for many different conscious reasons, but under it all we were all seeking more, wanting to feel and let in more. We are staring at the wonder of our own being and presence and calling it as we see it and feel it.

I don’t know if it mattered whether or not we could actually view it or not. It was occurring. It was offering and inviting. It had a message and gift for us if we were willing to feel it. With the internet, those of us who weren’t in range of it could see it and take in its majesty. Those that are much more attuned didn’t need to see it as it could be felt in the cells of their being. We are (cell)estial in nature and are very much connected to these events in some shape or form.

So what did you choose?

I took the time to reflect on my own personal process and feel the rumblings of all that had led up to it. It offered a sacred space to take in what was being messaged to me and what is wanting to shift and heal to continue this ongoing process of transmutation and ascension. I felt the “levitational pull” as if it was a poultice acting on my emotional body. I felt it activating wounds that were in the womb of my shadow needing to be brought into conscious awareness through the relationship with others. It was as if the moon energies were conspiring a dance of circumstance and challenge to bring me to an edge of something in much need of mirroring.

As we begin to come together in ways that are being orchestrated in the higher realms, we will find in that gathering a desire and resistance both. We are being separated and drawn together in ways that are meant to bring us more clarities about our inner depths. We were wounded while in relationship, so we can really only heal within it. The parts of us that have been in our own “witness protection program” are going to be invited to go to the lineup of our trauma and feel what they are meant to heal so that we can transform that stuck energy into Love and Compassion. For ourselves and others.

As we heal and integrate these unfelt and unhealed fears inside of us, we shall be able to see and feel more of the higher nature of these events and energies. They are calling our humanity and divinity both. We don’t have to wait another 150 years to see that inside ourselves. We have every moment that acts as our eclipse, our convergence, and our celestial wonder. You get to make whatever you want of it that leads you to the next fork in your road, or portal in your travels. You are the magic and the magician as well as the healer and the need of healing….in the womb of your wounds by the light of your super blue moon.

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Higher Heart and Supermoon Activation Guided Meditation – Day 31: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

Published on January 31, 2018February 6, 2018 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

In today’s video, Day 31 of this 33 Day Metamorphosis series, I guide you in a meditation to bring in the frequencies of the Blood Blue Supermoon Lunar Eclipse of January 31, 2018 – the first one in 150 years. I guide you through in the moment integration of these codes into your chakras and especially your higher heart. The higher heart chakra is an important one connected to Unity Consciousness and ascension to fifth dimensional consciousness.

I speak light language that feels to be from my Lemurian Metasoul aspect named Rae-Na. I linger in the higher heart to guide you in feeling your higher heart; how open it is or closed; what its pains are; what is aches/desires are. The higher heart activation leads to unification with all aspects of yourself connecting in love, compassion, curiosity, ambassadorship.

I also offer about the shifting from primarily processing energy through your third chakra (personal will) and to processing from your Higher Heart (service of love self). Archangel Metatron comes in to represent the Divine Masculine (the sun). Goddess Sophia and Mother Gaia come in to represent the Divine Feminine (the moon and the earth.)

Thank you for joining me on this thirty-first day of 33….as we move into Metamorphosis energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

Here is a playlist of all the videos in this series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7Pj3hPLsv0&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIkhNtLWKs-osheX1SoBFpI

This is a link to the music in the background from Lokos TV: https://youtu.be/9cmuTetzDqs

Super Blue Blood Moon Divine Feminine Energies Invite A Sacred, Feeling, Inward Day

Published on January 31, 2018February 12, 2018 by Kasha Rosa2 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

I can feel the pull of this very auspicious Super Blue Blood Moon and words are going to be very hard today! I am choosing to write now, from the energy bursts inside right now, so that I can ride these waves today and be with what wants to arise inside of me, too.

The waves of light and love from this particular lunar event are potent and ever-present. I feel them pressing into the fields of all who are ready for them and some who aren’t too. Making a nest inside of you for Her vibrations to come through seems to be the invitation for the day today. Maybe a restless night while this event is going on can be avoided if space is made for the fluctuations and movements inside during the day today. This is what it feels like. A get ready to get loved sort of feeling. And the love that comes from Her, from the Divine Mother, is not one that penetrates in the same way as the Divine Father’s love frequencies. Her love is just as powerful but seeps in, absorbs in through the chakras and all of the bodies. It is an alchemical osmosis and it creates evokes the rumbles inside that are needing to rumble and the feelings that have been there below the surface anyways. She is helping us clean house as much as we are ready for. And what you ready for may surprise you today.

Something about this moon seems to be encouraging transparency, too. You can’t hide from it, really… and above all, you can’t really hide from yourself, least of all anybody else. Perhaps there are parts of you that have tried to stay hidden, sometimes in plain sight and other times behind some sort of wall inside. Perhaps there are shadows and light too that come from your being, from your heart and soul and all it has endured, faced, led, walked out, been part of, or co-created for good or ill. You may feel some existential waves come through today, your Metasoul Aspects leaking through the veil inside. You may feel some intense memories surface, held by parts of you that perhaps you thought you had already healed. These could be new layers with new information for you to digest, or they could be echoes. Either way, it is a day for feeling and making space for feeling, whatever comes up and however it chooses to surface in your co-created inner reality.

The illumination of this Super Blue Blood Moon is a special elixir for the heart and soul… one that is meant to guide and support, not to punish or overthrow and throwdown. It is important to remember the love that is here for you, wanting to birth itself more and more within you. Those inner seeds of service of this love want to begin to sprout in good, well-tilled soil within. Today is as good as any day to work towards this, be with this, hold kindness and self-love as the light shines in on the darker, hidden places within. ❤

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Conscious Community And 5D Money – Day 30: 33 Days Metamorphosis W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

Published on January 30, 2018February 13, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

In today’s video, Day 30 of this 33 Day Metamorphosis series, my husband Raphael joins me (along with his Star Seed part named Andy as represented in a sweet stuffie….and our dog Koda.) Raphael talks about how our draw and our push away (from parts of us) is connected to gathering together around values resonance within community. Our first experience of community is our birth families, which we have both good and difficult experiences to digest in order to let in conscious community. I offer that in higher dimensional frequencies we are used to Unity Consciousness versus 3D living that is so separate and isolated.

We share our experience of living in community for the last few years and with sharing money within our small group, which has allowed for more immersion and intimacy between us as a group with very little conflict and much less tension and anxiety. We feel that money represents love to parts of us, so the sense of abundance or scarcity of ‘money’ is really about love. We share our experience of getting down to very little money and still feeling trust and Divine holding around it.

We define what we feel is ‘conscious community’, which is about bringing the emotional reality forward through parts work, leading with vulnerability, being transparent and authentic, and emphasizing relationality.

Thank you for joining us on this thirtieth day of 33….as we move into Metamorphosis energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

Here is a playlist of all the videos in this series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7Pj3hPLsv0&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvIkhNtLWKs-osheX1SoBFpI

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