Category: Inspirational

Energy Update: Anxiety, Depression, Trauma Transmutation Through Parts/Metasoul Connection

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By Jelelle Awen

The current Ascension energies (or Divine Love energies!) are INtensely working on revealing undigested traumas that can anchor you to 3D consciousness. I’m hearing/seeing many souls who are feeling more acute anxiety, depression, heavy sadness/despair, and more in response to these energies. They are also ‘reliving’ memories of abuse from their childhoods in a visceral way.

Your emotional body is often the densest ‘body’ in terms of being anchored to 3D as so much has not been digested yet or paid attention to at the ACTUAL level of where the wounded originates…… yet rather numbed over, bypassed, analyzed, or perhaps just avoided. Your Metasoul (fractal expressions/other lifetime aspects) also has much emotional indigestion from many timelines of karma trauma playouts going on with the veil of amnesia making it very challenging to connect to and be consciously aware of this.

The transmutation of traumas from this life and from other lifetimes in the Metasoul is KEY to the ongoing Ascension process. This cannot be avoided or bypassed as your whole BEing on ALL levels (emotional, chakral, physical, mental) is being invited to ascend. That means ALL parts of you and all expressions of your soul receive and can respond to this invitation. No parts of you get left behind and the gifts of your traumas unwrapped get to ‘come along’ too.

Yet, how DO we transmute these traumas, especially when they can feel so intense and deeply ingrained? Connecting directly to the parts and Metasoul aspects that are experiencing the trauma (in the Now, there is no ‘past’ in the emotional body) is the response that we offer through our SoulFullHeart process, which I feel is one of the most direct, effective, self empowering (ultimately self led), and natural approaches to TRULY transmute traumas on a quantum level.

Trauma has its own specific vibration. It is more dissonant in tone. It is more ‘out of tune and tone’ from the harmonic ebb and flow of your 5D Self. When the trauma is deep enough, these tones form into a looping cycle of energy that we call a ‘part’. Parts have a fixated energy that is stuck in the scenes of when the traumas occurred. Even as your physical body matures and ages, these parts remain at the emotional age of these traumas. If you can feel and sense your essence like an energetic flow, then you can get how traumatizing situations would alter and disrupt that flow. The density of 3D living challenges the porous flow of emotions even more.

When traumas can be emotionally and energetically digested IN the moment that they happen, then they don’t get stuck and fixated. This digestion happens when an open-hearted person/caregiver/parent is able to feel you WHILE the trauma is happening with much love and compassion. Compassionate love moves the trauma energy out of fear and into love.

Most of us, however, didn’t have this kind of in the moment digestion happen with our caregivers as actually it was usually our caregivers who caused the traumas. This is especially true for the deeply rooted trauma caused by early childhood sexual abuse where boundaries of personal identify haven’t been established yet nor sexuality naturally expressed yet.

In our SoulFullHeart process during sessions, we as your Facilitator create a bridge with you to these traumatised parts of you and offer them much compassion, forgiveness, and healing/loving energy from and with the Divine. Parts of you respond to this love by unfreezing, unsticking, and lightening UP. The parts can then transmute from their wounded energy into their higher vibrational energy.

Your Inner Child’s shame can transmute to innocence. Your Inner Mother/Father’s anxiety can transmute to trust. Your Inner Teenager’s depression can transmute to creativity and risk taking. Your Protector’s vigilant guardedness can transmute to healthy self protection. Eventually these parts integrate into the wholeness of your 5D Self. More about parts and Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

Your Metasoul Aspects (commonly called ‘past lives’) respond in the same way to be connected with and ‘rescued’ from their intense timelines by your loving presence. They can transmute out of the stuck, collective archetypes of warrior or monk or wounded queen or wounded king and into the healthy expressions of guidance and strength, deep resonance with the Divine, and natural feminine and masculine balanced leadership. The soul gifts they have to offer you are now freed up to be in exchange with you. 

The trauma from the timelines your Metasouls live in is often hugely bleeding into yours and that also can cause intense emotions to come up for you. More about that in this article: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/19/energy-update-timeline-bleedthroughs-metasoul-karmic-transformation-opportunities/
In this process, you become your own healer. You are offering ALL parts of you the love and care that you most likely offer freely to others. If you serve love as a healer, then you KNOW what you can provide to others in response to their pains and struggles. This, then, is an invitation to offer that beautiful compassionate and objective witness energy to yourself and all parts of you that need you.

Every emotion offers a world of discovery as you connect with which part of you is feeling it and WHY they are feeling it. Every emotion actually elicits a curiosity response from you as you are able to separate from the experience of it in order to BE with the part of you that is feeling it.

Every emotion is your heart’s song and your response with love allows the tones to come back into tune and melodic expression again as the Infinite Love that YOU ARE.

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Raphael and I talked about the how the recent Ascension energies are inviting the digestion and transmutation of emotions through parts work in our recent livestream: https://youtu.be/ZgYLxoiwYoc
We offer 1:1 bridging sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator (me, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri). These sessions are often LIFE changing as a whole new perspective on suffering opens up the way for MORE love! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Being Willing To Want

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By Raphael Awen

The life we want, as well as the life we don’t want are the whole point of being here, coming here, having consciousness here.

We actually have the ability to tune out this dimension and completely bypass it altogether, but we chose to forget that, so that we would have the feeling of being stuck here.

Faced with this challenge, we are invited to not only remember our bigness and inhabit it by way of remembrance, but also to even grow beyond the original bigness that we dimmed the lights on to discover something unimaginably more.

We needed to forget, in order to remember, in order to become something more. That more is imagined into being by making it ‘literal’ – in the beginning was the waveform of life energy called, ‘the word.’

Imagine that – the tongue is this life form creator wafting out life on every turn. We’re learning how powerful it is to create, even if by nothing more than creating more darkness and pain to one day awaken to its power to begin to take full responsibility for our creations, and turn this creative life force to what we most deeply want.

I want life. I want love. I want more than I’ve had the courage to dream up, up till now.

Will you want with me? Will you admit what is and isn’t working for you? In that, we’ll find all of our needs and more being met superabundantly.

I can help you with this identifying what you want process. If you’d genuinely like help, I’d so love to help you. Check into a bridging session at the link below with myself and let the quest begin.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our sessions for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Frequent Ascension Live Streams On Facebook/YouTube W/Raphael & Jelelle

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By Jelelle Awen

Raphael Awen and I feel inspired to offer regular livestreams on Facebook  to connect with you in an organic way with whatever is arising to respond to from our hearts and yours. It will probably be at least three times a week and maybe more. The broadcasts may be only a few minutes (probably not likely once we get started talking lol) or much longer depending on what your questions/comments are and what comes UP.

We will be talking about current ascension energies, emotional and spiritual healing, our powerful and unique SoulFullHeart parts work/Metasoul aspect connection process/way of life/community, light body transition, sacred union/scared union relationships, and much more. We will also be sharing transparently about our current processes with parts of ourselves and with each other. We will also be offering in the moment guided meditations when inspired to!

The livestreams will usually be around 10:00am CST and we’ll give you at least two hours notice on the days we are offering them so you can watch it live. We also broadcast live at the same time on our SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel and all of the recordings are shared there: https://www.youtube.com/…/www.you…/c/SoulFullHeartExperience

Posted on youtube now is our livestream together from this week where we talked about 5D higher timeline manifestation shiftings (personally for us and collectively a bit), feminine/masculine balance, parts work and MUCH more! Or you can watch it here: https://youtu.be/FkbWU-5cZUE

Today, June 13th, we’ll be offering a livestream at 10:00am CST responding to these two questions that we didn’t get to yesterday: “After I awakened why do I attract so many souls with such low self esteem? Is it like a transmutation or something?”

“In relationship, how can the feminine best support the masculine through this current healing?”

AND we will be celebrating Raphael’s birthday tomorrow too  !

So join us if you can or catch it later!

MUCH love,
Jelelle and Raphael
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Imagine New Earth Lovernance

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

Take a minute to imagine with me. Let the “yeah, but”s take a brief vacation.

There are no governments other than the one that resides within the individual. The violence that arises is but a vestigial echo of “old times”. It is held in a self-compassionate love bath that accepts mature responsibility and non-punishing natural consequence.

Authenticity is the capital of this New Governance. Transparency and Exchange is the currency of the New Economy. Diplomacy is no longer needed for politics is replaced by our vulnerability. We are ambassadors unto ourselves in service of the highest cause of embodying all the love we can possibly stand.

Work is dead. It is now Love in Action. It is the generator and manifestor of Abundance. All that was once held as ‘unlikely’ or ‘impossible’ are open for your play and exploration. The limitations that were placed upon Dreams have been removed by a lot of hard and powerful work. It did not come easy. You were not saved by anything else than your own choosing.

The things that made us unique, still do. We don’t speak one language, but we feel one language. That of the heart and the soul. That shows up in a multitude of ways that enriches the experience of Kaleidoscopic Unity. Peace is not achieved by the largest show of force but the courage to feel each other in the ways that we kept our doors closed to each other, and more importantly to ourselves.

The grand experiment of Humanity is witnessed in its healing and not in its saving. The beauty of this vision is felt in what was its opposite. We gather in remembrance of what Was in humble gratitude and continue to show up and grow into our next evolution of Being Human.

Let your imagination take you not where you want to be, but where you ARE in the multidimensional NOW.

May this week, and all others, be your gateway to your dreams.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Holding & Healing ‘Victim’ Parts/Metasoul Aspects Of You

Published on by Kasha Rosa1 Comment

by Kalayna Colibri

Waves of feeling like a victim can come in intense and thick, like tidal waves really… it can feel as if you’ll never surface, never be able to expand your being, your consciousness, beyond this place. It so helps to see and feel the bigger picture in this moments, but first, the parts that feel as if they are victims need to be felt. Without going here, what has felt like innate and formidable powerlessness cannot transmute for good into a place of deep power within… there are parts of you who HAVE been genuine victims, who are stuck vibrating in these timelines. Taking away any compassion towards these parts is not the answer that works. Instead, become a container for them, bring them back inward, feel their reality with them, and show them, from your heart and soul, that life can be different and become an example of this for them to lean into.

Approaching parts or Metasoul Aspects of you who have felt like victims is like approaching someone with strong PTSD. You need to be soft and strong both, and become a sacred container for their energy, a place where they can lay their heads, cry, scream, remember, move through it WITH you in the room with them — something they haven’t had before now.

It may not always feel like this to parts of you or your Metasoul Aspects vibrating in timelines of victimhood, persecution, or abuse, but there is always an invitation to heal and move beyond this place… for life wants to experience you in your power and collaborate with you, not just have to bring you more mirrors before you can truly heal this one.

Life, love, and ultimately Ascension itself, all want to love and help you love these parts of you UP so you can expand and support others who are working through the same. We all go together when it comes to the collective healing of these patterns and ways of being and feeling. We all enter the gates of Golden/New Earth together, as this gift of higher, more healed consciousness is for us ALL, not only a select few… and the work involved in meeting each other there is all so worth it if we can truly feel all there is to feel and transmute the pattern of victimhood within especially, from the inside out. ❤

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If you want support in moving through these frequencies of victimhood and powerless with parts of you and Metasoul Aspects too, I would love to serve you and so would my beloveds: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

5D Timelines Arise Through The Watering Of Self-Love

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

New timelines are like plants. They arise when your inner soil has been tilled by exploring and feeling all the ways in which the old ground has been depleted of the nourishment it has so been lacking. It is taking your 5D love spade and sinking it into the earth to reveal the depths of this drought.

Next, it is about letting in the water of Love that surrounds you through heart and soul resonant others, guides, metasouls, angels, the Divine, and your 5D self. Let it reach the hidden parts of you that have forgotten what love really truly feels like.

This plants the seeds for new growth. New choices. New consciousness. New manifestations that reflect the love that arises on the inside, from you to you, from you to others without compromise of all that you hold dear and deeply deserved.

Tend to your heart as you would anything you find most valuable.  You are the most important person your world. Without feeling that, the love you offer is really just a thinner version of the real thing.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Healing 3D/4D Loops In Order To Fly

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There is an ongoing supply of pieces to heal within each of us, no matter where we lie on the spectrum of growth. But what is ascension but growth, maturation, and transmutation?

Our soulstory (feeling no longer to use history) is but strata of compressed and fragmented experience that we left in the wake of our densification. As we begin to ascend more consciously, we find ourselves descending, at times, to unearth what we need to come to terms with so that we can untether from this weight that keeps us in what feels like a perpetual spin cycle. The patterns of experience that a part of us can feel a victim to or guilty of.

When you finally get to a place of owning that you truly create your own reality, you take the handcuffs off that which keeps you in an energetic holding pattern. A looping airplane, neither landing or flying, and running out of fuel fast!

What do you feel you are tired of repeating and persisting in your life? Look not at the external circumstance, but what lies inside that is permitting such things to occur. This is not some punishing shame energy (though it can be if there is a part that holds it that way) but a deep and honest look at what the heaven wants to shift inside so you can truly experience what you, your higher self, your guides, and the universe want you to experience!

For each of us, there is a soul theme, or issue, that we are here to work on and through with love. Not looking to solve it, but to understand it and heal it. The circumstances we create are meant to irk us into frustration and desperation so that we will stake the claim of choosing and creating something new with a different energy than we ever have before. We may need to get softer, or more assertive. More compassionate, or less appeasing. The scope and sequencing of our healing is varied like a snowflake.

The energies that lay before you are meant to invite you into this deep exploration of compassionate self-discovery and powerful action. What lies underneath that which has been the most difficult for you to get to the other side of? THAT journey is the one that is your soul calling. The one that leads you to the path of your greatest gift and highest timeline. There is no other time than now to begin.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Join Our ‘Feeling Your Inner Masculine’ Live Stream On Facebook

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by Kalayna Colibri

https://youtu.be/sCqBtZyeC1I

Ah, I’m so excited to be doing my first solo live stream on my Facebook feed tomorrow at 3pm CDT!

I hope you will join your heart and soul with mine as I share about my current process working with my Inner Masculine and offer some ways to be in this process yourself, especially if you are a woman, based on what I’m learning and experiencing. Of course, men are welcome to come too and I’m sure the women would actually LOVE to feel you there with us! So much of this could absolutely apply to you and your own explorations of your masculinity as well.

The wounded masculine wants to be transmuted… it wants to ascend with us and be loved. It is an energy that has been in the forefront for SO long, yet in any moment we have the opportunity to go within and feel our own contribution to this collective energy. It’s another opportunity to love ourselves, ultimately, and LOVE our conditioning, which IS the way to transmute it for good! Also, even as women, we do need our Inner Masculine energies to really collaborate with us as we lead what we’re meant to lead and find our Queen-ness in response to life and to a Sacred Union mate too.

It’s in my heart to hold this as an opportunity for a Q & A experience for everyone and to share transparently about what I’m feeling within myself, so bring along your questions, comments and personal experiences and let’s talk for a bit.

The live stream will be on held on my Facebook feed only: facebook.com/kalaynacolibri

If you cannot make it tomorrow, you can catch the recording which I will be publishing Youtube and then here on the blog as well.

Much love!
Kalayna

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Healing The Inner Masculine ‘Warrior’: Sharing My Current Journey

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by Kalayna Colibri

https://youtu.be/3yhD6rsKW58

I’m sitting next to ‘Malcolm’, my Inner Masculine part, by a tree in an etheric realm that has many stars all around and is a mellow shade of dark purple. This tree has become his higher-vibe place to go and be, especially when he feels reactive or is projecting old timelines from this lifetime onto the present and old relationships onto those I love.

The space between us is tender, as he’s feeling with me his desire to change deeper inside of him, his attachment to the ‘tangible’ and how challenging it can still be for him to trust the etheric, the Divine, the feminine in me, and the love that wants to go into him, though he so wants to at the same time. He then reaches next to him and picks up an old, dusty book.

“What book is THAT, Malcolm?” I ask him, “It looks old-timey.”

“It’s Homer’s ‘The Iliad'” he answers.

I’ve never read The Iliad in this lifetime, so I quickly look up the SparkNotes summary to feel into it and why it’s a symbol he’s picked up on for himself. It turns out that this poem glorifies war in many ways, especially in terms of fighting the righteous fight and not running away from battles that need to be gallantly fought and gloriously won. Apparently, Homer includes details of the gory side to war as well, probably to balance it out a bit. I immediately feel the strong archetype that this book shows Malcolm and me, the strong legacy of the ‘righteous battle’ and the conditioning of being ready to bravely fight for your beliefs, your lifestyle, your relationships, etc.

I feel this with him and feel how this is what’s true for the wounded masculine in everyone… men and women. I also feel my heart wrap this energy and conditioning in love, finally understanding some deeper layer of why it’s been inside of me, even though, especially in this phase of my life, there are NO battles to fight, nobody to really fight WITH unless conflict of some kind needs to arise as a mirror for everyone involved. It illuminates too, the battle WITHIN, which is so strong and really is what leads to battle outside of you.

Malcolm is in no-space, no-time right now in the loving arms of the Divine Mother, who on precious waves of tears, he was finally able to let in. This movement feels momentous for many reasons… and it truly has taken the time it takes to get him here!

I’m transparently sharing this story to illustrate a few points that I feel Malcolm actually wants me to make! I’m also sharing because hiding away the light and love that flows from our personal process denies love the chance to go to others and support them in their own movements and openings.

Much love to you and your own journey with your Inner Masculine, in whatever part or form they are taking now, whether you are a man or a woman! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Tipping Point Of Our Pain

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By Raphael Awen

The simplicity in the complexity is stunning.

When we look at anything troubling us, we can see its roots in the loss of love, or said another way: fear.

We came from love, we still are this love, and yet we are also returning to this love. We attempted to step outside of this love to see and feel its edges. We gave ourselves the experience of what it would feel like to be away from love.

We had to form a resistance to love in order to do this. Like a sail hoisted in the wind, it is the resistance action that creates the movement and motion. Like a baby exiting the familiar womb, the time comes to push against. From the vantage point of our original estate of being so secure in love, of knowing nothing but love, we had no fear of losing love. We knew that growth would require at least the perception of the loss of love.

Actually losing love forever is no doubt the worst fear scenarios that our fears of eternal damnation stem from. But strangely, as great as this fear is, the greater fear we could not abide as consciousness beings was being imprisoned by love, with no way to escape it, with no way of knowing anything different. Without difference, there can be no deference, and thus, no reverence. What good is being a millionaire if you don’t know or appreciate that you are one?

Now, we can really feel the great dilemma that all of our everyday dilemmas stem from. We want love so bad, yet we must resist it in order to create the motions and e-motions necessary to learn of this love. We need fear in order to know love.

If this is true, then the whole point (especially the tipping point) of our pain is the willingness to feel it. The whole point of money is in the spending of it. It can’t do you any good until you spend it. Likewise fear can’t do you any good until you feel it.

We could say that everyone of our souls journeys is all about the willingness to feel our fears. All the dramas and stage sets of our lives are all directed by our souls need to feel, even at the most outlandish of production costs.

Yesterday, I felt a deep collision inside of myself, of feeling one part of my being so wanting to make big things happen, and another part of me so refusing to move a single muscle. I can feel how both of these aspects of my being have always been there, but we’re just wired up effectively to gain certain movements at different times and places. Now however, that wiring configuration isn’t what is working anymore. As I felt into the ache below it all and the triggers surrounding it, I was able to feel with and be with both of these parts of myself and deeply empathically feel their realities – how both wanted, and still do, to help me return to love. Waves of tears were able to move through as I was able to reach out to the universe, my Higher Self and particularly the Divine Father and Mother, for comfort for taking on such a wild ride.

This wild ride was and is the ride of being a being that is all love who needed to go in search of the edges of that love, only to discover there are no edges. We are nothing but love, where even our not-love is contained within the love that we all are.

There’s nothing left but reverence, tears and awe. You can draw upon this love, as this love is in total awe of you for taking on such a wild ride, for your willingness to undergo every feeling scenario that is moving through your circumstances, every bit of your history, from this life and beyond, every gain and every loss, every sorrow and every joy – all of it comes home to this hearth and heart of infinite love.

We needed to resist it in order to discover it, and to be forever changed by the journey.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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