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When I Grow Up

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By Raphael Awen

When I grow up, I want to be able to travel with just my consciousness. I want to be able to transport my physical body to anywhere in Gaia, and beyond, and beyond the beyonds.

When I grow up, I want to be able to let in all the love I am needing in any moment. I want to be able to transmute any internal emotional feeling state into the one I want and need in that moment.

When I grow up, I want to be able create new realities simply with my consciousness. I want to be able to dream the biggest dream I dare dream and then right there, step into the dream.

I am the bright, bright, bright, light of God, growing up into full remembrance of all that I already am. I am eternal and infinite love. I am already one with all that is.

I’m living through the process of forgetting and then remembering this all that I never actually lost. I chose and created this reality of time and this reality of physical space. It’s only one reality of so many more. I am ever being birthed into the more that is the very heart of the universe.

I get to do and be all of this with all of the seriousness of a child at play. And I get to do it with you, an other who only appears to be other, as we are all already all one. (‘Alone’ is really only feeling the ‘all-one’ state of the universe seeking to know itself by being in a relationship with an other) You are this relationship inside of you. You to you. You to love. You to other.

What do you want to be when you grow up? What are you longing for that feels missing? What dreams are aching to be lived out through you?

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our programs: FREE, PREP and DEEP, for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Trusting The ‘Weight’ Of Your Next Healing Steps

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by Kalayna Colibri

“To fall,
patiently to trust our heaviness.
Even a bird has to do that
before he can fly.” – Rilke

To fall… a tall order for some, a tip over the next edge for others. To trust the weight of it ALL… to be in the surrender of, ‘okay, I guess this is my next place to go’, without any denial of the clues from Love itself and the invitation into the next layer that needs healing. There are many of these next and next and next places, and it doesn’t really have an end to it, just deeper and deeper to go. Trusting in each process is the key and the challenge. Trusting that no matter what it feels like in these moments of letting in feeling, there is a shore we will wash up on, renewed, letting in so much more than we once could – wow, this can be the hardest piece to trust, can’t it?

Falling, willingly, is for the maniac in you. The maniac that is so curious about yourself, your soul, your parts, that living into each layer that needs love and taking in the mirrors that show you these layers is something you look for and look forward to.

There are so many layers of letting go, of letting in more trust, of being in more Love, of flying higher and higher still as you let in all that you are, but sometimes…. sometimes there’s a crash landing. Sometimes there are those phases of saying ‘no’ to that which parts of you have clung to in order to keep life ‘just so’ and somehow known, even though you also ache to experience the unknown! The crash though, is a crash into YOU and into LOVE. Your parts fall into the arising you that gets to hold them and the Metasoul Aspects too reacting to the ‘no’ experiences, the life changes, the rekindled desire for MORE coming from your strengthening, growing and opening heart.

Feeling the full weight of how your parts have experienced each ‘fall’ in life, is what brings you and them to more and more experiences of leaving gravity, as you’ve known it, behind. ❤️

 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Precious Pearl Within

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In the process of healing our hearts to prepare for the More and the Love, the More Love that is waiting outside the gates of our wounding, there lies a precious pearl in our midst. It lies in the heart of our inner child, both wounded and magical. In every session we have, the journey takes us to an event, a scene, that holds a powerful energy in a freeze-framed moment. The healing isn’t so much in reliving the experience(s), but to feel this child, this part of you, as a pearl within. It is you and yet not you at the same time. He is aching for the attention, the love, that he didn’t quite receive in his formative years. She is wanting to feel held and seen by a new energy. A version of a mother and/or father she didn’t get to experience this life.

By being felt and held in any of the trauma from a place of your higher heart, where the tears can flow and be transmuted into healing, you can begin to reveal the magic that is at the center of this crystal being. You begin to feel Love of this cherub that is loaded to the gills with passion and wonder. Creativity and sensitivity. They are the gateway to our imagination and our star seed wounding that holds so much pain of abandonment and rejection. Our separation from All That Is In Unity.

It is this 3D healing that leads to so much more in the maturation and evolution of our Christ Consciousness. They hold the keys our multidimensional chariot, our personal Merkaba. They are our vulnerability and our strength. They are part of the bridge to this New Earth we all keep talking about. So it is cave dive and rescue mission into our hard to feel places that removes this boy and girl from their looping scene and brings them into a frequency of more prolonged goodness as they sit in the comfort of your loving heart. They, in turn, offer you the gift of ‘seeing’ the world that it truly is and can be.

I feel guided to talk about this in my next live stream, hopefully, tomorrow morning, in regards to men and our inner boy, but I do invite women to come and participate as it easily applies to you as well. There are some differences that a very specific to men and I hope that other men are open to sharing their experiences to add to the discussion. This has been a very big one for me in my process and I have felt it in the process of so many others. Below is a picture of my inner/magical child Christopher for whom life is a discovery, a wonder, and a ton of fun. He is wanting to make more of a presence in my life and I so very much invite that in. I invite yours to join us tomorrow at 10am CDT. Looking forward to your sharing and questions.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Being Willing To Want

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By Raphael Awen

The life we want, as well as the life we don’t want are the whole point of being here, coming here, having consciousness here.

We actually have the ability to tune out this dimension and completely bypass it altogether, but we chose to forget that, so that we would have the feeling of being stuck here.

Faced with this challenge, we are invited to not only remember our bigness and inhabit it by way of remembrance, but also to even grow beyond the original bigness that we dimmed the lights on to discover something unimaginably more.

We needed to forget, in order to remember, in order to become something more. That more is imagined into being by making it ‘literal’ – in the beginning was the waveform of life energy called, ‘the word.’

Imagine that – the tongue is this life form creator wafting out life on every turn. We’re learning how powerful it is to create, even if by nothing more than creating more darkness and pain to one day awaken to its power to begin to take full responsibility for our creations, and turn this creative life force to what we most deeply want.

I want life. I want love. I want more than I’ve had the courage to dream up, up till now.

Will you want with me? Will you admit what is and isn’t working for you? In that, we’ll find all of our needs and more being met superabundantly.

I can help you with this identifying what you want process. If you’d genuinely like help, I’d so love to help you. Check into a bridging session at the link below with myself and let the quest begin.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Check out our sessions for a new and profound going-on place in your spiritual and emotional journey at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions.

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Imagine New Earth Lovernance

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

Take a minute to imagine with me. Let the “yeah, but”s take a brief vacation.

There are no governments other than the one that resides within the individual. The violence that arises is but a vestigial echo of “old times”. It is held in a self-compassionate love bath that accepts mature responsibility and non-punishing natural consequence.

Authenticity is the capital of this New Governance. Transparency and Exchange is the currency of the New Economy. Diplomacy is no longer needed for politics is replaced by our vulnerability. We are ambassadors unto ourselves in service of the highest cause of embodying all the love we can possibly stand.

Work is dead. It is now Love in Action. It is the generator and manifestor of Abundance. All that was once held as ‘unlikely’ or ‘impossible’ are open for your play and exploration. The limitations that were placed upon Dreams have been removed by a lot of hard and powerful work. It did not come easy. You were not saved by anything else than your own choosing.

The things that made us unique, still do. We don’t speak one language, but we feel one language. That of the heart and the soul. That shows up in a multitude of ways that enriches the experience of Kaleidoscopic Unity. Peace is not achieved by the largest show of force but the courage to feel each other in the ways that we kept our doors closed to each other, and more importantly to ourselves.

The grand experiment of Humanity is witnessed in its healing and not in its saving. The beauty of this vision is felt in what was its opposite. We gather in remembrance of what Was in humble gratitude and continue to show up and grow into our next evolution of Being Human.

Let your imagination take you not where you want to be, but where you ARE in the multidimensional NOW.

May this week, and all others, be your gateway to your dreams.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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5D Timelines Arise Through The Watering Of Self-Love

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

New timelines are like plants. They arise when your inner soil has been tilled by exploring and feeling all the ways in which the old ground has been depleted of the nourishment it has so been lacking. It is taking your 5D love spade and sinking it into the earth to reveal the depths of this drought.

Next, it is about letting in the water of Love that surrounds you through heart and soul resonant others, guides, metasouls, angels, the Divine, and your 5D self. Let it reach the hidden parts of you that have forgotten what love really truly feels like.

This plants the seeds for new growth. New choices. New consciousness. New manifestations that reflect the love that arises on the inside, from you to you, from you to others without compromise of all that you hold dear and deeply deserved.

Tend to your heart as you would anything you find most valuable.  You are the most important person your world. Without feeling that, the love you offer is really just a thinner version of the real thing.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Dissolving Of The 3D-4D Trauma Emotional Body Grid

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!

This week’s Museletter starts off with a piece from Jelelle Awen about the 3D-4D trauma emotional body grid that is laid over Gaia, reflecting the wounding and also healing of the collective emotional body. She invites you to feel your contribution to it through the parts of you that are stuck in traumas, especially abuse playouts and feelings of being stuck in victimhood energy:

“Ultimately, you CHOOSE ALL traumatic experiences for soul growth reasons on a Higher Self/Metasoul level and this actually brings much empowerment as you accept this, understand more about the reasons WHY, and own/feel/heal your Metasoul’s role in it.

Freedom and release from these emotionally dense feelings of despair, suicide, victimization, extreme negativity, battling, being attacked……freedom comes as you FEEL how this lives in parts of yourself and in your Metasoul. As you are willing to compassionately feel it and LOVE it and embrace these parts and aspects, so then do you offer them a way out of this grid. You compassionately validate their emotional reality even as you are separating your consciousness from it.”

Next, we have a brand NEW guided meditation offered by Kalayna Colibri, for meeting your Inner Teenager. In this meditation, you will connect with a Divine Feminine and a Divine Masculine guide before approaching your Inner Teenager in a place that is familiar to them.

Kalayna also held a live stream event this week on connecting with and feeling your Inner Masculine, especially as a woman (though men can connect with this too). In this live stream, she shares about her ongoing personal process with her own Inner Masculine and why she feels this process is important on a collective level. She also answers many questions and offers a quick guided meditation for connecting with your own Inner Masculine, in whatever form or energy they choose to show you. You can catch the recording of this live stream in this week’s Museletter.

There are many new writings and audio recordings from Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Kalayna Colibri, and Gabriel Heartman to take in this week, addressing some profound topics such as healing in order to fuel your dreams and desires and realizing them too, giving yourself permission to feel, and finding freedom from the loops of wounding parts of you are in. There are also some energy updates offered to give you a picture of the current waves of energies incoming.

Kalayna, Gabriel, Raphael, and Jelelle all offer 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. They are available for $55 min. donation per session and more information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy to receive whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offerings. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Check out the latest Museletter here.

 

 

 

 

 

Energy Update: Deep Rest Needed As 3D Timelines/Lifestyles Collapse

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By Jelelle Awen

HIGH energy frequencies coming in every day this week….not so much from any SOULar activities or geomagnetic storms or flares as things are quiet in that area. The energetic frequencies feel more like just PURE light flooding in…..that is available when we allow it into our energetic fields and into our Higher Hearts too. You may feel mega sleepiness as this light comes into every living cell. You can feel this drowsiness as the light increases your frequencies and invites any overworked 3D or masculine aspects to REST now.
You could call this ‘being tired’ or ‘feeling exhausted’, yet, really, it is an invitation to rest on a much deeper level than 3D lifestyles usually allow. Or as I have come to call them, “3D Deathstyles”. There is often so much going OUTward and so much doing that true and deep rest is not made space for.
The buzz of all this activity in 3D life often covers over the despair and depression and sense of meaninglessness that is vibrating on the emotional body and Metasoul level. When all finally stops and slows, these feelings come UP then to be felt and ‘dealt’ with as they cannot ultimately be denied or resisted. The Metasoul timelines/lifetimes bleed through too when outbounding slows down.
A higher vibrational life makes space and room for rest. It is flexible and responsive to your emotional body, your physical body, your chakras…..it is in tune with all these bodies and in flow with them and their current states.
A lower vibrational, more 3D anchored life feels rigid, it is ‘happening to you’ rather than you happening to it. It requires a certain level of what can feel like near constant OUTput without anything coming in to fill you back UP again. It leads to burnt out and depletion and resentful giving and self sacrifical service.
These lower vibrational timelines may be collapsing for you now, along with the relationships that previously held them together. The anxiety and tensions that provide often the fuel for them may be burning up (such as worries about money). Higher frequencies of light cause this collapsing as you let them in MORE and are open/willing to the shifts and changes that this brings on the inside AND the outside.
Anything running on the previous 3D fuels just can’t sustain as you continue to awaken and ascend. Your 5D self coming into your body needs different fuels and the main one is SELF LOVE that then flows out to others to share and exchange and transact. Your light body starts to need/require super foods, light and high water content foods, foods that are free of killing frequencies from eating animals. Your chakras need your regular attention and clearing/cleaning of them as they activate into ascension chakra vortexes. Here is a guided meditation with me to connect with Mother Mary/Divine Feminine energy and seems to cause most people to fall asleep/crash nap! https://youtu.be/nkTbTJBBlHE
These energies get your attention and INVITE you to adjust your lifestyles and choices and actions to them. Starting from within and your inner relationships with all parts of you moving into more love and care…..then extending outward to reflect this self loving balance in everything you see, do, and are engaged with.
The Divine Feminine/Mother invites you into this deep rest on every level right now…..into the arms of Her loving embrace can your weary inner masculine start to let go, drop the vigilance, drop the intense doing, and discover balance anew. She provides a bridge to this very visceral sense of rest and renewal so you can BEcome this more and more!
MUCH love to you as we continue to find our inner and outer balance!! ~
Jelelle Awen
We can feel through your current lifestyle choices and begin the negotiation to shift them on the inside first during 1:1 90 minute bridging sessions. I have some available session times next week M-F for women over 35 years old for $55 USD min. donation. And my beloveds/facilitators (Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri) do too if you are drawn to meet with them! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

 

Feeling The Inner Masculine Q&A & Guided Meditation (Live Stream Video Recording)

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SoulFullHeart Co-Founder, Facilitator, Teacher, and WayShower, Kalayna Colibri, held a live stream on June 5th, 2018 to share about her personal process with feeling her Inner Masculine parts and invite you to begin feeling your own, as a man or a woman. She also leads a short guided meditation to meet your Inner Masculine in whatever form or energy he is ready to be seen by you in, and answers some questions about the process of feeling your Inner Masculine.

This process is one of feeling the different ways in which your conditioning from the predominantly patriarchal culture you’ve grown up in has expressed in your life, often in strong suppression of your Inner Feminine, whether you are a man or a woman. This means suppression of your emotionality, of emotions being OK, of flowing with life without needing to try and control outcomes or only a very linear sense of how life should be or should go. The Inner Masculine expresses in the form of many different parts of you, including typically the Inner Protector, especially as a first pathway into this aspect of your being. The Inner Masculine is meant to be negotiated with though, not overridden or ‘fought’ with. There is plenty of need inside of you for the Masculine, especially in an inner Sacred Union experience with your Feminine.

For more on the Inner Masculine, parts, and Metasoul Aspects too, we have much writing on this blog! You can also visit this page on the SoulFullHeart website: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Healing 3D/4D Loops In Order To Fly

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

There is an ongoing supply of pieces to heal within each of us, no matter where we lie on the spectrum of growth. But what is ascension but growth, maturation, and transmutation?

Our soulstory (feeling no longer to use history) is but strata of compressed and fragmented experience that we left in the wake of our densification. As we begin to ascend more consciously, we find ourselves descending, at times, to unearth what we need to come to terms with so that we can untether from this weight that keeps us in what feels like a perpetual spin cycle. The patterns of experience that a part of us can feel a victim to or guilty of.

When you finally get to a place of owning that you truly create your own reality, you take the handcuffs off that which keeps you in an energetic holding pattern. A looping airplane, neither landing or flying, and running out of fuel fast!

What do you feel you are tired of repeating and persisting in your life? Look not at the external circumstance, but what lies inside that is permitting such things to occur. This is not some punishing shame energy (though it can be if there is a part that holds it that way) but a deep and honest look at what the heaven wants to shift inside so you can truly experience what you, your higher self, your guides, and the universe want you to experience!

For each of us, there is a soul theme, or issue, that we are here to work on and through with love. Not looking to solve it, but to understand it and heal it. The circumstances we create are meant to irk us into frustration and desperation so that we will stake the claim of choosing and creating something new with a different energy than we ever have before. We may need to get softer, or more assertive. More compassionate, or less appeasing. The scope and sequencing of our healing is varied like a snowflake.

The energies that lay before you are meant to invite you into this deep exploration of compassionate self-discovery and powerful action. What lies underneath that which has been the most difficult for you to get to the other side of? THAT journey is the one that is your soul calling. The one that leads you to the path of your greatest gift and highest timeline. There is no other time than now to begin.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.