5/5 Gateway: An Open House Hosted By Your 5D Self, Metasoul and Star Family

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By Jelelle Awen

We are awakening! We are UNIFYing! We are BEcoming connected again in the frequencies of the heart and the vibrations of the soul. We are celebrating our individualities WHILE feeling that MORE connects us then actually separates us. We are BEcoming New Earth in this Now and this one…..and this one too!

Om Mani Padme Hum……THIS is what is being offered to me by my star family and esp. the Pleiadians who seem to be activating all the bridges they have brought to us over our human ‘history’ for us to see and feel the connections to them again. They are preparing us for collective disclosure of our galactic consciousness in this way.

They are reminding us that in the heart of ALL religions is a GIFT of Divine reflection. In the heart of ALL religions is the message of our essence as Divine Oneness and the eventual and inevitable return to the Divine. How these gifts have been interpreted and filtered by our collective polarized 3D consciousness is what we are arising out of now to throw off the forms, binds, and structures and FEEL more the genuine essence that remains.

Om Mani Padme Hum…..all my star family is chanting this with me today, including a precious Metasoul sister of mine who needs it in her timeline….the ‘alien looking’ ones (like the Mantids and the Zetas and the Arcturians) and the ones that look like us only somehow brighter (like the Pleiadians and Lemurians). NONE of these BEings are better or superior than us, just in other timelines and dimensions and different stories than ours here on 3D transitioning to 5D Gaia. My Metasoul and all its aspects/fractals are unifying around this refrain, as yours may as well….

My star family is offering that sanskrit and mantras have their origins NOT in religion, yet rather are a GIFT from the stars to activate our DNA, our Unity Consciousness, and remember where we come from. Singing them extends BEyond any practices, theories, dogmas, and doctrines.

This is a beautiful recording of this mantra from Deva Premal….who SO feels like a Pleiadian/Human hybrid to me, such pure frequency and channel of their energy:

Today, with the glorious 5/5 gateway/stargate that is swung WIDE OPEN (think, like an open house for remembering and receiving and being activated), you can feel hosted by your 5D self and your star family and your Metasoul aspects in higher dimensional consciousness frequencies. You can merge with your 5D Self and receive some much needed infusions and transmissions of the Heaven Bliss consciousness that is spring-loaded inside of you! You can activate your star DNA in a visceral and very felt way!

Here are teachings and a guided meditation that we did to access the 5D gateway and connect with your 5D self during a recent unity meditation call:

Om mani padme hum….

Namaste!

I love you! I am you! You are me!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Join Gabriel Heartman today for a heart opening livestream conversation about 5/5 at 10:00am CST!

Grief As A Gift: Bridging Our Humanity To Our Divinity

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After an experience I had with my beloved Kalayna yesterday (which I will write about later after we digest it more together), and a heartful conversation I had with an FB friend I was inspired to write about the feeling of Grief.

Grief is a profound experience in the wake of Loss. It opens the heart to the bedrock of our humanity and our divinity. It can be where the two join hands. Ultimately in our highest heart and soul essence, there is no loss, just a death and rebirth, a transmutation of energy. Of course, the circumstance and specifics of the loss can be quite jarring and extremely painful. To lose a child or other loved one in a tragic way holds so much energy than if it were in a natural one. Tragic grief is one that has so many dimensions to it that needs the time and space necessary to be as real and expressive as possible.

Grief is held by parts of us for so many reasons. It can be an inner child or teenager, inner shame and guilt, rage, and/or hurt. It is held in our SOULullar memory as another lifetime in our Metatsoul that may have multiple experiences of that same circumstance playing out. Holding the grief as a part of you, even as you are in the throes of the pain, helps to offer love to it from a different place as opposed to being the grief itself. You can move with it. Love it. Learn from it. Grow from it. It is actually a gift as it opens the heart into realms that were previously hidden and unconscious.

You can arise out of the ashes of grief with a renewed sense of surrender, acceptance, purpose, and self. You can feel yourself as divinely connected to Source, and even the expression of Source Itself. It is not meant to be a suffering loop or to be glossed over with any numerous distractions. The fear of getting sucked up by grief is what keeps the pain in place. That is another protective part not wanting you to feel any more pain than you already have in this and other lives. That is tender to feel and yet is also important to negotiate with this part how much you really want and need to feel and heal, once and for all.
This experience may be the most alive that many of us have ever felt. That is the gift in it as well. It offers a permission to feel all the pent-up rage, hurt, rejection, and existential pain. It is cathartic and transmutative. So as we focus on the joyous side of being Alive on this day of 5/5, there is also the sorrow side that gifts us what joy truly feels like in contrast. And for that, we honor it and love it just as we would any other emotion that helps us to authentically feel our humanity.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Sometimes Love Don’t Feel Like It ‘Should’ – The Rumble Of Awakening

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!

SoulFullHeart co-founder, teacher and Facilitator, Gabriel Heartman, offers you much insight into what the rumbles of awakening can look and feel like in your life in this week’s featured article. He invites you to feel how your awakenings shift the picture of what really is, especially as you feel the shift in your relationships with others and how the world around and within you is being affected by what is being shaken up. There is a lot to feel with parts of you about all of this as old ideas of what love is are being questioned and many emotional pieces start to rise to the surface:

“Pulling out of this old matrix of 3D relationship can be a tough one as it tugs on our inner guilt and shame. It can be hard for the part of us that feels a responsibility in the emotional responses of others. It doesn’t feel very loving to hurt others. It can feel like you are being selfish and uncaring. Think of a spider web and you are at one of the crossings. If you pull on that it affects all those around that are connected in that web. You make waves and rumbles when you begin to realize this arrangement is no longer in service of your highest self.”

This week we feature the recording of a live stream that Jelelle hosted on Facebook on April 28th. This live stream was a live teaching and digestion of the incoming energies and what they may bring to you and invite you into, especially with the 5/5 gateway officially happening tomorrow.

On May 15th Jelelle and Raphael will be hosting another free Unity Meditation call. If you’d like to register for this event and receive the info for connecting to the call in your email, you can visit Eventbrite: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/may-15th-new-earth-now-activations-unity-meditation-call-registration-45734254386

Also in this week’s issue are the latest writings and recordings from Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, Kalayna, and Raianna. A few of these are digestions of the 5/5 gateway and also the latest full moon in Scorpio experience.

Jelelle and Raphael are both offering private, one on one 90 minute sessions with them over zoom to bridge to your awakening process, locate where you are, and your highest timeline manifestation. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

If you’re curious to have a free 30min intro session with either Kalayna, Gabriel or Raphael, you can find out more information about that here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Check out the latest Museletter here.

5/5 Gateway Offers Soul Bigness And Journey Reflections, Movements, Growth

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by Kalayna Colibri

Before we enter these mega gateways, like 5/5, it’s like stopping at airport security. You have to go through a process of checking the stuff you’ve got with you and on you (in this case inside you too) and deciding what can come and what can’t. What is it that you want to bring with you into this next birth canal as you enter its gateway? Do you feel ready to bring your parts with you, even the ones that have been in shadow so that they can be illuminated, felt, and eventually integrated with love? Do you feel ready to look at your relationships and really see if they’re coming with you or not? Is your job or career coming with you or is there something else to feel about that? Do you feel ready to embrace abundance in all forms and let go of previous ideas of what that even is? What resistance do you have to this gateway and what it wants to offer you? ALL of these questions lead to feeling parts of you, or can if you’re ready. And from there the healing potential is exponential.

A gateway is another opportunity to let go of the ‘hell’ you’ve known in different areas of life for the sake of the ‘heaven’ you don’t know yet. It’s another graduation point for your healing and Ascension journey if you’re ready for that. It’s a big mirror too. Reflections of who you’ve been and who you’ve become too are coming your way! It’s not only a time for sobriety and looking at what has been but also celebrating what IS. What opportunities do you have in front of you for some big healing this time around? Can you look at yourself and your parts and feel gratitude for how far you’ve come? If you can’t feel some self-recognition at this point, it’s fair to say that there’s a part there blocking the doorway. A part that needs you to see it before it can allow you to see yourself. This part is often the one that wants so much to protect you that sometimes it also protects you from really letting in your goodness. The Inner Protector and the Inner Punisher are the parts often at play here. Intense stuff, yes! Yet… the process of being with these parts is the process you’re invited to engage with and if you don’t choose to do so now, you can ask your Inner Protector specifically about this.

If you want to connect with your Inner Protector, there are wonderful guided meditations offered by Jelelle Awen, that you can take in on our Youtube channel: SoulFullHeart Experience.

Any fear of doing something “wrong” also seems to become backlit with 5/5. It’s an opportunity to start loving yourself from the inside out and being with the parts that feel this way. There is no “wrong” way to ascend or heal, yet there ARE ways that better support your soul bigness and where your consciousness wants to expand to.

5/5 is a time for reflection and movement. The number 5 has no closings, only openings… interesting, no? I feel the number 5 is known to herald big changes because it can’t hold anything inside of it. It’s a time to truly let go and go inward in order to flow all of that love right back out of you again. Yes, love the feeling of this! It’s a time for changes, big or small… and with every change, we’re invited to feel the impact of that change on ourselves, our parts and our worlds too. We’re invited to feel and see the steps into MORE… more love, more heaven-on-earth feeling, more service-of-love/5D Self moving into the body. Hmmm… maybe instead of moving INTO the body as if it’s something truly outside of us, it’s about helping that inner 5D Self-seed grow and evolve from the inside, out.

LOVE to you on this journey you’re very sacredly walking and feeling out during this and every gateway!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Aligned And Alive On 5/5

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This last week for me feels as if it has been leading up to this coming 5/5 gateway. It started with opening up the intention to feel more into my power, leadership, and truth. The full moon seemed to infuse me with the energy of action and stepping up, stepping out, and stepping into. This gateway feels to offer us an invitation into the next level of our continuing trajectory of our service of love, leadership, and ambassadorship.

That service first starts within from self to self. It is about feeling all the ways in which you relate to yourself, others, and life itself. It is about feeling where you may not feel aligned and alive in all areas of your life. You are perfect just as you ARE, but there are also passions and alignments that are wanting to manifest. This gateway is giving us the reflection of what our 5D/Highest Self truly wants for us.

It wants us to feel this abundant self-love where an inner union is alive and felt deeply when you look in the mirror. It wants us to be authentic and courageous in our truth and action. It wants us to be treated with reverence and respect by others. It wants us to experience intensely magical and sacred sexuality. It wants us to be in a romantic union and intimate community. It wants us to create and commune with higher dimensional beings. It wants us to serve love in whatever way that is aligned with our deepest gifts. There are no limits to what is possible and desirable.

For many, there is a feeling we are not ‘there’ yet, wherever ‘there’ is. There may be a lot that is keeping you from truly embodying that picture. When you begin to get real with your emotional truth, you begin to see where the aliveness has been numbed and/or the alignment displaced. It is visceral and recognizable. The 5/5 gateway is like a big road sign that says “EXIT HERE! ENTER NOW!!”.  To me, that means to get off the old road of what was limiting and veer off into the New where you DO get to have what you want through the inner work.

But there are influences to feel that may keep that state from being a continuous stream of consciousness candy. The fears and other lower vibrational emotional states, held by parts, are there to be heard, felt, and held. They need help to feel that there is something bigger, not just outside but on the inside. These parts are awaiting a bigger version to come and help them digest and collapse.

As this occurs through your inner relationships with your Protector, Punisher, Teenager, Mother, Father, Child, Gatekeeper etc. you then can feel that larger soul aspects that hold more of a soul aspect that is a part of your Metasoul. Through the continued healing of these parts and timelines, you collect their gifts and passions. They integrate into you more and you become so much more than you have ever felt possible. More about parts here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I am taking this idea with me as I am ready to begin a more outed journey in my leadership through videos and live stream opportunities. I can feel the parts of me that have been a bit buzzed on old fear patterns and it is time to step UP and OUT. I will be covering many topics that are related to ascension and its practical implications, especially in regards to men and the masculine. Women are highly desired to participate!

We are all on a path to alignment, aliveness, and wholeness. Through the SoulFullHeart process, I provide a ‘how’ on the path. Not The Way, but A way. It just happens to be My Way and I want to share it with you and serve it if it feels resonant in your being. Further details to follow. Thank you to those who have been following my writing. It has been a huge gift to me. See you on the Video Side!

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: 5/5 Energies Intensify, Offer Powerful Mirror And 5D Template

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By Jelelle Awen

Energies picking UP! Waves coming in strong as the 5/5 gateway swings open with the help our Pleiadian star family esp. You may feel this in your body with a range from feeling tired, worn out, exhausted….to restful and peaceful. Tired moves to restful with more surrender into the BIG upgrading process going on now.

In our Unity meditation call yesterday, we accessed SUCH joy and magic and those frequencies went to the beach with us all afterwards. We will be sharing the recording of that call here on FB soon! The sun codes offered bliss, rest, letting in…there was no difference in that place between 3D, 4D, and 5D. These are the kinds of experiences that are being offered more and more as our consciousness expands now and we form bridges to our 3D, 4D, and 5D parts/aspects inside.

This gateway (and the ongoing Ascension process) is offering HUGE mirrors for us now. These mirrors are coming THROUGH others primarily….to see the parts of us that we may have rejected and disowned that are represented by other people. The ways and means that other people trigger you (esp. romantic partners) is a powerful reflection of a part of you that is being repressed, judged, not allowed to be felt.

Relationships of all kinds seem to be going through major transformational frequencies too with these tastes of 5D seeping through. The inner relationships are asking for, needing, and even demanding attention so the mirrors on the outside are getting put at increasingly awkward angles to SEE this. This can lead to sudden completions of relationships based in more 3D frequencies and beginnings of higher vibe sacred unions.

Self love, self care, self attention, self consciousness/awareness are wanting to be moved into higher frequencies of expression AS service of love to self AND with others.

We are receiving now the precious templates of 5D sacred human coming into the body!

MUCH love to you as we ride the waves, rest, breathe, and LOVE ourselves and each other!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
I still have some slots open during the weekdays next week if you would like a 1:1 bridging session with me for women (90 minutes for $55 USD.) There have been powerful intuitions, touching collaborations, and insights shared during the ones I’ve had this week! A GOOD time to go within and get support at the same time! See above for more info or just PM me if you are interested/drawn!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

On The Precipice Of Change Is Where Love Finds You

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What do you long for?
What is seeking redemption, truth, forgiveness, and love?
What is it that you truly want to feel coursing through your veins when you wake up in the morning?
Who are you really and what the hell are you doing here?
 
These are the penetrative questions that rumble the status quo of our current emotional and spiritual consciousness. I am being asked those questions of myself as I feel and heal old patterns within me that have taken me to the next leg of my inner quest and leadership.
 
When you feel like you begin to cycle on something, you have hit a ceiling. Actually, it is more like a membrane. It is not solid in reality. It only appears that way to a part of you that holds resistance to what lies on the other side. This ‘ceiling’ is actually the floor to the next level, the next chapter, of your ever-evolving growth and remembrance.
 
What you come to at that moment is a precipice. In front of you is a void that has no apparent stone to step on because a part of you afraid of what happens if there is nothing there to catch you. This has been a repeated part of my journey that is seeking an end. One where vulnerability, risk, and the fear of what occurs on the other side get to create the very steps that have appeared lacking yet there all along.
 
This suffering ceiling is what brought me to SoulFullHeart. It is what inspired me to say no more to what clearly was not working in my life at that time. It is what is inviting me to go to my next places, next steps that send me to higher heights, along with the fears of falling. There is a moment when you have to decide when the cycles end and the real loving begins. I ask again:
 
What do you long for?
What is seeking redemption, truth, forgiveness, and love?
What is it that you truly want to feel coursing in your veins when you wake up in the morning?
Who are you really and what the hell are you doing here?
 
The answers to those questions only come from going into your heart with curiosity, a mirror, and a guide. Wherever you find it, chose it and claim it one choice at a time. Your soul is ready as your heart may waver. That wavering is a universe of parts that have a lot to say and be held in. Feel them and you create a whole new world from the inside out. I offer my heart in service to that exploration of all that you are meant to be.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Transmuting Traumas Into Love During The 5/5 Gateway: Message With My Pleiadian Aspect Leeza

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By Jelelle Awen

The Pleiadians,  our brothers and sisters from the stars, are helping us to access the 5/5 Ascension gateway that allows easier flow and feeling sense of fifth dimensional consciousness into our BEings. This gateway opened with the recent full moon energies. The moon energies provide Divine Feminine support to feel our emotional bodies in a deeper way that brings them into a higher vibrational frequency.

I have been offered that undigested emotional trauma from this life and other timelines – MORE than anything else – is what anchors consciousness to 3D reality and 3D collective consciousness. This 3D anchoring is what draws you to repeat patterns of suffering, remain in dissonant relationships, continue self abuse and ‘deathstyles’, experience intense emotional states, etc. Illumination of how this previously undigested trauma lives inside you is being revealed now to see, to feel, to heal, to BE loved. It is being revealed for you to now draw the support you MOST need to digest it…..in whatever form of outer and inner, etheric and/or in the physical teacher/healer/space holder and methods/ways/paths that may manifest.

Leeza, my Pleiadian Metasoul aspect, is connecting with me Now, wanting to communicate to you the possibilities that this 5/5 gateway offers us and a new way to relate to our emotional traumas.

She says now, “So many more of you are becoming ready to take in this frequency of higher consciousness that is being offered by this 5/5 gateway and ongoingly. You become ready to receive this frequency by remembering who you really ARE as love again. By allowing joy and magic into your life. By asking for support to heal traumas when you need to. By opening your heart to others. By transforming what has felt true about your suffering into something new.”

” I am noticing in sessions lately that trauma has a strong vibrational frequency,” I say. “I notice this more because my frequency is higher than it has ever been, moving into a higher timeline of health and vibrancy after many years of digestive healing of traumas with parts of myself from this life and other timelines. This trauma frequency is a dissonant one to what you are offering here of love and joy, Leeza. Suffering is a dissonant tone to the natural Divine frequency of our soul essence. I am feeling more and more how we can love this dissonance into resonance through the frequency of self love. This is an aspect of what I am holding space for and bringing through with SoulFullHeart, the experience of a NEW frequency of resonance that comes from healing suffering and trauma that is grounded into the body and emotional body. This frequency of resonance is created by going IN with love, that doesn’t bypass or transcend, yet rather transmutes and transforms.”

“Yes,” she says, smiling at me with her smile that feels like a whole pod of happy dolphins leaping in the ocean (and it IS the same frequency actually.) “It is good to relate to suffering and trauma as a frequency. Trauma is not bad or wrong or anything to feel shameful of. It just IS. 3D bandwidth has a dissonant broadcast to it. The 3D consciousness choice has been about the exploration of dissonance through experiencing polarizing tones ‘against’ each other. Moving UP and out of the 3D bandwidth is to feel and ‘hear’ with your Higher Heart where these places of dissonance still exist inside of you.”

“Yes!” I reply, liking this new way to relate with trauma that seems to offer both deep compassion and objectivity. “Trauma is like a dissonant piece of music. We may not like listening to it, but it brings us somewhere just being exposed to it. And, we have to acknowledge it. It gets our attention! Traumatic vibrational frequencies are trying to get our attention and draw our love to them. Rather than resist the dissonance, we can bring resonance to it. This is what we do when we love the part of us that holds these trauma tones. We bring the music of love from our Higher Heart to create a beautiful new symphony! We become the conductor AND the audience AND the musicians too in these moments of self love! ”

“There is where your power is, which you have necessarily forgotten during the 3D experiment,” Leeza replies. “Your power is in the creation. Your power is found in remembering that you create it ALL. Both the suffering and the cure.”

She lets that sink in and continues, “When you move into this kind of self empowered creative energy, you are connecting to, bringing in, and channeling your fifth dimensional self and aspect. You are bringing this consciousness into your physical body. You are communing with your Higher Self and activating your Higher Heart. From this place, you CAN change the tone of ANY trauma from both this current lifetime and other lifetimes in your Metasoul, as you are discovering yourself and offering now to and with others.”

“I have felt this creative empowerment engage many times, when the loving space and intention is made for it, and the soul consciousness is then able to transmute and digest their own trauma into love. It is magical! And, it frees UP even more magic!”

“Yes, this is a beautiful working,” she says. “And, there are infinite possibilities of this transmutation available to every soul in whatever ways and means they find and draw them in. The opportunities for this kind of transmutation are easier to access for your species then they have ever been since your deeper ‘fall’ into 3D. Ask to draw them in and they will show up….especially during gateways such as are being offered now.”

I thank her in this moment for offering us this bridge to remember that we are creators of ALL that we have experienced and experience. I thank her for the reminder of our magical abilities to transform ANYTHING into love and the invitation to CLAIM more of it as bravely transmute all of our dissonances into resonances again!

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Join us today for a high vibrational experience/transmission of 5D frequency during a free Unity Meditation call at 2:00pm CST. To read more information and to register, go here: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/may-2nd-new-earth-now-activations-unity-meditation-call-registration-45173570365

Experience the bridging to your transmutational capacities during sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/programs

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

Blessings On Beltane Day & Upcoming Free Events

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By Jelelle Awen

My soul knows Beltane or May Day, celebration of the completion of winter and the beginning of summer. My soul knows dancing around the May Pole with ribbons that reflect the newly blooming buds. And my soul knows prancing around the bon fires that light up the night sky with a nearly full moon as a celestial feminine witness to the celebrations. My soul knows channeling the Goddess, floating out of my body and into the Infinite Spaces of near complete merging with Her.

It knows the reunion and coming together of sacred feminine and sacred masculine. The pursuit of the stag king and the claim of the priestess representing the Goddess during their sexual union. My soul knows the feeling of this claiming and communion, whether literal in the physical with a man or in a symbolic dance of masculine and feminine energies from within.

One aspect of my Metasoul deeply connected to Avalon is there today, celebrated last night on Beltane Eve and into today as well. My sense is that next year at this time, I will be in Glastonbury in the physical living there and participating in the festivities going on there. This will be a touching soul reunion for me, a bridging of many dimensional expressions into this one!

MUCH blessings and love to YOU on this Beltane Day of magical possibilities, desires coming manifest, and celebration of inner and outer sacred union! MUCH love beaming out from the heart of the Divine Mother to yours!  

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Join us tomorrow at 2:00pm CST for a free unity meditation call where we offer teachings and a meditation to connect to the 5/5 FIFTH dimensional consciousness and your 5D self! More info and registration link through eventbrite here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1895682390725143/

or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

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Raphael and I are also appearing again on The Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show with wonderful host Crystalline Diamondloveheart on Thursday, May 3rd at 2:00pm CST. We will be sharing stories this time about challenges that we have faced, wisdoms/gifts that we’ve learned, etc. We’ll talk about how we met, our falling in love with each other, intense times at a remote ranch here in Mexico living without electricity/Internet or much money, etc. You can submit written questions if you want to or just listen live.

You can register here if you’d like to join us: http://www.theenlightenedloveheartandsoulshow.com/jelelle-…/

Here is the recording of the last wonderful show we did with her about embracing rather than resisting your shadow aspects and ‘difficult’ emotions: https://youtu.be/7LxyJVIfcV4

We will be sharing the recordings of both of the unity meditation and story telling show, so you can still take them in if you can’t make it live.

Thank you for your support and interest in what we are offering and sharing with you!

This is me talking about these events: https://youtu.be/UMdqv8w8ops

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Sometimes Love Don’t Feel Like It ‘Should’: The Rumble Of Awakening

Published on by Gabriel Heartman3 Comments

As you enter the vast universe of our deepest truths and bring those to the forefront of your daily and “at the moment” consciousness, the life that was created in service to that hidden reality has no choice but to rumble. As I remember the beginnings of my own awakening journey and those that I have served and am currently serving, this is a very cataclysmic part of the process to the part of us that have kept things tidy and manageable, even as it suffered over it.

As you become aware of the emotional intricacies of the current web of relationship, you can begin to feel the network of cords that were created as a result of this part’s need to conform, follow duty, and be loyal. It was what this part thought was needed to do in order to love or be loved. To protect and be protected. But when you start to awaken to the reality that many of your current connections may be based on something less than authentic to your growing understanding of what you are meant to be and experience, this web cannot be unaffected by coming to terms with your new emotional and spiritual reality.

Pulling out of this old matrix of 3D relationship can be a tough one as it tugs on our inner guilt and shame. It can be hard for the part of us that feels a responsibility in the emotional responses of others. It doesn’t feel very loving to hurt others. It can feel like you are being selfish and uncaring. Think of a spider web and you are at one of the crossings. If you pull on that it affects all those around that are connected in that web. You make waves and rumbles when you begin to realize this arrangement is no longer in service of your highest self.

This leaves others wondering what the hell is going on. “Why are you doing this?” It does change their lives as they have their own agreements with you, and you are changing the game and the rules. Others will get hurt if they cannot feel where you are coming from and are not ready to go to the new places you are. There is only so much explaining you can do. Sometimes love for all involved is about feeling the pain that lies underneath it all and letting the chips fall where they may with as much compassion and care as possible. You cannot cure other people’s sorrows for they are a part of their own journey of awakening.

In SoulFullHeart we feel the parts and soul aspects of you that can feel the guilt, shame, and fear of changing the course of lives. This was all made possible by the higher selves of those involved. You can only own your own responsibility within the web and understand that there is no harm done when it is all coming from real love, the love that is aching for parts of you to be seen and felt, honored and cherished. The experience that others have are for their own learning and growth needs. That is can be difficult when there is an emotional and spiritual bind between hearts and souls.

This is the hard part of awakening and ascension for those that are still in the midsts of realizing the reality of what is before them. By feeling the parts of you INside you can create one courageous choice at a time that is meant to serve the highest good for all involved with compassion, remorse, and real love. The kind that we all have been avoiding as it leads us to worlds we have been so conditioned to fear…the largess of our infinite soul.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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