Category: Ascension

Energy Update: Adjusting To The Winds Of Change Coming In

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By Jelelle Awen

All night long strong winds were blowing here in Victoria, along with our first real snow of the winter (not that we get much snow here as it is some of the most temperate weather in Canada.) The winds seemed to provide this howling soundtrack to whatever was going on for me in the astral realms. They danced around the astral action, which felt quite vivid and active…a fourth dimensional exploration feels like now. You may have had vivid and intense dreams too as your astral self connects more consciously to your physical self.

These kinds of winds bring in a feeling sense of change and movement. The winds here on Gaia may be kicking up, but also the SOULar winds are increasing as well today and over the next couple of days. SOULar winds are  heading now into the 500 km/sec range, bringing with them geomagnetic storm possibilities and auroras too. These winds are flowing from a coronal hole in the southern aspect of our sun that is facing Gaia now, according to spaceweather.com.

So many souls have been feeling an increased momentum of change and transition that for many started in December, 2018 and is moving into this NEW year as well. We went through an intense SOULstice passageway in December that revealed much of the fear-based frequencies in relationships, in careers/jobs, in our bodies, in trauma stored in parts of us from this life/other timelines. The energies of January with the super lunar eclipse, 1/11 gateway and now New moon/Chinese New year in February also support this feeling sense of momentum.

I am noticing more higher timeline life changes happening for people that I work with in sessions….new geographies, new careers/vocations, new relationships………more outside manifestation of what they’ve been baking on and feeling on the inside with parts of themselves. The envisioning and feeling of your higher timeline and negotiation with parts of you to move into it IS what manifests it in the physical ultimately. 3D offers that it is the outside that changes the inside rather than the other way around.

With transition and changes comes an invitation to feel more trust and surrender in the BIGGER picture of the Divine/Higher Self align of your higher timeline. Parts of you still anchored to 3D realities/traumas may feel an understandable cling to the previous energies of need for safety and security that is often fueled by distrust and need to control. These are 3D conditioned energies that all of us have been programmed in. Trusting your feelings, your instincts, and your desires is NEW ground that the Divine supports more as you feel and heal the energies that AREN’T this. I wrote more about the transition to your higher timeline here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/02/07/transitioning-to-your-higher-timeline/

You may be feeling all this change on the physical body level too. I’ve been offered to be careful and aware of what I am eating and digesting in my body. Specifically this has been about not eating ANY refined sugar. It really does lower your vibration with an unnatural buzz that can make it difficult to ground in the energies that are coming in to help boost you into your new timeline. I’ve also felt to switch to green tea from chai tea (I haven’t drank coffee in many years) and have a sense that lower caffeine levels or NO caffeine also serves to feel more grounded in the body. Without that grounding into Gaia, it can be easy to feel ungrounded, light headed, hard to focus, ampy, and not able to connect within.

Connecting within is so helpful during transitional times of change (even GOOD change). I recommend taking in some guided meditations from my recent Deepen series. The entire playlist is here and you can see what draws you: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

MUCH love to you as we ride these winds of change together into the NEW on ALL levels,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 body/mind/soul/energy healing sessions are available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

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Support To Be Your Own Healer – SoulFullHeart Bridging Sessions: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Feb 4, 2019)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week’s featured article is from SoulFullHeart Teacher and Facilitator, Jelelle Awen. She brings in the frequencies that we offer to you in one-on-one Bridging Sessions, painting a picture of what it’s like to feel the support and self-empowerment that awakens within you as a desired result of these sessions:

“During 1:1 90 minute sessions over zoom, we set the stage for you with our experience and lived in relationship to the SoulFullHeart process. We support you to discover how it can help YOU to heal yourself. YOU connect to support systems that have always been there for you, such as Star Family and Divine guides, even if you haven’t always been conscious of them. We offer when it feels like a specific part/aspect is coming forward and then collaborate with you to discover that part and the traumatic scenes it may be stuck in/looping in OR timeline bleed through that is happening.”

Each session is 90min long and is a $55 USD minimum donation to book. More information can be found here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be facilitating an in-person group session on March 10th from 10:00am to 5:00pm PST

in Victoria for $111 CAD minimum donation. The group session offers resonant soul community, individual

process digestion space, and high vibration connections. For more info, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

The final three videos in Jelelle’s ‘Deepen’ series are available for you to take in. They include a light language activation, silent meditation, and digestions with all of the SoulFullHeart core community members of the entire series, their experience of it, and their invitations for you to feel and inhabit your next steps, which may include booking at least one 1:1 session with a Facilitator.

Many new articles for you to take in this week, including digestions of different ways in which you could experience your process of being with parts of you and the different themes that could emerge, plus a sweet engagement announcement from Gabriel and Kalayna!

Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

We love to share our offerings with you and would enjoy receiving whatever heart donation in the form of money you feel that resonates with our offerings. You can go to our donation page for more info on how to donate: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

Check out the latest Museletter here.

The Poultice Of Love And The Fear Of Intimacy

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

Wow! What a response the last couple of days to our engagement. Thank you so much to everyone who left your well-wishes and congratulations.

One thing I took away from it all is that one way or another we all seek Love. Maybe there are parts that may feel despair, doubt, or indifference to it, but at our core we love Love. The only thing that gets similar reactions is anything based on Fear. So in some ways, we have parts that love Fear too. Yeah, I know, an oxymoron.

This is the sacred dance though. The two poles of our BEing that seem at odds but are just trying to reconcile each other. As we all continue to heal our Selves with Love and for the sake of Love, we enter a new relationship to Fear. Something shifts in the power structure. The deepening commitment and claim of this romance with Kalayna will certainly bring up another layer of this relationship to fear of intimacy. Deep transformational intimacy that takes us to the core of our deepest traumas and pains that can only surface from the poultice of Love.

So the collective response is saying to me, “YES! Keep going! Keep feeling the edges of this because I want this too!” or “YES! Bring more of this into the world as it adds to mine as well!”. Even if Kalayna and I don’t “make it” in the long run, we are committing ourselves to this deeper healing that has collective and personal consequences. “Success” is only determined if we feel everything we to feel and say everything we need to say while we are engaged in this marriage of Soul and Heart. We are bound by this in desire, not duty.

I feel to continue this exploration of marriage, intimacy, love, and fear through the heart of the Masculine. What is its relationship and desire to those very things? Right now it is about being centered in Heart while exploring the Soul in healing the parts of me still in shadow around intimacy with the Feminine. It is a sacred one that I accept with dedication and passion.

If you are a man or a woman with this rising desire in you, stay tuned for more. I am also available for sessions to support you along the journey of this sacred healing and letting in of Love. Thank you so much again for all the outpouring of support and love for us both. ❤

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Painting by Eduardo Rodriguez Calzado

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.

Arising Anew From Grief And Remorse

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By Raphael Awen

From the still place of having felt your grief and your remorse, incubates an unmistakable new energy of desire.

Arising in its own time, and in its own way, desire and appetite for an entirely new way of being comes.

Though you have been known by a name and a story, so much of that name and story is complete, and a new story and new name arises. You are in the nursery being looked at now through the big windows by many guides and beings who wish to support you and hold you into your next phase of your sacred journey.

This sacred new beginning, like all beginnings is encoded with its completion, which is what makes way for deep reverence for the present moment.

With this reverence in place, and the feelings of remorse and grief having had their full place, you cannot but move with grace and reverence, with deep support and guidance into the next phase of your sacred and most purposeful journey.

These are the words and feeling space that come to me as I had opportunity recently to be a big part of a Metasoul of mine in process with his grief and remorse for the suppression of feminine.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Healing The Suppressed Inner Feminine

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By Raphael Awen

Choosing to live out a present timeline with a suppressed inner feminine in remorse for another timeline when you suppressed the feminine externally doesn’t really work to bring healing and reconciliation. They are both still in resistance to the feminine.

Realizing that all we really wanted was love and deep heart and home security, but that we went about it in a twisted way is the beginning of deeply finding what was really underneath the harm we created; the frantic search for love.

Where is love’s search wanting to take you now?

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Transitioning To Your Higher Timeline

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By Jelelle Awen

Your higher timeline is where your passions and desires can manifest. Your relationships are a reflection of your soul essence. You live from and with a sense of meaningful service of love with yourself and with others. What YOUR higher timeline looks and feels like is a discovery that is revealed by your soul and Higher Self as you align more and more to those energies coming INTO your body. As you let go of what doesn’t fit and reflect this higher timeline, so it can BEcome your life. As you feel and heal the traumas that anchor parts of you to the lower timeline realities (this can show up in looping memories from this life and bleed throughs from other lifetimes), so it can BEcome YOU.

I am often asked in sessions by facilitants about ‘getting’ to their higher timeline, which is experiencing a higher consciousness life in ALL areas of your life. Protective parts of you may hold a black and white picture about ‘how to do this’ as a means to keep you from risking too much around it or parts of you getting hurt. It is often about supporting you to feel where the possibilities lie in the more gray areas.

Yet, it isn’t so much about ‘getting’ to this higher timeline as it is about BECOMING it. Your 3D Self (and all the parts associated with it, such as Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Inner Punisher) can connect in dreams and during meditative states to your higher timeline version and it feels often ‘beyond’ them or not possible. Your 4D/awakening self is the transitional self that can start to actually FEEL what it would be like. They begin to receive visions, dreams, support from others to start to believe it is possible. They go through the death and rebirth phases of discovery around what IS it and what ISN’T.

Your 5D Self (as some have called your future self) is ALREADY living out this higher timeline reality. This is interesting to feel it like this. There isn’t an impossibility in it happening then….as it already IS happening. The process is about becoming your 5D self more and more….bringing their reality into your consciousness as your veil lifts, your traumatized parts/aspects heal, and more and more self love worth fills your BEing.

The recent energies are supporting the transition of the collective consciousness and each of our individual consciousnesses into our higher timelines. The 1/11 gateway and Chinese New Year….these are beginning/renewal energies even as they are completion energies.

The biggest aspect of transition for you may continue to be letting go of and completing what ISN’T your higher timeline life. The job/career you’ve had for years may suddenly let you go or you may decide to quit. The relationship you’ve been in for years may complete. You move from the geography you’ve lived in for a long time into a newer one. The friendships and birth family relationships that haven’t been resonant for awhile can no longer transaction.

The mourning of these completions is an important aspect of the transition as well. Digesting with 3D Self parts of you about these relationships and jobs and geographies allows for the NEW to come in as more space is made in your heart/soul for it. Holding space for mourning is directly connected to the birth of the New even as 3D culture doesn’t hold it as sacred or useful.

There is a necessary transition phase to BEcome your higher timeline. Transitions recognize that we need to get from one place to another. Transitions offer that it is a JOURNEY to go through, not just the destination, that matters. Experiencing the transition can be as meaningful and even more growthful than living out the higher timeline reality. The Divine supports ALL experiences as sacred…the before, the transition, AND the higher timeline life too.

Here is guided meditation from my Deepen series to bridge to your higher timeline: https://youtu.be/T0K7Ti68gNo

Here is a guided meditation from my Deepen series to meet your 3D/4D/5D selves: https://youtu.be/-C_RiD5k_xs

Experience 1:1 sessions with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators to connect with your Higher Timeline life/aspects. More information here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

I share much more about the process of becoming your higher timeline in my book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension Inside out with links to purchase here. 

The Bigger Picture For All ‘Soul Groups’ & Their Healing/Ascension Paths

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by Kalayna Colibri

There is not one ‘soul group’ to arrive on this planet without a specific purpose and gifts that need to unfold and be discovered. It’s not a matter of one group (or in 3D terms, ‘generation’) being more necessary or gifted than another. Even the ones who came here to deeply inhabit 3D had a consciousness they signed up to become, even in the ways they may be accountable for causing much pollution and other issues on Gaia (something that it feels like Gaia was actually prepared for all along as a necessary phase of Her Ascension).

This is what’s true for any incarnated soul on Gaia during this and any phase… some are more connected to the here and now, some are visionaries for the future, and some are still moving through tension between ‘home’ or Star Family consciousness and the dominant consciousness on Gaia right now, and grounding that somehow into their lives and into the overall Ascension process. There are walls to bump up against and other levels of consciousness to consider and collaborate with too at times. There are obstacles to meet especially inside of us, as we reach down into the layers, barriers, and veils to our love essence inside and lovingly learn to be with them, love them, appreciate why they’ve been there and begin to transmute them into something NEW.

I for one have felt deeply challenged by trying to live in 3D for as long as I can remember. I’ve had trouble with my body weight off and on. I was born highly sensitive and intuitive into a family that could nurture that to the degree in which they were comfortable but then the ground ran out and my search for healing and realization of self, soul, and soul family continued to deepen from there. I learned to drive a car in my 20s, not in my teens, and I’m still not very ‘good’ at it. Parts of me could never stand the idea of a long-standing career that wasn’t spiritual, creative, or very helpful to others. Relationships of all kinds were challenging too, whether ‘spiritual’ or not. I’ve had layers and layers of self-punishment to feel with Inner Punisher, Inner Mother/Father, and Inner Protector parts of me around all of this as the messages kept coming in that I needed to find my way in all of these fronts, find a way to deal with being in 3D. Yet, even with that going on, my soul could never ‘forget’ its pull to something so much bigger and more multi-dimensional.

If you have also felt like this, no part of you is ‘wrong’ for feeling this way and knowing this about your ultimate purpose. Yet, we still have to navigate 3D in all areas of our lives until we just don’t anymore and the natural graduation happens. It’s been a challenging thing to learn how to feel empowered in 3D and even 4D realities on Gaia. Yet, without these platforms to ground into and press up against, the necessary healing and eventual Ascension beyond these frequencies could not be happening.

I’m with you on this journey. We are all learning. Being OK with this learning process is what’s most difficult for parts of us. Because it’s scary for them to live in a world, inner and outer, that they feel they have no control over and that seems sometimes to be offering them more pain than healing. The only way to begin to move beyond this suffering and see the beauty of all pitstops and triumphs of this ongoing Ascension journey is to continue to feel what’s real. To go into the reactions to find the real places of vulnerable fears and feelings underneath them. To realize that as difficult as being in 3D can feel to parts of us, it IS navigable and there IS help in many forms to move us into a more healed and healing relationship with it and with life itself.

My beloveds and I are so willing and desirous to hold space for your explorations into all of this and beyond on a personal level. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions for more information on our space-holding offerings and where sessions with us could take you if you feel resonant with us.

Much, much love to you on your journey! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

My SoulFullHeart Journey: INvitation To Feel & Heal Through This Work

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By Kalayna Colibri

When I started to deeply feel parts of me back in 2012, I had that distinct feeling of awakening to something you can’t ever turn away from again. I suddenly had children, inner children, to take care of and take responsibility for. I suddenly wasn’t only the energy of a 20-something and could feel how there were so many other energies, both younger and older, inside of me that were breaking down my heart door in a clamor to be felt!

I quickly met my wounded Inner Child and Inner Teenager. I even met my Gatekeeper/Protector pretty much immediately, as this energy really needed the floor to be felt in all of its years of leading me and parts of me into the fray of ‘seeking’ and never fully finding or being found. This energy needed a ton of mirrors to be able to see it and feel it as separate from me. These mirrors were not always easy to look into… especially with being a ‘20-something’ who had just recently graduated university and shifted outer geographies and was still building a self-image as well as spiritual entrepreneurial ideas.

It’s been nearly 7 whole years since my journey into SoulFullHeart’s version of ‘parts work’ began for me and since then I have met with many different Metasoul aspects of me from other lifetimes, many galactic aspects from different star systems and so on, and many, many different parts of me. This journey was easy to take on, but not always easy to deepen and for different phases I needed to take ‘breaks’ from it, which served to actually help me integrate what I had moved, felt, begun to heal deeply.

Today I am honoured to facilitate this work, to help others open it out inside of themselves and guide them through the sometimes rather rough terrain of really choosing to feel and heal. I get to help others find and feel not only their wounds but their high-vibes too. I get to be a part of this journey alongside them and that is what I treasure!

I hope to see and feel you engage in your journey with this and with us, my beloveds and I, in our wonderful and awe-inspiring community… whether I get to facilitate you directly or just feel you in group sessions online or in person, I look forward to that. I look forward to feeling tears and joys with you and you with me.

For more on SoulFullHeart Healing and our beloved process, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com ❤️

Much, much love!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Completions & Next Steps – DAY 33: 33 DAYS DEEPEN W/ Jelelle Awen & SoulFullHeart Community (VIDEO)

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DAY THIRTY-THREE: DEEPEN 33 Day Video Series – Completions & Next Steps W/Jelelle Awen & SoulFullHeart Community

 

This is day thirty-three of 33 in my daily video series called Deepen….the last day!! Today, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, Kalayna Colibri, Raianna Shai and our dogs Sara and Koda join me for the completion of the series. Each of us shares from our hearts what the Deepen series has been and brought for us. We also offer a bridge to you for possible next steps to deepen the personal experience you have had through other writings/videos, and both individual and group sessions with us.

Thank YOU so much from my heart and soul to yours for taking in this video series in whatever ways and means you have. It is a process that invites you into an ever deepening and spiraling inner journey of self discovery with LOTS of love and compassion.

Thank you for joining me on this thirty-second day of 33….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

You can watch all the videos in the series here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

You are welcome to share your experiences of this guided meditation here on FB and I will respond to your sharings.

Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with me for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel and Raphael with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

The Scientist, The Sage, & The Artist: Seeking Love Through Experience And Knowledge

Published on by Gabriel Heartman3 Comments

What did your soul come here for? Experience or Knowledge? What did you come here to experience or know?

Healing is a digestion and an integration of this experience into knowledge. I don’t mean the kind of knowledge that you find in books, but the kind that is stored in the depths of our DNA, the unconscious, and our emotional body. Our circumstances are reflections of this inner experiential knowledge data bank and what It is seeking to learn and understand.

The scientist, the sage, and the artist are intrinsically the same.  There is an exploration happening. A reconciliation of an unmet need, an unanswered question, or a prolonged trauma. There is a drive to fix, transmute, understand, or transcend these. Pain is one of those aspects of experience that we try religiously to avoid until it cannot be avoided anymore due to the nature of the Souls journey.

It is hard to wrap our head around why certain people experience certain unimaginable things. It is hard because we don’t really ‘know’ what the soul is needing and wanting to learn and understand unless we get to a place where are deeply curious. This curiosity is what brings the questions that lead us on the quest.

The answers to these questions lie within you. The words of those that have traversed these depths are like guideposts along the way and can provide insight and direction. As a parts work and Metasoul healer, I assist in guiding others to aspects of themselves that hold keys that unlock doorways to places within that hold these answers. They hold the experiences of trauma, depression, anxiety, and dis-ease. By relating to them as parts, and not the totality of who you are or what you are experiencing, you create a space that can bring in context rather than drowning in the content.

The result is a new awareness of yourself as a divine creator seeking to know and experience Love, and often knowing Love is to know Pain until we don’t need it anymore. There is a world of You that you get to become privy to. I call it your YOUniverse because, yeah, you are that damn big and that damn amazing, whether parts of you want to believe it or not. Let’s go find out together.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our website to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife/donations.