HIGH SOULar winds today June 1st bringing in a geomagnetic storm and activations again! It is a relatively gentle entry for Gaia (and us) into this SOULar wind stream, perhaps offset by the recent lunar full moon/Divine Feminine frequencies.
You may feel this though on the physical body level in dizziness, intense sleepiness, body pains, Kundalini/Chakra activation, etc. As always, grounding helps through walking on Gaia with bare feet, burying your feet in sand, putting a selenite wand at your feet. The right foot chakra moves energy out, so you can also visualize energy moving out of that chakra and into inner Gaia. Or through the grounding chord at the base of your spine/root chakra that connects to Gaia.
Yesterday, I woke up from a crash/INtegrative nap at 5:55pm…..then this morning, again, at 5:55am. Last week it was 444 repeatedly appearing….and this week 555! I associate 555 with fifth dimension, of course, and the ongoing anchoring into 5D consciousness and merging with our 5D selves that is taking place in an accelerated way this year. 555 is CHANGE….and I feel ready for not just the internal changes that have been ongoing yet the external, physical ones as well that are starting to manifest as a geographic shift to the U.K. later this year.
June should continue this 5D activation phase, with these geomagnetics today and the Summer Solstice coming on June 21st. There is also a sense of rumbling in the 3D moving into lower 4D disclosure of collective fear-based playouts and energies. I’ll write more soon about the mass wounded gender expression purging and healing that seems to be happening on this timeline and the Metasoul level.
MUCH love to you and with you as we ride these blissy and sometimes messy waves of love together! ~
Jelelle Awen Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
I’m sitting next to ‘Malcolm’, my Inner Masculine part, by a tree in an etheric realm that has many stars all around and is a mellow shade of dark purple. This tree has become his higher-vibe place to go and be, especially when he feels reactive or is projecting old timelines from this lifetime onto the present and old relationships onto those I love.
The space between us is tender, as he’s feeling with me his desire to change deeper inside of him, his attachment to the ‘tangible’ and how challenging it can still be for him to trust the etheric, the Divine, the feminine in me, and the love that wants to go into him, though he so wants to at the same time. He then reaches next to him and picks up an old, dusty book.
“What book is THAT, Malcolm?” I ask him, “It looks old-timey.”
“It’s Homer’s ‘The Iliad'” he answers.
I’ve never read The Iliad in this lifetime, so I quickly look up the SparkNotes summary to feel into it and why it’s a symbol he’s picked up on for himself. It turns out that this poem glorifies war in many ways, especially in terms of fighting the righteous fight and not running away from battles that need to be gallantly fought and gloriously won. Apparently, Homer includes details of the gory side to war as well, probably to balance it out a bit. I immediately feel the strong archetype that this book shows Malcolm and me, the strong legacy of the ‘righteous battle’ and the conditioning of being ready to bravely fight for your beliefs, your lifestyle, your relationships, etc.
I feel this with him and feel how this is what’s true for the wounded masculine in everyone… men and women. I also feel my heart wrap this energy and conditioning in love, finally understanding some deeper layer of why it’s been inside of me, even though, especially in this phase of my life, there are NO battles to fight, nobody to really fight WITH unless conflict of some kind needs to arise as a mirror for everyone involved. It illuminates too, the battle WITHIN, which is so strong and really is what leads to battle outside of you.
Malcolm is in no-space, no-time right now in the loving arms of the Divine Mother, who on precious waves of tears, he was finally able to let in. This movement feels momentous for many reasons… and it truly has taken the time it takes to get him here!
I’m transparently sharing this story to illustrate a few points that I feel Malcolm actually wants me to make! I’m also sharing because hiding away the light and love that flows from our personal process denies love the chance to go to others and support them in their own movements and openings.
Much love to you and your own journey with your Inner Masculine, in whatever part or form they are taking now, whether you are a man or a woman! ❤
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
The month of May, 2018 has been intense in terms of energies…..wow! It has been offering 5D upgrades to our emotional bodies, physical bodies, chakral vortexes, DNA, and social/relationships too. There have been waves of PURE love bliss 5D frequencies rolling in frequently all month. Then, phases of winds brought us surges of geomagnetics from a large coronal ‘hole to make us whole’ on the sun’s surface. We even had some ‘minor’ SOULar flares from sunspots this month, offering a surprising plasma BOOST. The 5/5 gateway swung open this month too, offering an open house feeling of access to our 5D consciousness, Star Family, Higher Self, and Divine Guides/Aspects.
This last week of May we have the FULL moon energies offering Divine Feminine illumination and some much needed integration of these activations and upgrades. The month will complete with more geomagnetics coming in at the end of the week (June 1st) providing more Masculine activations. The feminine lunar frequencies and SOULar ones offer a feminine/masculine balance. A symbolic representation of feminine/masculine balance was also downloaded through the most recent crop circle that appeared at the end of May. You can read more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/27/latest-crop-circle-offers-4444-star-dna-activation-feminine-masculine-balance-message/
The following list of what you may be experiencing as 5D activations in response to these May energies is actually based on my notes from the ascension energy update and guided meditation livestream that I did on May 26th. I responded to many comments and questions about the Ascension process from listeners during the broadcast as well. You can watch it here:
Here are some signs of 5D activations, which it feels like will just continue into June and onward:
1. Seeing repeating number sequences and increase in synchs overall. This especially seems to be true with seeing ‘444’ or ‘1444’ as a DNA code activation that is specific to this phase of Ascension. I wrote more about that here in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/23/energy-update-soular-energies-accelerating-repeating-numbers-synchs-awakenings/
2. Activation of your 5D Self and 5D experience of bliss states. Your 5D Self is the version of you that is becoming unanchored from 3D reality and consciousness, which happens as you integrate and heal 3D-based parts of yourself, such as your Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father, Protector, and more. Your 5D Self also arise due to the unification of your Metasoul aspects through quantum healing of karmic patterns and soul gift exchange.
Here is another ascension energy update livestream I did from May 12th and a guided meditation to connect with 5D consciousness and your 5D Self: https://youtu.be/b9X7noPevaw
3. Timeline bleedthroughs from your Metasoul. Timelines merging through and overlaying onto the current one are a strong sign of 5D activation. Aspects from the same Metasoul as you (previously called ‘past lives’) are coming through from other dimensions/eras/planets, etc. to be felt and connected to more and more! Signs of this bleed through are intense dreams; seeing scenes from other timelines overlaid onto your reality; being drawn to ‘historic’ or galactic timelines very intensly; waves of emotional reactions/triggers that don’t feel like they are based in your current timeline; frequent or chronic body pain (esp. in the joints and muscles); and vivid activation of childhood abuse ‘memories’ where you are ‘there’ again (so that you can feel and heal the parts of you ‘stuck’ in these memories.)
Here is an energy update where I offer more about the Metasoul, signs of Metasoul bleedthrough, and the quantum healing opportunities offered in connecting with it: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/19/energy-update-timeline-bleedthroughs-metasoul-karmic-transformation-opportunities/
4. Positive Physical body shiftings and changings. Many body shiftings are directly related now to chakra vortex activations, soul gifts activating, and Metasoul aspects/timelines coming through. If you can relate with them this way, you can learn and discover much more than if you just write off all body symptoms as ‘due to ascension energies’. Examples of these activations are what is occurring in our throat, crown and third eye chakras, with overall all chakras upgrading.
These changes in the body are POSITIVE ones that are an important aspect of 5D upgrading, such as improved eyesight, improved hearing, higher metabolism/energy levels, better digestion, calmed down/relaxed nervous system, and healthier/more vibrant skin. Superfoods and not eating animals/dairy can support these 5D body upgrades.
Here is a guided meditation that I offer with Mother Mary that is soothing and relaxing on the physical body as it shifts and changes: https://youtu.be/nkTbTJBBlHE
5. Kundalini (Divine Feminine) activations and surges. This can happen suddenly or may be more of a ‘dripline’ experience. It can be intense for people with strong surges of energy moving up the spine. Kundalini brings in other timelines/Metasoul aspects, activates soul gifts, and brings in the Divine Feminine death-rebirth cycle wherever you need it in your life. Forming a relationship with the Divine Feminine in whatever forms She most resonates for you allows you to more flow with and surrender to this Kundalini activation.
Here is a guided meditation that I did with Divine Sophia energies to bring in self forgiveness and compassion, plus connection with your Protector which helps with integration. https://youtu.be/0yuiBDIp2Oo
6. Galactic Consciousness and Star Family DNA Activation. The Pleiadians and Sirians esp. are assisting us with this current phase of Ascension through providing gateways and portals that can increase our remembering of our galactic lineages and reactivate our Star DNA. Visceral and touching access to your Star Family happens as you heal ‘abduction’ wounding with your Inner Child. Star Family offer a sense of your bigger picture purpose for being here and provide huge support for the manifestation of it.
If this Star Family activation isn’t happening for you right now, it’s just not the right time yet as you may need to ‘clear’ more in your life to allow it to come forward or undigested wounding is blocking it.
This is a conversation with my Pleiadian aspect about transmuting traumas into love during the 5/5 Gateway: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/02/transmuting-traumas-into-love-during-the-5-5-gateway-message-with-my-pleiadian-aspect-leeza/
7. Relationships in your life are changing and shifting. As more 5D frequencies come in, they illuminate the compartments that parts of you have created, esp. if you have separated your relationships and romance from your spirituality. I saw this in almost every session that I did this month. Previously suppressed unhappiness and denial of it are being revealed, seen, and felt more.
3D based unions are rumbling as the awakening partner IS going to impact the USness and their other partner eventually. Staying in comfortable and safe arrangements that are 3D based in finances, mortgages, or staying together for the kids are feeling more like ‘prisons’ and ‘traps’ to your growing, awakening self. These relationships offer a mirror for you to see the parts of you that you have perhaps disdained and disowned. Once you embrace these parts of yourself, you no longer need the outer mirror in the same way.
Resource – Connecting with parts of yourself increases your self awareness of what dynamics are playing out in relationships and allows for more possibility of letting go of those that no longer serve you. You can read more about parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
This is a piece that I offered about the catalytic energies of May, as represented in the powerful lava flowing from the volcano in Hawaii: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/05/06/a-time-for-burning-and-churning-to-arise-sacred-human/
“You can no longer live on the outskirts of your highest timeline. You can no longer sit in the back rows of your own life. You can no longer shrink to fit in with those that are content to stay small. You can no longer be defined by that which makes you suffer when you also hold the CURE.”
Yes! ALL of what you experience in this NOW serves the arising of your 5D Self, your sacred human self, your Infinite Love essence, into human form. ALL of what you experience is for the ACTivation of your Service Of Love Self.
To arise….sacred human…..to arise!!!
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Awakenings are not meant to be a ride into a ‘Neverland’ experience where you are exempt from life in some form because you have crossed into newly expanded consciousness.
Awakenings are an invitation into an integration of soul and body, spirit and matter, that is often SO challenging because you cannot pass through a birth canal without some oomph.
You still have to put your pants on and walk out your door… find ways to move through your life’s challenges with grace (though not always with ‘ease’), take phenomenal risks that maybe nobody who came before you in your 3D-based bloodline has ever dreamed of, maybe trip here and there, yet still find ways to come back to that YOU inside of you that your parts have been waiting for to show up consistently.
Not one area of your life can be avoided when on this path as love doesn’t caretake the compartments parts of you have carefully made for the phases of life in which they needed to make them. Awakenings open the doorway for love to flood your life’s compartments and your parts need you to show up for the pain this can cause them. This is a real, visceral sense of the integration invitation from awakenings… and it’s all held in something much, much bigger that you’re now getting a taste of.
And then, when you’re truly ready from the inside-out (NOT outside-in through certifications or any official word from anyone or anything outside of you) you WILL be called upon to embody this service of love you’ve been offering to yourself and offer it to others. And this… this will be the deepest, grandest awakening of all… That you are living into your healing in order to support and connect with others in their own… because we are all inescapably LOVE — made of love, bathed in love, and given love in every single moment of every single breath on this sacred and beloved planet we call “Gaia” and every single one of us, along with every single PART of us, deserves to remember and embody THIS to the deepest degree that they possibly can in this and any other lifetime. ❤
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
This is an energy update livestream on facebook on May 26, 2018 about the solar, lunar, and gaia energies that have been coming in strong since the 5/5 gateway opening with Ascension Guide and SoulFullHeart Teacher/Author Jelelle Awen. Jelelle responds to many questions and comments that came in live through her facebook feed about how these energies may have been impacting your physical/emotional/chakral bodies, Metasoul/other timeline bleed throughs plus activating Kundalini energy!
Jelelle talks about relationship shiftings where more 3D based relationships are ripe for completing, plus how you may be feeling as a single person with sacred union codes coming in! She also leads a powerful guided meditation at about one hour in for you to connect to your ‘inner castle’ (essence) and your Protector who is guarding it. She then digests and responds to the experiences that listeners had during this meditation with them.
Read more about the Protector, other parts, and Metasoul aspects here: https:/www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Go here if you would like to view the livestream and read the comments and exchanges that Jelelle was responding to on her facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
I was connecting with star family and some Metasoul (Higher Self) aspects/guides this morning and heard, “Go check out your Facebook Feed.” At the top of my feed was THIS photo of the latest crop circle (only the second one this year) that just showed up last night in Buckland Down, Dorset, UK. And, I had been checking in about our desires and plans to relocate to the UK later this year, which this just seems further confirmation of the rightness of it!
I was immediately struck by all the four patterns in it, the sense of balancing of all four directions, and how 444 has been showing up in all kinds of ways lately. It seems to represent the balancing of the four elements as we undergo our continual awakening and ascension. Also it seems to offer the importance of the union between lunar (feminine) – as represented in the crescent moon shapes – and masculine (solar) energies – the orbs – , which is VERY interesting considering we have more SOULar energies coming in starting tomorrow along with a full moon soon!
I’ve been offered that crop circles provide an ongoing dialogue WITH us…they are an invitation that is revealed as you feel into each one and receive for yourself what you are meant to from it. There is great joy in the creation and offering of them and they are a bridge from our star families to activate our Star DNA. Serving as a reminder that they are always WITH us, supporting us, and guiding us too!
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Ascension Guide and SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen is going to do a livestream tomorrow, Saturday May 26th at 10:00am CST on her facebook feed at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen to talk about the Ascension energies, SOULar activities and activations and how they may be impacting your chakras/emotional body/physical body. She talks about what she will cover in the video above.
She is also going to talk about the rumblings coming up in relationships BIG time right now that is coming UP in almost every session that I am doing in the last month….love flooding compartments and wanting CHANGE to happen for unions that may be more based in 3D frequencies (esp. between non-resonant souls) and invitation to move into completion and into sacred union bonds that serve love or a sacred phase of being alone.
She’ll talk about what can come UP for parts of you around making these shifts. You can join her live on FB to ask questions, leave comments, and connect in the virtual love space for an hour or so and also we will posting the video recording of the livestream here on SFH Experience Youtube Channel.
Here is the recording of Jelelle’s previous livestream two weeks ago:
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!
This week we feature an article by SoulFullHeart teacher and Facilitator, Kalayna Colibri. She invites you to feel your own process of feeling more transparency inside of yourself so that you can transparently and vulnerably share your authentic heart and soul with the rest of the world, whether in relationships with others or in service to others:
“Inner transparency and disclosure are what leads to a healthy navigation of disclosing more of the preciousness of who you are to your outer world, that so NEEDS you, by the way… this ascending world and all of the beings within it need your heart and soul to be in its powerful nakedness. There is nothing more beautiful, especially when you’ve already done this and continually do this within you too.”
SoulFullHeart co-creator, teacher and Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, offers up a new video which is a powerful 5D love transmission and a guided meditation as well. Join her as she rides waves of bliss and feminine integration!
This week there is also a new SoulFullHeart Millennial Digest video offering from Kalayna Colibri and Raianna Shai. The topic this week is “Self Image” and in this video, these two young women celebrate yet vulnerably share their inner processes around self-image and what that has involved for both of them.
Last Sunday night, Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, Kalayna, and Raianna got together for what is now becoming a regular “sing-along” night and out of this time together arose a spontaneous light language singing experience which Raianna captured on video! They share this video and light language transmission with you this week.
New writings and recordings are present this week as well of course, from Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, Kalayna, and Raianna too. Many vulnerable sharings along with a few potent energy updates and exploration of your shadow and desires too.
Kalayna, Gabriel, Raphael, and Jelelle all offer 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. They are available for $55 min. donation per session and more information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
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In this video, SoulFullHeart Teacher and Facilitator, Kalayna Colibri, and SoulFullHeart Facilitant and ‘Social Media Maven’, Raianna Shai, share about their experiences with construction and also ongoing healing of their self-image as Millennials – a process that has been very vulnerable to feel and live into. They chose to do this video with minimal makeup, a simple wardrobe, and a fuller frame of their bodies as they give you a more visceral sense of what their processes have been like.
Different parts of you attach to the ideals of what it means to be ‘attractive’ or a ‘good person/sister/friend/employee/etc’. Feeling these parts is a process of feeling the many layers of reactions to your body, your relationships, your career or job, etc that these parts have had, very often in an intensely self-punishing way that lowers your frequency significantly. It often takes a lot of loving mirrors held up by people who have worked these pieces inside of themselves and their own parts in order to truly see how this has played out inside of you. There are many reasons why Millennials in particular may seem to be attached to constructing a self-image that can compromise their physical, mental, spiritual, and emotional health. However, this process of feeling what conditioning and self-led practices or habits have led you to become the face that you present to the world around you is a deep one for people of any age!
As Ascension ramps up and intensifies, we are all being challenged to face and feel these parts that have associated ideals of physical and emotional attractiveness with real love. Our relationships all reflect these parts and these frequencies to us as do our jobs/careers, even our choice of spiritual practice. There is an invitation to become more real, to ourselves and to each other, and to realize that what truly makes us beautiful IS our inner ‘mess’ that has so much to tell us as we step deeper into the process of loving it UP.
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and social media maven for SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.
Just spent an hour and a half sitting in a creek that flows into the ocean – never felt so relaxed this life! Jelelle, thank god, found the energy to break out the phone for a pic….. haaaaaa…..
All activity and motion is sourced in and returns to stillness.
The ‘trick’ for us is to be able to feel and resonate with this stillness in the midst of any of our activities. What better way to do THAT, than by feeling and holding the part of you who feels anything but still,…who feels stressed or anxious. We all have access to our Higher Self’s frequencies of stillness, infinite love and clarity, but we need to bridge this access to the parts of us who feel anything but.
Both are true.
One doesn’t negate or cancel the other. One cannot be accessed actually without the polarity and presence of the other. So stop waiting to become ‘spiritual’ and ‘attained’ as some condition from knowing the bliss you already are. Ascension is a come-as-you-are party, people! The universe doesn’t want your polished got-it-together self, as the universe would feel quite out of place with you showing up like that, looking all out of place. The universe is finding its way through you, through your struggle, through your desire and through your trial and what you’ve called ‘error’!
There aren’t any errors, not any more!
There’s YOU doing a sacred journey!
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