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Incoming Energy Waves Q & A, Guided Meditation To Meet Gatekeeper/Galactic Metasoul(s) (Video)

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Kalayna Colibri and Raianna Shai were live in this video, sharing their digestions of the incoming Ascension/love waves moving through everyone individually and as a collective during this time of Lion’s Gate. They talk about personal process steps, connecting with your Gatekeeper (more info on Gatekeepers here), and connecting with your Metasoul Aspects too. They also lead a meditation to help you connect with your Gatekeeper or Inner Protector aspect of you (whichever shows up at this time) and a galactic Metasoul Aspect of yours as well.

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Feeling & Healing Your ‘Warrior’ As An Indigo Soul

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https://youtu.be/YhwO3MT7kV4

by Kalayna Colibri

One of the main characteristics of a soldier or ‘warrior’ is the need for a facade. A face that gets put on to tell the world that you’re ‘confident’, ‘righteous’, ‘in it to win it’, even while there are feelings being stuffed down of unworthiness, shame, sadness, fear. This is the way the warrior likes to lead, without vulnerability, without being willing to feel his/her impact, and often with an over-focus on the self that becomes out of balance quickly in many moments. This part or face can sometimes turn this around too, claiming that it is acting out or energizing ‘on behalf of humanity’, for example, yet to feel a need to ‘fight’ is still about the self and not about a truly compassionate response towards others.

There’s endless ‘evidence’ available, especially as you move into and through lower 4D consciousness, that the world needs you to gather yourself up and ‘go to battle’ for something or someone, somewhere somehow. This especially seems true for Indigo souls, like myself, who in most cases have come into this life with a strong projection of life being an endless battleground of structures to dismantle and truths to uncover. This projection is complicated though… to truly feel it takes layers, challenging mirrors, process, and a willingness to look inward. This process still unfolds for me to this day, but so much of it has moved, even recently, because of going inward, being with the parts and Metasoul Aspects still living in battlegrounds – from the ‘war scenes’ of birth family dynamics to the other-timeline realities bleeding through of women’s suffrage, the fall of Atlantis, and a variety of other scenes of war and protest and injustice.

In the end, injustices being suffered in this world cannot be fought on behalf of, not with a sustainable and deep healing of them to be possible, for then we are not templating a new way to BE, starting within, and that is what this world most needs and is in the process of seeing/feeling more deeply.

There is a righteous inner suffering ground within the ‘warrior’… a push-away to love in its essence and to the love that you are in your essence. Frustration loops of ‘nobody is listening’; ‘nobody sees/hears/feels/understands me’, ‘I’m right and yet others keep fighting with me!’ reverberate inside, justified by parts of you that have become very good at finding evidence to support these loops. The place of deeper healing and movement around these frustrations is not one of the world suddenly improving or ‘getting better’ or letting you in in a way it hasn’t before, but a courageous gaze inward, to see yourself, to feel your parts and Metasoul Aspects, to be with the ‘need’ for the frustrations and battles and feel what’s underneath these frequencies and thoughts that only in the end breed more battles, more need to be ‘right’, and no room to care about how this impacts the world around you, your relationships, and YOU too.

I’m really feeling strongly like there has been a fortified veil of illusion that looks a lot like a curtain with the motif of war printed on it. This veil has been placed, WITH your soul’s CHOICE of walking out this projection, over all relationships to people, Gaia, the Universe, and yourself. This veil or curtain feels like it has holes in it though… holes that have come from it simply wearing down because of the waves of love coming in that have penetrated it, even in fleeting moments.

Love wants to help you dissolve this curtain, piece by piece, as you continue your process of feeling the parts and Metasoul Aspects that are attached to it being there and that have been used to this overlay being the only way they have been able to relate with the world. The dissolution of this overlay cannot happen without your Inner Protector being on board with it though, and probably your Gatekeeper too. They have probably both been working very hard to keep it hanging there because they have felt like the ‘warrior’ facade has been much more necessary and safe than the vulnerability that even they feel. You can read more about these very important and powerful parts of you, here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts and soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatekeepers

Ultimately, it’s all about love… and a journey to remembering that love doesn’t need to be ‘fought for/on behalf of’. The journeys of everyone are divergent, messy, different, SACRED. The journey into, through, and beyond 3D, 4D, even 5D has been and continues to be challenging and growthful. If you can find yourself getting to a place within yourself where the need to conflict without care starts to shift into a new realization that, thankfully, not everything needs defending and not everything is about you or parts of you, then you can and will find your truest sense of empathy and compassion — an ever-purifying pool of self love that you can pour from into your connections with others and service of love calling.

You will find your deepest, most vulnerable reality, and the purest heart of your being that has always been there, even in the most ‘war-torn’ moments of your life and Metasoul experience… that is a very refreshing place to live, love and serve from!

Much love! ❤

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I offer space-holding through Bridging Sessions for young women around and under the age of 35… they are 90min long and are a $55 USD min. donation to book. Please feel free to be in touch with me on Facebook or through our email address: soulfullhearts@gmail.com if you feel ready for this space, the mirrors that you most want/need to look into, and the illumination of your next steps on your healing and Ascension process. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session for more info.

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Quantum Healing Opportunities Through Parts Work ( Q & A Video W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen)

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https://youtu.be/j4Anr6NldEI

This is a livestream from July 10, 2018 with SoulFullHeart Teachers, Ascension Guides, and sacred union mates Raphael and Jelelle Awen talking about the healing opportunities available through connecting with parts of yourself such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, etc. They also talked about quantum karmic healing through connecting with Metasoul aspects from other timelines/lifetimes.

They answered questions and responded to comments about the parts process, suffering loops, and more. You are welcome to ask a question or leave a comment on the recording of the broadcast and they will respond to it! They were also streaming onto Facebook so if you want to see the comments they were responding to, please go to: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

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Ending The Inner Wars: Connecting With Your Protector/Inner Masculine

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By Jelelle Awen

The suffering so often comes from the inner polarization, the inner wars between one part of you to another. It can feel as if this suffering is being caused by others outside of you….what they are doing or not doing, how they are behaving or not behaving, what they are giving or not giving. It feels as if the war is happening outside of you and so much calling parts of you to ‘go to battle’ over and over again.
Yet, actually, the wars are happening inside of you and showing up on the outside as a mirror. The wars happen inside because of the templating you received of them in 3D life and what your soul experiences in other lifetime/timelines. The collective 3D culture so wrapped up in defending and battling…….and YOUR intimate cult-ure of birth family engaged in its own battlefields too. What were the warring frequencies that you took in from your parent’s relationship? From the way their masculine and feminine (inside of BOTH of them) related with each other? What did they teach you about fighting, about resisting, about pushing and pulling?
You sponged in this templating as necessary for survival and parts of you formed in response to it. Masculine and feminine polarized parts of you took on ‘roles’ and frequencies of woundedness AND goodnesses too. Parts of you both rejected and accepted your parent’s templating….some of this inherited energy was put in shadow, some was consciously rejected, some was adapted.
The inner dynamic of polarized masculine and feminine leads to SO MUCH of the less than, lack, settling, codependence, and suffering that people experience in relationships and in their lives and in their souls too. It leads to SO MUCH of the patterns and cycles of loneliness/isolation on one end of the spectrum and clinging/overstaying/settling on the other end of it.
I have seen this so many times in sessions with people recently and over the years….and in my own process too. The inner masculine is often waiting in weary vigilance. The Protector (inner masculine) part of you desires for a release to the amped up state of seeing so much as a threat and for so long anticipating or being in battle. He waits to put down the weapons, to take off the armor, to let down his guard. He doesn’t want to be a ‘warrior’ anymore (not for love or light either). He doesn’t want to be the voice of judgement and criticism anymore.
Your Protector wants to be forgiven for ALL that he feels that he has done ‘wrong’ when he wasn’t able to protect you. He has lost the sense of Divine purpose in it ALL, the choices that you make/made on a Higher Self level to experience all that you have. He feels that so much of what you have experienced in this-life and other lifetimes is HIS fault. He is heavy with this fault and the guilt of it…and the shame too. This heaviness anchors him to 3D timelines and other lifetimes/timelines too.
He is the reluctant babysitter to your sensitive, vulnerable feminine, your Inner Child and Inner Teenager. He has so often been disempowered and disconnected from his authentic voice and capacity to set healthy boundaries for these parts of you. Instead, he is caught up in cycles of perpetuator and victimhood and stuck in traumatic, undigested scenes from your childhood unable to actually help feel and heal the parts of you that are still in trauma.
Healing the inner war is about bringing compassionate love to ALL these parts of you. To feel how it has been for your Protector and to be an energy of forgiveness toward him. To listen to his war battle stories and respond when he tells you about other parts of you that need your love. Giving him something to DO that is healthy and active and brings purpose to your life. Being with the younger parts of you so that he doesn’t have to hold them anymore. Being bigger than him in energy so that he can finally rest from being the guard/warrior and become the guide to you that he is meant to BE.
More about the Protector and other parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector and begin this empowering negotiation and with this vital part of you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s
This is the moving into frequencies of inner sacred union and balance. This is what leads to the draw of an outer sacred union with a mate of resonant soul/heart/mind/body energies. Experiencing this primarily from INside of yourself as you understand and feel and heal what had become warlike. Bringing ambassadorship and Divine Mother’s love to even the most polarized of frequencies so that you no longer have to draw and experience them with others as a mirror.
Inner transmutation of polarized gender frequencies is a really vital and important aspect of Ascension. This is what the process looks like on an emotional body, intimate level. This is relational Ascension that allows for experiencing a fulfilling and empowered life in ALL areas of life (not just in the ‘spiritual’ area.) This is personal Ascension that also impacts the collective process on a quantum and archetypal level.
This is BEcoming love as you free up all energies inside of you to express as an unified field of the Infinite Love that you ARE!

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Raphael and I will be talking more about this process of connecting with your Protector during a livestream today at 4:00pm CDT, with the broadcast recording available afterwards on my Jelelle Awen facebook feed and on our SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel.

We support you during 1:1 bridging sessions for $55 USD min. donation with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator to connect with your Protector and heal your inner family: more info here soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

 

Rebooting From ‘Spiritual Burnout’ To Find Your Own Truth

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by Kalayna Colibri

Feeling done, burnt out, saturated with information, ‘truths’, knowledge, read-outs from others… does this feel familiar? Does part of you feel sometimes like they want to ‘chuck Ascension out the window’ along with your own healing path, or maybe at least take a very conscious break from it?

Maybe you’ve holed up in front of Netflix recently with a bucket of gummy bears or a liter of ice cream, watching something that parts of your more ‘spiritual’ connections (in your life or virtual life) would judge as being ‘unsacred’, ‘vapid’, ‘non-essential to awakening’.

That feeling of, ‘I don’t want to do this anymore’ is just as sacred, meaningful and alchemical as picking up another book, following another blog, taking in another video on Ascension, expanding your consciousness, healing your wounds. Sometimes you have to pull out of what’s been surrounding and saturating you in order to regroup and recharge, and also find what ‘truths’ out there most resonate with your own. Maybe you’re actually not supposed to resonate with what’s out there, at least not right now, because you most need to resonate with what’s IN HERE… in your own heart and soul.

You are a human being with a wealth of experience in this life and beyond. You have so much knocking at your door and there is a clamor going on in the spiritual healing world, with this path pushing another path out the window, internet ‘trolls’ looking to cut someone down who is expressing their own perspective through bitterness they have inside from their own burnout perhaps, and just a ton of information to take in and dessiminate for yourself.

It feels like it’s quite often the Inner Protector or Gatekeeper part/aspect of you that gets the most saturated or even fed-up with the efforts and seeking of other parts of you, the pursuit of your soul purpose, healing, etc. They feel ‘done’ with answers that perhaps don’t deeply resonate or that try and bypass this part of you that is there trying to protect other parts of you and quite often doesn’t deeply trust the space holder, teacher, therapist, or even skilled psychic you’ve been leaning into. Negotiating with this part of you along the way, helps you ground in what you’re being taught or told into your heart and soul in a way that is real for you and not simply just given to you by another.

Ultimately, the spiritual awakening/Ascension path is about rediscovering your own expression of your Divinity, your Divine and sacred truth of your own soul’s path. Seeking for what I have been calling “outside-in” answers like readings or energy sessions without “inside-out” work also going on, like finding your own truth, the truths of your parts, the negotiation with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper and what they’re actually ready for you to access or not, will cause this burn out experience because the work you’re receiving needs to live INSIDE of you, otherwise you’re not likely to feel truly empowered to make the choices and take the steps you need to take in order to access your next pieces of alignment and feeling truly lit UP by your emerging strength of connection with the Divine within AND outside of you.

Your burn out is an opportunity for a reboot inside. To sacredly take a break if necessary from consciously taking in any offerings or healing paths at all and to simply BE. Feeling is the deepest path to your renewed sense of aliveness, even and especially if the feeling is that parts of you just want to “veg the ‘eff out” for a change!

No matter what… you can trust that your soul is integrating all of the work it has led you to do and inhabit and that it will lead you, in your own sacred/Divine timing, to your next steps for your own healing and your sense of your individual truth, Divinity, and essence of love that you inescapably ARE. ❤

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Still some slots still open for next week if you’d like some support/guidance on your next steps out of your burnout, connecting with your Inner Protector and/or other parts of you, connecting with Metasoul Aspects, or anything that arises if you’d like to connect for a Bridging Session with myself (for women under 35), Jelelle Awen (for women over 35), Raphael Awen, or Gabriel Heartman for men and women: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, WayShower, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Be Transparent Within, Share Your Authentic Heart With The World

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by Kalayna Colibri

I’m really getting into this transparent sharing piece, especially because being a “young” woman leading something new in spiritual and emotional healing has meant that parts of me have been afraid on some level to be transparent, in case it’s seen as “too weak” or “not healed enough” in order to draw those I want to serve. This applies across the board to healers of all ages though. Until you’ve done the work to feel and heal the insecurities from the inside out, they remain there inside parts of you and play out sometimes in propping yourself up or posturing.

I feel as if there is a strong invitation right now though, to “come as you are”, whether you are a self-identified/life-identified “healer” or if you are seeking help and healing yourself.

Come as you are… powerful Biblical words in one way, but also a sweet way to feel yourself, your parts, your Metasoul Aspects too.

To enter into your own inner world, stripped of defenses, takes practice. There is an Inner Protector energy that may not want the way your inner world has functioned to shift or change at all. It doesn’t want to give up the ghost on the way he/she has been holding and protecting your other parts. You can almost think of this part as your inner President/Prime Minister, lording over the inner landscapes and keeping everything in order or even disarray if that’s where your life circumstances tend to lean. To feel your Inner Protector is a powerful way to enter the gateway of your own heart and parts, as it is and as they are right now. What’s the state of your inner country, your inner king or queen-dom? You can close your eyes and powerfully feel/see this right now if you want to. It’s illuminating, no matter what.

The more you visit with this energy inside of you and show up to feel and hold it and your other parts, the more it will start to trust your growing authentic/5D Self. The Inner Protector wants to hand the reign of your inner King/Queen-dom over to you, but they need to trust that you will consistently show up first. 

Jelelle Awen has created a beautiful meditation you can try in order to meet this part of you if you’re curious to feel him/her: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA

Inner transparency and disclosure is what leads to a healthy navigation of disclosing more of the preciousness of who you are to your outer world, that so NEEDS you, by the way… this ascending world and all of the beings within it need your heart and soul to be in its powerful nakedness. There is nothing more beautiful, especially when you’ve already done this and continually do this within you too. ❤

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If you’d like support and illumination for what’s been brewing and moving inside of you and your life too, I offer 90min, 1:1 bridging sessions for young women around and under the age of 35 (for life experience reasons!). My beloveds offer bridging sessions as well: www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Much, much love to you on your inner journey! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Resisting The Natural Flow Of Change

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The new worlds that await us are patiently calling to us even as a part of us is so longing for that new world AND feeling like it will never come at the same time.

Part of us can use the feeling of hopelessness and despair as an anchor to hold back the natural flow of change that life and the universe is bringing.

In the first years of our lives, we marched through one huge change right after the other, with no time or open hearted other there to really feel what we were feeling through all of that. This leaves parts of us very resistant to change now as adults. For parts of us, change just isn’t safe.

Problem is, life is too big to not change, and even if we resist change and slow it down, change is ultimately unstoppable. This can leave parts of us so overworked, stressed and even angry at life, or the universe, or God, while our life looks stranger and stranger as we resist and pretzel ourselves to its natural flow.

The entire universe is feeling you as you feel this challenge. You’re not the only one. In fact, you are feeling exactly what everyone and everything in the entire universe is feeling. That’s why it’s so big to feel. There’s TONS of it to go around.

In a session with a woman yesterday, we got to feel together and begin a real time conversation with the Inner Protector part of her who’s been tasked with holding and managing this HUGE undertaking navigating change. A big heartfelt ‘thank you’ was felt and expressed from her to this part of her that was anything but perfunctory or polite talk. A transactable feeling wave went through me and her and her Inner Protector at her words of gratitude for its role and work.

Until we find and feel the parts of ourselves who are in this push pull relationship to change, there is only the part themselves striving valiantly to manage change. Everything changes when these parts of you feel your relationship with them, your curiosity, your opening heart, your desire for real relationship.

You may not have known of this inner family inside of you, but they know you and long for your attention.

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Unanchoring From 3D Timelines Into Co-creation of 5D New Earth Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen
The previously beloved timelines are becoming outgrown now. These timelines, mostly anchored in 3D consciousness reality, were activated by versions of you that needed them once. The specific settings and details of their environments served to support situations and experiences that you chose on a soul level to experience this life for certain phases. The people in these timelines agreed to be there and go through the duality and polarization between love and fear experiment with you.
 
You co-created these timelines together that would most allow you to heal wounds and traumas based in the emotional body of your Metasoul/Higher Self source. The density of 3D creates a viable ground to ‘land’ into these woundings and offers the opportunity to really viscerally feel them. In this way, 3D is NOT bad, just very different and denser than what our souls are mostly used to in other fractal expressions. It is actually a polarized conditioning that has us judge 3D as ‘bad’ rather than seeing that we chose it on a soul level for the opportunities that it offers to REALLY feel and heal and complete wound-based patterns and legacies.
 
As your soul essence comes IN more to your consciousness and your vibrational frequency begins to rise, these more 3D based timelines don’t resonate in the same ways anymore. You start to create 4D-based timelines through growing spiritual interests, desires to heal and be healthy, and embracing the Divine Feminine process of death and rebirth to burn off the ‘old’ and arise into the new. Rather than creating a harmonious blend, the 3D timelines vibrate with more and more dissonance when you are in them.
 
Others that are STILL anchored in these lower frequency timelines remain in synch with them….yet YOU are shifting and changing. This doesn’t make the souls who are still resonant to the 3D timelines ‘lesser’ than you, they are just choosing to remain longer in these frequencies for their own growth. Again, both the coming togethers and the completions have been agreed to on the soul level…..no one is abandoning anyone else or betraying anyone else or actually rejecting anyone else although it can feel that way to 3D-based parts of you and them.
 
Experiencing this growing dissonance can be very challenging for the parts of you that are still attached to the pervious timelines and relationships that are anchored into them. Parts of you feel the comfort of them and the safety…..the KNOWN of the exchanges and transactions that vibrate at a 3D level. And, mass consciousness is still predominately anchored here, so there is LOTS of collective support for these timelines.
 
Parts of you (and your soul) are becoming more consciously unhappy though, wanting more, dreaming of MORE, aching for love and soul resonance. Awakening experiences such as Kundalini surges, non-duality driplines, glimpses of Divine realization of Oneness are all serving to create your NEW, higher vibrationally-based timeline. You start to draw relationships that are more resonant in these higher vibe timelines…….with souls that, again, have agreed to BE with you in this next phase of the experiment.
 
Negotiation with the parts of you that are attached to these more 3D-based timelines can help with the transition into the NEW. You can connect with a Protector part of you that has just become used to being guarded, used to feeling like you are being ‘attacked’, used to being misunderstood as all aspects of 3D reality (and experiences from your Metasoul/other timelines too). You can offer this part of you compassionate love from your heart that appreciates ALL the Protector has held and responded to. You are inviting them to start to rest from being so vigilant and to trust YOU (your growing 5D Self) to set boundaries when necessary, to make self loving choices, and to be the main caregiver of all the other parts of you (such as the Inner Child). You can get to know the Punisher part of you too that has learned to judge or BE judged by others as part of 3D conditioning.
 
These parts of you can move into the NEW timelines too, bridged to it by your love and acceptance and embracement of them. Their energies become transmuted then from protection to guidance; from punishment to intuition and clarity. Read more here about parts and Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
 
Here is a simple meditation for connecting with your Protector part: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA
 
These INtense SOULar, Lunar, and Gaian energies are supporting the creation of soul-based timelines that resonant in ALL areas of your life. These NEW timelines offer a mirror reflection of your goodness and worth in ALL of your relationships. These NEW timelines offer no longer being able to tolerate ANY patterns and playouts of abuse, either with others and within yourself. These NEW timelines activate for you if it is your soul’s choice time for them to manifest and you will be offered much support for their arising manifestation.
 
These 4D and transitioning to 5D timelines, more than anything else, offer LOVE and an experience of yourself as Infinite Love in Sacred Human Form. Make them real through your love-based choices. Create them through letting go of what previously was anchored into fear polarization. BEcome them in THIS now as you offer love to ALL parts of you and to others!
 
MUCH love to you and with you as we create the New Earth/Gaia timelines together!
 
Jelelle Awen
We offer a bridge from 3D timelines (through parts connection) to your higher timeline through a 1:1 bridging session (90 minutes for $55 USD min. donation) with me for women and with Raphael for men! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Embracing Resistances During This Huge UPgrading Process

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By Jelelle Awen
HUGE upgrades to ALL of our bodies possible right now during this intense passage of high SOULar winds, geomagnetic shiftings as Gaia ascends/shifts her magnetics, coronal holes to make us WHOLE release more sacred masculine frequencies to heal the collective energies….wow! AND, a meteor shower from Lyra is coming into our skies with the best times to see it before sunset on Sunday, April 22nd.
 
This cosmic weather activity is getting and keeping my attention personally, as I can feel my DNA and my intuitive capacities tuning into it and being upgraded by it. I was able to serve a beautiful soul in session space yesterday morning and then spent the whole day after that in meditative download and journey space. Much conferencing and partying with my star family too. There is a party vibe in the moment with our Star BEing allies/families, along with a good kind of urgency about the accelerating shiftings going on for us Gaians.
 
Guidance from star family led me to explore more about the Lyra constellation yesterday, without even KNOWing that there was a meteor shower from there going on in OUR skies right now! I love it when that happens! I am getting more sense of our galactic cosmologies and origins as connected to Lyra. Well, ONE truth anyway that seems to resonant for me and what my Metasoul/Higher Self is connected to. It may resonant for you too and put some pieces together. I’ll be sharing more about that as it digests for me and lands more in my heart.
 
What IS in my heart today is a piece that I was feeling with my star family about resistance and what I have been offering during session space too. I sense that these cosmic energies are pushing up MORE resistant frequencies that live and vibrate in our emotional bodies, Metasouls, physical bodies, etc. to be felt and responded to. As we go into our ‘next levels’, the previous ‘levels’ start pushing up oil.
 
Resistance has been a result of our 3D experiment into duality and polarity…it vibrates at both the collective and personal levels. Resistance happens as seemingly ‘opposing’ forces push against each other. It is one polarity of positive and one of negative meeting another. Resistance comes from fear, yes…..it is a resistance to experiencing love-based frequencies that want to shift it and transform it into love. Yet, what I feel is even a deeper invitation related to resistance is to explore how you RELATE with it.
 
Resistance can take the form of panic, distrust, anxiety, contention, feelings of being ‘attacked’, wanting control, suspicion, etc. Resistance can also manifest in the physical body as muscle tensions and pains, headaches and migraines, flus and colds and anything that ‘attacks’ the immune system. Resistance can manifest in the experience of ‘negative’ entities or other spirits ‘attacking’ you or implanting things ‘against your will’.
 
If you resist your resistance, then….more resistance is created. Or, as I have called it before, fear is holding the space for more fear. BUT, if you feel resistance as actually having GOOD reason for being there and if you respond to resistance with curiosity and self love, then you are able to actually get to the concerns that are underneath the resistance. It is usually the Protector part that has resistance and that is because of ‘past’ hurts or pains or traumas that the Protector is concerned you will experience again.
 
The Protector can put up resistant feelings as a smokescreen to block whatever you are trying to do or BE because it is primarily concerned that you and other parts of you will get hurt again. This is especially the case if you are stepping into your bigness in some new way, wanting to serve love again, aligning with your soul purpose, letting in NEW relationships that are based on love and soul resonance. These are ultimately growthful and good things for you, yet the Protector part of you might not ‘get’ that at first.
 
Sometimes, though, resistance is a good kind of warning sign from your Protector that something is not right or good or resonant for you. When you can check in and negotiate with your Protector, asking them, “What are you concerned about right now as I can feel your resistance to this?” and they can respond……THEN you can start to feel where the actual source of these feelings are coming from. And you can negotiate with this part of you from there and move through the resistance that way, either by not doing whatever it was or by doing it or by a middle ground. Really, it was the being willing to feel the resistance and where it comes from that moves it. It is not ‘fusing’ to the resistance, yet having a relationship WITH it that allows it to open out into love again. More about the Protector and other parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts.
Here is a simple meditation to connect with your Protector and begin negotiation with them: https://youtu.be/7ciJIvrn0xA
 
Ultimately, polarity wants to move into balance. We find that balance from WITHIN through the feeling and BEing with the push and pulls from inside. These Ascension energies of PURE light and love will reveal the resistances from within for you to be curious about, to respond with compassion……to not resist your resistance, yet rather embrace it and the parts that hold it.
 
MUCH love to you as we journey through the temporary closing downs, the opening outs, and the BEcoming of what is on the other side…..TOGETHER!
 
Jelelle Awen 
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Awakening To Your Abundance Within And The Protection Of It Too

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by Kalayna Colibri

When I feel the abundance alive inside of Gaia, of water, nourishment, life, energy, that in 4D awakening experiences often seems deficient or on the decline and frighteningly so, I feel how this parallels our own inner abundance that continues to create and recreate itself continuously, that wants to be remembered and fill us UP! Of course, all of this focus on depleting resources is actually a concern about the depletion/scarcity of love… and there is no stronger source of love than that which can be cultivated, experienced and then overflowed from within.

You are not deficient… you are not in lack or scarcity. You are not in a place of “not having”, though it can feel like this to parts of you who have truly and deeply felt as if life and love itself tend to turn the other way when they are in need or want. Some parts of you may have become “beggars” in a sense of it, desperately wanting, praying, affirming, grabbing at what they feel they do not have already. In some ways, this is what they’ve needed to do. This is what you’ve needed to inhabit in your 3D life, where the conditioning is that you need something, someone, outside of you at all times in order to keep you fed, clothed, embraced, loved. This conditioning does not tell you to go within and feel where this sense of separation first started and ultimately received the most encouragement to go on in your consciousness.

You ache… your parts ache. To be felt above anything else. To be seen and heard and even challenged to start feeling the “deficiency” within… a deficiency that doesn’t really exist, but has seemed to. The lack you’ve felt has actually been about something much deeper inside of you that has gone untapped. There are bottomless wells of everything you need within you. For example, the body knows what it’s doing, yet hasn’t always been given permission to be in its intelligence, its knowledge of self-healing, and hasn’t been given the space to do so either or the foods, the energies it most needs in order to boost its abilities. The heart knows what it feels to be true, where your personal and soul timeline stories have come from and why they are there/here, why and how you are connected to those you are connected to, or why perhaps you aren’t. Above all, it knows what you most need. And, it knows that the only place where this can truly come from in a steady and ongoing way is within.

The abundance you have inside is like the Cave of Wonders from Aladdin. Or maybe it’s the intense Inner Protector energy inside of you that makes it feel that way and is offering me this picture now! Your Inner Protector seems to vibe to you that if you touch the lamp of your abundant flow within, everything will collapse… and in a way, they’re not wrong! The golden lamp is your deepest sense of inner power and worth that is accessed through feeling parts of you who are not only the pain they present to you once you begin to feel them, but who also have many, many gifts to offer and can unlock the doors to your soul gifts and service-of-love 5D Self. Once you start to realize your true power and everything you can provide yourself from within by being with these parts of you, all the areas of your life DO experience a collapse of this cave that has served to compartmentalize and hide away your brightest light within… yet, it’s a death and rebirth cycle, not your ultimate demise, as your Protector and other parts have felt it to be. It’s an invitation to keep going, growing, wanting something NEW, something more fulfilling and nourishing and alive within you, that then creates and draws the relationships to others, to life, to work, to service of love, that you most deeply want and are ready for. The best way to walk out this collapse and reboot is with a hotline to your Inner Protector, who has had very good reason to protect your Cave of Wonders and treasure trove within it of previously suppressed parts of you and ultimately self-love and worth too.

You are more than enough in the deepest sense of it. You are the one who gets to experience shifts in your life that don’t always have to be experienced the “hard way” if you do choose to negotiate and walk it out with parts of you. By taking self-loving steps, you get to feel everything that you have within and everything you are bringing with you into each new life phase. And, along the way, you will discover that life is NOT looking to deplete you or run you down and is, in fact, pressing you inward to find the resources you already have waiting to be claimed. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.