Category: Ascension

Energy Update: SOULar Winds Ebb, Bringing Bliss And Healing

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by Jelelle Awen

SOULar winds bringing in those INtense geomagnetics are moving out now (April 13th), exiting Gaia’s atmosphere mostly although lingering in the far North. You may still be feeling them running and moving through your atmosphere, your energy field and on the emotional body level too as the light continues to penetrate into every living cell and chakras too. The light brings UP the oil/toxicities/denser frequencies to be felt and cleared, moving in like a poultice to pull out what needs to be purged….and that process is ongoing.

Many of you commented about feeling these energies in your heart area as heart palpitations, pain, tremors, etc. The Higher Heart chakra vortex was activated at a stronger level/dose over the last month. Your Higher Heart will be most needed for yourself AND as more souls awaken and look for a beacon of compassion to guide them through the shock and trauma of the ongoing transition. Here is a guided meditation I did to activate and integrate the Higher Heart frequencies and the other chakra vortexes of your Personal Sun and Gaia: https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

You may have started to feel the moving out yesterday as the pressure eased and more breathing became possible. BLISS could arise then from the space made by the energies of these last few days (and weeks!) Is there ROOM in your life and your heart for that bliss to arise too? Not just the mess? Not just the pain/aches, intense feelings? Yes, these mess states are necessary to purge up, to be felt…..but they are meant to move on too.

Is there room for Bliss in your life? For joy? For magic? For the sense of goodness that holds it ALL? For love?

If it feels like there is not as much room for love as you want and desire or you are not experiencing it as consistently or deep in your body in a grounded way, this is because parts of you are blocking these frequencies from coming in. Layers sometimes of flatness, fears, anxieties, tensions, suffering loops are built up in the 3D Self that block and filter love from coming in. These layers serve to modulate love; open the heart in moments and then ‘close’ it down again.

All this layering can FEEL like it is you. There can be very little separation sometimes from the soup of triggered reactions and undigested traumas. The stories you tell about your life in the current and in the past can feel like there is one singular “I” who has experienced and is feeling this. Objective space and a witness self is created through separation and beginning to feel the different energies and aspects of you in response to it. This doesn’t fragment your personality to look at it this way; it actually brings in MORE wholeness as a centered YOU collects in a loving way all the pieces of you that have been buried, disowned, ‘fused’ to, overly relied on, etc. These are parts/aspects that have just needed to be there as an adjustment to 3D living and just such intense conditioning that supports this. ALL these parts/aspects/frequencies can be transmuted into love with and by love. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts.

I have a few slots open next week on the weekdays if you would like to experience a NEW perspective for and of yourself, your journey so far, and your highest timeline manifestation during a 90 minute 1:1 bridging session with me for an affordable minimum donation of $55 USD. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Also, we are hosting a FREE Unity Meditation call tomorrow, April 14th at 11:11am CST. Usually powerful frequencies of activation AND integration come through that can be helpful during this time. You can register through event brite here to auto receive the zoom link to attend:https://tinyurl.com/y9s3mdvp

Again, as always, MUCH love to you in our ongoing journey into remembrance of our essence as Infinite Love….and thank YOU for all your comments on and sharings of my posts this week. It is a beautiful collaboration we create here in this ‘space’ and I appreciate it AND you! Serving love together!

This photo is of me at the beach here in Mexico…letting in and playing with the sun rays. I received such a feeling of GOODNESS from them as I let them in. Which, of course, is so key to receive what is being offered AS love by these codes right now….letting IN! 

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Embracing Rather Than Resisting Your Galactic Consciousness And Your Star DNA

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It’s the release of our weekly museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week!

SoulFullHeart Co-Creator, Teacher and Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, launches this week’s Museletter with an important energy update about embracing rather than resisting our galactic consciousness and DNA. In the article and a video discussing the same themes, she invites you to approach even the “darkest” or “most negative” aspects/parts of you with open-hearted curiosity and love instead of fear and polarization.

We have many stunning offerings this week by our Teachers and Facilitators, Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel and Kalayna, including many energy updates about the intense and ongoing April energies, new blogs in Raphael’s Journal To The Demiurge series, and digestions of different aspects of life, Ascension and personal process grounds.

Jelelle has a NEW guided meditation offering in which you can enter a deep process of meeting your shadow aspects. This is the perfect opportunity to put into practice what Jelelle wrote about in our featured article this week… approaching your shadow or that which has been hidden/suppressed inside of you, with all of the love that you have and ARE.
There is also a brand new episode of Practical Ascension with Gabriel and Kalayna for you to take in, which is an intro the financial area of life and how it relates to your Ascension process, through the SoulFullHeart lens and healing path/way of life.
Tomorrow, Saturday April 14th,  we will be having our next Unity Meditation call which we offer for FREE! If you’d like to join, you can message one of us on Facebook or register via Eventbrite, after which you’ll receive a ticket in your email with all details for connecting to the meeting. If you’d like to listen to the last Unity Meditation which was held on April 4th, the recording is available on this Museletter and also on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel.

Jelelle is offering private, one on one 90 minute sessions with her over zoom to bridge to your awakening process, locate where you are, and your highest timeline manifestation. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Awakening To Your Abundance Within And The Protection Of It Too

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by Kalayna Colibri

When I feel the abundance alive inside of Gaia, of water, nourishment, life, energy, that in 4D awakening experiences often seems deficient or on the decline and frighteningly so, I feel how this parallels our own inner abundance that continues to create and recreate itself continuously, that wants to be remembered and fill us UP! Of course, all of this focus on depleting resources is actually a concern about the depletion/scarcity of love… and there is no stronger source of love than that which can be cultivated, experienced and then overflowed from within.

You are not deficient… you are not in lack or scarcity. You are not in a place of “not having”, though it can feel like this to parts of you who have truly and deeply felt as if life and love itself tend to turn the other way when they are in need or want. Some parts of you may have become “beggars” in a sense of it, desperately wanting, praying, affirming, grabbing at what they feel they do not have already. In some ways, this is what they’ve needed to do. This is what you’ve needed to inhabit in your 3D life, where the conditioning is that you need something, someone, outside of you at all times in order to keep you fed, clothed, embraced, loved. This conditioning does not tell you to go within and feel where this sense of separation first started and ultimately received the most encouragement to go on in your consciousness.

You ache… your parts ache. To be felt above anything else. To be seen and heard and even challenged to start feeling the “deficiency” within… a deficiency that doesn’t really exist, but has seemed to. The lack you’ve felt has actually been about something much deeper inside of you that has gone untapped. There are bottomless wells of everything you need within you. For example, the body knows what it’s doing, yet hasn’t always been given permission to be in its intelligence, its knowledge of self-healing, and hasn’t been given the space to do so either or the foods, the energies it most needs in order to boost its abilities. The heart knows what it feels to be true, where your personal and soul timeline stories have come from and why they are there/here, why and how you are connected to those you are connected to, or why perhaps you aren’t. Above all, it knows what you most need. And, it knows that the only place where this can truly come from in a steady and ongoing way is within.

The abundance you have inside is like the Cave of Wonders from Aladdin. Or maybe it’s the intense Inner Protector energy inside of you that makes it feel that way and is offering me this picture now! Your Inner Protector seems to vibe to you that if you touch the lamp of your abundant flow within, everything will collapse… and in a way, they’re not wrong! The golden lamp is your deepest sense of inner power and worth that is accessed through feeling parts of you who are not only the pain they present to you once you begin to feel them, but who also have many, many gifts to offer and can unlock the doors to your soul gifts and service-of-love 5D Self. Once you start to realize your true power and everything you can provide yourself from within by being with these parts of you, all the areas of your life DO experience a collapse of this cave that has served to compartmentalize and hide away your brightest light within… yet, it’s a death and rebirth cycle, not your ultimate demise, as your Protector and other parts have felt it to be. It’s an invitation to keep going, growing, wanting something NEW, something more fulfilling and nourishing and alive within you, that then creates and draws the relationships to others, to life, to work, to service of love, that you most deeply want and are ready for. The best way to walk out this collapse and reboot is with a hotline to your Inner Protector, who has had very good reason to protect your Cave of Wonders and treasure trove within it of previously suppressed parts of you and ultimately self-love and worth too.

You are more than enough in the deepest sense of it. You are the one who gets to experience shifts in your life that don’t always have to be experienced the “hard way” if you do choose to negotiate and walk it out with parts of you. By taking self-loving steps, you get to feel everything that you have within and everything you are bringing with you into each new life phase. And, along the way, you will discover that life is NOT looking to deplete you or run you down and is, in fact, pressing you inward to find the resources you already have waiting to be claimed. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Ongoing Geomagnetic LOVE Storms Bring Awakenings And Purgings

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Photos taken by Aurora Addicts

by Jelelle Awen

Continuing geomagnetic storms today (April 12) as winds blow in SOULar energies from three coronal holes in our sun’s surface…..’holes to make us whole’ is how I’ve come to feel them! It feels like much of this energy has bounced off Gaia’s orbit in the past yet, NOW, we are receiving more of it as Gaia is ascending too. Gaia is open to receive, to shift, to sometimes rumble and shake and spew (as in volcanoes) with these shiftings.

There is a sweet relationship between Gaia and the sun it feels like; a partnership; a feminine and masculine dance that plays out between them. With sometimes the moon bringing in a second element to boost the feminine energies. To feel how these planetary consciousnesses reflect our OWN inner consciousnesses is fascinating. Making this connection offers us gifts of illumination and insight about the planetary bodies inside of us that want to come into feminine/masculine balance too on emotional, chakra, physical, mental, social levels.

Are you finding that your body is starting to calibrate more to these higher energies as the weeks pass? Are you finding new footing and adjustment to them emotionally as your ‘new normal’? There may be more moments of peace coming in, of feeling grounded, of surrender into sleeping if needed and resting when desired. Also, you may be feeling an expanded capacity to hold space and respond to your feelings that come up in parts of you….whatever their range of frequency may be from some sadness to confusion, to hopelessness and depression, to even suicidal desires to leave Gaia and ‘just go home’.

And then, too, as you calibrate to these energies and the ways that they are here to raise your frequency….you can experience MORE moments of PURE bliss and joy as love floods your BEing and washes through you. In these moments, you are in touch with your vast nature; your Divine essence; your Infinite Love-ness in bodily form. You are glowing with love. You are flowing with life.

These experiences make the sleepless nights, the nausea/vomiting, the aches and pains, the more intense emotions of sadness and hopelessness……WORTH it. These moments remind you of WHY this is all happening.

Our capacity to adjust to the NEW really is spring loaded inside of us, especially within our Star DNA – which is being activated at an accelerated rate now. Our Star frequencies allow for understanding that is beyond our human mind and telepathic connection to the bigger movements and cosmic cycles that are being played out here. Our Star frequencies provide a multidimensional spanning of what is happening in the now and higher timeline manifestations.

Our human frequencies (as they move from scared to sacred) allow for a groundedness to Gaia and in the emotional body/higher heart capacity. The BLEND of star and human from within us and the healing of polarities against it is the process that is activating too with these energies. The BLEND and UNION from within is the goal of all this.

The frequencies coming in now are actually MORE natural to our galactic consciousness. They feel like fresh air to breathe that is more in tune with our natural essence as it blends into a unified frequency of sacred human. Focusing on and connecting to your galactic essence can help with the integration of them as it is often the 3D Self, congested human aspects/parts that struggle and resist the most….along with possibly your Metasoul aspects from other timelines/lifetimes that aren’t awakened to the Ascension process yet and are experiencing battle/war/collapse in their realities. Here is more about parts and Metasoul aspects: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

The GIFTS of these energies is obvious in the beautiful auroras that are shining strong in the Northern skies right now. The auroras have wonderful codes in them and I have taken to letting them in through photos, plus journeying to them during meditation. Of course, my inner child/star seed is named Aurora and has been for many years, so there is a deep connection there for me. Looking at them calms everything inside of me, even as it opens out my consciousness with bursts of possibilities.

Similar to crop circles, Aurora Borealis offers a portal to connect with our galactic consciousness through manifestations on Gaia that we can more easily let in. I’ve shared pictures below from Sweden and Alaska of some auroras that occur with these influxes of geomagnetics and SOULar winds.

MUCH MUCH love to you and with you as we bravely journey on into BEcoming our WHOLE self, our Star-filled humanity arising to claim and to love ALL that we are once again!

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Please join us for our next FREE Unity Meditation call this Saturday, April 14th at 11:11am CST. We will be offering activations to help with integration of these galactic consciousness awakening plus teachings and space for sharings! https://www.facebook.com/events/562611244093274/

Reach out if you need/want support, guidance, collaboration, and a NEW perspective coming from love! More info about a bridging session with me and/or our ongoing programs here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

GeoStorms, GeoPolitics, and the Turbulence Of Our Ascension

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I don’t normally spend much time with the news, however, I have been drawn to keep note of it lately. I haven’t found myself in the digging in the details of Disclosure so there is a lot that I am sure is happening underground that others are keenly aware of. This allows me to focus on an overall picture leaning into my heart and soul guidance.

While the cosmic storms that are occurring right now are not headline news, nothing that is any different in number than any other cosmic activity that I am aware of, there does seem to be some very interesting dynamics relating to national and world politics. An uptick in emotional chaos is finding its way into decision making and random outbursts of rhetoric.

Politics cannot be removed far from the individual human heart no matter how much one may want to ascertain that we can be wholly logical about it. This then leads to the waxes and wanes of the emotional body and how it relates to what is happening on a very cosmological frequency.

We are stardust. We are affected by the celestial and the planetary relationship to it. We are part of an interdependent system and we are independent in name only. We can’t really separate ourselves from that fact. Unless of course you just want to and that is where we part ways.

The astrology and cosmology of our true nature can wreak havoc on our emotional bodies. Those that are not fully aware of these dynamics are being guided by the internal storms that are brewing within. The movers and shakers of the Old World are beginning to feel the shadow rise, becoming ever so lifted into the light of truth by the progression of our Mother Gaia into new galactic territory.

This happening with ALL of us. Some are feeling it differently than others based on our own personal process and shadow. When you start to see it in those that have influence, things can feel a bit dicey. I believe that Love has us in Its sights. Our star brethren are here to see that things don’t get too wonky. However, it doesn’t mean it won’t get messy. The more we are able to go into our own personal disclosures the more we can affect the course as a whole. To stay stuck in a fear or battle loop does not serve the birthing of your, and our, highest timeline.

There is a lot to wake up from. It won’t be pretty, but it will be real. Trusting that Love has it held in our, and your, best interest is a big piece of this healing and birthing. If you need help and support with what is moving in and through you emotionally, physically, and spiritually, seek those that can be a heart rail for you as you navigate the turbulence within. I send all my love to you, and to those who may never see this.

You got this, and you don’t have to do it alone.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Journal To The Demiurge – Day 1

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Journal To The Demiurge with Raphael Awen Day 1

By Raphael Awen

I have been guided to undertake a journaling journey of an ambassadorship to connect with the Demiurge. The Demiurge is the Christian male ‘God’, who is also known as Jehovah or Yahweh in the Bible.

The Gnostics, whose writings were discovered in 1945 at a place called Nag Hamadi in upper Egypt, brought to us many new gospels that were not included in the Christian Bible and it was they who, following Platonic philosophy, related to the Christian ‘Yahweh’ as the ‘Demiurge’. This term ‘Demiurge’ is taken from Latin words meaning the ‘artisan, producer, or creator’. This creator of the material world sought to rule with dominance and required duty and obligation as its main offering of how to form a relationship with itself. The 4th century Roman version of Christianity, then crafted Jesus into this need for blood sacrifice required by the Demiurge, leaving Christian followers under a strong dominance of duty and control, aligning quite well with the Roman agenda.

I know the Christian God very well from a Christian perspective, having journeyed through my childhood along with 26 adult years as a devout Christian before I came to finally and openly renounce ‘Jesus as my personal savior’ in 2005, and from there to re-feel my entire relationship with ‘God’ or the Divine.

Please join me now as I feel called to set out through a daily journal journey to create an Ambassadorship from within to meet with and communicate with this Demiurge, Yahweh, or Jehovah.

What will we find? I truly don’t know, but I so want to find out, and I’m being supported to undertake this journey, feeling my trepidation as I go.

Your reading and feeling this journey with me as it unfolds daily will create the vehicle of approach, kind of like signatures on a petition to gain audience with a King. Your participation along with mine, changes the journey, as well as the outcome.

Here is day one, launched on this auspicious solstice day:

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Raphael: This is Raphael. I’d like to connect with my highest and most familiar guides, Archangel Metatron and Merlin, my Unicorn, to inquire about guidance to form an Ambassadorship to the Demiurge, or whom the Christians know as Yahweh, or Jehovah. Metatron, and Merlin, will you speak with me?

Metatron: Yes, Raphael. It feels good to connect with you, and with what desires are brewing for you. What are you feeling?

Raphael: This desire has arisen in me in the form of an idea, a mental contemplation, along with a curious desire to explore, and to really change my world and experience, yet further. This idea is expanding to feel like guidance and a calling. Then comes doubts and questions. Do I know what I’m getting myself into? Do I really want to mess with the Demiurge? Then I feel all the lifetimes and time this life I have dedicated to Yahweh, how familiar I am with his temple worship and communities, and it feels quite doable, somehow. Part of me does wonder though what preparations or confirmations I should gather prior to undertaking such a quest.

Metatron: Raphael, this is a worthy quest, and a weighty one. It is worth all the preparation and guidance that you need. It is worth feeling through any and all resistance or fears that come from within, or without. I would be so honored to feel you and guide you every step of the way.

Raphael: Metatron, what can you even tell me about the Demiurge? Are you familiar with it? Do you feel it as a person, as an Archetype, as a collective consciousness? I’d like your take on that?

Metatron: Raphael, if I could answer that, there really would be no need to explore, would there? The short answer to your QUESTion is that even I don’t know. If I did, I could just share with you what I know and voila, problem solved. I am into supporting you and taking this journey with you. I, like you, can feel the Demiurge as a powerful dominating energy that has suppressed humanity and your planet into a sleepy slumber in prolonged forgetfulness. I know that it feeds off of people’s worship and surrender to it, and that it is never satiated, always wanting and needing more like an addict.

Raphael: Like it’s wanting and needing an intervention of some kind?

Metatron: It’s wanting and needing something, that’s for sure. It has been center stage in humanity’s consciousness and subconsciousness seeking immortality. If it is ready to make or entertain change, then that would be so cool to assist it with.

Raphael: It doesn’t sound like you feel afraid of it?

Metatron: I respect it. I know it has power, but I don’t fear it. If I feared it, I could not reach out to it.

Raphael: How is it that you don’t fear this powerful being or energy?

Metatron: I come in service of love, from which all consciousness, even that which polarized to dark or evil energies, gets its authorization. Love is the author of all. My truth is that there is no real evil, only that which hasn’t yet experienced the feeling of love as an energy. If something negative ‘happens’ to me, it happens to me under the authorization and permission of love, for me to learn and feel something that I haven’t felt yet, and need to feel.

Raphael: Is there still stuff you need to feel?

Metatron: Feel and Heal is still the Deal, Raphael. That is the journey back to source. I’m still not sure what happens when and if we are ever done with that, but like you, I’m curious as hell.

Raphael: Hell is curious isn’t it? and so is Heaven. They both want to know and feel more.

Metatron: That’s like the itch of consciousness itself, expressed in every expression of consciousness, including the time and space domains.

Raphael: I’m liking how easy it feels to connect with you.

Metatron: Good, because we’re going to need to get comfortable if we are going to undertake this mission together.

Raphael: Which I haven’t officially declared yet, still baking on the guidance and gathering the energy in my desire body I’d call it, and calling in all favors too from you and Merlin.

Metatron: I’m curious what Merlin has to say?

Raphael: Me too, Merlin, what say you? If that’s enough intro for you?

Merlin: Whoah, a freakin’ journey to the Demiurge with Raphael and Metatron. I’m in!

Raphael: That easy? No concerns or hesitations?

Merlin: What’s there to lose, Raphael?

Raphael: As I feel this QUESTion in your familiar presence and broadcasting energy field, Merlin, I can feel there is a whole lot to lose, here in the earth zone, which we’ve been waiting and wanting to lose for an awful long time, which makes all of the losses gains. I can feel though that life as we’ve known it, personally and collectively, would have huge shifts internally and externally if this were to shift, and this can feel like genuine deep losses for the parts of us attached to life as we’ve known it, regardless of how much suffering there is in what is being given up.

Merlin: Now I’m taking in your broadcast energy field Raphael… I’m sorry for the intense pain you and your fellow humans have felt under the Demiurge’s reign. I don’t get to feel that much as I don’t live in that energy. It feels so sad, now that I feel it….so much time stretched out to magnify this feeling.

Raphael: Maybe, Merlin, what you and I are feeling is being broadcast from the unfelt heart of the Demiurge itself, the emptiness, a universe-sized heart cry expressing in a compensational need to have dominion as a placeholder in love’s absence?

Merlin: THAT,…finding out what is or isn’t true about that would be worth all the worth there is, I’d say.

Raphael: You have a way of making your point.

Merlin: funny, and true!

Raphael: Wow, Merlin and Metatron, as we are connecting about this, I so feel it expanding in me. I so need the journal pieces here, one line and word, one feeling at a time to let this in.

Metatron: What’s going in, Raphael?

Raphael: A desire to undertake this journey…, to gather all the necessary resources and do it. I so feel bored with anything less, truth be told. I’ve lived lifetimes, as well as 26 adult years of life, this life, up until 12 years go, dedicated to the Christian God, and have come to feel suspect of his origins, how he/it co-opted our innate connection to source. All of this moving in me is coming from a recent deepening with my Gatekeeper, named Rhodes, whom I feel to introduce tomorrow, and allow all this intention and desire to bake.

Metatron: This journey is so worth all the time and process it takes. I so want to feel Rhodes take on all this too.

Raphael: How do you feel Metatron about sharing this journey in real time?

Metatron: You are speaking my language now, Raphael. I so feel that it has traction and realness when it is felt and digested in more hearts. This is a big collective piece of wounding and it needs a big collective heart to create an Ambassadorship to it. It’s a collective heartache wounding that can only heal collectively. Without mounting a posse of hearts, there isn’t enough substance to bridge to the dimension where this pain lives. Sharing this with supportive and open hearts will create this.

Raphael: And sharing it publicly also puts it out there for those, human and not, who are invested with the Demiurge to see it too, right?

Metatron: It’s only fair to let them all know we wish audience, to let them acclimate to where we are coming from. Better they see us coming than taking anyone by surprise. We have nothing to hide.

Raphael: I can tell you wish to say something Merlin, you’re broadcasting again…

Merlin: I am?…ah, yeah, that’s what I do, don’t I? The universe is waiting is what I’m feeling. My god! We get to do this…., really. Holeeee! Can you tell, I’ve wanted to do this since my teenage years in earth life. This is going to take me back to where I can’t even know right now. And that’s what makes it so worth it. This has waited till such a time as this, and till such a heart as yours Raphael, could lead the way. We haven’t had the emotional heart porosity that real ambassadorship is about, but we do now, in you.

Raphael: I do have to wade through some 3D senses of myself in order to let in your perspective of me, but I can feel the truth of what you speak to, Merlin. I have journeyed to open my heart out of a conscious hunger for love, and feel called to share this, even enough to self authorize.

Merlin: Which is the only true authority there is, that which flows from the universe and rings true in one’s own heart. No one can certify you in this. It’s either true for you, or it’s not. After all, it’s you that needs to walk it out, not an organization or a governing hierarchy. That’s the way of the Demiurge that we need to gain audience with.

Raphael: Okay, I’m feeling to take this up again tomorrow, to allow this to digest, and to let in more confirmation and guidance. Standby all, and deepest gratitude for this cocreation.

~ Join me tomorrow for this continuing journey! ~

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Guided Meditation Video To Meet Your Shadow Aspects W/ Jelelle Awen

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by Jelelle Awen

 

Your shadow contains aspects of you that have been disowned, put away, judged, rejected, protected, and suppressed. Also in shadow can be your soul gifts, soul purpose clarities, and your ‘power’. There are always ‘good reasons’ for this putting away into shadow based on conditioning you’ve received from 3D life and even other lifetimes/timelines, in addition to undigested traumas and karmic patterns. The Ascension process invites you to uncover, feel, and integrate your shadow aspects with love, compassion, and curiousity. Rather than bypass the shadow, it is about embracing it with self love and Divine support.

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teacher, Facilitator, and Author Jelelle Awen leads you on a guided meditation to connect with your shadow. She provides a space of loving support, with help from Archangel Metatron and Mother Mary for you to safely navigate these grounds, to pull back the veil to remember, and to lead this exploration yourself.

You also invite the part of you called the Inner Protector to come along with you on the journey. The Protector can be hesitant and resistant to going deeper into this ground due to concerns about your ability to handle what comes up. This part of you gets to be by your side in this shadow exploration, which can make a big difference in the depth and ways you will feel and digest it. More about the Protector here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

April Energies Update: Ongoing SOULar Winds And Geostorms

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by Jelelle Awen

Moving deeper today into a SOULar wind stream (April 11) that is steadily increasing. This is bringing in a flow of activation energies from the coronal ‘hole to make us whole’ in the sun’s surface. Geomagnetics are increasing too as a result of this! This is going to continue to influence and impact us here on Gaia for the next two to three days.

Heightened geomagnetics seem to bring disruption of sleep patterns and waves of personal energy fluxes such as feeling ‘wired’ for a few hours and then totally exhausted. I was awake at 3:33am! ready to write and get started, yet was able to fall back asleep with the help of sleep music. These winds can also create a feeling of being ungrounded or off center as Gaia’s magnetics are shifting quite a lot right now too.

There is a sense of ‘riding out the storm’ in some ways as we learn to adjust and calibrate to these heightened frequencies and energies. I am seeing more souls impacted by the energies over the last month than previously….waking up more to their various bodies (energy, emotional, physical) that make up their inner cosmos. Similar to the eclipses and supermoons, these cosmic weather ‘events’ bring us together, unify us in the experience and impact of them. This is what is most needed in our collective right now, a universal experience from a universal source that is based in love and goodness. How each soul digests and let this in is UP to them.

THIS is an opportunity. THIS is offered with love. THIS is not just a random occurrence in our solar system, yet, rather a GIFT of love offering to amp UP each of our individual SOULar systems! THIS is offering an acceleration of the embodiment of our galactic self while we embrace our humanity too. THIS is about experiencing more union from within as polarities heal from masculine to feminine energies inside; right to left sides of the brain; 3D to 4D/5D/Higher selves; human to Star BEing DNA; matter to spirit. THIS is about the healing of all the splits and the separations. THIS is about unification as a collective into New Gaia consciousness in the NOW as it occurs in each of our individual systems too.

It can be challenging to feel this when your body is going through so much in adjustment to these energies. When you are experiencing nausea for days or extreme lightheadedness or near constant tiredness no matter how sleep you get. Or ALL of these things! When your body is going through these adjustments, it can be difficult to remember the BIGGER picture here of why this is happening and your own soul’s choice, collaboration, and support in this ongoing process.

Moving into your heart space around it and finding trust there, finding surrender there, finding LOVE there….you can connect and BE with the parts of you that are suffering around this. You can be with the parts of you that want to give up, feel hopeless, and don’t think they can take in anymore discomfort. You can be bigger than the resistance and offer love to it. You can offer patience and forbearance to the parts of you that are antsy and impatient.

Offering this self love-based energy to ALL reactions inside of yourself (to these energies and to life in general) allows for fear-based energies to rest and to start letting go. Love starts holding the space for love! And then, miracles are possible!

This Ascension process is full of so many unknowns on a cosmic and galactic level. What CAN be known is the comfort available and the compassion providable from the depths of your OWN heart to ALL aspects of you that need you.

MUCH MUCH love to you as we navigate these storms, waves, winds, and magnetics TOGETHER 

This wonderful drawing full of love, trust, and joy is by Alexa Allen!

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

You Are A BEacon Of LOVE: Sharing Your Self-Love Overflow In Service Of Love

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by Kalayna Colibri

It can be challenging for parts of you to remember that they need to share love with others in a mutually nourishing bond of openness and vulnerability and sometimes even contention, as much as they need love with YOU as the authentic you, ever-arising into more and more presence within yourself.

We are here to relate to ourselves deeply, to cultivate self-love. We are also here to share the overflow of that love with others – NOT to remain in stuckness or under-nourishing agreements with others, however… While there is likely some layer of love being exchanged there, there is so much more that could potentially open out… this is the ground that can make relationships of any kind scary to be in, yet also is the ground of mutual growth and ultimately a deepening of LOVE within and on the outside TOO.

To not share what you are cultivating inside in self-care, love, worth, advocacy, is to not share your light, the beacon you’re meant to be for the world, with the world. Parts of you may be relating to this with understandable fear and reactions from past social drama-trauma. Yet, to remain in a place of not sharing is to cap your own soul bigness, your capacity to love others as much as yourself, and your potential to truly live into your healing gifts and your deepest soul calling to be in the service of LOVE.

The choice remains in each moment, to breathe with and feel parts of you and their reasons for not allowing your arising and ascending you to emerge from the cocoon. There is a constant invitation into more love, more healing, more self-held grace and space, and more overflow into the destiny you’re meant to lead and live too, with each decision made to BEacon outward what you have so grown and nourished inward! 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Embracing With Love Your Galactic Consciousness, Contact Experiences W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

 

NEW video from me! I felt powerful, consciousness lifting energies that I’ve been integrating the last couple of weeks through another level of Star Family connection/embodiment finally ready to share with you today!

I filmed this video this morning, shortly after I wrote this post about the galactic consciousness awakening and star DNA activations going on with these recent Ascension energies: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-embracing-ra…/

Transmissions of embracing rather than resisting, curiosity rather than pushing away, love rather than fear! INJOY! ~

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Intense ascension energies are providing a connection to our Star DNA, remembrance of contact experiences, and star families. SoulFullHeart Teacher, Facilitator and Author Jelelle Awen offers a picture of embracing rather than resisting your galactic consciousness can help hugely with this integration of what is being activated right now by these Ascension energies. She feels that resistance can come from undigested trauma from contact or abduction experiences that are still suppressed and not yet remembered and digested with your Inner Child. Your Protector would then use the veil of memory wipe to keep you from exploring into these grounds by amping up fears of ‘negative alien agendas’ and ‘being attacked’, etc. .

Jelelle advocates for creating a relationship with your 3D Self parts and also your Galactic Metasoul Aspects and whatever else you are experiencing as ‘outside’ of you. In creating a relationship, it is much more difficult to resist it and push it away, allowing for more INtegration and activation of your galactic consciousness!  

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.